Author's note: This is the new chapter, i'm updating all my fics. Sorry
it's so short! Please R&R
Sunday 30th March.
****************The mother****************
Well I phoned him. I don't know why, I just did. It's like I had no free will I just picked up the phone and dialled the number. I talked to Carter and we had a nice conversation. It was nice, I keep on forgetting how much I miss him. I must have spent about 2 hours on the phone and as I said goodbye, for some reason tears fell down my face. I didn't tell him but I cried silently. I feel guilty feeling like this, I should be a mother and do my best for my family but instead I'm sitting here moping over some man.
*******************The step-father***********************
Dear Diary,
Abby's acting strange. Whenever I try to hug her or kiss her she just finds something that she has to do and I can see that she's hurt. I don't want her to be upset and I want to make her better. I can't make her better if I don't know what on earth is wrong with her and she isn't going to tell me. I know that. I'll just have to find out somehow. Ceara is in an insanely good mood and Kacey is acting like she usually does, like a moody teenager. I just don't know what to do to make Abby happy, she isn't happy, I know that and I want more than anything in the world to change things so that she is.
***************************The step-daughter (Kacey)***************************
Hey diary. They're back, large and unfortunately in charge. Ceara's acting like a brat, mom's acting weird and to tell the truth I don't give a toss about Derek. I'm sneaking out to go to a party tonight. Mom will kill me, but I don't care. One of Doug's friends is holding the party. Doug will be there, that'll be a reason enough to go. i don't mean I like him, but at least I'll know someone there. There should be lots of alcohol there, I will probably get drunk bigtime, but that's part of the fun. Music, alcohol, guys, that's how you live life to the full. Right?
***********************The sister (Ceara)****************************
I got back today. Kacey wasn't glad to see me, nothing's changed. Mommy is acting all scary, she seems like her head is in the clouds and she keeps hugging me. I don't understand what's happening. Diary can you help me to understand? Can you make things better? please. I just want my mommy back, I want to live in a happy family like the kids in my class and Barney. I'm going to go watch TV now because Lady and the Tramp is on today and daddy is letting me stay up late and watch it with him. He says we can eat candy and popcorn as long as we don't tell mommy. Mommy says candy will rot my teeth. I love my daddy sosososososo much, he lets me do stuff that mommy doesn't and he loves me back. I think I love him more than mommy, I definitely love him more than Kacey. Kacey says I'll be tortured like Hitler in hell if I say shit like that.
Sunday 30th March.
****************The mother****************
Well I phoned him. I don't know why, I just did. It's like I had no free will I just picked up the phone and dialled the number. I talked to Carter and we had a nice conversation. It was nice, I keep on forgetting how much I miss him. I must have spent about 2 hours on the phone and as I said goodbye, for some reason tears fell down my face. I didn't tell him but I cried silently. I feel guilty feeling like this, I should be a mother and do my best for my family but instead I'm sitting here moping over some man.
*******************The step-father***********************
Dear Diary,
Abby's acting strange. Whenever I try to hug her or kiss her she just finds something that she has to do and I can see that she's hurt. I don't want her to be upset and I want to make her better. I can't make her better if I don't know what on earth is wrong with her and she isn't going to tell me. I know that. I'll just have to find out somehow. Ceara is in an insanely good mood and Kacey is acting like she usually does, like a moody teenager. I just don't know what to do to make Abby happy, she isn't happy, I know that and I want more than anything in the world to change things so that she is.
***************************The step-daughter (Kacey)***************************
Hey diary. They're back, large and unfortunately in charge. Ceara's acting like a brat, mom's acting weird and to tell the truth I don't give a toss about Derek. I'm sneaking out to go to a party tonight. Mom will kill me, but I don't care. One of Doug's friends is holding the party. Doug will be there, that'll be a reason enough to go. i don't mean I like him, but at least I'll know someone there. There should be lots of alcohol there, I will probably get drunk bigtime, but that's part of the fun. Music, alcohol, guys, that's how you live life to the full. Right?
***********************The sister (Ceara)****************************
I got back today. Kacey wasn't glad to see me, nothing's changed. Mommy is acting all scary, she seems like her head is in the clouds and she keeps hugging me. I don't understand what's happening. Diary can you help me to understand? Can you make things better? please. I just want my mommy back, I want to live in a happy family like the kids in my class and Barney. I'm going to go watch TV now because Lady and the Tramp is on today and daddy is letting me stay up late and watch it with him. He says we can eat candy and popcorn as long as we don't tell mommy. Mommy says candy will rot my teeth. I love my daddy sosososososo much, he lets me do stuff that mommy doesn't and he loves me back. I think I love him more than mommy, I definitely love him more than Kacey. Kacey says I'll be tortured like Hitler in hell if I say shit like that.