LN- I've jus realized that it's almost been a month since I've updated this
story, so I decided to get my butt in gear and update this thing. Thanks to
Mon for reviewing. Thanks for the song suggestions, and I'll post both of
them at the end of this chappie so you guys can decide which ones you like.
Disclaimer- We own what we don't, do what we do. We own the Untouchables, and the people on it.
Chapter 10- That Summer
"You have GOT to be kidding me!" Lily protested one morning during breakfast after hearing the day's plans.
"When have we ever kidded you?" Sirius said from over a plate stacked with Mrs. Potter's homemade pancakes drowned in syrup. He speared a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, all without tearing his gaze from Lily.
"Well, there was that time when you." Candy began, looking at him.
"All right!" he interrupted, throwing his hands up in the air and splattering James and Autumn with the remainder of pancake in his mouth. They grimaced and went to work trying to get most of it off.
"Well, if we want to make the team this year, then we have to practice!" Summer protested. James, Autumn, Candy, and Sirius nodded vigorously. Remus just nodded. He didn't want to go for the team because of his monthly disappearances. "And we have big shoes to follow in! I mean look! With Wood, Spinnett, Johnson, and Suzanne gone, that means that Lisa will only take *the best.* And I certainly know that I will give the other contenders a run for their money."
"Hear hear!" James called out.
Lily laughed and rolled her eyes. "OK, but don't you need seven people to play? And even I know that! You can't play unless you have a team to play against."
"That, is where you are wrong, my lady," James began. "I am two steps ahead of you as usual. Muhahaha! Oops, sorry," he said, clearly aware of the Lily glare. "We have a team here who would like to play. So, are you up to the game, Lils?"
"Is that a challenge?" she asked, eyes narrowing.
"I do believe it is," he said, taking a swig of orange juice.
"Then you're on, even if I do have to fly." She retorted.
"Now does everyone have their brooms?" he asked, turning towards the others.
"Brand spanking new one," Summer replied.
"I take that is a yes from you," James began. "Autumn? Do you have yours?" Autumn nodded. "Remus?" Remus shook his head. "Alright, you can borrow one of ours. Candy?"
"Is the sky blue?" she replied.
"I do believe it is. I know you have yours, Siri. Lily? I bet you don't own one, but you can borrow one of ours too. Now, go get dressed and meet me at the Pitch in no more than twenty minutes," he ordered. This was followed by groans but they followed.
~Twenty minutes later~
"Ok, here's the plan," James said, as the group. "Summer, Remus, and I will be Chasers," this was met by nods by the said. "Autumn and Sirius, you'll be beaters," they too nodded, and Sirius looked a little too happy. "Candy, of course you'll be keeper," Candy smiled. "Lily, my dear, is going to be our seeker." Lily turned green.
He tossed her a broom. "Yes, the seeker. All you have to do is sit and watch for the Snitch, and when you see it, you go after it and catch it."
"I know what a seeker does, Potter," she hissed.
"Ah and here is our opposing team," he said as if he hadn't heard her at all. Seven teenagers approached them. They were the children of the people that worked for the Potters. "Hey guys! Thanks for coming out!" James called, running over to them. He dragged them over to introduce them to his friends.
"You guys already know Sirius and Remus," he told them. "But these you don't," he said, pointing to the girls. "Summer, Autumn, Candy, and Lily. Guys, I want you to meet the other team. Raven, Derek, Rose, Garrett, Samantha, David, and Maria."
Raven, Rose, Samantha, and Maria all looked to be about seventeen. Raven was a tall, black girl (hint hint, wink wink) with big brown eyes, Rose was of average height with shockingly pink hair, Samantha was tall with short cropped blonde hair, and Maria looked Spanish. Derek, Garrett, and David were all tall, brown haired, and well muscled. They moved with natural grace and looked about seventeen-eighteen-ish.
After the introductions, they started to play. They teenagers called their team the Untouchables, and the friend's called themselves the Marauders, much to the girls' disgust. The game started out even, but soon the Untouchables were making cake with the younger kids.
"James, why didn't you tell us that they are all drafted to professional Quidditch reserve teams?! It would have been nice to know!" Summer rounded on James when they took a break.
"Uh, I wanted to surprise you?" he weekly said.
Summer let out a shrill of outrage but remounted her broom.
It seemed that the angrier Summer was, the fiercer she played. James quickly found this out and called out jeers at her to make her play harder. Soon they were making a comeback.
Remus had the Quaffle. He looked around to see who was open. Autumn slammed her bat into the bludger and hit Derek right in the nose with it, stopping him from intercepting the pass. Summer sped to the hoops and passed the Quaffle to James who scored. Maria threw the Quaffle into the waiting arms of Rose. Sirius aimed a bludger at her and swung.
Through all of this, Lily sat calmly above them, looking for the Snitch. There, right by Candy. She looked to see if Raven, the Untouchables' seeker had seen it yet. Nope, Raven was looking at the other end of the pitch. Lily turned her broom and zoomed toward it, arms reaching outwards. She stretched her arms out and felt her hands close around the smooth surface of the snitch.
"I GOT IT! I GOT IT!!" she screamed, causing the game to stop. Her friends cheered, and so did the Untouchables.
~
That night Lily fell asleep exhausted. She didn't even remember her head hitting the pillow.
~
"Shh! Quiet or you'll wake her," a voice said, trying hard to whisper but failing greatly. Lily opened her eyes and saw black shadows making their way to her bed. She tensed. She relaxed when she realized that her friends were trying to surprise her. She tried hard not to laugh at their stealth skills. She heard a splat, and then, "Sirius! That was the best cake I made! Why I ought to skin you and hand you to her as a present!"
The footsteps stopped, and Lily heard the sound of someone being slapped. "Ow! Summer!"
"Suck it up. Now we don't have a cake to give her, thanks to someone," she paused, and Lily winced. Summer could glare. "Now, on the count of three. One. Two. Three," Summer whispered.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILY!" the voices of her friend's yelled. Lily, feinting surprise, jolted up in bed and looked into the shining faces of her friends. Like her, all of them were wearing their pajamas and their hair was rumpled with sleep. Sirius, Candy, and Summer were all splattered with cake frosting, and Sirius was sporting a very red spot on his arm. They tossed wrapped boxes on her bed and found a spot to sit on.
She smiled at them. "Thank you! But did you have to come *now*? Its only," she yawned, "six."
"It was his idea," Candy said, pointing to James.
She glared at him. "Should of guessed."
"Aren't you gonna open your presents?" Sirius asked, eyeing the boxes. "I want to know what you got!"
Lily laughed. "We don't want to leave Sirius in suspense for too long, now do we?" She reached for the closest box, a rectangular one wrapped in blue paper with red fireworks going off on it and "To Lily from Remus" floating across it in green bubbly letters. She ripped off the paper and found herself looking at a box.
"Wow, just what I needed!" she kidded. She lifted up the lid and found two books entitled "What the Hex Just Happened? A Complete Guide Of All Hexes Known to Mankind. Self Updating" and "Charms For Dummies" inside. Lily laughed at the last one. There was a black line drawn through dummies, and Remus had replaced it with Smarties. "Thanks, Rem!"
Remus smiled. "Welcome. I thought that you needed to learn some hexes. There's some good ones in it."
She grabbed at another one. This one was small and square. It was wrapped in plain green paper and "To Lils from Sum" popping up and disappearing on it. She opened the lid and found a charm of a white lily that blossomed on a silver chain. She smiled her thanks at her friends and dove into the remaining gifts.
From James she received a picture of the group when they were at King's Cross Station, waiting for James's parents. Her friends waved up at her. She was standing in the middle with her arms around Candy and Summer, Autumn was on the other side of Candy, Remus was standing slightly behind Summer, James was behind Lily, his head clearly visible above her, and Sirius was posing in the front of the group. Every now and then he'd change his pose, causing her picture people to laugh.
From Sirius she received a box filled with Honeyduke's best candy and thinks from Zonko's. (LN- don't ask how he got them.) Candy had gotten her a gift certificate to Flourish and Blott's and the newest book by A. Gooding, "How To Charm Your Enemies". Autumn had gotten her a brush and mirror set with a lion pouncing on a snake on the back.
There was one box left on her bed, and it rattled dangerously. She got up on her knees to examine it. It was rapped in plain, muggle birthday paper with large holes poked through. A tag was attached to it. "To our little flower, Love Mum and Dad."
Now curiosity took the better of her. She ripped off the paper and, with the help of her friends, ripped off the cardboard box. She pulled out the metal cage and gasped. Sitting regally in the cage was the blackest owl Lily had ever seen. Big, amber eyes stared at her. "Wow." was all that she could say.
Then the owl who-ed at her. "Whatcha going to name her?" Candy asked.
"Artemis. she's my little Goddess of the Hunt."
LN- There ya go. It's kind of short, but I was writing this on a laptop with a picky battery and I wanted to get this done before it died on me. And fanfiction.net was down for a while for me. ( I'm sorry for the delay, again. I have put out a new story, about Summer and Remus. It takes place in fifth year, if you want a warning. I'm going to try to update this story more often, promise! At least every other week, if not sooner. Sorry if there are more mistakes than usual, my beta's on vacation. Sorry!
These are the songs that people submitted to me, except the last two. Friends told me about them. They are all in original format, with all the oos and ohs and na na nas and lalas. and I got all of the lyrics from
Song #1. "Angel" By Amanda Perez (Not my fav, but oh well...)
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..
~
Song #2. "If You're Not the One" by Daniel Bedingfield
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
~
Song #3. "I've Been Waiting For You" by Abba
I, I've been in love before
I thought I would no more
Manage to hit the ceiling
Still, strange as it seems to me
You brought it back to me
That old feeling I, I don't know what you do
You make me think that you
Possibly could release me
I think you'll be able to
Make all my dreams come true
And you ease me You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been pleading for
I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more and more
And finally it seems my lonely days are through
I've been waiting for you I, I'm gonna make you mine
You're gonna feel so fine
You'll never want to leave me
I feel you belong to me
Someday you will agree
Please, believe me You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been pleading for
I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more and more
And finally it seems my lonely days are through
I've been waiting for you
Oh, I've been waiting for you
~
Song #4 "Desperately" By Michelle Branch
There's something 'bout the way
You looked at me
Made me think for a moment that
Maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives separately
And It's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
You looked my way, you said "you frustrate me"
Like you're thinking of lines and times when you and I were you and me
You took our chance out on the street
Well you missed my chance and chances are
It won't be coming back to me
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
So desperately... ho
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
I want you so desperately, oo oo oo
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately
Disclaimer- We own what we don't, do what we do. We own the Untouchables, and the people on it.
Chapter 10- That Summer
"You have GOT to be kidding me!" Lily protested one morning during breakfast after hearing the day's plans.
"When have we ever kidded you?" Sirius said from over a plate stacked with Mrs. Potter's homemade pancakes drowned in syrup. He speared a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, all without tearing his gaze from Lily.
"Well, there was that time when you." Candy began, looking at him.
"All right!" he interrupted, throwing his hands up in the air and splattering James and Autumn with the remainder of pancake in his mouth. They grimaced and went to work trying to get most of it off.
"Well, if we want to make the team this year, then we have to practice!" Summer protested. James, Autumn, Candy, and Sirius nodded vigorously. Remus just nodded. He didn't want to go for the team because of his monthly disappearances. "And we have big shoes to follow in! I mean look! With Wood, Spinnett, Johnson, and Suzanne gone, that means that Lisa will only take *the best.* And I certainly know that I will give the other contenders a run for their money."
"Hear hear!" James called out.
Lily laughed and rolled her eyes. "OK, but don't you need seven people to play? And even I know that! You can't play unless you have a team to play against."
"That, is where you are wrong, my lady," James began. "I am two steps ahead of you as usual. Muhahaha! Oops, sorry," he said, clearly aware of the Lily glare. "We have a team here who would like to play. So, are you up to the game, Lils?"
"Is that a challenge?" she asked, eyes narrowing.
"I do believe it is," he said, taking a swig of orange juice.
"Then you're on, even if I do have to fly." She retorted.
"Now does everyone have their brooms?" he asked, turning towards the others.
"Brand spanking new one," Summer replied.
"I take that is a yes from you," James began. "Autumn? Do you have yours?" Autumn nodded. "Remus?" Remus shook his head. "Alright, you can borrow one of ours. Candy?"
"Is the sky blue?" she replied.
"I do believe it is. I know you have yours, Siri. Lily? I bet you don't own one, but you can borrow one of ours too. Now, go get dressed and meet me at the Pitch in no more than twenty minutes," he ordered. This was followed by groans but they followed.
~Twenty minutes later~
"Ok, here's the plan," James said, as the group. "Summer, Remus, and I will be Chasers," this was met by nods by the said. "Autumn and Sirius, you'll be beaters," they too nodded, and Sirius looked a little too happy. "Candy, of course you'll be keeper," Candy smiled. "Lily, my dear, is going to be our seeker." Lily turned green.
He tossed her a broom. "Yes, the seeker. All you have to do is sit and watch for the Snitch, and when you see it, you go after it and catch it."
"I know what a seeker does, Potter," she hissed.
"Ah and here is our opposing team," he said as if he hadn't heard her at all. Seven teenagers approached them. They were the children of the people that worked for the Potters. "Hey guys! Thanks for coming out!" James called, running over to them. He dragged them over to introduce them to his friends.
"You guys already know Sirius and Remus," he told them. "But these you don't," he said, pointing to the girls. "Summer, Autumn, Candy, and Lily. Guys, I want you to meet the other team. Raven, Derek, Rose, Garrett, Samantha, David, and Maria."
Raven, Rose, Samantha, and Maria all looked to be about seventeen. Raven was a tall, black girl (hint hint, wink wink) with big brown eyes, Rose was of average height with shockingly pink hair, Samantha was tall with short cropped blonde hair, and Maria looked Spanish. Derek, Garrett, and David were all tall, brown haired, and well muscled. They moved with natural grace and looked about seventeen-eighteen-ish.
After the introductions, they started to play. They teenagers called their team the Untouchables, and the friend's called themselves the Marauders, much to the girls' disgust. The game started out even, but soon the Untouchables were making cake with the younger kids.
"James, why didn't you tell us that they are all drafted to professional Quidditch reserve teams?! It would have been nice to know!" Summer rounded on James when they took a break.
"Uh, I wanted to surprise you?" he weekly said.
Summer let out a shrill of outrage but remounted her broom.
It seemed that the angrier Summer was, the fiercer she played. James quickly found this out and called out jeers at her to make her play harder. Soon they were making a comeback.
Remus had the Quaffle. He looked around to see who was open. Autumn slammed her bat into the bludger and hit Derek right in the nose with it, stopping him from intercepting the pass. Summer sped to the hoops and passed the Quaffle to James who scored. Maria threw the Quaffle into the waiting arms of Rose. Sirius aimed a bludger at her and swung.
Through all of this, Lily sat calmly above them, looking for the Snitch. There, right by Candy. She looked to see if Raven, the Untouchables' seeker had seen it yet. Nope, Raven was looking at the other end of the pitch. Lily turned her broom and zoomed toward it, arms reaching outwards. She stretched her arms out and felt her hands close around the smooth surface of the snitch.
"I GOT IT! I GOT IT!!" she screamed, causing the game to stop. Her friends cheered, and so did the Untouchables.
~
That night Lily fell asleep exhausted. She didn't even remember her head hitting the pillow.
~
"Shh! Quiet or you'll wake her," a voice said, trying hard to whisper but failing greatly. Lily opened her eyes and saw black shadows making their way to her bed. She tensed. She relaxed when she realized that her friends were trying to surprise her. She tried hard not to laugh at their stealth skills. She heard a splat, and then, "Sirius! That was the best cake I made! Why I ought to skin you and hand you to her as a present!"
The footsteps stopped, and Lily heard the sound of someone being slapped. "Ow! Summer!"
"Suck it up. Now we don't have a cake to give her, thanks to someone," she paused, and Lily winced. Summer could glare. "Now, on the count of three. One. Two. Three," Summer whispered.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILY!" the voices of her friend's yelled. Lily, feinting surprise, jolted up in bed and looked into the shining faces of her friends. Like her, all of them were wearing their pajamas and their hair was rumpled with sleep. Sirius, Candy, and Summer were all splattered with cake frosting, and Sirius was sporting a very red spot on his arm. They tossed wrapped boxes on her bed and found a spot to sit on.
She smiled at them. "Thank you! But did you have to come *now*? Its only," she yawned, "six."
"It was his idea," Candy said, pointing to James.
She glared at him. "Should of guessed."
"Aren't you gonna open your presents?" Sirius asked, eyeing the boxes. "I want to know what you got!"
Lily laughed. "We don't want to leave Sirius in suspense for too long, now do we?" She reached for the closest box, a rectangular one wrapped in blue paper with red fireworks going off on it and "To Lily from Remus" floating across it in green bubbly letters. She ripped off the paper and found herself looking at a box.
"Wow, just what I needed!" she kidded. She lifted up the lid and found two books entitled "What the Hex Just Happened? A Complete Guide Of All Hexes Known to Mankind. Self Updating" and "Charms For Dummies" inside. Lily laughed at the last one. There was a black line drawn through dummies, and Remus had replaced it with Smarties. "Thanks, Rem!"
Remus smiled. "Welcome. I thought that you needed to learn some hexes. There's some good ones in it."
She grabbed at another one. This one was small and square. It was wrapped in plain green paper and "To Lils from Sum" popping up and disappearing on it. She opened the lid and found a charm of a white lily that blossomed on a silver chain. She smiled her thanks at her friends and dove into the remaining gifts.
From James she received a picture of the group when they were at King's Cross Station, waiting for James's parents. Her friends waved up at her. She was standing in the middle with her arms around Candy and Summer, Autumn was on the other side of Candy, Remus was standing slightly behind Summer, James was behind Lily, his head clearly visible above her, and Sirius was posing in the front of the group. Every now and then he'd change his pose, causing her picture people to laugh.
From Sirius she received a box filled with Honeyduke's best candy and thinks from Zonko's. (LN- don't ask how he got them.) Candy had gotten her a gift certificate to Flourish and Blott's and the newest book by A. Gooding, "How To Charm Your Enemies". Autumn had gotten her a brush and mirror set with a lion pouncing on a snake on the back.
There was one box left on her bed, and it rattled dangerously. She got up on her knees to examine it. It was rapped in plain, muggle birthday paper with large holes poked through. A tag was attached to it. "To our little flower, Love Mum and Dad."
Now curiosity took the better of her. She ripped off the paper and, with the help of her friends, ripped off the cardboard box. She pulled out the metal cage and gasped. Sitting regally in the cage was the blackest owl Lily had ever seen. Big, amber eyes stared at her. "Wow." was all that she could say.
Then the owl who-ed at her. "Whatcha going to name her?" Candy asked.
"Artemis. she's my little Goddess of the Hunt."
LN- There ya go. It's kind of short, but I was writing this on a laptop with a picky battery and I wanted to get this done before it died on me. And fanfiction.net was down for a while for me. ( I'm sorry for the delay, again. I have put out a new story, about Summer and Remus. It takes place in fifth year, if you want a warning. I'm going to try to update this story more often, promise! At least every other week, if not sooner. Sorry if there are more mistakes than usual, my beta's on vacation. Sorry!
These are the songs that people submitted to me, except the last two. Friends told me about them. They are all in original format, with all the oos and ohs and na na nas and lalas. and I got all of the lyrics from
Song #1. "Angel" By Amanda Perez (Not my fav, but oh well...)
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..
~
Song #2. "If You're Not the One" by Daniel Bedingfield
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I
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Song #3. "I've Been Waiting For You" by Abba
I, I've been in love before
I thought I would no more
Manage to hit the ceiling
Still, strange as it seems to me
You brought it back to me
That old feeling I, I don't know what you do
You make me think that you
Possibly could release me
I think you'll be able to
Make all my dreams come true
And you ease me You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been pleading for
I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more and more
And finally it seems my lonely days are through
I've been waiting for you I, I'm gonna make you mine
You're gonna feel so fine
You'll never want to leave me
I feel you belong to me
Someday you will agree
Please, believe me You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been pleading for
I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more and more
And finally it seems my lonely days are through
I've been waiting for you
Oh, I've been waiting for you
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Song #4 "Desperately" By Michelle Branch
There's something 'bout the way
You looked at me
Made me think for a moment that
Maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives separately
And It's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
You looked my way, you said "you frustrate me"
Like you're thinking of lines and times when you and I were you and me
You took our chance out on the street
Well you missed my chance and chances are
It won't be coming back to me
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
So desperately... ho
Oh, I cannot ignore it,
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me
And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately
I want you so desperately, oo oo oo
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
I keep giving in,
But I should know better
So desperately
I want you so desperately