Chapter 10

Well like I said that was last week. This week I have been tip toeing around them, I may have said I was getting frustrated with them being so hush hush around me but I was wrong. Now they seem to think that I have gotten over what happened (not that they know the details) and we are back to the fighting. I seem to be the only one to accept what we are, How is that possible?

All I did was state the obvious and they went berko. They didn't believe me at first but what were they going to do, we well they have powers. I can't quite work out how my premonitions are powers yet.

So anyway now I am sitting here in the kitchen at one of the earliest hours I have been up in the manor and I am thinking. I have just woken up from one of my nightmares or at least I think it was, it was so much more real, I have never had something that real before. It felt like it did when I touched that book but I was sleeping so it had to be a nightmare right? So now I am sitting down here at 4 in the morning drinking hot chocolate, the only thing that will calm me.

It is becoming so hard to keep everything bottled up but I can't tell them now even if I wanted to. There is too much anger in this house, too much misunderstanding, they just wouldn't understand, they would judge me.

I thought we were making progress with this witch thing a couple a days ago. We were attacked by a warlock, see I am learning (I started reading the book which is called the book of shadows, cool name hey). Anyway Piper she froze him and we went to the book cause I remembered reading about this guy and I told them we had to read it aloud and we did and bam no more bad guy.

I thought since we "vanquished" (I still don't get the lingo but hey I am getting there) him they were finally accepting what we are. Boy was I wrong.

Piper she stormed out yelling behind her "I just want to be normal". Prue well she rushed after her. I think Prue is accepting it she doesn't complain or yell things as much as Piper so I don't know. I try not to analyse Prue too much because when I do anger boils up inside me.

Ok it is now 4:30am and I think I have to stop thinking I am starting to get a headache. The phone is ringing, at 4:30 in the morning, Geez whoever it is for is going to be in trouble. I rush over to it and pick it up I whisper into it "Hello Halliwell residence". What I hear makes my knees tremble and my heart skip a beat. "Hey Pheebs".