9
Later that afternoon i grabbed some clothes and headed towards the shower to wash away my sadness, but i was kidding myself this wouldnt go away. I turned on the water as the sound of matts harmonica filled the bathroom, my eyes filled with tears. I stripped off my clothes and stepped in to wash up. The sound off the water drownded out his harmonica, i conditoned my hair as the warm water rushed over my thin frame.
Once finished I stepped out to see matt no where, at first I thought that maybe he was out on the balcony, but it was just a passing thought. I opened the fridge to see a bento from last weekend, thats when it hit me. where was Yamato? He wasnt here, at all. I raced around the house looking, yelling, searching everywhere. He was gone, I threw my hoodie on and headed for hte door. Thats when I saw the note sitting on the bar. I walked towards it slowly, i opened it with a shaky hand as his harmonica fell out onto the floor at my feet. I stared at it, the memories hit me all at once like i was run over by a train. My eyes flooded with tears as they raced down my cheeks as I read the letter...
Dear takeru,
Im sorry for all the pain I caused you these past few days, i took your virginity and it hurts me to admit it. I violated you and it was wrong. Im going away now so you'll be safe. PLease dont ever forget me.
Love your onisan,
Yamato Ishida
I crumbled up the paper in my hand and ran out the door, as I made it to the bottom floor cameras flashed in my face as ppl forced their ways towards me questioning what my brother had done to me? if he was forcing me into it? If the rumors were true? I was pulled aside by a tug as I was thrown into a car and it sped off down the street.
"Are you ok?"
I turned to see Kari next to me.
"Kari? what are you..."
"Are you okay?" She inturupted me.
"Yeah im fine, do...do you hate me too?" She looked at me kinda dissapointed.
"why would you think that? Im your friend, besides I think its adorable how your brother risk everything to be with you, i hope to find somebody like someday."
"HEs not really risking anything Kari. He left me."
She turned towards me slowly as she stopped at the light.
"He told me, wed be together forever." I sobbed. "HE ran from me, when i needed him most."
"Im sure he didnt."
I handed her the note as she un-folded it and read what he had wrote me.
"Oh...takeru."
I broke down and cried out into my palms as she continued to drive me somewhere.
"I thought he loved me Kari, he was perfect for me. The he leaves me here alone in a world i dont even understand, I love him."
Later that afternoon i grabbed some clothes and headed towards the shower to wash away my sadness, but i was kidding myself this wouldnt go away. I turned on the water as the sound of matts harmonica filled the bathroom, my eyes filled with tears. I stripped off my clothes and stepped in to wash up. The sound off the water drownded out his harmonica, i conditoned my hair as the warm water rushed over my thin frame.
Once finished I stepped out to see matt no where, at first I thought that maybe he was out on the balcony, but it was just a passing thought. I opened the fridge to see a bento from last weekend, thats when it hit me. where was Yamato? He wasnt here, at all. I raced around the house looking, yelling, searching everywhere. He was gone, I threw my hoodie on and headed for hte door. Thats when I saw the note sitting on the bar. I walked towards it slowly, i opened it with a shaky hand as his harmonica fell out onto the floor at my feet. I stared at it, the memories hit me all at once like i was run over by a train. My eyes flooded with tears as they raced down my cheeks as I read the letter...
Dear takeru,
Im sorry for all the pain I caused you these past few days, i took your virginity and it hurts me to admit it. I violated you and it was wrong. Im going away now so you'll be safe. PLease dont ever forget me.
Love your onisan,
Yamato Ishida
I crumbled up the paper in my hand and ran out the door, as I made it to the bottom floor cameras flashed in my face as ppl forced their ways towards me questioning what my brother had done to me? if he was forcing me into it? If the rumors were true? I was pulled aside by a tug as I was thrown into a car and it sped off down the street.
"Are you ok?"
I turned to see Kari next to me.
"Kari? what are you..."
"Are you okay?" She inturupted me.
"Yeah im fine, do...do you hate me too?" She looked at me kinda dissapointed.
"why would you think that? Im your friend, besides I think its adorable how your brother risk everything to be with you, i hope to find somebody like someday."
"HEs not really risking anything Kari. He left me."
She turned towards me slowly as she stopped at the light.
"He told me, wed be together forever." I sobbed. "HE ran from me, when i needed him most."
"Im sure he didnt."
I handed her the note as she un-folded it and read what he had wrote me.
"Oh...takeru."
I broke down and cried out into my palms as she continued to drive me somewhere.
"I thought he loved me Kari, he was perfect for me. The he leaves me here alone in a world i dont even understand, I love him."