Chapter 15
Prue looks at Piper and says "Um" she looks down at me and has tears in her eyes and shakes her head. I look up at her and stay staring into her eyes while I speak to Piper "She was raped by one of the guys who raped me". Prue looks at me shocked and she says "I I didn't know that" Piper ignores what I said and asks "What do you mean guys". While waiting for an answer she bends down and takes Prue's hand.
I look at her and say "Don't you think there was a reason I came home?" Prue looks at me and I see the tears are starting to come out. "I didn't know I'm sorry I didn't listen". I think this is like the 3rd time I have seen her cry in my life and she is crying because of me again. I look at her and shrug and say "Yeah well you know".
Piper looks at me and takes my hand also and says "Hey if you can't talk to your sisters who can you talk to". She starts to stand up but still holds our hands therefore trying to pull us up also. We all stand silently and Piper drags us to her room where we all sit on her bed. I guess it is time I open up a little.
So I tell them. I tell them how sweet he was at first and how he made me feel loved. I tell them about the first time he hit me, the first time he kicked, the threats he made towards me. I tell them the times he forced me to have sex, in my mind it isn't raped because I had had consenting sex with him before. Then I realize that I have to tell them the hardest thing that I have ever said.
I open my mouth and I say those five words which was the hardest I had to ever say. "He also made me pregnant!"
Prue looks at Piper and says "Um" she looks down at me and has tears in her eyes and shakes her head. I look up at her and stay staring into her eyes while I speak to Piper "She was raped by one of the guys who raped me". Prue looks at me shocked and she says "I I didn't know that" Piper ignores what I said and asks "What do you mean guys". While waiting for an answer she bends down and takes Prue's hand.
I look at her and say "Don't you think there was a reason I came home?" Prue looks at me and I see the tears are starting to come out. "I didn't know I'm sorry I didn't listen". I think this is like the 3rd time I have seen her cry in my life and she is crying because of me again. I look at her and shrug and say "Yeah well you know".
Piper looks at me and takes my hand also and says "Hey if you can't talk to your sisters who can you talk to". She starts to stand up but still holds our hands therefore trying to pull us up also. We all stand silently and Piper drags us to her room where we all sit on her bed. I guess it is time I open up a little.
So I tell them. I tell them how sweet he was at first and how he made me feel loved. I tell them about the first time he hit me, the first time he kicked, the threats he made towards me. I tell them the times he forced me to have sex, in my mind it isn't raped because I had had consenting sex with him before. Then I realize that I have to tell them the hardest thing that I have ever said.
I open my mouth and I say those five words which was the hardest I had to ever say. "He also made me pregnant!"