Hikari: I'm sorry people but i *really* don't feel well. I won't be able to update this fic for at least a week. (as of 31st August 2003). I feel weak, lightheaded and i had the strangest dream last night......Sorry about the slow updates! School starts in a week too....My life sucks Y__Y. I would like to thank Rook, UltraM2000, Donna, Saiyuki fan, Sakura-chan, Kurayami and Sarah for their reviews. Thanks guys! You're the people that keep this fic going! And Sarah....WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?! YOU HAVEN'T CALLED OR ANYTHING FOR 6 MONTHS!! WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU?! I THOUGHT THAT YOU'D DIED OR SOMETHING! (sorry that's cruel). I'll see if my parents'll let me come down to London but it's unlikely since my mom just had an operation on her foot and can't walk around (and i'm ill) so i (still) have to manage the house and everything. My *older* sister sits on her fat ass all day doing nothing! I have to cook, clean, do the laundry, bathe the brat, look after my mom, occasionally do the shopping all at the same time as writing this fic! Did i mention that my life sucks?!. To Sakura: Thankyou Sakura-chan. About Hakkai....hmmm. I don't know. I guess i could do a HakkaixYaone. But should i do that separately or incorporate it into this fic? I mean i could have Kougaiji and his gang come to the village looking for Sanzo and Co......I don't know. What do you guys think? Please tell me in your reviews. Neev: Take Saiyuki fan's advice and live a little! It's fiction! This is based on random rambling from my wandering mind and is the product of a sugar high! I should go back and check, it probably doesn't even make sense......

Hikari: And just if you guys were wondering where the title came from i got it from a song (Love Song, Tomoko Tane, Gasaraki ending theme). I think this song is so romantic!

"kowashite watashi no kokoro o (break my heart)

akai kanashimi ga (because a crimson sorrow)

afurete nagarete kuru kara" (is spilling out from it)

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