Author's note: Mmmm . . . okay . . . the lemon part (non to graphic though)
starts here. So anybody who is underage is DEFINITELY not permitted! You
have been warned! I am not going to be sued! Never Ever! Ever! Ever!
Chapter 4
Seishirou sits on the edge of his bed. Thinking. 'Setsuka, who's she?' thought Seishirou.
Suddenly Seishirou realizes that Setsuka's present is nowhere in the apartment. Seishirou was about to go out when Setsuka enters the apartment. "Hai!" she said.
Seishirou just blink. "Where have you been?" he asked quietly.
"Out side ." she answers playfully.
Seishirou gritted his teeth. "I know you were out. Where?"
"It's not really something I have to answer ."
Seishirou smirk hearing that. Setsuka is really like Seishirou in a farfetched sort of way. Though Setsuka is more talkative than he is.
Seishirou laugh silently than seated himself on top of the couch. Setsuka followed suit.
"You know," Seishirou said quietly.
"What?"
"To be honest," he stops, "I don't know what kept me from killing you."
"Oh?"
Seishirou smirk, "I can just kill you right here right now, but---"
"But?"
"I just can't . . ."
Setsuka smile, "Because I look like your mother?"
Seishirou's eyes widened for a moment, but then he relaxes. He's used to this by now. "So? What if you look like my mother?" he asks.
"Because, you felt guilty."
"I do not felt guilty."
"Yes you do . . ."
"Can you tell me the reason?"
Setsuka sighs, "Admit it . . . you do felt guilty. Why? Because that time, you only have your mother by your side to care for you, raised you until you became the Sakurazukamori. You care for her."
Seishirou snorts, "I never care for her . . ."
Setsuka sighs, "Why do you always run away?"
"I do not!" he denied.
"You run away. That's a reality. Like the way you ran away from your feelings towards the Sumeragi."
"I told you . . ." Seishirou said slowly, "To drop the topic."
Setsuka shok her head, "I can't . . . you can't! You can't just keep running away! You know very well that you love the Sumeragi! You're actually lonely. There's no such thing as humans that doesn't have any emotions. I know you love the Sumeragi. That's why you didn't kill him nine years ago. You didn't kill him because of that! And after all this nine years you tried to make it up with your stupid 'Wish'! You want to know something else? He still loves you!"
Seishirou's body tense. He turn towards Setsuka, "Wha-what?"
"He still loves you . . ." Setsuka repeated.
"How?"
"I just talk to him . . ."
"How can you? I mean how can he love me after what I have done to him?" Seishirou ask surprised.
"Just ask him . . ." Setsuka answers.
Seishirou just stared at Setsuka. After a while, Seishirou stands up and goes out to meet the Sumeragi.
"Seishirou?"
Seishirou looks back when he's about to open the door.
"Maybe there is a sin which can't be compensated, but there is no such thing about a human that can't love another . . ." Setsuka said with sad eyes.
Seishirou's eyes widened. He heard that phrase . . . a long time ago.
Seishirou stood at the door for a few moments and then finally he goes out to meet his twin star.
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Half an hour later Seishirou was right in front of Subaru's balcony. He opens the door with his power.
"Subaru-kun?" he calls quietly.
Subaru was sitting on his bed staring at Seishirou.
"I don't think I remembered that I let you in . . ."
"You didn't . . ." Seishirou said with a smirk and sit beside Subaru.
"Seishirou-san . . . are you sure you're not stalking me?"
"I'm sure . . . I'm here to talk to you."
"About?"
Seishirou took in a deep breath, "Did a girl, in her mid twenty's came by? Her name is Sakura Setsuka."
Subaru's eyebrows shoots up, "Why do you care?"
"Subaru-kun . . ." Seishirou said exasperated, "I really need to know."
"Yeah . . ." Subaru said finally, "She did. Why?"
"Because she said that you still love me . . ."
At this point, Subaru stands up. Face flush, "What! I do not!"
Seishirou too stands up, "Subaru-kun . . . don't lie to me . . ."
"I'm not lying . . ." Subaru said looking down.
Seishirou tilted Subaru's chin up and kiss him. Subaru's whole body tense. He struggles but Seishirou pushes Subaru down towards the bed. He holds both Subaru's wrist. At long last, Subaru stops struggling, in fact, he started to kiss back. Both of them let the kiss go when they're out of breath.
"Funny . . ." Seishirou said panting, "Your lip tells me otherwise."
Subaru's face flushes brighter, "Seishirou-san . . . can you please get out of here?"
"Why is that?"
"Because . . . seeing you like this just brings back painful memories. I'd rather see you on the battle field."
Hearing this, Seishirou felt like that there's a big weight planted on his chest.
"Please . . . can you get out? Before I call Kamui and the others?"
Seishirou tried to smirk, but he can't. He turns around and started to leave the Sumeragi.
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Seishirou walks silently back to his apartment. He doesn't really know what's the reason, but the thing that Subaru just said earlier really . . . /what's wrong with me? /.
Hurt him? The thing that Subaru said is actually hurting him?
/I'd rather see you on the battle field/
Seishirou shook his head. Also . . . about what Setsuka had said earlier? /You're lonely! /
Seishirou stop dead on his tracks. 'Am I lonely?'
/There are no such things as humans that doesn't have any emotions! /
'Do I have emotions?'
/There is no such thing about a human that can't love another . . . /
Seishirou looks up. He suddenly realizes that he really do love the Sumeragi. How can he be so stupid? Why did he do all of those terrible things to Subaru? Why? Why? Why doesn't he realize it before . . . Setsuka came? Who is Setsuka? How the fuck did Setsuka knows?
Seishirou shook his head. It's not the time to think about it now! 'I've got to tell him . . . tell Subaru-kun that I love him, NOW!'
Seishirou was about to turn back when suddenly a psychic energy was thrown at him. Seishirou dodge the attack.
"TEME!!!!" yelled Kamui.
"Konbanwa Kamui-kun . . ." greeted Seishirou. "Kisama! What did you do to Subaru?"
"Is something the matter?"
"Yeah there is! You made Subaru cry . . . AGAIN! What did you say to him?"
"Subaru-kun . . . cried?"
"Yeah and the only one that can make him cry like that is you, you bastard!"
Seishirou didn't say anything. For the thousand time he had made Subaru cry. Even though it was really an expression of love.
"What did you say to him?" ask Kamui.
Seishirou just stared blankly at Kamui.
"I said that I . . . love him . . ."
"BULL SHIT!"
Seishirou shook his head, "No it's not. I . . . I really do love him. I didn't mean to hurt him. After all this years I finally realize that I do love him. I've always love him. I felt guilty after what I have done to him . . . but I guess, he didn't believe me huh?" Seishirou said sadly, bowing his head.
Now it's Kamui's turn to gape. If the Sakurazukamori is really acting, he's one good son of a bitch, but then again, he is a good actor.
Kamui was about to say something when suddenly, Fuuma arrives and standing right behind Seishirou.
"Fuuma . . ."
Seishirou turns. Fuuma smirk at him.
"What are you doing here if I may ask?"
Fuuma just smirk at Seishirou and turns to Kamui, "Unfortunately, I don't have time to play with you Kamui. I'm here to claim what is mine . . ."
Before anybody could say anything, Fuuma sent Kamui flying and he hit one of the buildings. After that he grip Seishirou's throat and slams him against the wall.
"Wha-" Seishirou choked.
Fuuma's smirk widen, "Didn't I told you to be careful? It looks like you didn't listen that time huh?"
"Wha . . . what are you . . . ta-talking about?"
"You 'Wish' my dear Sakurazukamori has change . . ."
Seishirou stare at Fuuma, and then his throat suddenly felt like it's burning and Seishirou black out.
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When Seishirou wakes up, he is already inside Fuuma's chamber. He tried moving his hands but it was bound at the back by an unseen force.
"Scared?" Fuuma ask stepping out from the shadows.
Seishirou remains quiet. Fuuma chuckle, "If you just try to listen to my warnings you wouldn't be in this situation . . . and now, you have to pay the price."
Fuuma kneels in front of Seishirou, and started caressing him. Seishirou try to move back but Fuuma slams Seishirou against the floor. Seishirou wince. Then, Fuuma rips Seishirou's upper clothing by his powers.
Fuuma sucks Seishirou's Adam's apple teasingly. Seishirou tried not to react but his harsh breathing gives everything away.
Fuuma's mouth travels down to Seishirou's shoulder blades and then he sucks at Seishirou's right nipple. Seishirou jerk his head and bites his lower lip. Fuuma continues to suck, lick, bite, bite, lick, bite, suck, bite, and lick at Seishirou's right nipple and pinching, pressing, and caressing the other one.
Seishirou continues to bite his lower lip, to keep himself from making unwanted reactions.
At long last, Fuuma is now removing Seishirou's pants, shoes, and boxers. Seishirou's whole body tremble.
Fuuma smirk. A VERY evil smirk and flips Seishirou so that he's now facing the floor and his bare back facing Fuuma.
"Don't . . ." Seishirou gasp.
Too late . . . the moment Seishirou said that, Fuuma thrust hard into him without preparing him. Seishirou screams at the top of his lungs . . . and his last thought at that moment was: 'Subaru-kun!'
~tsuzuku~
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Author's note: So . . . what do you think? I know, I know that I'm evil towards Sei-chan, but I really wanted him to be uke just this once .
So, feedback will be much appreciated!
Chapter 4
Seishirou sits on the edge of his bed. Thinking. 'Setsuka, who's she?' thought Seishirou.
Suddenly Seishirou realizes that Setsuka's present is nowhere in the apartment. Seishirou was about to go out when Setsuka enters the apartment. "Hai!" she said.
Seishirou just blink. "Where have you been?" he asked quietly.
"Out side ." she answers playfully.
Seishirou gritted his teeth. "I know you were out. Where?"
"It's not really something I have to answer ."
Seishirou smirk hearing that. Setsuka is really like Seishirou in a farfetched sort of way. Though Setsuka is more talkative than he is.
Seishirou laugh silently than seated himself on top of the couch. Setsuka followed suit.
"You know," Seishirou said quietly.
"What?"
"To be honest," he stops, "I don't know what kept me from killing you."
"Oh?"
Seishirou smirk, "I can just kill you right here right now, but---"
"But?"
"I just can't . . ."
Setsuka smile, "Because I look like your mother?"
Seishirou's eyes widened for a moment, but then he relaxes. He's used to this by now. "So? What if you look like my mother?" he asks.
"Because, you felt guilty."
"I do not felt guilty."
"Yes you do . . ."
"Can you tell me the reason?"
Setsuka sighs, "Admit it . . . you do felt guilty. Why? Because that time, you only have your mother by your side to care for you, raised you until you became the Sakurazukamori. You care for her."
Seishirou snorts, "I never care for her . . ."
Setsuka sighs, "Why do you always run away?"
"I do not!" he denied.
"You run away. That's a reality. Like the way you ran away from your feelings towards the Sumeragi."
"I told you . . ." Seishirou said slowly, "To drop the topic."
Setsuka shok her head, "I can't . . . you can't! You can't just keep running away! You know very well that you love the Sumeragi! You're actually lonely. There's no such thing as humans that doesn't have any emotions. I know you love the Sumeragi. That's why you didn't kill him nine years ago. You didn't kill him because of that! And after all this nine years you tried to make it up with your stupid 'Wish'! You want to know something else? He still loves you!"
Seishirou's body tense. He turn towards Setsuka, "Wha-what?"
"He still loves you . . ." Setsuka repeated.
"How?"
"I just talk to him . . ."
"How can you? I mean how can he love me after what I have done to him?" Seishirou ask surprised.
"Just ask him . . ." Setsuka answers.
Seishirou just stared at Setsuka. After a while, Seishirou stands up and goes out to meet the Sumeragi.
"Seishirou?"
Seishirou looks back when he's about to open the door.
"Maybe there is a sin which can't be compensated, but there is no such thing about a human that can't love another . . ." Setsuka said with sad eyes.
Seishirou's eyes widened. He heard that phrase . . . a long time ago.
Seishirou stood at the door for a few moments and then finally he goes out to meet his twin star.
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Half an hour later Seishirou was right in front of Subaru's balcony. He opens the door with his power.
"Subaru-kun?" he calls quietly.
Subaru was sitting on his bed staring at Seishirou.
"I don't think I remembered that I let you in . . ."
"You didn't . . ." Seishirou said with a smirk and sit beside Subaru.
"Seishirou-san . . . are you sure you're not stalking me?"
"I'm sure . . . I'm here to talk to you."
"About?"
Seishirou took in a deep breath, "Did a girl, in her mid twenty's came by? Her name is Sakura Setsuka."
Subaru's eyebrows shoots up, "Why do you care?"
"Subaru-kun . . ." Seishirou said exasperated, "I really need to know."
"Yeah . . ." Subaru said finally, "She did. Why?"
"Because she said that you still love me . . ."
At this point, Subaru stands up. Face flush, "What! I do not!"
Seishirou too stands up, "Subaru-kun . . . don't lie to me . . ."
"I'm not lying . . ." Subaru said looking down.
Seishirou tilted Subaru's chin up and kiss him. Subaru's whole body tense. He struggles but Seishirou pushes Subaru down towards the bed. He holds both Subaru's wrist. At long last, Subaru stops struggling, in fact, he started to kiss back. Both of them let the kiss go when they're out of breath.
"Funny . . ." Seishirou said panting, "Your lip tells me otherwise."
Subaru's face flushes brighter, "Seishirou-san . . . can you please get out of here?"
"Why is that?"
"Because . . . seeing you like this just brings back painful memories. I'd rather see you on the battle field."
Hearing this, Seishirou felt like that there's a big weight planted on his chest.
"Please . . . can you get out? Before I call Kamui and the others?"
Seishirou tried to smirk, but he can't. He turns around and started to leave the Sumeragi.
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Seishirou walks silently back to his apartment. He doesn't really know what's the reason, but the thing that Subaru just said earlier really . . . /what's wrong with me? /.
Hurt him? The thing that Subaru said is actually hurting him?
/I'd rather see you on the battle field/
Seishirou shook his head. Also . . . about what Setsuka had said earlier? /You're lonely! /
Seishirou stop dead on his tracks. 'Am I lonely?'
/There are no such things as humans that doesn't have any emotions! /
'Do I have emotions?'
/There is no such thing about a human that can't love another . . . /
Seishirou looks up. He suddenly realizes that he really do love the Sumeragi. How can he be so stupid? Why did he do all of those terrible things to Subaru? Why? Why? Why doesn't he realize it before . . . Setsuka came? Who is Setsuka? How the fuck did Setsuka knows?
Seishirou shook his head. It's not the time to think about it now! 'I've got to tell him . . . tell Subaru-kun that I love him, NOW!'
Seishirou was about to turn back when suddenly a psychic energy was thrown at him. Seishirou dodge the attack.
"TEME!!!!" yelled Kamui.
"Konbanwa Kamui-kun . . ." greeted Seishirou. "Kisama! What did you do to Subaru?"
"Is something the matter?"
"Yeah there is! You made Subaru cry . . . AGAIN! What did you say to him?"
"Subaru-kun . . . cried?"
"Yeah and the only one that can make him cry like that is you, you bastard!"
Seishirou didn't say anything. For the thousand time he had made Subaru cry. Even though it was really an expression of love.
"What did you say to him?" ask Kamui.
Seishirou just stared blankly at Kamui.
"I said that I . . . love him . . ."
"BULL SHIT!"
Seishirou shook his head, "No it's not. I . . . I really do love him. I didn't mean to hurt him. After all this years I finally realize that I do love him. I've always love him. I felt guilty after what I have done to him . . . but I guess, he didn't believe me huh?" Seishirou said sadly, bowing his head.
Now it's Kamui's turn to gape. If the Sakurazukamori is really acting, he's one good son of a bitch, but then again, he is a good actor.
Kamui was about to say something when suddenly, Fuuma arrives and standing right behind Seishirou.
"Fuuma . . ."
Seishirou turns. Fuuma smirk at him.
"What are you doing here if I may ask?"
Fuuma just smirk at Seishirou and turns to Kamui, "Unfortunately, I don't have time to play with you Kamui. I'm here to claim what is mine . . ."
Before anybody could say anything, Fuuma sent Kamui flying and he hit one of the buildings. After that he grip Seishirou's throat and slams him against the wall.
"Wha-" Seishirou choked.
Fuuma's smirk widen, "Didn't I told you to be careful? It looks like you didn't listen that time huh?"
"Wha . . . what are you . . . ta-talking about?"
"You 'Wish' my dear Sakurazukamori has change . . ."
Seishirou stare at Fuuma, and then his throat suddenly felt like it's burning and Seishirou black out.
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When Seishirou wakes up, he is already inside Fuuma's chamber. He tried moving his hands but it was bound at the back by an unseen force.
"Scared?" Fuuma ask stepping out from the shadows.
Seishirou remains quiet. Fuuma chuckle, "If you just try to listen to my warnings you wouldn't be in this situation . . . and now, you have to pay the price."
Fuuma kneels in front of Seishirou, and started caressing him. Seishirou try to move back but Fuuma slams Seishirou against the floor. Seishirou wince. Then, Fuuma rips Seishirou's upper clothing by his powers.
Fuuma sucks Seishirou's Adam's apple teasingly. Seishirou tried not to react but his harsh breathing gives everything away.
Fuuma's mouth travels down to Seishirou's shoulder blades and then he sucks at Seishirou's right nipple. Seishirou jerk his head and bites his lower lip. Fuuma continues to suck, lick, bite, bite, lick, bite, suck, bite, and lick at Seishirou's right nipple and pinching, pressing, and caressing the other one.
Seishirou continues to bite his lower lip, to keep himself from making unwanted reactions.
At long last, Fuuma is now removing Seishirou's pants, shoes, and boxers. Seishirou's whole body tremble.
Fuuma smirk. A VERY evil smirk and flips Seishirou so that he's now facing the floor and his bare back facing Fuuma.
"Don't . . ." Seishirou gasp.
Too late . . . the moment Seishirou said that, Fuuma thrust hard into him without preparing him. Seishirou screams at the top of his lungs . . . and his last thought at that moment was: 'Subaru-kun!'
~tsuzuku~
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Author's note: So . . . what do you think? I know, I know that I'm evil towards Sei-chan, but I really wanted him to be uke just this once .
So, feedback will be much appreciated!