This takes place in Chapter 24 during the reception on the Tafanda Bay, which is portrayed in Ruin from Jaina's POV. This time we see it from Jag's POV. Hope you enjoy!
THE EYES
Jag walked toward the dais with a crisp formality to his step, perfected from
years of practice at the Academy. Behind him trailed a dozen blue-skinned
Chiss, his adopted comrades. He held his wiry frame tall beneath his black
uniform adorned with the blood-red stripes running along his pant legs and
cuffing his sleeves.
Jag mounted the dais at a sharp step, leaving the Chiss in their white uniforms
to file along the front of the platform below him. Out of the corner of his
eye, he could see them snap to attention as they turned to the stage in unison.
In that same glance, his eye was drawn to a pair of robed figures heading
through the crowd in the direction of the dais. One was a tall man, who would
have been stunningly handsome in his black and gray attire if not for the vivid
scar running the length of his face.
The second figure was a petite form wrapped in a blue robe. The robe grabbed
his attention, igniting a fleeting memory; the face kept it. Framed by brown
flowing locks, the face was none other than that of Jaina Solo. In the second
Jag had to process the information as she passed out of view, he realized she
was wearing the distinctive attire of a Jedi, much like he had observed Master
Luke Skywalker and his wife wearing before they, too, had entered the hall.
The discovery that Jaina Solo was a Jedi rocked Jag to the very foundation of
his being. The thought had never occurred to him as his mind pondered her over
the last couple of hours since meeting his uncle. He was not sure why this
truth affected him so. What Jag could not shake was the vivid image of the haunting
dream replaying in his mind. Her eyes reflected the brilliant violet rays
emanating from the sword of light grasped in her hand. Now, Jag had no
choice but to see those eyes for himself and thrust
this frivolous sidebar from his mind once and for all.
Jag pushed the thoughts out of his mind as he reached Relal
Tawron. He bowed sharply before taking his hand. The Ithorian high priest turned to introduce Jag to Borsk Fey'lya, but Jag had
already moved, bypassing the Chief of State's Cabinet
as well. Chiss society was based on a strict code of honor and truth. Power was
earned through strength and actions. The lies and deception inherent in
politicians was beneath everything the Chiss stood for, acknowledging their
presence would only lower himself to their level.
Jag stopped again at Admiral Kre'fey and executed a
stiffly formal bow. The Bothan admiral accepted his
proffered hand. Jag continued down the line shaking each hand in turn, starting
with Colonel Darklighter, the commander of Rogue
Squadron. The New Republic
colonel was courteous as he took Jag's hand, but his face revealed confusion
over Jag's actions. Jag did not fret over the fact that a Rebel could not fathom the honor required to live among the Chiss.
Next in line was Jedi Master Luke Skywalker. Jag acknowledged the man for his
prowess as a warrior and the honor required to sacrifice so much for the good
of others. The Chiss held these values in high esteem. Taking the man's hand,
Jag looked into his eyes and was drawn to the undeniable power lying beneath
the surface. A Jedi, to the best of Jag's knowledge, relied on a mysterious
gift called the Force and should not be taken lightly. Jag berated himself; he should have
anticipated that the daughter of Leia Organa Solo,
the sister to this powerful Jedi, would have Force skills as well. It was a well-known fact that the ability was
usually inherited.
Jag moved on to accept the hand of Mara Jade Skywalker, a Jedi Master in her
own right, and wife of the Jedi leader. This man and woman were the uncle and
aunt of the brown-haired girl standing at the bottom of the dais, who kept
dividing his mind's attention. Jag had not expected to see Jaina this evening.
She would not have been invited as a pilot. Rogue pilots lacked the discipline
to represent the New Republic
at such a gathering. Her presence had to be required as a Jedi and dignitary
based on her lineage. Now, the surprise left his thoughts wanting for focus.
His only desire was to get off the dais and stare straight into her eyes once and
for all. Everything else about the evening seemed irrelevant.
Jag ignored the gasps and hubbub that began to rise in the crowd. The noise
seemed to strengthen as he bowed to his uncle. Wedge cast him an affectionate
grin, which Jag politely returned, before the man enfolded him a hug. Jag
stepped back and adjusted his uniform with a sharp tug at the base of the
jacket, then continued on down the line. He could not get over his formalities
with Admiral Pallaeon fast enough. There was no need
to bother with the Imperial Moffs, the whole
despicable flock of political vultures, so Jag made haste for the steps leading
off the dais.
For once in Jag's life, he had no control over the path his feet chose. There
was an urgent question that needed an answer, drawing him like a Ployi moth to a flame. Every step drew him closer to the
truth, hidden in the eyes of Jaina Solo. As intent as his focus must have been
on her, willing those eyes to look straight at him, Jag nearly lost his step as
her brown eyes flashed wide at the sight of him striding her way.
The closer he got, the more he could not shake the truth. His ears buzzed with
a white noise that drowned out all other stimuli. His eyes were deceived by the
flash of snowflakes that swirled in front of them, increasing in volume with
the mounting strength of the drone filling his mind. There was no violet light
to reflect off the sparkling brown irises, flecked with a hue as deep as
Corellian brandy, but there was no denying that they were indeed the same.
Jag's dream haunted him as flurries of snowflakes crowded his vision,
fluttering around Jaina until they blew away in an apparent gust. This time
though, the girl in his vision did not disappear with the flakes. She stood
true and beautiful before him. The noise faded, and all that was left were two
people in a room alone, locked in a silent moment of fate.
Jag drew himself up before her, straight of limb and muscularly taut, then
snapped his head and upper body forward in a bow that was not as deep as that
given to the others, but was nonetheless respectful. "I am Jagged Fel." He
straightened, and she started to blush as his green-eyed gaze raked her over. "A Jedi, too. Fascinating."
Then Jaina blinked her eyes, and the spell over Jag released its hold long
enough for him to realize the rashness of his move. Never in his life had Jag
done something without considering every conceivable outcome like a move in Chadrapak. That was until today; and then, he had done so
twice. Her eyes opened, and Jag was again under the spell of her bewitching
stare. "Too?"
It must be some power Jedi have over those of us without Force skills. I
would have hoped to be strong enough to resist, he thought as he replied. "In addition to being a superior pilot. You are a difficult
kill." There you go you light-haired fool; now she will think you are
hitting on her, paying her such a high compliment.
Jaina smiled at him as her eyes sparkled in a dance of liquid fire. "You meant
that as a compliment."
Of course I did. Thank the maker, though, she did not take it as too high a
praise. Remember, she does not have the same standards as you do. Jag
nodded. "Among the Chiss, it is high praise indeed. I was only a bit better
than you at your age."
Then another voice ripped Jag from the thrall of his enchantment, as it mocked
his compliment. "Which was what, about two years ago?"
Jag turned to face the Jedi dressed in black and gray robes. He would have been
as handsome as the men in his mother's holodramas,
except for the fresh scar running the length of his face. This man, another
Jedi, had escorted Jaina Solo here. To Jag's estimation, only a man as handsome
as he had been would be worthy of the beauty instilled in the woman before him.
The injury was a tragedy, but she must have been kind enough to see past it.
Jag refused to be embarrassed by this man; he almost felt a twinge of envy for
the Jedi that obviously captivated Jaina Solo's heart. He wrestled the useless
emotion and locked it away behind his steely emotional barriers. "Yes, just
before I took command of my squadron."
Jag felt another presence at his side. "Colonel Fel."
"Yes, Uncle?" As Jag turned to face Wedge Antilles, he caught a strange
look shared by the male Jedi and Jaina Solo. The fresh feeling of jealousy
reared back out of the box he had shoved it into and ignited his soul on fire.
What he would have given to be the one she affixed her attention. Jag mused
over how one person could exercise complete and utter control over his
sensibilities without even trying.
Lost in his thoughts, Jag barely registered his uncle's words. "You should
return to the dais and greet those people you bypassed." Wedge nodded toward Borsk Fey'lya and his
confederates. "They are fairly important."
She is the girl I have sought my whole life; that I had searched Csilla high
and low for. The dreams had to be a sign. How could I know Jaina so completely
without ever laying eyes on her, if it was no less than destiny? Mother had
always said there would be a special woman for me and I would know it in my
heart when I saw her. Now I finally find her, and fate has played a cruel trick
on me. She belongs to another.
The spite in his heart took control, and Jag felt a flame of fury erupt. This
was not the time or place to lose control of his emotions, so Jag concentrated
them on the one thing he could. He shook his head. "They're politicians."
