Chapter 4
I take in a deep breath and quickly look away again. My god it is Piper! I would recognise her in a heartbeat. Although she wouldn't recognise me now. I look down at myself and even I notice the changes. I am dressed in rags which aren't recognised as clothes anymore and they are beyond dirty. I don't have a figure anymore just bones and if I could see my face I know it would be very sunken in and by looking at my shaking hands I can tell I am highly underweight. I take a quick peek at her again and see the sadness that is within. She is sitting here waiting for a bus and she is a little underweight and has bags under her eyes. I pull my hat a little lower and I say in my best not Phoebe voice "Are Are you ok M Miss?" I stutter because of nerves and well I am scared. She looks at me a little shocked at I am guessing my appearance, she seems to try to work out why my voice sounds familiar. "Um yes I am alright just a little tired thankyou", her voice oh my god how I missed her voice it is so soft spoken, so Piper. I can feel tears starting to go down my face and I get up quickly. "I am sss sorry Pi piper I'll gg g go" and I run as quickly as I can and her face it looks shocked. I hear her get up and yell "Phoebe Phoebe is that you". Because I can't move quickly she catches up fast and she spins me around and I shift my eyes down "I I am I gotta go". She lifts my chin and stares into my eyes automatically recognising me now that she can see me. She grabs me and pulls me into a hug and starts to cry "Oh my god Phoebe, Oh I missed you so much, Why didn't you come home". She pulls and looks at me and I see the what looks like disgust in her eyes and she says" My god what has she done to you, what have you done to yourself Pheebs". When she says my name like that I collapse and start to cry and she pulls me into a hug and whispers comforting words into my ears.
The next thing I know I am being sneaked into the manor and I am the bathroom and Piper is slowly undressing me and doing it slowly. "Oh my god Pheebs what happened to you" she remarks when she sees my bruises which don't heal and she says "We are going to have to take you to a hospital" I back up and say "N N no can't go,. too mm many qu questions." She gives me a funny look and shrugs her shoulders and gives me a reassuring smile and says "Please Phoebe, I am worried, do it for me". I give in like I always did when she says those words.
She continues helping me and then puts me into the hot shower and I can see the tears falling down her face as she looks at me. I give her a smile and I lean into the hot water. It is the best feeling I have had in along time and I thoroughly enjoy it. I can feel the dirt coming off my body and I hear Piper walk out of the bathroom. I sit down on the floor and lean against the wall, I don't have the strength to hold my weight anymore and I fall asleep.
I take in a deep breath and quickly look away again. My god it is Piper! I would recognise her in a heartbeat. Although she wouldn't recognise me now. I look down at myself and even I notice the changes. I am dressed in rags which aren't recognised as clothes anymore and they are beyond dirty. I don't have a figure anymore just bones and if I could see my face I know it would be very sunken in and by looking at my shaking hands I can tell I am highly underweight. I take a quick peek at her again and see the sadness that is within. She is sitting here waiting for a bus and she is a little underweight and has bags under her eyes. I pull my hat a little lower and I say in my best not Phoebe voice "Are Are you ok M Miss?" I stutter because of nerves and well I am scared. She looks at me a little shocked at I am guessing my appearance, she seems to try to work out why my voice sounds familiar. "Um yes I am alright just a little tired thankyou", her voice oh my god how I missed her voice it is so soft spoken, so Piper. I can feel tears starting to go down my face and I get up quickly. "I am sss sorry Pi piper I'll gg g go" and I run as quickly as I can and her face it looks shocked. I hear her get up and yell "Phoebe Phoebe is that you". Because I can't move quickly she catches up fast and she spins me around and I shift my eyes down "I I am I gotta go". She lifts my chin and stares into my eyes automatically recognising me now that she can see me. She grabs me and pulls me into a hug and starts to cry "Oh my god Phoebe, Oh I missed you so much, Why didn't you come home". She pulls and looks at me and I see the what looks like disgust in her eyes and she says" My god what has she done to you, what have you done to yourself Pheebs". When she says my name like that I collapse and start to cry and she pulls me into a hug and whispers comforting words into my ears.
The next thing I know I am being sneaked into the manor and I am the bathroom and Piper is slowly undressing me and doing it slowly. "Oh my god Pheebs what happened to you" she remarks when she sees my bruises which don't heal and she says "We are going to have to take you to a hospital" I back up and say "N N no can't go,. too mm many qu questions." She gives me a funny look and shrugs her shoulders and gives me a reassuring smile and says "Please Phoebe, I am worried, do it for me". I give in like I always did when she says those words.
She continues helping me and then puts me into the hot shower and I can see the tears falling down her face as she looks at me. I give her a smile and I lean into the hot water. It is the best feeling I have had in along time and I thoroughly enjoy it. I can feel the dirt coming off my body and I hear Piper walk out of the bathroom. I sit down on the floor and lean against the wall, I don't have the strength to hold my weight anymore and I fall asleep.