8
I awoke to the sound of matt lighting up a cigarette in the living room, fumbling with it and such, cursing out loud. I hid under the covers. when he had one i knew it ment something was wrong, terribly wrong. I peeled the sheets off my head and headed towards the door.
"fuck!"
I hid around the doorframe peeking out to see him sitting there with it in his mouth, with the liighter that wouldnt work. He threw against the T.V.
"Onisan?"
He stopped to turn his head slowly towards me, his eyes were red from crying. As I went to comfort him there was a loud knock at the door. He was startled, seetting the cigerette down he got up and wiped his eyes.
"Who is it?" He asked sadly. I frowned.
"Open this god damn door before i break the fucker down."
Matt turned the dead bolt as the door came swinging open knocking Yama to the ground. Tai steeped in holding a newspaper, he folded it and swatted at matt who sat helplessly on the floor. He kicked him over as Matt tried to stand.
"I cant believe you woudl do something like this, this.....this is disgusting!"
He held the newspaper in front of his face.
"Its all over the news Ishida."
"You think I havent seen it, I saw it over and over again, its all they've been playing."
I looked at Tai, I was confused. What was on the news, what was the picture on the front of the newspaper?
"Where is he?" Tai asked.
Matt didnt answer he just tried to pull himself up to his feet. TAi grabbed at his colar and pushed against the wall.
"Where the fuck is your little brother Ishida!"
Matt still didnt answer, Tai was growing impatient, He balled up his fist and sent a fast strike at Matts face, then another to his torso knocking the wind from him. He fell to his knees gasping for air.
"You make me sick ishida."
I burst from my hiding place to push Tai away then kneel next to matt trying to comfort him. I lifted his head up as blood seeked its way from his mouth to his chin. I hugged him as Tai kicked me away. Matt stood and pushed tai against the bar.
"He has nothing to do with this Kamiya. Just go now."
Matt glared at Tai as he fixed his coat and headed out the door. He slammed it shut behind him. I looked up at matt from the floor as he stood with his back turned to me, i watched his back rise and fall with his deep enraged breathes he was taking.
"Im sorry Takeru."
"but...why?"
He turned towards the TV and flipped it on. There was a video camera filming us lastnight in his car, and then when we got home. There it was, our love displayed for the whole world to see. Young fangirls were running around being interviewed by the news host.
"Excuse me what do you think of matts actions?"
"I think its disgusting." those words burned me. " I have listened to his music since he was playing in the front of his house, ive been to every concert here in japan, but i had no idea that he was a incestuous. it makes me sick."
Matt turned it off. "what we did has been playing all morning. Im sorry this happened." Matt sobbed with his back still turned towards me.
I got up and walked towards him cautiously, i reached up and hugged on his arm.
"Even after all this you still love me?" I looked up at him and nodded. "takeru you truly are perfect." I broke down as Matt turned to hold me tight against him. His fingers raced through my hair as I cried on his white shirt that was unbuttoned around his neck, how did this happen to us?
When i was younger i always believed that when you were inlove that everything didnt matter, that the world would accept you. But i guess i was wrong.
I awoke to the sound of matt lighting up a cigarette in the living room, fumbling with it and such, cursing out loud. I hid under the covers. when he had one i knew it ment something was wrong, terribly wrong. I peeled the sheets off my head and headed towards the door.
"fuck!"
I hid around the doorframe peeking out to see him sitting there with it in his mouth, with the liighter that wouldnt work. He threw against the T.V.
"Onisan?"
He stopped to turn his head slowly towards me, his eyes were red from crying. As I went to comfort him there was a loud knock at the door. He was startled, seetting the cigerette down he got up and wiped his eyes.
"Who is it?" He asked sadly. I frowned.
"Open this god damn door before i break the fucker down."
Matt turned the dead bolt as the door came swinging open knocking Yama to the ground. Tai steeped in holding a newspaper, he folded it and swatted at matt who sat helplessly on the floor. He kicked him over as Matt tried to stand.
"I cant believe you woudl do something like this, this.....this is disgusting!"
He held the newspaper in front of his face.
"Its all over the news Ishida."
"You think I havent seen it, I saw it over and over again, its all they've been playing."
I looked at Tai, I was confused. What was on the news, what was the picture on the front of the newspaper?
"Where is he?" Tai asked.
Matt didnt answer he just tried to pull himself up to his feet. TAi grabbed at his colar and pushed against the wall.
"Where the fuck is your little brother Ishida!"
Matt still didnt answer, Tai was growing impatient, He balled up his fist and sent a fast strike at Matts face, then another to his torso knocking the wind from him. He fell to his knees gasping for air.
"You make me sick ishida."
I burst from my hiding place to push Tai away then kneel next to matt trying to comfort him. I lifted his head up as blood seeked its way from his mouth to his chin. I hugged him as Tai kicked me away. Matt stood and pushed tai against the bar.
"He has nothing to do with this Kamiya. Just go now."
Matt glared at Tai as he fixed his coat and headed out the door. He slammed it shut behind him. I looked up at matt from the floor as he stood with his back turned to me, i watched his back rise and fall with his deep enraged breathes he was taking.
"Im sorry Takeru."
"but...why?"
He turned towards the TV and flipped it on. There was a video camera filming us lastnight in his car, and then when we got home. There it was, our love displayed for the whole world to see. Young fangirls were running around being interviewed by the news host.
"Excuse me what do you think of matts actions?"
"I think its disgusting." those words burned me. " I have listened to his music since he was playing in the front of his house, ive been to every concert here in japan, but i had no idea that he was a incestuous. it makes me sick."
Matt turned it off. "what we did has been playing all morning. Im sorry this happened." Matt sobbed with his back still turned towards me.
I got up and walked towards him cautiously, i reached up and hugged on his arm.
"Even after all this you still love me?" I looked up at him and nodded. "takeru you truly are perfect." I broke down as Matt turned to hold me tight against him. His fingers raced through my hair as I cried on his white shirt that was unbuttoned around his neck, how did this happen to us?
When i was younger i always believed that when you were inlove that everything didnt matter, that the world would accept you. But i guess i was wrong.