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I sat on a huge speaker as Matt coversed with the other members of the band during their warm-up. I drank some of my soda as they all played a few noted together, matt had already worked up a bit of a sweat, beads of persperation slid down his skinny toned arms as he gripped his guitar and sang into the mic. His hair stayed tight in place. Once they finished their warm-up and let his little fan girls into the auditorium his group and him left stage to rest a bit before performing, Yamato led me back to his changing room as he wiped his face off with a blue towel and threw it over the sink. Someone banged on his door.
"15 mins yamato, be ready."
"Yeah yeah, slave driver." Yama whispered to me.
I smiled as Matt brought me into an embrace and held me tight.
"Im glad your here takeru." He said happily.
"Well it has been a while since ive seen you perform."
He held me for a bit longer and then turned to the fridge in the corner and grabbed a bottle of water out and tore the cap off. As he bent his head back to take a drink i lowered my eyes to his neck and they wondered down to his chest where his shirt was open. I sighed in pleasure of seeing his creamy skin.
"You ok?"
"huh?" I blushed. "Yeah im fine, why would anything be wrong, everything is A-okay, yep...."
Matt looked at me confused as his mouth faded into a grin as he bent down and pressed his lips to mine, I closed my eyes as his tounge slid its way into my mouth hesitantly.
"Well well, i thought we'd never make it."
"We wouldve been here sooner if you wouldnt have gotten us lost."
Matt pulled back as Tai and davis forced their ways into his dressing room argueing over davis's poor sense of direction, i blushed as so did matt.
"did we interupt brotherly love?" Tai teased.
Matt blushed an even darker shade of red, was he embarassed of me? why did we have to hide? I thought he loved me, as i did him.
"Tai shut-up, your....your always such a jerk, i was just trying to talk to T.K."
Talk? more like have your way with me. I looked at him confused as he cracked a joke to tai, Davis came and sat next to me on matts couch.
"Hey loser." he said to me as he ruffled my hair.
"hey." I answered, matt looked back at me as i looked away in anger.
"Yamato, i told you 14 mins ago that you needed to be on stage in 15, why arent you on your way?" His manager grumbled at him.
"Oh sorry, guess i just lost track of time, im there."
His manager nodded and headed out.
"well guys lets go." tai said as Davis got up and started down the hallway before everyone, Tai was close behind as matt stood in the door.
"You coming bro?"
I looked away with teary eyes. "Give me a sec I'll be there...k"
He lowered his head and turned down the hallway towards the screaming girls, their noise filtered through his open door until it slammed shut with the weight, the noise was gone all that filled the room was my crying. I wailed as i poured my face into my hands.
"Why dont you love me matt? Why? I try so hard to make you love me, what am I doing wrong......Yama...." I sobbed silently as i tried to dry my leaking eyes with my sleeve. I looked down at my hoodie.
"This is matts." I said quietly to myself. I tore it off me and held it tightly. "oh yama." I breathed in his scent as i sobbed on it. "I want you love me matt, just love me...please, i dont want to be with anyone else but you, my Yama-kun. I sobbed against the fabric more as my eyes burned, tonight was going to be a long night.
I sat on a huge speaker as Matt coversed with the other members of the band during their warm-up. I drank some of my soda as they all played a few noted together, matt had already worked up a bit of a sweat, beads of persperation slid down his skinny toned arms as he gripped his guitar and sang into the mic. His hair stayed tight in place. Once they finished their warm-up and let his little fan girls into the auditorium his group and him left stage to rest a bit before performing, Yamato led me back to his changing room as he wiped his face off with a blue towel and threw it over the sink. Someone banged on his door.
"15 mins yamato, be ready."
"Yeah yeah, slave driver." Yama whispered to me.
I smiled as Matt brought me into an embrace and held me tight.
"Im glad your here takeru." He said happily.
"Well it has been a while since ive seen you perform."
He held me for a bit longer and then turned to the fridge in the corner and grabbed a bottle of water out and tore the cap off. As he bent his head back to take a drink i lowered my eyes to his neck and they wondered down to his chest where his shirt was open. I sighed in pleasure of seeing his creamy skin.
"You ok?"
"huh?" I blushed. "Yeah im fine, why would anything be wrong, everything is A-okay, yep...."
Matt looked at me confused as his mouth faded into a grin as he bent down and pressed his lips to mine, I closed my eyes as his tounge slid its way into my mouth hesitantly.
"Well well, i thought we'd never make it."
"We wouldve been here sooner if you wouldnt have gotten us lost."
Matt pulled back as Tai and davis forced their ways into his dressing room argueing over davis's poor sense of direction, i blushed as so did matt.
"did we interupt brotherly love?" Tai teased.
Matt blushed an even darker shade of red, was he embarassed of me? why did we have to hide? I thought he loved me, as i did him.
"Tai shut-up, your....your always such a jerk, i was just trying to talk to T.K."
Talk? more like have your way with me. I looked at him confused as he cracked a joke to tai, Davis came and sat next to me on matts couch.
"Hey loser." he said to me as he ruffled my hair.
"hey." I answered, matt looked back at me as i looked away in anger.
"Yamato, i told you 14 mins ago that you needed to be on stage in 15, why arent you on your way?" His manager grumbled at him.
"Oh sorry, guess i just lost track of time, im there."
His manager nodded and headed out.
"well guys lets go." tai said as Davis got up and started down the hallway before everyone, Tai was close behind as matt stood in the door.
"You coming bro?"
I looked away with teary eyes. "Give me a sec I'll be there...k"
He lowered his head and turned down the hallway towards the screaming girls, their noise filtered through his open door until it slammed shut with the weight, the noise was gone all that filled the room was my crying. I wailed as i poured my face into my hands.
"Why dont you love me matt? Why? I try so hard to make you love me, what am I doing wrong......Yama...." I sobbed silently as i tried to dry my leaking eyes with my sleeve. I looked down at my hoodie.
"This is matts." I said quietly to myself. I tore it off me and held it tightly. "oh yama." I breathed in his scent as i sobbed on it. "I want you love me matt, just love me...please, i dont want to be with anyone else but you, my Yama-kun. I sobbed against the fabric more as my eyes burned, tonight was going to be a long night.