12.

In the dark bedroom before the sun had even dared to peek out from it's sleeping place and shone into the room I rolled over reaching for T.K. and discovered something that scared me into action. He wasn't there. Me heart jumped into my throat, could my fears really be true? That was when I noticed a light from the hallway. The bathroom...that was all. No need to panic. I pushed a hand stressfully to my forehead and climbed out of the bed taking only a moment to relax in the joy that Takeru had not left me. And sure enough there he was, a froth built in his mouth from brushing his teeth. I leaned against the doorway resting my tired head against my hand.

"What are you doing up so early?" I questioned. He spat into the sink and shrugged.

"Just woke up. Couldn't get back to sleep." He informed me with a sparkling grin. I shook my head unable to resist the contagious smile. Grabbing my toothbrush from the holder I scrubbed the sleep from my mouth. T.K. had already left the room hopefully not to go downstairs and watch cartoons. That was when I realized I'd never even cleaned the glass off the floor. Snickering in the bathroom I spat the toothpaste into the sink and turned off the water. T.K. was in the bedroom he'd curled back up under the blankets but his eyes were open. He watched me come back into the room grin still painted on his face.

"What are you doing? Thought you weren't tired anymore." Takeru snickered and rolled onto his back looking up at the ceiling.

"I'm not." He informed me. Realization dawned on me then and I scoffed my mouth open but unable to form words.

"What?" I questioned. He laughed heartily and shook his head, it was cute really. The shy way that he was insinuating what I'd avoided last night. I dropped down onto the edge of the bed and laughed into my hands, I hadn't laughed so hard in days my back shook with snickers. But when I looked up Takeru was not laughing with me. In fact he looked utterly hurt.

"I didn't know it was funny." T.K. scoffed lowering his eyebrows and pursing his lips. I couldn't keep the grin off my face as I rolled off the corner of the bed placing myself over him, the thick blanket seperating our bodies. I kissed his frowning lips then, and caressed his cheek.

"It's not funny." I assured him, my grin was gone replaced with entirely serious intentions. Takeru's hand went into my hair rubbing my scalp soothingly as well as pushing my mouth against his. Our gentle movements quickly changed from soft to lusty again as his spare hand ran down my bare back. Suddenly I was incredibly glad I only wore boxers to bed. His touch sent a shiver up my spine awakening things inside of me that had been asleep for the longest time. Our tongues, met caressed and explored in a manner that we both understood. This was it. It was now or never. Neither of us could go on waiting when we wanted eachother so badly.

And so it was there in that dark bedroom, before the sun graced us with it's presence that I pulled back the covers and crept on top of my virgin brother. Our lips seperated as I crouched over him, through some strange fight Takeru pulled the cover over my back, covering our bodies with the warmth that would soon be no longer needed. We would generate our own warmth. I kissed his neck gently covering the pale skin with my mouth, running circles with my tongue on the surface. He made a slight noise of satisfaction, I could feel the hardness pressing against my leg. I moved purposely against it until he was moaning lightly and only then did I allow my hand to wander down into the hole in his boxers to comfort his growing girth. He tried to return the favor but I grabbed his hand.

"Don't." I breathed against his neck not pausing in my motions for a second.

"Why not?" Takeru huffed through some difficulty.

"It's for you." I replied. A worried look crossed his face at my words, I removed my hand from his boxers and kissed him softly.

"I'm sorry. Are you not ready?" I asked, I was always assuming that Takeru was thinking on the same lines I was. Sometimes I assumed too much. We were not one person, were in fact two different people with different thoughts and different intentions.

"No. I am ready." T.K. reassured me but the worry didn't leave.

"Are you sure?" I questioned hovering over his body. His hands fought with the sides of my boxers trying childishly to pull them down with no success.

"I'm sure." He replied, I grabbed his hands away and removed my boxers myself then I did the same for him. Pressing another hurried kiss against his lips.

"I'll be careful." I promised. He nodded and leaned his head back against the pillow closing his eyes. I scrambled on the dresser pulling open the drawer for the lube. T.K.'s eyes remained closed through this entire interlude finally my hands scraped the bottle and I pulled it out rubbing the lube along the length of my passion. I kissed the lids of Takeru's closed eyes softly before pressing against his opening gently at first. Careful not to tear his virginity to pieces. I didn't want him to go away with bad memories of his first time. I wanted this to be something he would treasure forever, and if anybody ever asked about his first time he'd be able to smile and describe it without a second thought to the slight pain it caused everybody at first. I wanted the sweetness of the moment to overcome the hurt he was destined to feel.

I forced myself into his body watching his expression closely for any sign of him yelling out, if he told me to stop I would. Albeit I would also have to go and masturbate in a cold shower. He didn't cry out for me stop, he did however bite his lip so hard it drew blood.

"Are you allright." He nodded squeezing his eyes shut tightly. I pushed further into him and he groped at my back digging his fingernails into my skin. I didn't even wince, the other feelings were enough to overpower that slight pain. Finally it was done, I'd entered Takeru for the first time. I smiled kissing his cheek softly. "Open your eyes Takeru." He obeyed looking up at me. The pain there was enough for me to cry, as a single tear fell down his cheek he wrapped his arms around my neck.

"I love you." He whispered into my neck. I pulled out brushing my lips over his and then kissing him more firmly as I slid back into his body. His length pressed against my skin, he need satisfaction. I was so busy thinking about myself I hadn't even realized.

"I love you too." I assured him kissing him once more, allowing my tongue to explore every inch of his mouth. I began to move in and out with more force, more desire as his ability to withstand the feelings that were being instilled in him rose. His legs rose to wrap around me making access easier. Soon I started to realize that it was no longer just me pressing against Takeru, he was pushing back. We were moving as one every muscle in our bodies attuned to eachother. I did him the benefit of satisfying his still growing want with my experienced fist. He moaned softly forcing his eyes shut once more. I didn't want it to ever end, but all good things must. Bucking against him, taking in all his warmth and comfort...basking in the mutual desire and need at his tight clenching muscles holding the most private of my body pieces I couldn't hold for long. Not with the way I'd wanted him for so long and the way he was unknowingly caressing me with every tensing of his muscles.

And when it ended it was amazing, we happened together. I collapsed onto my brothers chest and he clung to me desperately with all the love in the world. As it ended the sun burst forth from where it had been hidden shining it's glorious warmth into places that had always been dark.