Disclaimer: No, I don't own Cowboy Bebop, but I wouldn't mind owning Spike
-_-'.
Unwanted: A Cowboy Bebop Fanfic
By: Katie S.
Rated: Pg-13
Category: Romance/ Drama
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Chapter 6: Two Weeks Late
Faye sat on her ravaged bed, fear swirling in her emerald orbs. She had to get away from him... She tightly pulled herself into a ball, burying her head in her knees, slowly slipping into a panicked state.
He had sheepishly asked for the usual from the helpless damsel, but this time... it almost seemed he had more on his agenda.
Of course Faye had agreed to give it to him, but when he pulled a gun on her... she fled... fast.
So there she was, quivering in her lonely apartment, running from the inevitable. She knew he'd catch her, and she knew he'd get his revenge, but the frightened emotions inside her caused her to run away, thinking it would be for the better...
Truly, she knew better than that...
" Open the fucking door bitch!" Mr. Jacobs's voice bellowed through her barren apartment, causing her to flinch in panic.
What was she to do? There was no where to run... No one to turn to...
Before her mind could even process the facts, Faye felt her legs moving towards the door wearily. Her mind screamed at her, telling her to stop, but she hastily continued, grasping the door knob tightly. She cringed at the thought of what was to become of her...
She slowly opened the door, fixing her gaze at the floor below her.... she just wasn't gonna look at him.
" What'd I tell you! Do not disobey me!" He reached out, grasping her by the neck and pulling her towards him. Faye whimpered at the pain, but continued to stare at the floor before her.
His eyes narrowed at her reluctance. " Answer me bitch!" He shook her violently, awaiting an answer impatiently.
Faye whimpered again, but finally looked into his decietful blue orbs. He smiled at her pain, and loosened his grip on her, forcing her back into her apartment.
" Well, then... Where were we?" He slammed the door behind him, and slowly stepped towards Faye. She began to pant in panic as she continued to back away from the large man.
" W-what... w-what do you want from me?" She finally spoke.
Mr. Jacobs chuckled softly, grinning slightly. " I thought we already settled this long ago..."
Tears began to form in her eyes as the memory flashed in her mind. It's not like he was that bad looking of a man, but he was almost twice as old as her... with a dreadful history of a rapist.
Why had she let him push her around in the first place? This wasn't the real Faye... was it?
" F-fine..." She obeyed, beginning to slip her clothing off.
He smiled evily at the control he had over her...
He truly owned her....
~*~
' Spike.....'
' Awake my sweet love....'
Spike's mismatched eyes slowly fluttered open, gazing upon deep blue ones. He backed away in astonishment.
' Julia?'
' Do not fear my dear... I am always here for you...'
The graceful angel slowly reached out to him, grazing her fingertips along his face. She giggled lightly at the look on his face.
' But... you...'
Spike slowly stood up, meeting Julia face to face, his eyes wide with amazement.
' I'm always watching over you love...'
Spike smiled slightly, moving closer to Julia.
' I love you...'
Julia frowned slightly, backing away from Spike slowly.
' Spike....'
' What's wrong Julia?'
She turned her face away and sighed slightly.
' Spike... You must follow your heart...'
' I don't understand..... you are my heart and soul...'
Julia shut her eyes tightly, hiding the pain in her eyes.
' No...'
Spike's eyes widened in shock.
' Julia, what are you saying?'
' Spike... I am merely the past... I am just the star that guided your way...'
Spike backed away, clenching his teeth.
' No!'
' You have a destiny awaiting... Your fate is the hands of another...'
Spike narrowed his eyes at her slightly.
' But I don't want anyone but you...'
Julia paused, gazing wistfully in his choclate eyes.
' You're lying...'
Spike gasped in shock.
' Spike... you must walk among the saviors... for you are the guardian of her past....'
Spike was confused...
' Who...'
' Do not conceive the lie your past is bespeaking to you... for your heart will always reveal the light of another...'
' Julia... do you not love me?"
' Spike, it is not my chosen path to love you, for my destiny has already been forsaken... yet it is still my duty to guide you...'
Spike shut his eyes slowly.
' Faye....'
~*~
Spike's panicked form shot up quickly. His sustained panting slowly diminished as his eyes met the darkness of his room.
' A dream?'
He sighed lightly, realizing the delusion his mind was forcing onto him. He hastily wiped the sweat from his forehead, sighing in relief.
" Faye...."
Spike slowly stood, stretching his lanky body. He yawned lightly, slowly shuffling his body towards the door.
' It felt so real....'
He reached out sluggishly grasping the door, tugging it open. He paused momentarily, letting his eyes adjust to the piercing hallway lights.
" Spike-person!" Ed chirped, tackling the weary cowboy, " You're finally awake!"
" Yeah, whatever, just get off of me Ed..." Spike hissed, pushing Ed off of him.
" What is the matter with Spike-person?" Ed questioned.
" Nothing, okay, just leave me alone..." Spike growled back. Ed frowned, scurrying away from him, Ein following closely behind.
" You know I'm really getting sick of your attitude Spike." Jet's voice echoed through the hallway. He was carelessly dressed in a apron, glaring at Spike from the end of the hallway.
Spike remained silent as he continued to glower back at Jet. Jet narrowed his eyes at him slightly.
" Listen Jet... It's none of your business, okay?" Spike finally spoke, pushing his way past Jet.
" It sure as hell is my business! This is my ship Spike! And if you're not gonna quit that attitude, you can just leave..." Jet looked Spike directly in the eye. Maybe he really didn't mean what he said....
" Maybe I will..." Spike snarled, glaring back at him fiercely.
" No you won't..." Jet seemed determined...
Spike turned towards Jet, facing him completely. He narrowed his eyes at him slightly, tightening his fists.
" Don't act like you know me..." His voice was barely a whisper, but still fierce and audible.
Jet sighed heavily, shaking his head lightly.
" You know, I'll never understand you Spike Spiegal..." Jet chuckled.
" Maybe that's a good thing..." And with that Spike turned away from Jet, making his way towards the hangar.
Maybe he really was leaving...
~*~
She held the verdict tightly in her hand, shaking in dismay. She had no idea something so small, and so pathetic, could hold the answer to her future. Why hadn't she thought of the consequences?
She was only two weeks late, but it still scared the hell out of her. And the thought that it would be his doing, scared her even more.
What would she do with it?
Keep it, probably... maybe...
She fixed her eyes on the little window, keeping her eye open for any blue or red lines to show up...
She continued to shake in fear, beads of sweat forming on her forehead. She shut her eyes tightly, reciting her last prayers to herself.
But when she opened her eyes, her future had already been decided...
Positive...
Tears sprung out of her eyes, and her whole heart dropped, shattering into nothingness. What would she do? She had to tell him, right?
She angirly hurled the test against the wall, breaking it into nothing but scattered pieces of plastic.
She was so angry... Angry at her descisions. Angry at her life. And...
Angry at her future.
She stared at the mirror before her, reflecting the image of the worthless piece of shit she had become. Her cheeks were reddened with hate, but her eyes were glazed with tears of sorrow and regret.
She furiously thrusted her fists into the mirror, shattering the images before her. She cringed at the pain, but continued to slaughter the glass into smaller pieces, until it was literally dust before her.
She stared down at the heap of broken glass, letting the blood from her fists drip into her sorrows.
She couldn't keep the baby...
It wouldn't be fair, would it?
But...
Then again, maybe this life growing inside her was her future... her destiny. Maybe it was the one thing she was born to live for... hope for... and dream for.
Yes.... maybe this was the one thing to overcome her past, and uncover her future. Maybe it was her chosen destiny to mold a past and future for this mistaken soul...
A sudden look of determination tugged on Faye's broken features. She wasn't gonna let herself down again...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
* Gasp* A sudden twist in the story plot O.o Oh, well it makes it that much better, eh? I feel so sorry for Faye T_T...
Anyways, I am very aware that Julia was WAY OOC in Spike's dream, but it's a dream remember? And I know this is another short chapter, but I just had to end it there to torture you*cackles evily*....
Ahem *cough*...
Sorry, I think I'm a little high on something today O.o....
Unwanted: A Cowboy Bebop Fanfic
By: Katie S.
Rated: Pg-13
Category: Romance/ Drama
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Chapter 6: Two Weeks Late
Faye sat on her ravaged bed, fear swirling in her emerald orbs. She had to get away from him... She tightly pulled herself into a ball, burying her head in her knees, slowly slipping into a panicked state.
He had sheepishly asked for the usual from the helpless damsel, but this time... it almost seemed he had more on his agenda.
Of course Faye had agreed to give it to him, but when he pulled a gun on her... she fled... fast.
So there she was, quivering in her lonely apartment, running from the inevitable. She knew he'd catch her, and she knew he'd get his revenge, but the frightened emotions inside her caused her to run away, thinking it would be for the better...
Truly, she knew better than that...
" Open the fucking door bitch!" Mr. Jacobs's voice bellowed through her barren apartment, causing her to flinch in panic.
What was she to do? There was no where to run... No one to turn to...
Before her mind could even process the facts, Faye felt her legs moving towards the door wearily. Her mind screamed at her, telling her to stop, but she hastily continued, grasping the door knob tightly. She cringed at the thought of what was to become of her...
She slowly opened the door, fixing her gaze at the floor below her.... she just wasn't gonna look at him.
" What'd I tell you! Do not disobey me!" He reached out, grasping her by the neck and pulling her towards him. Faye whimpered at the pain, but continued to stare at the floor before her.
His eyes narrowed at her reluctance. " Answer me bitch!" He shook her violently, awaiting an answer impatiently.
Faye whimpered again, but finally looked into his decietful blue orbs. He smiled at her pain, and loosened his grip on her, forcing her back into her apartment.
" Well, then... Where were we?" He slammed the door behind him, and slowly stepped towards Faye. She began to pant in panic as she continued to back away from the large man.
" W-what... w-what do you want from me?" She finally spoke.
Mr. Jacobs chuckled softly, grinning slightly. " I thought we already settled this long ago..."
Tears began to form in her eyes as the memory flashed in her mind. It's not like he was that bad looking of a man, but he was almost twice as old as her... with a dreadful history of a rapist.
Why had she let him push her around in the first place? This wasn't the real Faye... was it?
" F-fine..." She obeyed, beginning to slip her clothing off.
He smiled evily at the control he had over her...
He truly owned her....
~*~
' Spike.....'
' Awake my sweet love....'
Spike's mismatched eyes slowly fluttered open, gazing upon deep blue ones. He backed away in astonishment.
' Julia?'
' Do not fear my dear... I am always here for you...'
The graceful angel slowly reached out to him, grazing her fingertips along his face. She giggled lightly at the look on his face.
' But... you...'
Spike slowly stood up, meeting Julia face to face, his eyes wide with amazement.
' I'm always watching over you love...'
Spike smiled slightly, moving closer to Julia.
' I love you...'
Julia frowned slightly, backing away from Spike slowly.
' Spike....'
' What's wrong Julia?'
She turned her face away and sighed slightly.
' Spike... You must follow your heart...'
' I don't understand..... you are my heart and soul...'
Julia shut her eyes tightly, hiding the pain in her eyes.
' No...'
Spike's eyes widened in shock.
' Julia, what are you saying?'
' Spike... I am merely the past... I am just the star that guided your way...'
Spike backed away, clenching his teeth.
' No!'
' You have a destiny awaiting... Your fate is the hands of another...'
Spike narrowed his eyes at her slightly.
' But I don't want anyone but you...'
Julia paused, gazing wistfully in his choclate eyes.
' You're lying...'
Spike gasped in shock.
' Spike... you must walk among the saviors... for you are the guardian of her past....'
Spike was confused...
' Who...'
' Do not conceive the lie your past is bespeaking to you... for your heart will always reveal the light of another...'
' Julia... do you not love me?"
' Spike, it is not my chosen path to love you, for my destiny has already been forsaken... yet it is still my duty to guide you...'
Spike shut his eyes slowly.
' Faye....'
~*~
Spike's panicked form shot up quickly. His sustained panting slowly diminished as his eyes met the darkness of his room.
' A dream?'
He sighed lightly, realizing the delusion his mind was forcing onto him. He hastily wiped the sweat from his forehead, sighing in relief.
" Faye...."
Spike slowly stood, stretching his lanky body. He yawned lightly, slowly shuffling his body towards the door.
' It felt so real....'
He reached out sluggishly grasping the door, tugging it open. He paused momentarily, letting his eyes adjust to the piercing hallway lights.
" Spike-person!" Ed chirped, tackling the weary cowboy, " You're finally awake!"
" Yeah, whatever, just get off of me Ed..." Spike hissed, pushing Ed off of him.
" What is the matter with Spike-person?" Ed questioned.
" Nothing, okay, just leave me alone..." Spike growled back. Ed frowned, scurrying away from him, Ein following closely behind.
" You know I'm really getting sick of your attitude Spike." Jet's voice echoed through the hallway. He was carelessly dressed in a apron, glaring at Spike from the end of the hallway.
Spike remained silent as he continued to glower back at Jet. Jet narrowed his eyes at him slightly.
" Listen Jet... It's none of your business, okay?" Spike finally spoke, pushing his way past Jet.
" It sure as hell is my business! This is my ship Spike! And if you're not gonna quit that attitude, you can just leave..." Jet looked Spike directly in the eye. Maybe he really didn't mean what he said....
" Maybe I will..." Spike snarled, glaring back at him fiercely.
" No you won't..." Jet seemed determined...
Spike turned towards Jet, facing him completely. He narrowed his eyes at him slightly, tightening his fists.
" Don't act like you know me..." His voice was barely a whisper, but still fierce and audible.
Jet sighed heavily, shaking his head lightly.
" You know, I'll never understand you Spike Spiegal..." Jet chuckled.
" Maybe that's a good thing..." And with that Spike turned away from Jet, making his way towards the hangar.
Maybe he really was leaving...
~*~
She held the verdict tightly in her hand, shaking in dismay. She had no idea something so small, and so pathetic, could hold the answer to her future. Why hadn't she thought of the consequences?
She was only two weeks late, but it still scared the hell out of her. And the thought that it would be his doing, scared her even more.
What would she do with it?
Keep it, probably... maybe...
She fixed her eyes on the little window, keeping her eye open for any blue or red lines to show up...
She continued to shake in fear, beads of sweat forming on her forehead. She shut her eyes tightly, reciting her last prayers to herself.
But when she opened her eyes, her future had already been decided...
Positive...
Tears sprung out of her eyes, and her whole heart dropped, shattering into nothingness. What would she do? She had to tell him, right?
She angirly hurled the test against the wall, breaking it into nothing but scattered pieces of plastic.
She was so angry... Angry at her descisions. Angry at her life. And...
Angry at her future.
She stared at the mirror before her, reflecting the image of the worthless piece of shit she had become. Her cheeks were reddened with hate, but her eyes were glazed with tears of sorrow and regret.
She furiously thrusted her fists into the mirror, shattering the images before her. She cringed at the pain, but continued to slaughter the glass into smaller pieces, until it was literally dust before her.
She stared down at the heap of broken glass, letting the blood from her fists drip into her sorrows.
She couldn't keep the baby...
It wouldn't be fair, would it?
But...
Then again, maybe this life growing inside her was her future... her destiny. Maybe it was the one thing she was born to live for... hope for... and dream for.
Yes.... maybe this was the one thing to overcome her past, and uncover her future. Maybe it was her chosen destiny to mold a past and future for this mistaken soul...
A sudden look of determination tugged on Faye's broken features. She wasn't gonna let herself down again...
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* Gasp* A sudden twist in the story plot O.o Oh, well it makes it that much better, eh? I feel so sorry for Faye T_T...
Anyways, I am very aware that Julia was WAY OOC in Spike's dream, but it's a dream remember? And I know this is another short chapter, but I just had to end it there to torture you*cackles evily*....
Ahem *cough*...
Sorry, I think I'm a little high on something today O.o....