Chapter 12
I hear Piper gasp and I know she doesn't understand. I hear her take a deep breath and she absently strokes my hair "It isn't Prue's fault sweetie, it is only the bastard who did this to you fault". I pull away from her and look into her eyes and I once again feel the anger boil in my chest. "Don't you get it, it is her fault. If she hadn't believed her so called faithful boyfriend over me, I wouldn't have had to go away to help her calm down. Even after she calmed down and I came back she still didn't want to talk to me. She never even heard my side. It wasn't as if you were helping either. Where were you?"
Piper jumped a little at my sudden outburst. I guess I have been keeping my anger a little bottled in of late. I just don't understand it, how can someone betray family like that? Piper looks at me carefully I can see she is noticing how I've changed and she was too busy worrying about her own witchiness problems to see. I have looked in the mirror and seen the changes, I have a hard more grown up look in my eyes these days but there is a mixture of pain and sadness that can't be understood by those it hasn't happened to. I have dark hair now to suit my mood (not that that is a change I am always changing my hair). My face is leaner, my body more muscular and I always wear baggy clothes to hide my shape.
Piper puts her hand on my face and says "That is in the past, it has been forgiven and should have been forgotten, we have changed." She kisses me on the forehead and continues " You need to let us in if we are to help you, you have to stop being so angry so we can get past this". I look at her eyes and see the worry not so hidden within I want to say and what if I don't want to but I know this will hurt her. I can't stand seeing her in pain, her eyes get all watery and her bottom lip trembles and I just want to hug her, so no I won't say that. Instead I get up cause I know Prue would be eavesdropping (not everything changes as we grow up) I open the door and Prue nearly falls in. I can see she has been crying which is kind of amazing since I have never seen her cry. I open my arms and Prue gladly goes into them, I don't cry because this is just another of façade. As if I am going to forgive Prue just because of a little chat with Piper.
I look behind me and see that Piper is buying this exchange but when I hold onto the back of Prue's' head I get sucked into a premonition.
I hear Piper gasp and I know she doesn't understand. I hear her take a deep breath and she absently strokes my hair "It isn't Prue's fault sweetie, it is only the bastard who did this to you fault". I pull away from her and look into her eyes and I once again feel the anger boil in my chest. "Don't you get it, it is her fault. If she hadn't believed her so called faithful boyfriend over me, I wouldn't have had to go away to help her calm down. Even after she calmed down and I came back she still didn't want to talk to me. She never even heard my side. It wasn't as if you were helping either. Where were you?"
Piper jumped a little at my sudden outburst. I guess I have been keeping my anger a little bottled in of late. I just don't understand it, how can someone betray family like that? Piper looks at me carefully I can see she is noticing how I've changed and she was too busy worrying about her own witchiness problems to see. I have looked in the mirror and seen the changes, I have a hard more grown up look in my eyes these days but there is a mixture of pain and sadness that can't be understood by those it hasn't happened to. I have dark hair now to suit my mood (not that that is a change I am always changing my hair). My face is leaner, my body more muscular and I always wear baggy clothes to hide my shape.
Piper puts her hand on my face and says "That is in the past, it has been forgiven and should have been forgotten, we have changed." She kisses me on the forehead and continues " You need to let us in if we are to help you, you have to stop being so angry so we can get past this". I look at her eyes and see the worry not so hidden within I want to say and what if I don't want to but I know this will hurt her. I can't stand seeing her in pain, her eyes get all watery and her bottom lip trembles and I just want to hug her, so no I won't say that. Instead I get up cause I know Prue would be eavesdropping (not everything changes as we grow up) I open the door and Prue nearly falls in. I can see she has been crying which is kind of amazing since I have never seen her cry. I open my arms and Prue gladly goes into them, I don't cry because this is just another of façade. As if I am going to forgive Prue just because of a little chat with Piper.
I look behind me and see that Piper is buying this exchange but when I hold onto the back of Prue's' head I get sucked into a premonition.