7

I stood before matt in our steam filled shower room as he dried me off, i had never recieved such care from him before. He ruffled my hair with the towel.

"well i feel much better." he streached with a towel wrapped around his waist.

I brushed my teeth as i tried to slide my boxers up my thin legs, Matt reached around me to help pull them up. He dragged them up to my waist line and held onto my thin waist as he kissed my shoulder.

"There you go."

"Thanks onisan." I said with a mouth full of tooth paste.

He laughed at me as he walked out of the bathroom, i blushed, again. I finished brushing my teeth as I walked past Matts room, he pulled his blankets down as he fluffed his pillows some what.

"g'nite." I told him as i paused int he door frame. Matt looked at his bed and then back at me.

"Night." He said almost as if sad.

I turned to leave, "Takeru."

"huh?" I answered him quickly.

"You...can sleep in here with me if you want."

I turned to look at matt, he actually looked vulnerable to me, at that moment matt was vulnerable, almost as is if I needed to protect him. Like he wanted me to protect him. I walked up behind him.

"Id love to."

He turned to smile at me. I threw my stuff on the floor and climbed into matts bed. He turned off his bed side lamp as I crawled up beside him. He wrapped his arm around my thin waist.

"I love you Takeru."

"I love you too Onisan."

I felt his hand caress my side softly, i felt myself growing hard again. Matts hand wondered down around to my hard member, caressing me gently. He buried his nose into my hair breathing in my scent, he kissed my neck.

"You smell so good Takeru, you always do."

He slid his hand to my ass, feeling my muscles tense at his touch, i turned to wrap my arms around him and slide one leg on each side of him pushing the weight of my hips down on his own desire.

"Oh takeru."

how i longed to hear those words pass Matts lips, the way he said it, it sent waves of pleasure up my spine. He slid both hands down around my ass pushing my hips closer down on him, I rubbed our erections together roughly as my tounge danced along his neck. He breathed into my ear as i continued to bump us together. He turned me over and pushed his weight down on me, i sure didnt mind. He slid his tounge down my chest once more aiming at my hardness, i arched my hips into the air as he nibbled at my hip.

"oh yama-kun" I breathed.

He tugged at my boxers as i helped him pull them off, he pulled himself back up and kissed me gently, out tounged danced gently in a waltz.

"Yama, i want to do it to you this time."

He brushed stray strands of gold hair away from my eyes as he gazed into them deeply. he nodded and turned over. i pulled down his boxers and threw them to the floor. The scent of matts manhood filled my nose as my mouth watered.

"Go ahead takeru, its okay."

I took my tounge and licked at his head gently, he threw his head back at my touch. He slid my tounge up and down his hard length as he cotinued to take deeps breaths. I slid his head into my mouth as he looked back down at me, I took him all the way in as his eyes widened.

"Oh fuck!" He yelled silently.

"whats wrong? did I do it wrong Yama? im sorry."

Matt grabbed me.

"no, your fine its..just that you took me, all of me at once, all 8 inches of me."

I smiled as he pulled me into an embrace.

"your fine Takeru."

I pressed my lips tight to his as our tounges danced once more, i pulled back as Matt lapped his tounge around the base of my neck.

"Matt? I want it now."

He stopped to look at me, he gazed at me for a while as i panted.

"are you sure?"

i nodded as he reached into his bed side tabled and pulled out a tube of KY. He turned me over as I offered my ass up to him. He leaned down and slid his tounge along my crack, my eyes widened at the intrution of his tounge probing me, but I allowed it. I lubed one of his fingers and circled my virgin ring.

"Takeru, this might hurt at first, but i promise it will get better okay."

I winced at the thought of pain but i nodded and allowed him entrance inside me. I felt the ring tear as he pushed his finger deep inside me, i grabbed the sheets as i gasped.

"just relax takeru ok."

I held on tight to the sheets as he moved his finger in and out of me, slowly. He added another finger as it tore some more. I bit my lower lip.

"oh yama, stop please, it hurts."

he continued to streach me as I whined to him. He added his third finger, streaching, tearing me inside. I flung my eyes opened as his fingers caressed this hidden part of me deep inside, My breathes were deeper now and full of pleasure as i cried out to matt to keep going, I pleaded with matt to not stop. I begged in the back of throat with moans and gasps that escaped ever so often.

"See takeru it doesnt hurt does it."

He slid his fingers out of me, i whimpered at the loss. He positioned himself up between my crack and nudged his way in with his erection. I gripped the sheets, this was a bit bigger than his three fingers, i tore a little more and winced abit until he got his thrust motions right and in tune with my spot. I moaned in the back of my throat as Matts girth massaged my depths.

"Oh yama-kun."

"Yes takeru."

"oh...yama-kun!"

He pounded himself deep with in me, i threw my head back in pleasure as Matt slid his hand around my side and grabbed my erection and began to stroke me slightly. He pumped me as I screamed out his name, i have never known desire, i had never known want, i had never known Love, until that night. The way Matt was inside me, i felt safe. i knew he would always be there for me no matter what had come our way, we would always be joined like this, always.

He pumped harded as i continued to yell out for him. He turned me over on my back and edged his way back inside me, no pain, no winceing, just wonderment at how beautiful my brother was. he continued to fuck into me as i lay on my back, my hands slid up and down his back, twirling strands of his long blonde hair through my fingers, feeling his sweat soaked skin against mine. It was amazing all on its own. I felt matts seed explode with in me as he pumped me and I came in his hand, splahing agaisnt his stomach and mine as well. i panted as matt sat up pulling himself out of me, he leaned down and licked my come off my stomach from the little pool in formed on me. He sat back up as I leaned up and cleaned my mess off him, the mixture of mine ans his that still lay silently on his erection tasted so sweet to me I couldnt believe it.

"You taste so good onisan." I told him as i looked up at him.

He collapsed on top of me in an embrace, his sweaty body pressing down on top of me i sighed in content running my fingers through his hair.

"matt? how can you be so perfect? everything about you, your hair, smile, your beautiful voice. Its all so perfect, and yet, im not at all, theres nothing special about me, yet you love me anyways."

"Takeru." He said sadly, he held me closer. "Takeru, i love you becuase you love me, you accept me, the good and the bad. You love me, not for what i can do, but for who i really am deep inside......and for that i will always adore you, my love, my...little brother."

Tears swelled up in my eyes, he was right, i did love all his qualities, good and bad. but, was i really all that great as Matt thought i was?