I'm back! Sorry for the long delay but you know how the end of the school
year is. I was bombarded by ISUs, exams and then graduation. @_@ But now
I'm all done. No more school and that means alot more writing and much
faster updates!
I'm sorry, but I won't be able to do individual thank yous in this chapter. Since ff.net has been so screwy, I'm missing some and I'd feel horrible to leave anyone out, but apparently I got 26 reviews for one chapter and now I'm up to 81 reviews! Hooray! Thank you all SO MUCH! I promise to thank everyone in the next chapter for any reviews I get in this chapter. So read, enjoy and review!
Oh, if you're curious about when updates are, and you have a livejournal, then feel free to add me as your friend! My LJ name is the_kaizer and don't be afraid, despite what my Rei icon says, I don't bite ^_~
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Chapter 6
"You're going to tell him right now, Rei."
"B-but Lei! You said that I could have the whole day to tell him and there's still so much time left, why do I have to tell him right now?"
"Because if you don't tell him now, then you'll just come up with another excuse and avoid doing it. I know how you are, Rei and we've been through this so many times. How many times have you had the chance to tell Kai, but you haven't? Hmm? Enlighten me, Rei."
The Chinese boy frowned, and quickly looked away, his dark bangs falling over his face. His hold on his baby tightened noticably, as Zhen babbled and tipped his head up to look at his 'mother'. The baby gingerly reached up to pat Rei's chin, and Rei tensed a moment before lowering his face to kiss Zhen's forehead softly.
"It's harder then you think, Lei."
"And what's so hard about it?" Lei asked, as he crossed his arms against his bare chest. "All you have to do is tell him, and then it will all be over with. Why are you trying to run away from this, Rei?"
"You wouldn't understand, Lei..." Rei said quietly, then looked up when Lei stepped in front of him, amber eyes staring deeply into golden ones.
"Try me."
"Lei... please don't do this to me..." Rei whispered, as he once again lowered his head, this time burying his face in his son's soft dark hair, which caused Zhen to coo and nuzzle against his mother's chest.
"I have to, Rei. It's the right thing to do and if you won't tell him, then I will. It's your choice. You, or me." Rei was quiet for a few moments, as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly and rubbed his baby's back. He knew that he could never ask Lei to break the news to Kai for him. Not only would that be cowardly, but Kai probably wouldn't take the news too well either.
Lei already knew Rei's decision without the younger teen telling him. He had known Rei since they were just children, so he knew the other boy inside and out. Rei was always the type to want to do things on his own, and never wanted to be seen as weak. That's the only reason why Lei had faced Rei with this decision. He knew that if Rei had to choose, he'd rather tell Kai on his own, and that's the way it should be anyways.
"Me," Rei's voice suddenly said, causing Lei to look at him. The chinese teen's head was still down, but he slowly lifted it to meet Lei's gaze once again.
"I'm going to tell him... now. That is, if you'll watch Zhen for me?"
"Of course," Lei smiled, showing his pearly white fangs to Rei as he carefully wrapped his arms around Zhen's tiny waist and pulled him away from his mother, to hold against his own chest. "You know that I'm always available to baby-sit my favourite little kitten."
"Yeah, yeah, I know," Rei smiled back. "You're a world class baby-sitter, Lei. Maybe I should buy you your own trophy."
"That -would- be nice..."
"Shut up and keep an eye on him, or else I'll -never- be able to tell Kai!"
"Oh, and we couldn't have that! Not -another- excuse!" Lei teased, only to get a light smack on the arm from Rei, as he walked past and went towards his and Kai's shared bedroom.
Rei stopped at the door, and ran a hand through his hair. This was the moment that he had been dreading ever since he had first found out he was pregnant with Zhen. How would Kai react when he found out that he had a son... and with another guy? What if it ruined the friendship that they had. It had taken so long to develop and Rei just couldn't bare the thought of losing it right now.
"Why did I have to wait so long?" Rei muttered, before he took a deep breath and slowly turned the doorknob. He waited a moment, before stepping into the room. Kai was already in there, getting dressed after his shower and Rei felt his face flush to see his captain in only his boxers and still dripping from his shower. But, Kai didn't seem to notice that there was an addition to the room, until he heard the quiet 'click' when Rei shut the door behind him.
"Kai?"
"What?" the slate-haired boy asked, as he pulled on a pair of loose jeans and turned to look at the other teen.
"Can we talk? I need to... I really need to tell you something..."
"Sure, go right ahead."
Rei bit down on his lower lip, as he made his way over to sit on their bed. He sat cross-legged, and placed his hands firmly in his lap. He was quiet, until Kai finished getting dressed, and after giving him a curious look, sat down on the bed next to him.
"So, what do you need to talk about?" Kai asked, a small frown forming on his lips when he noticed how Rei kept fidgeting nervously beside him. "Are you okay..."
"I'm fine!" Rei replied a little too quickly, as he lifted his head and looked at Kai. He took another deep breath before he slowly shook his head. "No, I'm not fine. I need to talk to you... it's about... well, it's about us and... Zhen."
"Zhen? Oh! Are you apologizing for what happened at breakfast, because that's okay. He's just a baby."
"No, that's not what I was going to say."
"Then what?"
"Umm... I... I'm not Zhen's father," Rei said softly, and Kai's eyes widened before he blinked slowly.
"You're not Zhen's father? So you adopted him?"
"No."
"Are you baby-sitting him for someone? Is it Mariah's kid?"
"What?!?" Rei exclaimed, before blushing when he realized how loud he had yelled that. He bit down on his lip and he shook his head no, then looked back up at Kai. "No, Zhen isn't Mariah's. He's mine."
"But you just said that you're not the father."
"I know... I'm the mother."
Kai's face when blank as he stared at Rei. What the hell was Rei talking about? How could he be the mother when he was a boy? It wasn't possible... was it? He had never heard of such a thing happening. Maybe this was some sort of prank and any minute Tyson and Max would jump out with a video camera and laugh at him for falling for this silly little joke. But, as Kai looked into Rei's eyes and saw nothing but fear, worry and a small tinge of hope, he knew that the chinese teen wasn't lying.
"But... how?"
Rei sighed softly, relieved that Kai didn't go ballistic right away before he began to tell Kai about how neko-jins reproduced. His captain seemed to be listening carefully, nodding every once in awhile, as Rei went into careful detail, and told Kai everything that he knew. When he was done, Kai finally asked the question that caused Rei's stomach to tighten and churn uneasily.
"Who's the father?"
"You."
TBC
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Now, if that isn't a cliffhanger then I don't know what is. D Please review and let me know what you think so far. I'm hoping that it was worth the wait, but I bet you all are just anxious to see how Kai reacts and don't worry, Rei won't get beat up, that's just too mean!
I'm sorry, but I won't be able to do individual thank yous in this chapter. Since ff.net has been so screwy, I'm missing some and I'd feel horrible to leave anyone out, but apparently I got 26 reviews for one chapter and now I'm up to 81 reviews! Hooray! Thank you all SO MUCH! I promise to thank everyone in the next chapter for any reviews I get in this chapter. So read, enjoy and review!
Oh, if you're curious about when updates are, and you have a livejournal, then feel free to add me as your friend! My LJ name is the_kaizer and don't be afraid, despite what my Rei icon says, I don't bite ^_~
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Chapter 6
"You're going to tell him right now, Rei."
"B-but Lei! You said that I could have the whole day to tell him and there's still so much time left, why do I have to tell him right now?"
"Because if you don't tell him now, then you'll just come up with another excuse and avoid doing it. I know how you are, Rei and we've been through this so many times. How many times have you had the chance to tell Kai, but you haven't? Hmm? Enlighten me, Rei."
The Chinese boy frowned, and quickly looked away, his dark bangs falling over his face. His hold on his baby tightened noticably, as Zhen babbled and tipped his head up to look at his 'mother'. The baby gingerly reached up to pat Rei's chin, and Rei tensed a moment before lowering his face to kiss Zhen's forehead softly.
"It's harder then you think, Lei."
"And what's so hard about it?" Lei asked, as he crossed his arms against his bare chest. "All you have to do is tell him, and then it will all be over with. Why are you trying to run away from this, Rei?"
"You wouldn't understand, Lei..." Rei said quietly, then looked up when Lei stepped in front of him, amber eyes staring deeply into golden ones.
"Try me."
"Lei... please don't do this to me..." Rei whispered, as he once again lowered his head, this time burying his face in his son's soft dark hair, which caused Zhen to coo and nuzzle against his mother's chest.
"I have to, Rei. It's the right thing to do and if you won't tell him, then I will. It's your choice. You, or me." Rei was quiet for a few moments, as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly and rubbed his baby's back. He knew that he could never ask Lei to break the news to Kai for him. Not only would that be cowardly, but Kai probably wouldn't take the news too well either.
Lei already knew Rei's decision without the younger teen telling him. He had known Rei since they were just children, so he knew the other boy inside and out. Rei was always the type to want to do things on his own, and never wanted to be seen as weak. That's the only reason why Lei had faced Rei with this decision. He knew that if Rei had to choose, he'd rather tell Kai on his own, and that's the way it should be anyways.
"Me," Rei's voice suddenly said, causing Lei to look at him. The chinese teen's head was still down, but he slowly lifted it to meet Lei's gaze once again.
"I'm going to tell him... now. That is, if you'll watch Zhen for me?"
"Of course," Lei smiled, showing his pearly white fangs to Rei as he carefully wrapped his arms around Zhen's tiny waist and pulled him away from his mother, to hold against his own chest. "You know that I'm always available to baby-sit my favourite little kitten."
"Yeah, yeah, I know," Rei smiled back. "You're a world class baby-sitter, Lei. Maybe I should buy you your own trophy."
"That -would- be nice..."
"Shut up and keep an eye on him, or else I'll -never- be able to tell Kai!"
"Oh, and we couldn't have that! Not -another- excuse!" Lei teased, only to get a light smack on the arm from Rei, as he walked past and went towards his and Kai's shared bedroom.
Rei stopped at the door, and ran a hand through his hair. This was the moment that he had been dreading ever since he had first found out he was pregnant with Zhen. How would Kai react when he found out that he had a son... and with another guy? What if it ruined the friendship that they had. It had taken so long to develop and Rei just couldn't bare the thought of losing it right now.
"Why did I have to wait so long?" Rei muttered, before he took a deep breath and slowly turned the doorknob. He waited a moment, before stepping into the room. Kai was already in there, getting dressed after his shower and Rei felt his face flush to see his captain in only his boxers and still dripping from his shower. But, Kai didn't seem to notice that there was an addition to the room, until he heard the quiet 'click' when Rei shut the door behind him.
"Kai?"
"What?" the slate-haired boy asked, as he pulled on a pair of loose jeans and turned to look at the other teen.
"Can we talk? I need to... I really need to tell you something..."
"Sure, go right ahead."
Rei bit down on his lower lip, as he made his way over to sit on their bed. He sat cross-legged, and placed his hands firmly in his lap. He was quiet, until Kai finished getting dressed, and after giving him a curious look, sat down on the bed next to him.
"So, what do you need to talk about?" Kai asked, a small frown forming on his lips when he noticed how Rei kept fidgeting nervously beside him. "Are you okay..."
"I'm fine!" Rei replied a little too quickly, as he lifted his head and looked at Kai. He took another deep breath before he slowly shook his head. "No, I'm not fine. I need to talk to you... it's about... well, it's about us and... Zhen."
"Zhen? Oh! Are you apologizing for what happened at breakfast, because that's okay. He's just a baby."
"No, that's not what I was going to say."
"Then what?"
"Umm... I... I'm not Zhen's father," Rei said softly, and Kai's eyes widened before he blinked slowly.
"You're not Zhen's father? So you adopted him?"
"No."
"Are you baby-sitting him for someone? Is it Mariah's kid?"
"What?!?" Rei exclaimed, before blushing when he realized how loud he had yelled that. He bit down on his lip and he shook his head no, then looked back up at Kai. "No, Zhen isn't Mariah's. He's mine."
"But you just said that you're not the father."
"I know... I'm the mother."
Kai's face when blank as he stared at Rei. What the hell was Rei talking about? How could he be the mother when he was a boy? It wasn't possible... was it? He had never heard of such a thing happening. Maybe this was some sort of prank and any minute Tyson and Max would jump out with a video camera and laugh at him for falling for this silly little joke. But, as Kai looked into Rei's eyes and saw nothing but fear, worry and a small tinge of hope, he knew that the chinese teen wasn't lying.
"But... how?"
Rei sighed softly, relieved that Kai didn't go ballistic right away before he began to tell Kai about how neko-jins reproduced. His captain seemed to be listening carefully, nodding every once in awhile, as Rei went into careful detail, and told Kai everything that he knew. When he was done, Kai finally asked the question that caused Rei's stomach to tighten and churn uneasily.
"Who's the father?"
"You."
TBC
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Now, if that isn't a cliffhanger then I don't know what is. D Please review and let me know what you think so far. I'm hoping that it was worth the wait, but I bet you all are just anxious to see how Kai reacts and don't worry, Rei won't get beat up, that's just too mean!