*Authors note: I don't own any characters..this story is in Yuna's POV. More chapters to come..this is just the intro.

iJust whistle..I'll come running..I promise./i

The words echoed endlessly in my head..taunting me to no mercy. Occasionally..I'd think that maybe it would work..Lulu thought it was crazy..

"The only way you can ever find him..is in your dreams."

Auron had gone too, the wise guardian whom we'd also be lost without. He'd done his job. It was time for him to rest in the Farplanes. Sometimes, I thought they'd both come back, Auron and Tidus, just like Wakka thought Chappu would someday..until he saw the image of him while in Guadosalam.

I stood on the sandy beaches of Besaid, stood at the ocean's side, and whistled among the waters. Sometimes..I agree with Lulu..I am losing it. It felt like so long since I'd lost him, I felt as if I'd gone insane. But was it just the opposite? Had losing all hope made my senses stronger? My vision is clearer now..I am no longer a naive little girl, being blinded by faith and hope. I peered out into the horizon, and sat on the sand, letting the waves wash under me. I began to hum the hymn, the song which used to comfort me, until I was in the Zanarkand ruins. Hearing the out-of-tune notes slip past my ears made me uneasy, and the song just wasn't the same. I don't trust things as much anymore..

I looked out at the lifeless sea, the waves crashed beneath me. I leaned back, and closed my eyes. The sunset wasn't so beautiful to watch anymore.