Celebrations
by Apple-chan
Disclaimer: insert witty disclaimer remark here
A future fic of sorts. Set approximately 11 years after the Anime. It's Funbari
Onsen's 3rd anniversary, and Yoh and Anna's daughter's birthday. And yes,
everyone is finally here!^^ Lots of silliness, weirdness, and of course, lots of
love!^_^
Spoilers: The whole Anime series.
Warnings: PG-13 for adult situations and mild swearing. Warnings for chapter
length (but this is much shorter than the previous one).^^
More things happened here, yup.^^
Chapter 9 - The Celebration Ends
"It's late," Ren whispered as he finally lifted his mouth from Pilica's after a
long, long kiss. His hands tangled in her hair as golden eyes continued to gaze
into dark blue ones intensely...like they never wanted to look away.
"It is," Pilica agreed as she gazed back at him, sighing softly as his hands
slowly descended from her hair, softly touched her neck, then moved further
downwards to touch her shoulders, her arms...and then, reached their desired
destination. She leaned against him as his hands finally drew her close, his
arms sliding around her waist. She tightened her hold around his neck, her
fingertips stroking the stray hairs at his face.
"I should go now," The Chinese shaman decided as he leaned closer, his mouth
merely half a millimeter from hers. He briefly glanced at the door right beside
the wall where he and Pilica were leaning. "And you should, too. We've been
outside your room for quite some time..."
"Yes. We have," She nodded her head slightly, her eyes slowly drifting close as
his face again moved even closer towards hers. "You should go to your room. Jun-san's
already gone to hers," She told him.
"I know." Ren replied. "Maybe you should go inside now," he added in a soft
murmur as he moved even closer...and closer...
"Uh-huh. I should..." Pilica answered in a whisper, melting in his arms as he
finally crossed the half a millimeter barrier between them...and...kissed her
again.
At that moment, all thoughts of heading to either one of their rooms vanished
from both of their minds.
The only thing that they remembered...was the fact that...they were in each
other's arms, once again, savoring the warmth, the softness, the sweetness of
their embrace...and the endless, blissful, and practically celestial feeling of
the kiss...and of their mouths as they moved over each other's again and
again...fusing, melding, then breaking apart...only to meet each other once more
as if engaging in some sort of eternal, ethereal dance.
Briefly, Ren tried to recall how many times they had already kissed that night,
ever since they had admitted their feelings for each other. Probably more times
than he could count...and much more times than he could remember.
He didn't need to remember. Frequency was far less important than
intensity--intensity, and depth--these two are the things that were always
present every single time they kissed. No matter how many times they might have
done it, those two things are what always caught him. Frequency was superficial,
but depth and intensity...they defined what was within...like feelings,
emotions...and something more.
At the back of his mind, he wondered which poet it had been who preached
something along the lines of the first kiss being the one that most people have
engraved into their hearts, souls and minds. It's the first kiss that decides
how the relationship will go, and if it would last. The love you have felt on
the first kiss...that love has got to be enough to last your whole life, because
if not...the relationship is not bound to last.
That poet must have been lying...because in his experience, it was...very
different. It was different because...every single time they kissed...something
happened. Yes, of course he knew--and felt--that he loved her when they had
first kissed. He didn't know if the love that had been there then was enough to
last them a lifetime, but that didn't matter to him.
That didn't matter because...that thing the poet had said--it wasn't true at
all. At least, it didn't apply to him and Pilica, because the memory of the
last--the most current kiss they had shared--that was always the one that was
usually engraved in his mind. Although the last certainly wasn't the first
time...that's what it always felt like. It was always fresh, new...and alive,
like the blooming of a new flower.
...And the LOVE...every single time, his love for her increased about ten
thousand fold--or more, if that's even possible.
-That- was the part he didn't understand...he didn't understand it at all. It
was just that...he felt SO much in every kiss...he felt so much from HER. She
offered herself wholly, fully to him in every single kiss...and even if
possessing her was the farthest thing in his mind, -still- it felt like refusing
her was a sin...that refusing her, or turning her away was the biggest mistake
he would ever make in his whole life. It was like...she wanted to be bound with
him for always, for...forever, if forever exists.
And it probably does--for them.
She was such a selfless woman, and although he felt like he didn't deserve
anything of what she was offering, -still- he took it all, because that was what
she wanted. That was what loving meant for her.
As for him...more than his love increasing ten thousand fold every time she
offered herself to him, he felt like giving himself to her as well. He wanted
to...but the fact that bothered him was...he didn't know if he had enough to
give. Considering -who- she was, and how much of herself she was giving to him
willingly, he felt like...even his entire being wasn't enough. That even TWO of
him wasn't going to be enough to match or equal what she was offering.
-That- was what he didn't understand--loving her made him feel whole, and
complete...yet at the same time, loving her made him feel...insufficient,
somehow...
...Is...THAT what love is like...?
"Ren-kun...you're sighing," Pilica whispered against his mouth. She opened her
eyes and gazed at him softly, deep concern etched all over her beautiful face.
She touched his eyebrows, which were slightly furrowed, like he was thinking
hard. "Is something wrong?"
"No." Ren said quickly, his eyes snapping open as he shook his head briefly.
"I'm fine." Except for the fact that I feel like I'm not enough for you, I'm
perfectly fine...He didn't dare voice those thoughts. Instead, he leaned her
closer against the wall and started kissing her again.
"Ren...kun..." Pilica sighed slightly, her voice trailing off as she gave up
trying to talk to him, and instead, welcomed his kisses and tried to match his
fervor by tightening her arms around his neck and kissing him back with her
whole heart, mind and soul, surrendering her whole self up to him fully in every
single kiss, breath, touch, and taste. She couldn't understand why it came so
naturally to her to give herself up totally to just one person. She really
wasn't like that normally...but when it comes to...HIM...everything she usually
was ceased to exist. She was like a whole new different person...a woman who was
not interested in taking, or receiving, but was only interested in
giving...giving herself up utterly, wholeheartedly...to Ren...to him, and no one
else.
She wasn't interested in taking anything from him...but since he chose to give
himself up to her, she accepted nevertheless, for she couldn't do otherwise. He
completed her in the most ultimate sense...And she knew, that even though she
had already offered herself totally to him, -she- probably wouldn't be able to
make him feel as complete as -he- made her feel...because anything she offered,
even if she gave him twice or thrice more, it wasn't enough to even come close
to what he has given.
But even that knowledge didn't matter to Pilica. The fact that...I know that
I had given myself up wholly to him...THAT'S what matters.
"What does...?" Ren stopped kissing her abruptly as he felt her lips mouthing
something, her breath whispering something against him.
Pilica's eyes opened as she realized that she'd said her final thoughts out
loud. She smiled faintly at him. "You, and me. Us--that's what matters." She
answered. Nothing else...not even the feeling that I'm not enough for
you...the important thing is that I have given you all of me...and you have
given yourself to me as well, and completed me...the way only -you- can...
Ren bowed his head and he looked away, a deep frown on his face. "I'm not good
enough for you," he told her quietly, echoing his latest series of thoughts.
The Ainu woman rolled her eyes to the ceiling and sighed impatiently. First,
it was "I'm stupid," now it's "I'm not good enough for you." She shook her
head. She placed one of her hands underneath his chin and raise his head up with
her finger so that their eyes could meet. "You're berating yourself again."
"But I really -am- not good enough for you." He insisted, averting his eyes.
Pilica exhaled. "Could you please let me be the judge of that?" She stroked his
eyelids with her fingers, coaxing the beautiful, bright golden orbs that were
his eyes to look back at her. "Why do you think you're not good enough?"
The Chinese shaman finally looked back at her. "I just feel it." He answered
simply. "Every time we kiss, I know I love you even more, but the thing is..."
he paused as he gave a resigned sigh, "...You give yourself to me, and every
single time, I feel like I'm...perfected. Completed. Like I have everything in
my grasp and I couldn't ask for more...but I can't say the same thing about you,
because when I think about it...what do you have left when you've given yourself
up to me? I can give you...me...but that wouldn't be enough. I can't complete
you the way you complete me. I'm...not sufficient..." he stopped upon seeing
that she was laughing softly.
"Oh, I don't know what's wrong with the two of us..." She shook her head as she
wiped the tears of laughter from her eyes. Upon seeing Ren's incredibly hurt
look, she said quickly, "Ren-kun...if you think you're not good enough for
me...then -I'm- not good enough for you either." She sighed, smiling slightly.
"We've been thinking along the same lines," she explained. "Except, I've been
thinking that...it doesn't matter to me if I'm not enough for you. What matters
is that I've given you all that I can...all that I am."
Ren nodded as he continued to stare at her intently, the hurt look vanishing
from his face.
"I think," Pilica began, "that no person in this world is born complete...or
sufficient, as you say," She declared. "And you and I are no different...but
that's the reason why we're together now--so that we can...complete each other."
She finished with a decisive nod.
The dark blue-haired young man breathed slowly, shaking his head as everything
started to finally make sense to his incredibly clouded mind. He really wasn't
very good with feelings. He couldn't even understand his own ones most of the
time. It took a whole lot of effort to sort out his feelings for Pilica...and
even then, admitting them to her had not been a particularly easy task. It had
been like climbing a million mountains and crossing several oceans. He wondered
if he could have actually gone through with his confession if she hadn't run
after him right after he had stalked out of the dining hall...
He smiled slightly. Maybe...or maybe not. He gazed at the azure-haired
woman before him. Pilica...she's very good with feelings...much better than I
could ever be, at least...perhaps that's one of the reasons why me, and her, and
the two of us...
A loud sigh interrupted his thoughts. "Ren-kun, you need to stop thinking too
much." She told him sternly. "It's not good for you. It's not good for anyone,
for that matter," she added, shaking her finger in front of him.
Ren laughed. He couldn't help it. It was incredibly refreshing to see Pilica
frowning at him, and lecturing him like a little boy...lecturing him the way she
probably lectured Horo-horo...he winced slightly. Pilica's brother -still-
didn't know about the status of Ren and his sister's relationship...by heck,
he's probably still refusing to believe that his sister is even remotely
interested in anyone...He shrugged. Oh, well...he'll find out about this
soon, anyway...and he -had- better learn to accept it, he added darkly. I
have no plans of letting his sister go...ever.
Pilica sighed impatiently and pinched his cheek hard when he didn't answer and
had only laughed. That was a couple of minutes ago.
"OUCH!" Ren groaned as he rubbed his cheek, a small, red mark slowly forming
in the skin. He gave her a wounded look.
"You just laughed at ME," She accused, "and you DIDN'T even heed my warning. You
just remained QUIET and continued to THINK!" She glared at him before she pulled
away, turning around so that she wouldn't face him.
The Chinese shaman burst out laughing again at this. Darn it, she's even more
beautiful when she's angry...Ren took a step towards Pilica and pulled on
her shoulder gently, whirling her about. "I didn't mean it," he said sincerely,
ceasing his laughter. "I was just thinking of how cute you are when you're
trying to lecture me. And..." he lowered his voice a notch, wrapping his arms
around her waist and drawing her against him, "how you're even more beautiful
when you're angry..." his voice dropped to a whisper at the last word.
Pilica blushed profusely as she allowed him to take her into his arms. "I had no
idea you knew how to tease," she murmured softly as she rested her head against
his chest.
Ren smiled at her affectionately, stroking her azure hair. "I do. I just never
felt the need to use it before." He paused thoughtfully. "...until now, that
is..." he tipped her chin up with his finger and brushed his lips tenderly
against hers.
She slid her arms around his neck, leaning against him as she deepened the kiss.
She sighed against his mouth as he tightened his hold around her and returned
her kisses. This time, it was Ren who had his back against the wall. His hands
ascended from her waist to caress her shoulders, moving further upwards to her
neck, then even further up to her hair. He tangled his fingers in the soft,
silky azure strands as the kiss slowly turned from innocent and sweet to hot and
demanding.
Pilica moaned with protest as Ren tore his mouth from hers abruptly, then,
sighed with pleasure as his mouth moved to touch her chin, her cheeks, her nose,
then her eyelids, moved upwards to her forehead, and then, descended back to
touch the corners of her mouth, before going down even further to kiss her
throat. She gasped as his mouth shifted to the side of her neck, her fingers
threading through his hair as she tilted her head up to give him better access.
Then, his mouth ascended back to capture her lips once more.
From across the room, someone cleared his throat. Then, a male voice said in a
hard, icy tone, "Pilica, go to bed." Horo-horo.
The pair broke apart instantly upon hearing the voice. "Oniichan!" Pilica
exclaimed as she furiously tried to straighten out her dress and her
hair...without much success. She settled on asking a question instead. "Oniichan...how
long have you been there?"
"Long enough," Horo-horo replied dryly, giving her a stern look. "Ren," he said
in hard tone, nodding his head briefly at his friend.
"Horo-horo," Ren acknowledged in the same hard tone the Ainu man had used. He
folded his arms across his chest, watching Pilica with amusement at the corner
of one eye as she continued trying to straighten out her clothes. "We didn't
realize you were there."
"I'm sure you didn't," Was the curt reply. He glanced back and forth several
times between his sister and Ren, the frown on his face deepening as he gave
them both an appraising look. "You should go now," he told Ren.
Somewhere near the staircase, a pair of footsteps were heard. The three turned
their heads as a head of pink hair appeared from the said area, followed by the
face, the shoulders...and then, the whole person. Tamao.
"Ren-san. Pilica-chan," She smiled brightly upon spotting the two of them.
"Shouldn't you both be in bed by now? It's very late," she added, smiling
meaningfully at the both of them. Then, she made the mistake of turning her head
and her eyes towards far across the room.
At the same time that her head turned, so did Horo-horo's...in her direction.
For a brief moment, rose-pink eyes met dark blue. Then, both Horo-horo and Tamao
looked away extremely quickly as if they've been burned, total
embarrassment--and something else--quite apparent by the blush on each of their
faces.
Ren and Pilica watched this whole scene with amusement, the two of them
exchanging a smile.
Horo-horo coughed loudly as he walked towards the pair, the earlier blush still
quite visible on his face.
"Oyasumi, Ren-san, Pilica-chan...H...horo-horo..." Tamao swallowed as she said
the Ainu man's name, blushing again as she shook her head and started out
quickly towards her quarters up on the seventh floor.
"Oyasumi, Tamao-san!" Pilica called out to the pink-haired fortune teller. Tamao
waved at her in acknowledgement before finally disappearing.
Horo-horo exhaled, looking up to the ceiling before turning to the Chinese
shaman again. "Go to your room, Ren." He said firmly.
Ren raised an eyebrow, his arms still folded across his chest. "Are you trying
to order me around?" He asked the Ainu man in a clipped tone.
Horo-horo walked in between his sister and his friend, then leaned against the
wall. "What if I am?"
Ren rolled his eyes and shrugged. "...Alright. I'll go," he said finally, with a
resigned sigh. He flashed the Ainu man a look. "Happy now?"
"Like HELL I am," Horo-horo shot back.
The Chinese shaman began to walk in the direction of his own room, before he
stopped abruptly and marched back towards the Ainu siblings. "Sorry. Forgot
something." Then, he took a step towards Pilica, and, ignoring her brother, he
swept her into his arms, lowered his mouth to hers...and kissed her long and
hard and thoroughly, not stopping until he was sure that he had engraved every
single inch of her into his heart, and his memory.
"Ren-kun," Pilica said breathlessly as he finally released her. She stumbled
forward and would have fallen on her knees if he hadn't caught her by the
shoulders.
"Sorry," He smiled at her sheepishly. "Anyway..." he darted his eyes briefly to
Horo-horo, whose earlier frown had now evolved into a full-fledged murderous
look. "Oyasumi," he said, loudly enough for the Ainu man to hear. Leaning
forward, he whispered against her ear, "Aishiteru yo."
Warm color tinted her cheeks. "Oyasumi nasai." Aishiteru yo, she mouthed
to him.
Ren nodded, smiling slightly as he turned away from her, gave Horo-horo a faint
nod, and finally, walked briskly towards his own room. "I'll see you both
tomorrow morning!" He called out over his shoulder.
"Yeah, whatever!" Horo-horo yelled, glaring at the other man's retreating back.
He then turned back to his sister. "Pilica, let's..." He stopped abruptly upon
shifting his gaze to her.
His sister was leaning against the wall, her eyes following Ren's retreating
back with a soft smile on her face. She was slowly sliding down to the floor...
The Ainu man rolled his eyes and exhaled. He had not seen this coming. Ren
definitely had quite an impact on his sister. Why, if Pilica had been a block
of ice, she probably would have melted into a water puddle by now...He shook
his head. Falling in love certainly did weird things to people, but...he'd never
actually thought it would have this kind of effect on his sister. I mean,
this is -way- more than weird, it's...it's...very, very strange...crazy, in
fact...
...Maybe because it's...Ren.
My sister is in love with TAO REN.
He groaned slightly. I think I'd better start learning to accept that fact...
Love...is making my sister crazy...
As for him...he really wouldn't know, would he? After all, he's never actually
fallen in love. And he didn't have any plans to do so anytime soon. I mean,
if...THIS...He looked over at his sister again...is what loves
does to a person, then...I'd rather not. No, thanks.
"Pilica...oh, for CRYING OUT LOUD!" He held up his hands in defeat, then,
pulling on his sister's arms, he managed to straightened her up to a standing
position. He swung the door to her room open and deposited her inside it.
"Change your clothes and go to bed!" He called out as he slammed the door shut.
Exhaling impatiently upon hearing a faint bump from inside the room, he quickly
swung the door open again and stepped inside. He found his sister slumped down
on the floor and leaning against the wall, unmoving, her eyes completely
dazed...a soft, dreamy smile still on her lips.
Horo-horo sighed with irritation as he looked dismally at his sister...Love.
Tch. If -this- it what it does to a person...who needs it?
...I certainly don't.
Yup. I don't need it one bit.
*~*~*~*~*~*
"Oniichan," Yoh greeted his brother as he walked towards the far side of the
rooftop where his twin was standing and looking down at the city below them.
"Yoh," Hao greeted back, flipping his hair smoothly and smiling at his brother.
He took the stick of English Lemon Tea Lights he was smoking out of his mouth
and blew out a couple of smoke rings into the air. "What are you doing here?" He
peered behind his twin. "Where are your kids? And where's that lovely wife of
yours?"
Yoh frowned at the stick of cigarette his brother was holding, before rolling
his eyes and shaking his head. "The twins are still at the dining hall with
Faust, Chocolove and Ryu, watching Manta and Opacho's chess game. That game's
been going on for almost four hours already, and yet still, no one's winning."
He gave a slight chuckle. "I never realized Manta could be so competitive."
"I never realized Opacho could be so competitive, either," Hao replied dryly.
"She and Tanma get along so well. It almost makes you think that...there's
something going on between them." He finished with a wicked grin.
Yoh looked at his brother curiously. "Is there...?" He wondered. Manta and
Opacho...well, THAT'S certainly the weirdest pair he's ever encountered...
Hao laughed. "We'll never know, will we?" He paused, leaning his hands against
the railings. "Opacho hasn't even told me what's in it for her if she wins or
loses in this tournament." He glanced at his brother. "They must have made some
sort of...secrecy pact between them, I gather."
Yoh shrugged. "You're probably right. Manta hasn't told me anything about it,
either." He said with a sigh. "You'd think as his best friend, he'd tell
me...but noo..." he shook his head.
"He doesn't need to tell you everything that goes on in his life, Otouto," The
long-haired shaman admonished. "After all...YOU don't tell him everything
either. And me, as well," he added with a meaningful look.
"...You have a point," Yoh said finally, after several minutes. It's not as
if I would actually tell them about my...sex life...I mean, THAT'S between me
and Anna...
"So...where's the rest of your family?" Hao persisted.
Leaning his elbows against the railings, Yoh replied, "Keiko's with Tamao
somewhere, I think...she's probably getting ready for bed. And Anna..." he
smiled fondly at the thought of his wife. "...she's with Ren-chan. I think she's
giving him a bath and preparing him for bed. We shouldn't have allowed him to
stay up this late, but, well...things happened." He said dully.
"Ah," Hao nodded his head with understanding as he took a long drag from his
stick. "I remember quite clearly how Ren-kun kidnapped your son just before
he...stormed out of the dining hall in the middle of the poker game," he smiled
slightly. "...and the object of his affections followed him soon after," he
added, a knowing grin spreading across his face.
"Yeah, I've heard," Yoh said with a chuckle, shaking his head with
mock-exasperation at his twin. "Oniichan...you got him angry again...didn't
you?"
"It wasn't me, it was chance!" Hao protested. "Chance did it. Well, I...might
have added fuel to the fire," he admitted, "...but it honestly wasn't me who's
responsible for all of it. If anything," he continued brightly, "the pattern of
Ren-kun's fortune must have been the sole culprit, so if there's anyone who
knows about it...it should be Tamao-chan." He grinned widely upon mentioning the
pink-haired fortune teller. "Although I have doubts as to whether she'll be able
to give us an accurate reading anytime soon. I do believe...she's a little
bit...distracted."
"Hn." Yoh groaned slightly. "Thanks for reminding me. I -still- can't believe
it, though...I mean, I knew about Ren and Pilica...but Tamao...and HORO-HORO?"
He shook his head with disbelief. "It's kind of strange..."
Hao reached forward and patted his brother's head. "Your perception is
apparently not working too well," He remarked teasingly. "Either that," he
continued thoughtfully, "...or you're just too...preoccupied...distracted...by
your wife," he supplied with a knowing grin. "Ne?"
"Well..." Yoh grinned sheepishly and scratched his head. "She's a wonderful
distraction..." he shook his head helplessly. "I can't help it if I always...um.
You know," he said with slight embarrassment.
The long-haired shaman waved his hand dismissively at his brother. "No need to
explain. I understand quite perfectly," he grinned again. "Anyway," he said
seriously, "...if Horo-horo-kun manages to sort out all his feelings by early
tomorrow morning, then...I'd have to say goodbye to my most beautiful limousine
for one whole month. Ah, the pain of it..." he said dramatically, placing a hand
over his heart and shaking his head sadly.
"What did you bargain your limousine to Horo-horo with?" Yoh asked
incredulously.
"Nothing much," Hao replied innocently, taking another long drag from his stick.
"Just, you know...a whole month with it in exchange for any further developments
in his love life...like realizations, confessions, significant bedroom
occurrences...that kind of thing."
Yoh narrowed his eyes at his brother. Significant BEDROOM occurrences?
"You're joking...right?"
His twin shook his head. "No, I'm not." He replied smoothly. "Well I MIGHT have
been joking on the significant bedroom occurrences thing..." he added after some
thought.
Yoh raised his eyes up to the sky and sighed with resignation. "I REALLY don't
know what I'm going to do with you, Oniichan."
"Like I told you earlier today, brother..." Hao rested his arms around his
brother's shoulders and smiled sweetly at him. "...there's nothing you need to
do. And I'm sure you're not gonna want to do anything, either...for I KNOW you
love me the way I am." He rested his head on Yoh's right shoulder and grinned
cheerfully. "Ne?"
His brother gave another sigh. "...Hai." He answered finally. "But you know, I
just have to ask..." Yoh turned his head slightly to look at Hao. "Why do you
always feel that...NEED to do something...WEIRD every single time the Asakuras
have some sort of a celebration?"
"Weird?" Hao quirked an eyebrow. "Define 'weird,' Yoh."
"Don't play innocent with me now," Yoh warned dryly. "You KNOW what I'm talking
about. During my wedding, you got Ryu drunk enough to chase Ren's sister around
the reception hall and..." he shook his head. "...two years ago, you got...ME
drunk during our birthday." he added.
"So I did," Hao agreed. "...but if I remember correctly, you and your wife
succeeded in creating Ren-chan that day, too." He grinned wickedly at his
brother.
Flushing slightly, Yoh exhaled. "Yeah, but it would have been much nicer if I
remembered..." he muttered. "Anyway, tonight..." he gave his brother a look.
"You've managed to succeed in getting both Horo-horo -and- Jeanne drunk." He
folded his arms across his chest. "What do you have to say about that, Oniichan?"
Hao shrugged. "It's not my fault Horo-horo-kun's got no luck when it comes to
card games. And it's not exactly my fault that convent girl's bad luck followed
her all the way from London. Besides...let me ask you this: between Lyserg-kun
and Iron Maiden and me...which one of us do you think was winning frequently in
the poker game?" He asked.
Yoh looked at his brother thoughtfully. "Don't tell me..." he frowned.
"...Lyserg? If I remember right, he's the second luckiest next to Ren."
"Exactly!" Hao said triumphantly. "Convent girl -would- have won a couple of
games and stayed merely half-drunk like Horo-horo-kun if Lyserg-kun hadn't
played or if he'd played to lose, but the thing is..."
"...He didn't want to allow Jeanne to play with you alone," Yoh finished.
"Yes, exactly!" Hao nodded vigorously. "...Thus, convent girl's drunken state was
only -partly- my fault."
"You still initiated the game, you know." Yoh pointed out. He coughed as Hao
took another drag from his cigarette and blew off the smoke into his face.
"Could you get rid of that?" He pointed at the cigarette. "Throw out the whole
pack, too," he added.
Hao grinned. "Sure thing. Spirit of Fire!" He called out. In a second, the
enormous, bright red mecha-spirit materialized from nowhere in front of them.
"Burn it." He tossed his cigarette stick and the rectangular pack towards the
spirit, and in a matter of seconds, Spirit of Fire burned the remaining
cigarette and the pack of English Lemon Tea Lights to ashes.
Yoh stared incredulously at the red spirit before turning back to his brother.
"Please, for goodness' sake -don't- let him inside the Onsen anymore, alright? I
mean, if it was just me, I don't really mind, but Anna..."
"Nothing to worry about," Hao said, smiling unfalteringly and waving his hand
with reassurance. "From now on, Spirit of Fire will remain outdoors, I promise
you that." He added with a nod.
"Good." Yoh smiled at his brother. "Anyway...where were we?"
"Drunk convent girl." Hao supplied helpfully, with a meaningful grin. "Drunk
convent girl, and Lyserg-kun."
"Don't tell me..." Yoh closed his eyes and sighed wearily. "The poker game, and
getting Jeanne drunk...was that another one of your schemes again?"
Hao grinned mysteriously. "You could say that," he said cheerfully.
"NOW I get it," Yoh turned around to face his brother, "YOU angered Ren so he
could finally confess to Pilica...YOU got Horo-horo half-drunk so he could
um...realize how he feels about Tamao, and then...YOU got Jeanne drunk so that
she and Lyserg can...what?" He wondered.
"So they can get it on."
"WHAT?"
Hao laughed. "I'm kidding." He gazed at his brother with amusement. "...I don't
have a clue as to what will happen to them yet. But...you can say I just gave
them...a little push," he added meaningfully. "I'm leaving the rest for the two
of them. As for the first two..." he paused, shaking his head. "I know I'm good,
Otouto, but I'm -not- THAT good." He shrugged. "I really didn't mean to get Ren-kun
angry...nor did I mean to get Horo-horo-kun half-drunk. But well..." He grinned
widely. "...seems like everything's working out as they should, anyway, ne?"
Yoh just shook his head and smiled faintly at his brother. "Honestly, I don't
know if I should be happy that you're like this..." he sighed. "I wonder if
things would be much better off if we had...you know...the old -you- of eleven
years ago around..." he mused.
This time, Hao looked away and sighed. "The me of eleven years ago would have
killed all of you in a heartbeat." He said quietly, gazing down at the city
below him.
His brother sighed, as well. "Yeah. You're right." He agreed, following Hao's
gaze and looking down at the city as well.
A long silence followed.
Then, Hao turned to Yoh, an odd expression crossing over his usually cheerful
face. "Yoh...have I thanked you yet?"
Yoh looked up at his brother with confusion. "For what?"
"...For sparing my life," Hao answered quietly. "Right after...everything...I
asked myself a thousand times...WHY you did not kill me then...when you had the
chance." He sighed. "See...even when...you referred to me as your brother...I
didn't understand. I COULDN'T understand." He paused. "I tried to kill you
once...tried to take away your soul...caused you and your friends...and your
wife a whole lot of pain, and yet...YOU approached me, called me brother, even
after everything I've done and tried to do...I mean, if I had been you, I
certainly would have killed ME without a single hesitation, but you..." his
voice trailed off.
At this, Yoh walked closer towards his brother and patted his arm. "Oniichan..."
"There is no need to call me that, Yoh. I don't deserve to be addressed with
that." Hao told him quietly.
This time, Yoh smacked his brother on the head. "O.NII.CHAN!" He said loudly.
"OUCH!" Hao rubbed his head, groaning as he looked at his twin incredulously.
"And WHAT, pray tell, was that FOR?" He demanded.
"Oniichan," Yoh repeated. "No matter how many times you turn the world around
and over, no matter where you go, no matter who you become, and MOST especially,
NO MATTER what you do, and what you did in the past, the fact is: YOU'RE MY
BROTHER. My older brother. My twin brother. My sibling. My blood. Nothing, and
no one can change -nor- deny that fact." He gave his brother a meaningful look.
"So there's no point in you wallowing in self-pity. I didn't kill you because
you're my BROTHER. My Aniki. My Oniichan. The other half of me--you know, in
blood-sense. Two halves of the same whole, two different personas with the same
face..."
"...and two bodies, two different hearts, minds and souls, yet one blood." Hao
finished, smiling faintly at his twin. Yoh's philosophy in life is...he
shook his head. Something else. He sighed. Sometimes I wish that I
could change the past...turn back time...go back to that point in my life when I
was being born...and instead of leaving, I would stay...I would stay, and watch
over the brother I should have grown up with...and guide him...protect him...
But past is past. The present, and the future...are what's important. Our
present, and our future...as brothers. As the brothers we should have been long
before...
"Oniichan...what are you thinking of?" Yoh asked curiously.
Hao shook his head, smiling slightly. "Nothing. Nothing at all. Just...thinking
about the past..." He sighed as he leaned his hands against the railings and
looked up at the sky. "You know...you, and me, and our mother...the old
man...the old guy, and the old lady..." He chuckled, referring, respectively, to
his and Yoh's mother, father, grandfather and grandmother.
"...Were you wondering what it would've been like if we had grown up together?"
Yoh asked.
"Something like that, yes."
"Well...I don't," Yoh declared. "I don't think about the past much. Of course, I
do think about our mother a lot, but other than her..." he shrugged. "I'm not
saying that what happened in the past isn't important...it is, but what's more
important is...learning from the mistakes in the past, and moving forward,
changing for the better...like you have." He grinned at his twin.
"I owe all this to you, you know." Hao pointed out.
"Maybe...but you made the change yourself."
A chuckle. "So I did."
"Oniichan..." Yoh began, "did you ever ...kill anyone again...I mean, right
after that time you met Nakatsugawa-san?"
Hao gave him a look. "Of course not. I've become an advocate in upholding life
and nature, you know that."
"That's good then." Yoh smiled. "You know, Oniichan...with all the things you've
done for this country as the bodyguard and representative speaker of the late
Prime Minister...I think you'll be a shoo-in for the position, if you run.
People love you as much as they had loved Nakatsugawa-san, or maybe even
more...isn't that right?"
"Well...yes." Hao admitted modestly.
"So...why don't you run?" Yoh wondered.
"Ex-bodyguards-turned-heirs don't run for office, Yoh. And besides...I don't
think I love humanity enough for me to want to serve it in that kind of a
position. I'm perfectly satisfied with the way things are." Hao answered
matter-of-factly.
"But you can do so much more if you run...this country needs good officials. I
think you'll do a good job." His brother declared.
"Do you now?" The long-haired shaman laughed. "Well...why don't -YOU- run?" He
asked his brother.
Yoh chuckled. "Me? No way. I'm perfectly happy with my life right now...no
worries, just relaxing all day long with Anna and our kids...it's what I've
always wanted." He grinned. "And I have friends, and Oyaji, and Jii-chan and
Baa-chan...and you. I couldn't ask for more, could I?"
Hao smiled at his brother, but shook his head. "A lot of the people in this
country trust me, I can say that much," He began. "...However, there's a certain
group of people whose trust I have yet to gain, and who matter to me more than
anyone else in this entire planet." He gave his brother a meaningful look. "It's
you, your family, and your friends, Otouto."
His twin gave him a confused look as he scratched his head. "I trust you,
Oniichan. And my kids do, too. And my friends...well...you know how they are,"
he shrugged. "Everyone else has pretty much learned to accept you, and it's only
a matter of time before you'll be able to gain their trust. Well, except for
Lyserg and Jeanne...but given your history with them, that can't be helped," he
added quickly. "And Anna..."
"She doesn't trust me." It was a statement, not a question.
"Anna's...well...Anna's different. She's my wife, and she loves me...I don't
know exactly how much, but...I guess maybe it's because of who you were before,
and what you did to me then. I can forgive you because, well...you're part of
me. It's the twin thing, I guess...I just understand you more than other people
do...but Anna..." Yoh's voice trailed off.
"She loves you more than you could possibly imagine," Hao said quietly. "That's
why she hates me so much. Every time she looks at my face, she remembers how I
tried to take away your soul eleven years ago. She hasn't forgiven me for
that...and maybe she never will." He added sadly. "I don't blame her. If it were
the me of now, and I had been in her position...I don't think I'd forgive
myself, either. You're her life, Yoh. You, and your children are -her- life, and
her very soul...and once, I tried to take that away...that's why I don't think
she'll ever forgive me."
"Just...give her time, Hao Oniichan. Don't try too hard to win her over. It's
time she needs." Yoh told his brother with a reassuring smile.
"Hai."
"Oniichan?"
"Otouto?"
"I've just decided," he began, "...When Anna gives birth, and if
we get lucky
and have a little baby boy again...I think I'd like to name him after you," He
proclaimed.
"Your wife will never agree to that."
A chuckle. "We'll just see. I happen to be very persuasive when I want to be."
Hao couldn't help but laugh. "I'm sure."
"Yoh." Yoh and Hao turned around as, from the stairway door, Anna appeared,
cradling little Ren-chan in her arms. She walked slowly towards her husband,
nodded civilly at Hao, and spoke. "It's getting late. We should get back to the
living quarters now so that the kids can sleep." Yoh noticed that Ren-chan was
already in sleeping clothes. His head was resting on his mother's shoulder,
although his eyes were open. Once in a while, he would give a small yawn.
Yoh nodded. "Alright." Turning to his brother, he said. "...You should get some
rest, too, Oniichan. You've had a long day," he added.
Hao grinned. "Hai, I will. In a few minutes. I just want to stay here for a
little while. You three go on ahead." He nodded at them.
"Okay then." Yoh placed an arm around his wife and smiled sweetly before he
leaned over to kiss her cheek. "Let's go. Oyasumi, Oniichan!" He called out to
his brother as he and his wife, and their youngest son, walked towards the
stairway door.
"Oyasumi, Yoh, sister-in-law, Ren-chan," Hao called out to them, before he
turned his head to look up at the sky, a smile on his lips.
*~*~*~*~*~*
"Where are we?" Jeanne murmured dreamily against Lyserg's chest as the two of
them stumbled out of the elevator and entered the sixth floor.
The Englishman groaned mentally as he supported the silvery blue-haired maiden
by the waist, trying his best to keep his balance as the two of them struggled
to walk towards their rooms. "At the sixth floor. We're almost in your room," he
whispered to her hair, ignoring the sweet scent and softness of the long, silky
mass, fearing that he might just faint if he concentrated hard on it, which
would create an entirely new problem for both of them. They were in quite a mess
now as it is, for during the poker game, Jeanne had managed to empty four full
bottles of the wine Hao had brought. He cursed himself silently for allowing it
to happen.
Although Jeanne can certainly hold her alcohol well, he thought with a
small smile. The Iron Maiden had quite a strong tolerance for alcohol, having
been able to ingest -that- much. Still, though...he shouldn't have allowed this
to happen.
But, since he did...he -knew- he would have to pay for the consequences...
"WHOOPS!" Jeanne giggled slightly as she managed to loosen her hold on Lyserg,
causing her to slip across the floor. She would have fallen flat on the surface
if the green-haired Englishman hadn't caught her in his arms. "You saved me. My
hero!" She wrapped her arms tightly about his neck and kissed him on the
cheek...her soft, warm lips lingering for quite some time...
Lyserg could feel his whole face heating up. Resisting the urge to turn his face
so he could meet her lips with his own, he raised his head up and turned her
face away from his. Then, taking a deep, long breath, he struggled to walk
again, pulling her along in the process.
He had only taken about three steps when her hold around his neck suddenly
loosened again and she slumped down slowly on the floor by his feet.
Heaving a resigned sigh, he looked up to the ceiling. "Why is this happening to
me?" He muttered. Then, realizing he had no other option, he sighed again, with
defeat this time, and then, bent down and swept her fully into his arms.
Jeanne sighed with contentment as she subconsciously wrapped her arms tightly
around him, burying her head at the crook of his neck. "Are we there yet?" She
whispered against him.
He paused to stroke her hair, nodding. "Just about," he whispered back. Now that
he no longer had to assist her in walking, Lyserg moved fast. In a short while,
he finally reached the door leading to Jeanne's room. "...we're here," he
murmured, nudging her head gently with his hand.
Jeanne looked up, and blinked her eyes sleepily at him. "Wonderful..." she said
with a yawn, before burying her face back at the crook of his neck.
The Englishman shook his head, smiling slightly. If she wanted to sleep in his
arms, that was perfectly fine. More than fine, in fact...He turned the knob and
swung the door to her room open. He walked in slowly, surveying the surroundings
critically before heading towards the sleeping area and setting her down on top
of the futon. He gently untangled her arms around him and painstakingly lay her
head on top of the pillow, smoothing out her hair across it at the same time.
"Good night," He whispered as he straightened up and started towards his own
room.
But before he was able to take any further step, she stirred. Her eyes
opened...and magnificent ruby orbs peeked sleepily from the lids. "...Lyserg? I
need to change into my nightgown. Could you help me...?"
Lyserg froze. "N...nightgown?" He managed. Is that the wine talking...or is
it her?
"Yes." Jeanne nodded as she sat up and yawned. She inclined her head and
squinted her eyes at the Englishman. "Would you please get it for me? It's in
the dresser," she added, pointing at the dresser drawer by the nightstand.
Lyserg nodded mechanically, not trusting his voice to speak. He went towards the
said place, snatched the long, flimsy pink silk thing at the very top, and,
fighting the urge to examine it, he walked back near her futon and handed her
the garment.
"Thank you." She placed the gown on top of her pillow and reached behind her to
unzip her dress. She struggled for a couple of seconds, then, giving up, she
turned to him. "Lyserg? I need your help again." She pointed sheepishly at her
back. "I can't reach it."
No.
No.
No, no, NO.
This is just way, way, -way- WAY too much. Lyserg wondered why he hasn't
died from blood loss as of yet; he was blushing so hard. I can't do this. I
can't do this anymore. I definitely can't do this. As much as it might be the
most tempting thing on earth...still, I can't do this. He took a deep
breath, straightened out his shoulders, and walked briskly towards the door.
The door by the side leading towards -his- room.
Jeanne's room had three doors, he realized. The bathroom door, the front
entrance door...and the adjoining door.
What the...adjoining door?
Who the bloody -hell- put an adjoining door in here...?
Since when has my room ever been adjoined with Jeanne's...?
"Lyserg...?" Jeanne's sweet, drunk voice called out to him again. "I really
need your help here..."
The Englishman looked back at her, then shifted his gaze towards the adjoining
door, then back to her again. Ah, hell...does it even matter now...? He
shook his head and finally opened the adjoining door. "Morphin! Come in here, I
need your help." He called out to his power spirit, who had been in his room the
whole time.
The little pink fairy fluttered towards the doorway and hovered above her master
questioningly. "Help her out," Lyserg instructed, with an incline of his head
towards Jeanne. "...she's trying to change into her nightgown," he added. And
I couldn't possibly go there and...help her take her clothes off now, could I? I
mean, that isn't proper...that isn't proper at all...it's not something I should
even consider at all doing...should I?
Morphin floated over his head briefly as if to say yes, before flying towards
the silvery blue-haired maiden. The green-haired young man turned around and
stared at the wall as he heard the shuffling of clothes, closing his eyes and
trying very hard not to concentrate on the fact that HE was in HER room while
SHE was TAKING OFF her CLOTHES. He wasn't having much success. Thinking about
Jeanne taking off her clothes was NOT a good thought. Nope, it was not a good
thought AT ALL...
"Morphin, thank you..." Lyserg breathed a sigh of relief as the shuffling noise
finally stopped. He turned around just in time to see Morphin flutter above him
happily, before heading back towards his room. He looked over across the room at
the futon, smiling faintly upon seeing that Jeanne was again lying down...and
probably asleep already.
Glancing at the adjoining door briefly, he left it slightly open, and, deciding
that -she- was a maiden and -he- should really be more of a gentleman, he strode
softly across the floor towards the front entrance of her room--the proper thing
to do, after all, was to exit her room through the -right- door. Going through
the adjoining door...held a whole LOT of meaning...and a whole LOT of
connotation...something he didn't want to risk.
As he continued to walk...he didn't dare pause, nor did he look at her as he
passed by the sleeping area. Not even a single, quick glance.
Nope, he didn't look at her. He didn't look at her at all. He didn't even so
much as stop briefly as he reached her futon. And more importantly, he didn't
even so much as run his eyes across her sleeping form and examined her from head
to toe. Nope, he didn't do any of that at all...
...Yet he was still looking. Bloody hell.
He should have given in to the temptation and checked that nightgown first
before he gave it to her...if he had, he wouldn't be looking at her right
now...WHILE she was wearing an incredibly thin nightgown...which almost made it
seem like she wasn't wearing anything at all...
Well, except for the fluttering fabric of the garment, but...other than
that...he raised his eyes up to the ceiling. He wasn't going to look anymore.
He'd seen more than he should have...more than he was even allowed to see...
Damn. He was still looking.
His feet were frozen on the floor. He couldn't move. He couldn't even think. He
continued to gaze down at her sleeping form, surveying her from head to toe
several times...examining every single detail about her, like she was some
incredibly precious prized jewel. From her feet, he moved his eyes upwards
again, very much enthralled at how unbelievably beautiful her ruby eyes were as
his own eyes went further upwards to gaze at her...
Wait a minute...
Hold on a second...
Her EYES...?
She's AWAKE...?
No. NO. No.Way.
Bloody freaking hell...
"Lyserg?" Her sleepy voice questioned as she looked up at him. "Are you
alright?"
"Yes!" Lyserg's brain finally started working again. "I'll...I'll go now," he
said quickly. "Good night." He crossed her futon and began to resume heading
towards the front door.
But...just before he took another step forward, Jeanne's hand pulled his wrist
quite forcefully, causing him to lose his balance.
...And that said action thereby resulted to...
"WHOOPS!" Jeanne giggled as he managed to fall over on top of her.
"Sorry," he muttered in apology, his face--and his whole body--flaming as he
raised himself up quickly. He placed both of his hands on either side of the
futon on top of her head to serve as a leverage. Just as he was straightening
up, he made the mistake of glancing at her face.
He shouldn't have looked at her.
He really shouldn't have...but he just couldn't help himself. She was
just...too...beautiful...
And she was lying on top of the futon, facing him. She was just lying
there...with her hair spread across the pillows...making her seem like some kind
of a...goddess...HIS goddess...
Oh, dear LORD...if this is a dream...I hope I never wake up...
"I'll go now." He heard himself say again as he continued to gaze at her
magnificence. He didn't move an inch. It was like...his whole body
was...stuck...in that position.
And his eyes...
He really couldn't help himself.
He couldn't stop looking at her...he didn't WANT to stop looking at her...
Jeanne blushed furiously as he continued to gaze at her...his beautiful,
beautiful green eyes looking her over again and again from head to toe. Even in
her drunken state, THIS could not escape her senses...not when he was this
close. Not when she was feeling SO MUCH as he looked at her.
...So...damned...much...
"I'll go now." Lyserg said for the third time.
"Okay," She whispered, nodding her head. "Good night."
"Good night." The Englishman raised himself up again...but before he could hoist
himself further up, a pair of smooth, graceful white arms encircled his
neck...and then, the same arms pulled him close...
And then...soft, warm lips reached up, brushing softly against his cheek...his
chin...
And finally, those same lips...went even FURTHER...and met his own...in a
soft, gentle kiss.
...Jeanne's lips...on mine...
...Her mouth...on MINE...
This time, Lyserg fell over on top of her completely, half from sudden
pleasure...and half from shock.
But the shock didn't last much longer...for his whole body, mind, and
heart...quickly GAVE IN to the pleasure.
His hands tangled at the sheets on either side of her head as he kissed her back
with surrender, his mouth moving over hers gently...He tasted her mouth and her
lips and her tongue over and over again, his whole being much too caught up and
overwhelmed by drugging sweetness that he discovered within her...
...A sweetness which was the mixture of the fine wine she had drank...and a
sweetness that was just purely, uniquely hers and hers alone.
Jeanne sighed blissfully against him as her hands caressed his hair, her
fingertips stroking the beautiful green strands as she savored the warmth of his
kisses, the feel of his body against hers, and the gentleness of his hands as
they slowly moved from the sheets to her hair, his fingers softly caressing
every single inch...and then, he trailed his fingers downwards to touch her
shoulders...roving even further as he finally reached...
Lyserg pulled away abruptly, breathless and slightly dazed. His half-lidded
jade-green eyes gazed down at her and stroked her cheeks, his fingertips
traveling briefly across her face..and pausing at her lips, all the while
endlessly relieving the memory of the kiss that had just transpired...a sweet,
brief kiss that all seemed too wonderful to be real, yet...too poignant to be
just a mere dream. A kiss that he didn't exactly want to end. A kiss that he
wanted to perpetuate for eternity...a kiss that was unlike anything he'd ever
felt before...and unlike everything he'd ever dreamed of...
...But dream or no, he had stopped because...he KNEW he HAD to stop. I
mean...she's drunk. She'd never do this if she wasn't...
...And whether or not she was actually aware of what she was doing...and of
what -I- was doing...the fact remains that...I'm taking advantage of her like
this. It...isn't right...he restrained himself from kissing the silvery
blue-haired maiden again as he continued to gaze down at her, smiling softly to
compensate for his actions.
Jeanne looked up and returned his smile, her face still showing faint signs of
being drunk, sleepy...and half-dazed. "Good night..." her eyes slowly fluttered
close...moments later, she fell asleep. Whether or not she was actually aware of
what just happened...of what she just...did...and of what she had...ALLOWED
Lyserg to do, one can only guess...
The green-haired Englishman continued to gaze at the silvery-blue haired
maiden's face long after she had fallen asleep...long after he had heard her
even breathing.
He -still- couldn't believe he had kissed her like that...it was...so unlike
anything he had ever imagined.
It was so much more.
Much, much, MUCH more...
Sighing, Lyserg finally got up from the futon and straightened himself. He gazed
back at her once more, the turmoil evident on his face as his eyes darted back
and forth between Jeanne and the front door. Giving in to the temptation, he
bent down, leaned towards her face...and kissed her lightly on the forehead.
...I love you, he thought as he gazed at her one last time. I love
you, Iron Maiden Jeanne...
Then, crossing towards the door and opening it, he stepped out and headed
towards his room.
At the futon, Jeanne turned on her right side, smiling slightly in her sleep.
"...love you..." she murmured softly against the pillow.
*~*~*~*~*~*
"Oyasumi, my little angel..." Anna murmured as she gently placed the sleeping
Ren-chan on his crib. She smiled at the little boy affectionately one last time,
before turning around to face her husband. Folding her arms across her chest,
she looked up at him, an eyebrow slightly raised. "What?"
"Huh? Nothing." Yoh shook his head, smiling innocently. "I was just thinking..."
he leaned over, took her face into his palms, caressing her cheeks softly,
"...of how beautiful and wonderful you are..." he bent down, brushing his lips
lightly across hers, "and of how much I love you, and how everyday, that love
seems to intensify even more..." he brushed his lips against hers one last time,
before finally kissing her completely.
Sighing, she tipped her chin up and returned his kiss briefly before pulling
away. "You want something...don't you?" She asked, giving her husband an
expectant look.
Yoh scratched his head and nodded. "Yeah, I do..." He said thoughtfully.
Anna exhaled, rolling her eyes. "Alright. What do you want?"
"YOU." He grinned cheekily.
She flushed slightly. "What do you want with me?"
Her husband gave her a meaningful look. "You KNOW what I want."
Anna glared at him as her blush deepened. She -knew- what he wanted, of course.
It wasn't like she didn't want it too, but..."We can't do that right now."
"Why not?"
She gave an exasperated sigh. "Because Keiko and the twins will be coming along
in a while. And we still haven't given Keiko her gift."
"And...?"
She rolled her eyes again. Since when did my husband become such a hentai...?
"We should wait until they're all asleep. Besides...our daughter sleeps in
between us on our futon, or have you forgotten?"
"...No, I haven't." He shook his head. "But...we can always ask Keiko
to sleep in the twins' room for the night, you know." He reminded her.
"You have a point," She admitted. She walked towards the freshly-spread out
futon she and her husband shared and sat down on top of it, folding her legs
demurely at her side. She looked up at her husband, motioning for him to sit
down beside her.
Yoh obliged, sitting as close to his wife as he could manage, and the minute he
was comfortable, he enfolded her in his arms and rested his cheek softly against
her neck, his breath tickling her ear.
Anna shivered slightly, attempting to pull away...but his hold on her was too
tight...and it wasn't like she really wanted to, anyway..."Yoh...not now..." she
murmured, sighing softly as he began to press feather-light kisses on the side
of her neck. "We should wait a little longer..."
"...Are you sure...?" Her husband breathed as his lips traveled to the base of
her throat.
"Umm...yes," She closed her eyes...somewhere in the back of her mind, she
realized she had her arms around his neck. "Yoh, the twins and Keiko are coming
any minute now, and we should--" her protests soon died as his mouth silenced
hers into submission, his arms gently coaxing her body into a lying
position. She complied weakly as she kissed him back, her hands pulling him
down on top of her in the process.
"Anna-sama? Yoh-sama?" Tamao's voice.
"Kaachan? Touchan?" Keiko.
The couple stopped abruptly upon hearing the voices, and turned their heads to the doorway where both
their daughter and the pink-haired fortune teller were peeking out.
"U...um," Tamao blushed upon noticing the couple's weird position...She
blushed even harder when her eyes met Yoh's and the memory of what he had
seen...of what he had caught her and Horo-horo doing came over her. "...I'm here
to deliver Keiko-chan...and uhm, now that I have...I'll just...oyasumi!" She
gave a short bow and quickly ran out of the room.
"Auntie Tamao, oyasumi!" Keiko called out to the fortune teller's retreating
back cheerfully. Then, unperturbed by their position on the futon, she turned
back to her parents and jumped joyfully on the cushion, wrapping her arms around
the both of them. "Auntie Tamao allowed me to ride the elevator on my own. It
was sooo much fun!" She exclaimed as she continued jumping up and down.
"Keiko, be careful," Anna warned her daughter upon seeing the jump, as she and
Yoh reluctantly pulled away from each other and sat up. "She let you ride by
yourself?" She asked incredulously, remembering the last statement.
Keiko shook her head vigorously. "Not really...I had Ponchi and Konchi with me,
but other than the two of them...it was just me!"
Anna exchanged a look with her husband, who merely shrugged and smiled. She
sighed. "Well...I guess it's alright," she decided.
"Ne, Kaachan...Touchan..." The three-year-old looked up at her mother and father
hopefully, "...what was it you were gonna give me for my birthday?"
Yoh chuckled, exchanging a look with his wife. "...Well, the truth is...it's
actually just your mother's gift to you," he began, "Since I couldn't think of
anything I can give you that you don't already have, so...the party was your Kaachan's and my gift."
"Touchan, I know that!" Keiko nodded and wrapped her arms happily about her
father's neck. "You don't really need to give me anything more, I've already got
enough!" She kissed his cheek softly. "...It's just that...Kaachan mentioned
it..." She looked at her mother curiously.
Anna smiled fondly at her daughter. Then, she stood up and walked towards her
dresser drawer and dug out something from what appeared to be a secret
compartment underneath the whole cabinet: a medium-sized jewel box. The blonde
woman walked back towards her husband and daughter, setting the box on the futon
in between the three of them. "This belonged to me...but starting today, it's
yours." She told Keiko.
"What is it?" The little girl wondered as she gazed at the box, all the while
still hugging her father.
Yoh smiled affectionately as he stroked his daughter's hair. "Open it."
Keiko looked back and forth between her parents, before she pulled away from Yoh,
reached for the box, took the key her mother was holding out, and used it to
unlock the box. When she finally had it open, she glanced at her mother.
"It's...Kaachan...it's your necklace," she announced, holding out the long
string of blue beads reverently, her face showing an expression of total awe.
Anna nodded. "I'm giving that to you now...but you can't use it yet," she
paused. "You'll need to grow up a little bit more first before I can teach you
how to use it. You have the abilities...I've been sure about that ever since you
were born," she smiled. "But the training requires more maturity than you have
now. You'll first need to prove yourself to me. After that, then...I'll decide
whether I'll start training you or not."
"You'll teach me how to be like you? Like an..." The little girl paused
thoughtfully. "An..."
"...Itako," Yoh supplied helpfully, ruffling Keiko's hair gently. "Yes, she
will. In three years or so...maybe earlier, if you can manage it." He added. "Ne?"
"Hai." Anna gave a brief nod.
"Sugoi!" Keiko declared as she jumped into her mother's arms and hugged her
tightly. "Aishiteru, Kaachan! Aishiteru, Touchan!" She said happily. "I'll prove
it to you! I'll make myself more..." she paused again as she searched her memory
for the term her mother had used earlier. "More mat...mat..."
"...Mature," Her mother supplied with a chuckle as she returned the hug. "And
Keiko...you can start proving how mature you can be right now." She looked at
her daughter seriously, "...how about sleeping in your own room for tonight?
I think that counts as maturity," she added, smiling
meaningfully at her husband. "Ne?"
Yoh grinned slightly. "Hai, that's right." He agreed. Really, she comes up
with the best ideas all the time...he shook his head. I shouldn't be
surprised. It's one of the reasons I love her, after all...
"Hmm..." Keiko looked thoughtfully from one parent to another, wondering if they
were really trying to teach her something about maturity...or if they were just
trying to get rid of her...no, of course not. They loved her too much to want to
try to get rid of her even for a night...or maybe they wanted to have another
qualitime, she thought. "...Okay," she said finally. "I'll sleep in my room
tonight!" She smiled brightly at both parents, gave them a hug and a kiss
each, swept the jewel box containing the Itako necklace in her arms and hugged
it like it was the most important thing on earth, and stood up. "Oyasumi,
Kaachan, Touchan!" She called out over her shoulder as she ran towards her own
room, carefully holding on to the jewel box in her arms.
"Oyasumi!" Yoh and Anna called out in unison to their daughter's retreating
back.
Then, Yoh turned to his wife with a wicked grin. "Excellent idea, that," he told
her, referring to the maturity thing.
Anna smiled sweetly as she allowed him to pull her into his arms. "Why, thank
you." She wrapped her arms around his neck and drew him down on the futon. "So...where were we?"
Her husband raised an eyebrow. "I thought you said we should wait until all the
kids are asleep."
"Well, I changed my mind. Is that a problem?" Anna gave him a look.
"...No." Yoh chuckled slightly as he gently moved her back to a lying position,
with him on top, and started kissing her again.
He was in the middle of kissing her neck when something wet, warm and
slobbery touched his foot. And then, a loud barking was heard, startling Anna
and causing her to push him forcefully back away from her...and making him hit the floor hard in
the process.
"Ouch." Yoh groaned, rubbing his back as he looked up at his wife, who had stood
up as fast as she could upon hearing the bark. "...Koroku," he greeted the
golden-brown puppy who had licked his foot earlier as it jumped on his lap and
showered his face with kisses.
Anna was glaring at the doorway, her hands on her hips. "Who told you that you
can bring the puppy here?" She demanded from her twin sons, who had just peeked
their heads through the door.
"...I did. Gomen ne, Anna-san," Faust's head appeared in the doorway and gazed
at the blonde woman apologetically. "Keiko-chan and these two asked," he paused
to incline his head at the twins, "...and I just couldn't say no." He added.
"Can't he stay here, Kaachan?" Yohmaru asked, looking up at his mother
hopefully.
"Please?" Yohnta added, his face mirroring his twin's expression.
"Yeah, Anna. Let Koroku stay," Yoh agreed, giving his twins sons a meaningful
look, while holding the puppy in his arms.
Anna looked back and forth from her sons to her husband, the glare on her
face slowly transforming into resignation. "Alright, alright," she told them with a sigh.
"He can stay. Just make sure he doesn't make a mess. And keep him inside your
room," she added warningly.
The twins grinned at each other, then at their father, and finally, at their
mother. "Hai!" They replied, nodding their heads in unison.
"Come on, Koroku!" Yohmaru called out to the puppy.
"WOOF!" Koroku jumped out of Yoh's arms and followed Yohmaru and Yohnta
to their room.
"Oyasumi, Touchan, Kaachan!" The twins called out in unison to their parents.
"Oyasumi!" Yoh and Anna called in return.
Faust chuckled as he watched the twins' retreating backs. "Well, I guess I'd
better go. Oyasumi, Anna-san, Yoh-kun," he told the couple with a slight bow.
"Oyasumi." Yoh replied with a smile. "See you in the morning," he added.
"Hai." With a final, brief nod, the blonde doctor walked out of the room.
Yoh and Anna stared at each other for a good couple of minutes while listening in
to the twins preparing for bed. After some time, the voices from the twins' room
ceased.
"Yoh...do you think they're all asleep?" Anna whispered to her husband.
"...I'll check. Stay here." Yoh whispered back. He walked out of their room quietly to briefly look into both the twins' and Keiko's rooms. After a
minute or so, he popped his head back inside his and Anna's room, a huge grin on his
face. "Coast is clear."
"Good." Anna smiled widely. "Come on in here. And close the door," she added.
"Now..." Yoh murmured as he went inside the room, switching off the lights and
pulling his wife into his arms, "...Where were we?"
*~*~*~*~*~*
"...do you remember what you did after getting drunk?"
Ryu stared at the wall in his room, pondering about the question Jun had posed
to him earlier this evening. What I did...after getting drunk...?
He slowly paced around the floor, his brows furrowing as he tried to dig deeper
into his brain.
...What -did- I do...?
It was all in there somewhere, in his memory. Deep inside his heart of hearts,
he KNEW why Jun was chasing him...or used to, he noted sadly. He knew it.
He knew it very well.
...He just couldn't remember it.
He whipped about, causing a small, dark-green vase on the table near him to
smash into pieces. He glared down at the broken pieces of the vase, wondering if
this was an omen of some sort. Dark green...slender vase...dark
green...hair...Jun. He shook his head. The vase reminded him of the Chinese
woman. It was just like her...smooth, and fragile, and simple...and beautiful.
The smashed pieces reminded him of how she had looked earlier this evening, just
before she left him in the kitchen. That dejected, hopeless, and
incredibly...LONELY expression on her face...the sadness that was beyond
words...
The heart that was bleeding beneath that sad smile.
Her heart...which he had just managed to smash into pieces...and he never even
knew why. He -still- didn't know why.
...It made him feel...extremely guilty. And regretful. And sad. And...
"...It doesn't matter," the sadness was evident in her face then. "If
you don't remember...then maybe it's for the best. I'll stop chasing you now."
And when she left...he didn't know what he was going to do. Part of him wanted
to run after her...but the other part willed him not to...told him to stop, and
think about what she said...think about it before he does anything else...
...Like run after her.
Ironic...so ironic it was, that for six years, -she- was the one who had been
doing the chasing...and now that's she's given up...he was going to perpetuate
the chasing expedition...this time, it was -he- who was going to do the
chasing...just like he did before at his Danna and Okami's wedding when she...
Ryu stopped pacing the floor abruptly at that thought.
"What I'm saying is that you should STOP running, and face the consequences
of your stolen kiss. It's not that she didn't like it, anyway. Why do you
-think- is she chasing YOU?" Hao's voice echoed at the back of his mind.
Yoh Danna and Anna Okami's wedding...three and a half bottles of Hao's
wine...jade-haired beautiful girl caught my eye...started chasing her...she ran
from me...but I caught her...I caught her behind the curtain and I...and I...
...I kissed her.
I.Kissed.Her.
I kissed Tao Jun at the Danna and Okami's wedding...and she was chasing me
because of that.
She was chasing me...because...at that time...I was the one who was chasing
after HER.
...How could I have forgotten about it? I...KNEW about it just...yesterday
morning...how could I have been so STUPID and FORGOTTEN about IT?
Because you consider it as one of your sins, a voice inside him answered.
And when you looked at her earlier tonight...you forgot everything. One gaze at
her, and you forgot it all--your past mistakes, your own name, your bad
qualities, your idiosyncrasies...even your sins. She's the only woman who has
been able to do that...isn't she?
Hai, she is, he answered the voice with a thought of his own. That
kiss...that kiss...was a sin. I shouldn't have kissed her. It wasn't right...I
had NO right...that's why it's a sin.
You think she would be chasing you if she thought -that- was a sin?
Well, no...of course n...he stopped briefly at that thought.
Is that right?
...H...hai.
Hmm...maybe you ought to reconsider the way you look at things now, Ryu.
...Maybe you're right.
*~*~*~*~*~*
Horo-horo leaned his back across the balcony at his sister's room and glared at
her sleeping--probably also dreaming--form. She was hugging and caressing her
pillow at the same time, sighing softly every once in a while. She was probably
dreaming about Ren.
He couldn't help but wince at the thought of his Chinese friend. Yes, Ren was
his friend, and he accepted Ren as -his- friend...but it would take some time
before he would be able to accept Ren as his sister's...boyfriend. A -long-
time, probably even a whole year. Although Ren wasn't exactly a bad guy...this
was still his Imouto in question here, which was why it was so hard for him to
accept.
Anything that has to do with her...most especially when it's about love...is
hard for me to accept. Love means losing her to another person...having someone
else to share her with...and I'm not exactly sure I'm ready for that yet.
So...does that make me a bad brother...or just an incredibly paranoid and
possessive one?
Pilica stirred in her sleep, interrupting his thoughts. She still had that weird
sweet dreamy smile on her face. He shook his head. Maybe I wouldn't mind so
much if she wasn't so...so...SO CRAZY. I mean, it's like she's totally lost her
mind, for crying out loud! If I hadn't shaken her so hard just a couple of
minutes ago, she would have never moved from that spot by the wall near the
front door. She would have remained there, sitting like a lunatic, smiling like
a lunatic, and staring off into far space like a mental patient...he rolled
his eyes. Really...love. He snorted. If it's something that can drive
you to insanity, and if it's something that can make you do things you wouldn't
even normally dream doing...then who the HELL needs it?
...It's just a damn bother to life, that's what it is.
Horo-horo stretched out his arms and yawned. Well...it looks like she's fast
asleep. I'd better go to bed, too. He straightened up and walked towards the
adjoining door leading to his room. Hopefully she'll stop acting crazy by
tomorrow morning, he thought to himself as he gave Pilica one last long
look.
He was about to turn the doorknob when something near the edge of Pilica's
dresser caught his eye.
...A pink vase.
...PINK...Horo-horo froze on the spot. Why the HELL is there a...pink
vase inside my sister's room?!?!?
Rose pink, a voice inside his head corrected. It's not merely pink,
it's ROSE PINK. Now...what does that remind you of?
...Nothing! He shot back silently at the voice. It doesn't remind me
of ANYTHING! It doesn't remind me of anything AT ALL!
Oh...really? For some strange reason, the voice inside Horo-horo's head
sounded distinctly like...Asakura Hao. Why don't you try being honest with
yourself for once, and admit it...?
I don't have ANYTHING to admit! That vase doesn't remind me of anything...or
ANYONE. It's just a vase. Sure, it's rose pink, just like HER eyes and HER hair, but...it doesn't remind me of HER at ALL...
Her WHO, exactly...?
That woman.
And her name is...?
T...Tamao. His face colored as he thought about her.
Right. And that vase doesn't remind you of her at all? The voice sounded
sarcastic.
No, of course it doesn't! Didn't I already say that?
...Why, yes. Silly me, I forgot.
So are you convinced NOW?
I sure am. You're not reminded of her at all, correct?
YES! I mean...NO, of COURSE NOT!
...And when you look at that vase over there, you don't even recall any
detail of whatever you did earlier tonight at the Tea Room...isn't that right?
Nope! When I look at that vase, I only see a vase. I don't remember coming
into the Tea Room right after getting drunk and demanding her for cheesecake,
and when she wouldn't give it to me, I kissed her instead. I don't recall any of
that at all. I really don't.
...Who are you trying to convince--me, or yourself?
NO ONE, Horo-horo threw back. I'm trying to state facts here...
Yeah, right. Are you even listening to yourself? To your own THOUGHTS? Even
now, you're contradicting yourself. Either you're in denial, or you're INSANE...
I AM -NOT- INSANE!
Oh, yeah. Of COURSE you're not. The voice was being sarcastic once again.
You're arguing with a voice inside your head. Of COURSE you're perfectly
sane...
YES I AM! Horo-horo slammed his fist against the wall. I'M SANE!
...Yes. You are. The voice replied in mock-agreement.
And I am NOT in denial.
...No, of course not.
And that vase doesn't remind me of her at all....
No, it doesn't.
...I DON'T remember her when I look at that vase.
Yup, that's right...
And I don't remember making her angry. I don't remember provoking her so that
she'd be annoyed...
Uh-huh, the voice agreed.
AND more importantly, I don't remember staring at her like I wanted her more
than I wanted the cheesecake...because I didn't.
Didn't want HER, or didn't want the CHEESECAKE?
Both...I mean, I -only- wanted the cheesecake, dammit! Just the cheesecake,
NOT her!
Oh. Right.
And...I don't remember...backing her into a corner and making sure she
couldn't escape...I didn't do that.
No, of course you didn't...
...And, I DON'T REMEMBER kissing her AT ALL. I don't even remember how she
felt like in my arms...or how her lips felt like against mine...or how they
tasted like...or how...I...
No, no, of course you DON'T! The voice said cheerfully. You don't
remember any of that!
...And MOST of ALL...I don't remember how I felt after that. I don't remember
feeling disappointed when Yoh's presence suddenly interrupted us right in the
middle of it all. And I don't remember feeling sad when she turned her back and
ran away from me. And I don't remember feeling empty when I realized that she'd
disappeared, and that I wasn't holding her in my arms anymore...
Nope, you don't remember any of that...
Yes. So...are you thoroughly convinced?
I was convinced earlier...but more so now.
Good. Because I don't remember anything at all.
Right, right. Keep telling yourself that, Horo-horo...it might just come
true. And when it does...I certainly hope -you- won't regret it...
Of course I won't! And one more thing...
What's that?
I'm NOT in love with her. I'm NOT in love with her AT ALL.
Oh...you're not?
Shaking his head, Horo-horo finally turned away from the vase, opened the
adjoining door, and entered his room.
Nope, I'm not in love with Tamamura Tamao.
...I'm not in love with her.
I'm not.
*~*~*~*~*~*
Tamao paused from running to catch her breath as she reached the wing of the
seventh floor where her sleeping quarters were. Looking behind her, she sighed
deeply, feeling her face reddening again as she recalled catching Yoh's eye,
just moments ago.
He had merely smiled at her in acknowledgement, but...she knew better.
Underneath his innocent smile...there was a hint of knowing in his eyes, and she
had seen that. She had seen it...and it was the only evidence she needed...the
only evidence she needed to confirm: both Anna and Yoh knew about what happened
between her and Horo-horo at the Tea Room. Granted, it was only Yoh who had seen
it, but...he and Anna had no secrets from each other, so it was more than
possible that -he- had told her about it. Of course, it wasn't evident from the
Itako's actions earlier that she knew about it, but Anna was aloof to almost
everyone for the most part...
...Or maybe she just ran away too fast to warrant any reaction.
Either that, she thought to herself as she began to walk slowly towards
the door leading to her room, or I'm just feeling extremely guilty about the
whole thing...
Guilty, embarrassed...and regretful. -Extremely- regretful. I never should
have done what I did. I should have just given him a slice of the cheesecake and
allowed myself to suffer through Anna-sama's wrath. I would have preferred that
over...over THIS. She swallowed and shook her head, shaking off the memory
of the kiss as it threatened to invade her head...and her heart...again.
Anything is much better than this. Anything at all is much better than
this...confusion.
...And whose fault was this in the first place...? She frowned. HIS
fault. All of this is HIS fault. If HE hadn't gotten himself half-drunk and if
he hadn't allowed himself to get lost inside the Tea Room, near MY table, this
never would have happened...
CRASH! Tamao groaned slightly as she bumped into a nearby table and a light blue
vase filled with what looked like forget-me-nots fell to the floor and smashed
into pieces. She paused, staring down at the mess below her, an odd expression
crossing over her pretty face.
Forget-me-nots...blue...HIM. Horo-horo. She mentally kicked herself as
the Ainu man invaded her thoughts once again--more clearly this time--upon
setting her eyes on the blue flowers. She bent down and picked up the broken
pieces of the smashed vase. Light blue vase...like his hair...
His hair...felt so INCREDIBLY soft against my hands...
"Ouch." She winced slightly as one of the broken pieces slashed through her
skin, making a small trail of bright red blood ooze slightly. She stared at her
hand, oblivious to the pain as she continued to think.
Red. My dress. The strawberries. My lipstick. All of them are red.
He had stared at me like I was a cheesecake with red strawberries...but my
lips -don't- look like strawberries -at all-.
...And he had stared at my lips before he kissed me. She mentally shook
off the warmth that was threatening to color her face again. I didn't run
away...WHY the heck didn't I run away when I had the chance? I mean, I had
plenty of chances, I could have run away. I COULD have.
...But I didn't. Why...didn't I...?
Tamao straightened up and placed the broken pieces of the porcelain onto the
table. Then, she bent down one last time and picked up each of the fallen
forget-me-nots. Instead of putting them down on the table together with the
broken vase, she held the flowers reverently in front of her, gazing at the
whole bunch...and marveling at the startling contrast the flowers made against
her dress...and against the blood on her hand...
Blood. She hastily took a handkerchief from her pocket and held it
against her bloodied palm, a realization coming over her as she did so.
I didn't pull away...and I didn't run away because...I didn't want to.
Even though my mind was shouting no, the rest of me was saying yes...my
heart...and my soul...THOSE two in particular...
...Why?
Who has he ever been to me but...an annoyance? A weird man who only wishes to
get me angry, and insult me, and annoy me...while at the same time, get all the
sweets he wanted out of me. And that hasn't changed. That will never change.
...Right...?
With another long sigh, Tamao continued walking towards her room, carrying the
bunch of forget-me-nots. She decided to take the flowers with her...she was
going to place it in the rose-pink vase that she had by the window. She had two
of those vases...but she had given one of them to Pilica as a gift, because the
Ainu woman liked it.
Upon reaching her room, she looked back at the hallway wing, where the table
with the broken vase was, making a mental note to throw it away first thing
tomorrow morning.
As soon as she entered her room, she held up the bunch of forget-me-nots against
her face once more, while leaning against the door. Yes, she gave a
decisive nod. That will never change. He'll always remain as the biggest
annoyance in my life. That's what he has been and that's what he'll always be.
...And I'll never allow him to kiss me again, she added to that thought.
...But when...IF...he ever tries to kiss me again, then this time...I WON'T
kiss back.
And...most important of all...I WON'T fall in love with him.
I'll never fall in love with him.
Never.
*~*~*~*~*~*
A slender female figure in a flimsy pink silk nightgown, and with silvery-blue
hair, rose up from the futon she had been sleeping in for about thirty minutes
or so. The figure struggled to get up, and when she managed, she looked around
her, wondering why everything was so fuzzy and blurry and foggy...and why all of
them seemed to swim around her head--including her--every ten seconds or so.
The said figure, who was actually none other than the extremely drunk Iron
Maiden Jeanne, shook her head in an effort to clear her vision...but she didn't
have much success, for her whole surroundings remained unclear long after the
headshake. Giving up, she blinked several times before she walked, fighting hard
to keep her balance as she stumbled towards her night table...or what LOOKED
like her night table...she took several more steps...any second now and she was
going to reach it...
...There. Sighing, the silvery-blue haired young woman felt for the night
table chair behind her, and when she was...almost certain that she had grasped
it, she pulled it towards her and sleepily sat down.
...She ended up falling on the floor. Groaning slightly, she rubbed the side of
her hip and rested her head against what was probably...one of the table's legs.
She didn't bother to get up anymore; instead, she raised her hand and felt the
top of the night table for her glass of water--it was the sole reason why she
had bothered to get up, after all. She had been feeling incredibly thirsty ever
since she'd gone to bed...and speaking of that...
What time, exactly, did I go to bed...? She wondered as she continued
feeling absently for her glass...there. She sighed with relief as she
managed to grab the glass before it toppled over, for it almost did. She brought
it towards her face shakily, took off the cover, raised the glass to her lips,
and drank slowly.
After a while, she placed the empty glass on the floor beside her, sighing
helplessly. Although the water did wonders to clear her mind even just a little
bit, it didn't help much in clearing her vision. Everything was still one big
blurry mass in her eyes. It was certainly a wonder that she even managed to
distinguish the night table from the rest of the room; everything looked so
similar to her.
Did...Lyserg...bring me to my room...? She was struggling to stand up as
that particular thought entered her head. She walked back slowly towards the
sleeping area, stumbling along the way, as the memory of something raced through
her mind: her thirst. She wondered why she was so thirsty. Did I...-really-
drink...four full bottles...of wine...? She could still feel the bittersweet
aftertaste in her mouth.
And...something else.
If I did...then...why am I so thirsty...?
BUMP! Jeanne groaned softly as she managed to collide against something hard,
something that looked like...the wall. The wall, and it has a...small hole
that can open sideways...since when was there a hole in -my- room...? She
wondered absently. She went through the opening in the wall, slightly confused
when she felt that the wall panel...seemed to swing back and forth when she
passed through it, almost as if it was...a door.
But there is -no- door, she reminded herself sleepily. This is -my-
room...she yawned. And I want to sleep. I'm still thirsty, but...that
can't be helped. She stumbled across something extremely solid and hard, and
would have fallen over if she hadn't managed to lean her hands against
the...wall. Yes, that's the wall. That's the wall, alright. I'm pretty sure
that's the wall. She stopped leaning against it and continued to walk,
sighing with relief as her blurry vision finally made out something that looked
distinctly like her futon very close by. Just a couple of more steps...she
paused abruptly as the swimming sensation chose that time to attack her head,
making her wince slightly as, not only did the room become even more blurry, it
also started spinning around and around. Dear Lord...if you really wish for
me to die right now...please let me die a peaceful death...preferably -while-
I'm asleep...she sighed with relief as the swimming sensation finally
stopped.
Just...three...no, four...no, three...more steps...She swayed forward,
yawning again. Two...one...no...two more steps...breathing in once, she
stumbled, silently cheering as she felt something soft and padded by her foot.
My futon...finally. Sliding her body downwards, Jeanne fell forward on
top of the soft, warm cushion with a contented sigh. She laid her cheek sleepily
on top of her warm, sweetly scented pillow. Then, with a final yawn, she closed
her eyes...and after a few minutes, she drifted off to sleep.
With her eyes closed, she shifted to a more comfortable position and wrapped her
arms around her large, warm pillow. Thank you, Lord. Now...I'm ready to die.
Meanwhile, due to her drunken state and blurry vision, Jeanne didn't realize
that the pillow she was holding on to was...TOO unusually large--life-sized, in
fact--for a normally large pillow. It was also unusually-shaped, unusually warm,
and...breathing.
It was breathing. It was...alive.
Strangely enough, the pillow also looked extremely familiar...
*~*~*~*~*~*
At the rooftop, Hao smiled upon seeing that the last light illuminating the
whole city was finally turned off. He gazed up at the night sky, briefly noting
that the only other light, aside from the stars, which probably still shone
brightly at this hour, was the one in the dining hall, where Manta and Opacho
were still playing the last moves of the final round of their chess tournament.
He grinned slightly at the thought of his trusty assistant. I wonder what I
would do if she ever leaves me...
Briefly, he thought about Manta, as well as his brother's other friends. -My-
friends too, he corrected himself silently. According to Yoh, that is.
Trust is the hardest thing to gain, so acceptance...he sighed. I'll
take what I can get. It's the first step towards gaining their trust, at
least...it probably won't be so easy...especially when it comes to...Lyserg-kun
and convent girl...no, Iron Maiden Jeanne, -not- convent girl. Her name is
Jeanne.
If I want to gain all of their trust, I'd best remember to address them by
their rightful names...
Hao smiled fondly as a sharp, loud bark reached his ears. Koroku...Keiko's
puppy. Keiko...Yohmaru...Yohnta...Ren-chan...and the future Hao-chan, if Yoh
manages to convince his wife...he shook his head. As their only
full-blooded Uncle...I promise myself that I'll take care of them...I'll take
care of them like a second parent, much like the way my brother and his wife
does, yet differently...he grinned. I'll give them everything they could
ever want in this world...and I'll protect them in the best possible way I can.
As for the discipline...he paused at this thought...I'll leave that up
to Yoh and Anna. Values, and morality are not Asakura Hao's specialty...they're
more my brother's...more his wife's than his, rather...
Anna...he sighed with resignation as he thought about his sister-in-law.
Coldness I can accept. Aloofness, hatred...-anything- she wants to throw at
me, I'll accept wholeheartedly...but I won't give up. Sooner or later, I'll gain
her trust. Sooner or later, she'll learn to accept me as her brother...and then,
the trust will come afterwards.
Sooner or later, either -I- will get through to her...or Yoh will convince
her. He smiled slightly. I have much more faith in the latter than the
former. I have doubts as to whether I'll succeed...but my brother...if anyone
can make Anna change her mind about something...or someone, -he- can. I have
complete faith in my brother.
Faith, hope, trust...and love.
I love my brother. I'm not ashamed to admit it. He's the only reason I'm even
alive right now...and he's the reason why I continue to live. Him, our family,
-his- family...and our friends.
They're the reason why -I'm- here...ALL of them...but...more than
anyone...HIM. My brother...the other half of me.
And brother...I promise myself that I'll protect you. For as long as I am
here, I'll protect you...the way I should have protected you long ago.
You...and everyone else you love.
And hopefully...he leaned against the railings as he continued to look up
at the sky...hopefully we'll remain brothers...for always.
Oyasumi once again, Otouto...he thought silently, sending his twin a
message without words, only thoughts. Unspoken.
...Hao could've sworn he heard an answer. Oyasumi nasai, Oniichan.
You should go to bed now. It's late.
The long-haired shaman smiled brightly as he realized...and felt...the link
between them. "Hai, Otouto. I will." He said out loud. Then, with a final glance
at the city, covered in darkness, illuminated softly by the moon and the stars,
he turned around and headed towards the stairway, to his own room.
Oyasumi nasai, Funbarigaoka. See you in the morning.
TSUZUKU.
End notes:
One more chapter to go, plus the epilogue.^^ I *totally* enjoyed writing this
chapter, yes I did.^^
Smoking is, as always, bad for your health. And drinking, too...^^
To Unmei...no, I didn't receive the map.;_; My email is being
mean...could you please send it again? Please, please, please, please, with
strawberry cheesecake on top?^_^ Thank you, and I am so incredibly glad you're
back. Ne, what happened to you, anyways...?
To da*mouse and Kira, have I thanked you yet for the
dedications...? I know I haven't, so...thank you from the bottom of my heart.^^
And Kira-chan, you wonder how I'm able to write 30+ pages long stuff...?
Honestly...I don't know either.^^;;; I haven't written anything this long
before, ever (well, except for my thesis, which was 170+ pages long...). Maybe
it's got something to do with the overflowing ideas in my head...added to the
fact that when the SK characters start talking or thinking in my head, they
never stop.^^;;;
Anyway, thanks for all those who have been reading and reviewing (and liking and
loving and even hating, if you will) this fic. You've all been really great.^^
And oh! Before I forget...HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY, MANTA!!! (September 5,
yup^^).
Reviews will be very much appreciated.
