She was just a bit upset that Sirius couldn't be there. Telling Draco was easier and there was a calmer less akward reaction.

"Hey son."

"Hi Mom, What's up?"

"Just wondering...How would you feel about having some siblings."

"Never really thought about it, could be cool I guess. Why?"

"I'm the mother of Sirius' kids, 4 and a half months."

"Really? Whoa that is well, I don't know but I like it."

Krissey went back to her room to decide how to let Narcissa know that she was to become Mrs. Malfoy and there would be a divorce happening soon. Krissey added a few curse words-literally-as well as some words in the united states that were considered muggle curse words.

Over the next few days Krissey was happy sort of, but she missed Sirius and James and Lily. She almost couldn't take it losing the only love of her life, her son was of courrse her main priority but she and Lucius back together she didn't want to remember what happened the last time. She loved Lucius almost as much as she did Sirius but something was different there, Sirius was also Krissey's friend.

The doctor said she was due in July on Lily's birthday, shortly before James'.

Living back at the Malfoy Manor didn't help too much either, back in her old room and seeing all the others come by to visit her, not living in godric's hollow was the hardest. Every summer they used to go down there when she would stay with James or Sirius. Remus lived in the muggle world because his father like Arthur Weasley had an obsession with muggle things and wanted to know all about them.

Serena/Narcissa didn't really take it too hard when she found out but she was a little upset over losing her fortune and well you know how cheerleaders act when their jock boyfriends break up with them?(no offense.) well it was sorta like that, a big scene to draw attention.

Krissey would look at her pictures and yearbooks....the memories they had. She was looking through some of her old things she stumbled upon a poem he had written to her back in seventh year.

Confused

Each time I see you I fall deeper And more in love I can't help but think that if Heaven is real you're seent from abouve

I don't believe like that Although I hate seeing you No matter the feelings of love You always confuse me too

What makes it even worse Is how you make me feel wrong My heart is cursed Yet yours has a beautiful song

You tell me to be sure Before I say I love you I am sure of one thing It seems too good to be true

I love you deeply and completely With all my heart And I hate my emotions Even worse when we're apart

Kisses and hugs Love you lots Si

She began to cry as she read down the parchment and felt responsible, saying to herself over and over....."If I had just stayed on Tom's side and kept him away maybe he'd(sob)be here and(sob)with me."

Krissey was too busy to realize that Draco had stopped on his way downstairs and came in the room to help. Being unaware she startled at his arm around her shoulder.

"You really loved him hunh, Mom?"

"Yhea." she cried