BJ by the window
Angel and Gill were inside dancing, while someone out side was watching the
dark haired girl with a far away look ,It was BJ , BJ with the big deep eyes looking at her knowing he would never touch her like him much less dance with her like he does, he wished it was him , he wished , he wished that that bright smile on her lips was his , his alone , he wished he could.... could...theres a millions of things he wanted to do that saying each one would last him an
eternity.
BJ
"It was time! i could feel it ! please not now! gimme a little more time, let me see her, let me keep watching her, who knows? will she be safe when im gone? i gotta stay ! well that guy love her enough to protect her? i
want to stay! please god!"
but a little voice said in his mind: "thats what you want? you want to stay? you know that she's gonna move on! you know thats theres no future for you and her! youll never admit it ! but whats she gonna do with you? can she go out with you like him? can she rest her head on your shoulder?
can you feel her.."
"STOP IT"
i thought "stop with ..".
BJ drew his breath as he clenched his fists with all his might if he was alive there would've been drops of blood now but then again he didn't want to think about being alive thinking about that would only remind him about
the thing that he wants the most.... To Live! that's what he wanted.
"Its right" i thought as i looked down at my hands wishing that i was alive, wishing that i was here for real, wishing that i could run inside ,
pull her out of his arms and tell her that....that.....I Love Her !"
BJ stood out-side the window with his palms against the glass, looking at the girl he loves in the arms of another, while the shadows of death drew him slowly away, into a world that BJ did not know, silent tears filled BJs
depthless eyes.
"come on look at me, LOOK AT ME DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!" I thought as hard as I
could as though thinking hard would make it true
BY the time she looked my way......... i was gone.
Not all storys are happy ! most of them are though, while heroes and heroines were living happily ever after , BJ and Angel never even knew the
love that they have for each other!
and here it ends
Auther whiping her tears
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AN: this is only a fanfic , if you were depressed about the ending of " Save the last dance for me" your not the only one i never cried that much about
a book ....NEVER!
just thinking about the ending makes me want to cry again :_: the story was so0o funny in the first book that hearing the second books title gave me the idea that their maybe a prom and BJ would arrive late to claim the last dance with Angel or something like that kinda like Casper
huh?
but i didnt notice the it said " save the LAST dance for me" and the thing that got to me most while i was crying my eyes out was this
sentence :"a single tear fill down Angels cheek"????????? my eyes where red like they were about to pop out and she had a single tear
as she slid back to Gills arms???? so0o you get the idea i mean... Man!!! was that story sad or what??? so0o
why i wrote this?
the scene with him standing out the window looking at her got to me the
most i tried to imagine BJs thoughts and i came to this !
i just hope you liked it! if you didnt go ahead flame me all you want i
deserve it!!
My ANs are longer than my fic !!
lol
Review....
Angel and Gill were inside dancing, while someone out side was watching the
dark haired girl with a far away look ,It was BJ , BJ with the big deep eyes looking at her knowing he would never touch her like him much less dance with her like he does, he wished it was him , he wished , he wished that that bright smile on her lips was his , his alone , he wished he could.... could...theres a millions of things he wanted to do that saying each one would last him an
eternity.
BJ
"It was time! i could feel it ! please not now! gimme a little more time, let me see her, let me keep watching her, who knows? will she be safe when im gone? i gotta stay ! well that guy love her enough to protect her? i
want to stay! please god!"
but a little voice said in his mind: "thats what you want? you want to stay? you know that she's gonna move on! you know thats theres no future for you and her! youll never admit it ! but whats she gonna do with you? can she go out with you like him? can she rest her head on your shoulder?
can you feel her.."
"STOP IT"
i thought "stop with ..".
BJ drew his breath as he clenched his fists with all his might if he was alive there would've been drops of blood now but then again he didn't want to think about being alive thinking about that would only remind him about
the thing that he wants the most.... To Live! that's what he wanted.
"Its right" i thought as i looked down at my hands wishing that i was alive, wishing that i was here for real, wishing that i could run inside ,
pull her out of his arms and tell her that....that.....I Love Her !"
BJ stood out-side the window with his palms against the glass, looking at the girl he loves in the arms of another, while the shadows of death drew him slowly away, into a world that BJ did not know, silent tears filled BJs
depthless eyes.
"come on look at me, LOOK AT ME DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!" I thought as hard as I
could as though thinking hard would make it true
BY the time she looked my way......... i was gone.
Not all storys are happy ! most of them are though, while heroes and heroines were living happily ever after , BJ and Angel never even knew the
love that they have for each other!
and here it ends
Auther whiping her tears
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AN: this is only a fanfic , if you were depressed about the ending of " Save the last dance for me" your not the only one i never cried that much about
a book ....NEVER!
just thinking about the ending makes me want to cry again :_: the story was so0o funny in the first book that hearing the second books title gave me the idea that their maybe a prom and BJ would arrive late to claim the last dance with Angel or something like that kinda like Casper
huh?
but i didnt notice the it said " save the LAST dance for me" and the thing that got to me most while i was crying my eyes out was this
sentence :"a single tear fill down Angels cheek"????????? my eyes where red like they were about to pop out and she had a single tear
as she slid back to Gills arms???? so0o you get the idea i mean... Man!!! was that story sad or what??? so0o
why i wrote this?
the scene with him standing out the window looking at her got to me the
most i tried to imagine BJs thoughts and i came to this !
i just hope you liked it! if you didnt go ahead flame me all you want i
deserve it!!
My ANs are longer than my fic !!
lol
Review....