A/n thank the gods for the get up kids. Great band indeed. Anyhow..Please please forgive me,Ive had the worst case of writers block and I also lost internet connection and the computer. I still dont have complete access to my own computer that sucks. I also fell in love with a million diffrent animes..started writing for those. Under a diffrent name though. Anyhow on with the story. And once again I apologize that this is long overdue. this sorta thing happens when you dont own your own computer..nor have internet connection. And before reading this her fan fic you may want to read Nothing compares to you. This is the sequel of course.
disclaimer-you know I dont own dbz..and the titles are lyrics from the song let the reigns go loose. Of course I dont own those either. Get Up Kids do.
This isnt what I wished for
Gohan sat alone on his bed listening to the song he'd only heard at least thirty times since he'd broken his one and only Videl's heart. It reminded him of the day,reminded him of the pain he felt without her. The pain she must feel. It was a slap in the face everytime he heard the song. How he missed her. The song always made him feel worse than ever. Tears welled in his eyes as a flashback of the day that he broke her heart. The day haunted him and he let out a sigh as tears fell.
He had just ended a rather passionate kiss with her. It would be thier last,he'd wanted to remember it. He spoke softly with butterflies in his stomach.
"Videl? I need to tell you something. Please dont get mad at me. I love you Videl you know that. But theres been something on my mind I need to tell you."Gohan began.
"Gohan I love you too."Videl said as her heart pounded and butterflies swarmed inside her.
"Videl..I think we should see other people. I mean were still young, and weve-"Gohan said looking to her.
"You mean WANT TO BREAK UP WITH ME! Is that it?"Videl asked with tears in her eyes.
"Yes Videl, I do have feelings for another girl. Id like to have a chance with her. Videl I love you,but I cant deny what I feel for her,I dont want to hurt you by cheating on you-"Gohan continued
"You asshole! Thats what you are. Gohan I hate you. I hate you for this. To-"Videl yelled.
"Videl,please dont be mad at me, I cant stop from feeling this way. I mean I feel so guilty thinking of her when Im with you,I feel like shit. I love you,but I cant stop thinking of her. I will only hurt you by cheating on you. Videl please dont cry,its for the best."Gohan interrupted.
"FOR the best?FOR THE BEST? Gohan thats the most ridiclious thing Ive ever heard."She said as she got up from him and slapped him."Good then its over Gohan go enjoy yourself. Just remember I hate you for this and I never want to see you AGAIN!"
Videl walked out of Gohans house slamming the door just as Goku came in. He felt the tears in his eyes fall from them as the flashback ended.
"You have every right to hate me."he said to himself.
He felt horrible. Miyu meant nothing to him. Videl meant everything to him, and now he didnt even have her.*Why did I even let her go? I'm such an idiot. I love her not Miyu!*
He heard a knock on his door, as he wiped away his tears. He rolled over pretending to be asleep. Right now he didnt want to deal with anyone,let alone let them see him cry. The door opened slowly and it was Goten, smiling away. He walked over to Gohan and shook him slightly.
"Gohan? Guess what?"Goten asked.
"What?"Gohan asked not rolling over to face him.
"Guess whos here?" Goten replied.
"Just tell me Goten. I really dont feel good right now"Gohan answered.
"Videl. She's here!"Goten said excitedly,hoping Gohan would get up to see her.
Gohan rolled over and sat up as he looked to Goten. He let out a sigh.
"Thats nice Goten." He said lying back down. He could fee the tears in his eyes.
"She's here because she misses you Gohan. She misses me too."Goten continued.
"Goten, do me a favor and go make her feel better. "Gohan began swallowing hard."Go hang out with her for me."
"Why did you be mean to her ? And why did you hurt her with that other girl?"Goten asked his smile fading.
"I dont know Goten."he answered as tears fell from his eyes.
"She's here because she misses you Gohan. She misses me too."Goten continued.
"Goten, do me a favor and go make her feel better. "Gohan began swallowing hard."Go hang out with her for me."
"Why did you be mean to her ? And why did you hurt her with that other girl?"Goten asked his smile fading.
"I dont know Goten."he answered as tears fell.
"You make her cry Gohan, she says you hate her now."Goten added.
That was all it took,the tears fell harder and he choked them back. He let out a sigh as he spoke.
"Just go away. Go play or something." he replied.
"I think you should tell her you are sorry."Goten said leaving the roon and closed the door behind him. *I should tell her Im sorry. I do love her more than anything in the world. I'm so sorry for ever hurting her. Kami, I miss her so much.* He let out another sigh and wiped the fallen tears from his eyes. Feeling this bad wasnt what he wished for. Now he only wanted Videl back in his arms. To hold her . But now he couldnt face her.
disclaimer-you know I dont own dbz..and the titles are lyrics from the song let the reigns go loose. Of course I dont own those either. Get Up Kids do.
This isnt what I wished for
Gohan sat alone on his bed listening to the song he'd only heard at least thirty times since he'd broken his one and only Videl's heart. It reminded him of the day,reminded him of the pain he felt without her. The pain she must feel. It was a slap in the face everytime he heard the song. How he missed her. The song always made him feel worse than ever. Tears welled in his eyes as a flashback of the day that he broke her heart. The day haunted him and he let out a sigh as tears fell.
He had just ended a rather passionate kiss with her. It would be thier last,he'd wanted to remember it. He spoke softly with butterflies in his stomach.
"Videl? I need to tell you something. Please dont get mad at me. I love you Videl you know that. But theres been something on my mind I need to tell you."Gohan began.
"Gohan I love you too."Videl said as her heart pounded and butterflies swarmed inside her.
"Videl..I think we should see other people. I mean were still young, and weve-"Gohan said looking to her.
"You mean WANT TO BREAK UP WITH ME! Is that it?"Videl asked with tears in her eyes.
"Yes Videl, I do have feelings for another girl. Id like to have a chance with her. Videl I love you,but I cant deny what I feel for her,I dont want to hurt you by cheating on you-"Gohan continued
"You asshole! Thats what you are. Gohan I hate you. I hate you for this. To-"Videl yelled.
"Videl,please dont be mad at me, I cant stop from feeling this way. I mean I feel so guilty thinking of her when Im with you,I feel like shit. I love you,but I cant stop thinking of her. I will only hurt you by cheating on you. Videl please dont cry,its for the best."Gohan interrupted.
"FOR the best?FOR THE BEST? Gohan thats the most ridiclious thing Ive ever heard."She said as she got up from him and slapped him."Good then its over Gohan go enjoy yourself. Just remember I hate you for this and I never want to see you AGAIN!"
Videl walked out of Gohans house slamming the door just as Goku came in. He felt the tears in his eyes fall from them as the flashback ended.
"You have every right to hate me."he said to himself.
He felt horrible. Miyu meant nothing to him. Videl meant everything to him, and now he didnt even have her.*Why did I even let her go? I'm such an idiot. I love her not Miyu!*
He heard a knock on his door, as he wiped away his tears. He rolled over pretending to be asleep. Right now he didnt want to deal with anyone,let alone let them see him cry. The door opened slowly and it was Goten, smiling away. He walked over to Gohan and shook him slightly.
"Gohan? Guess what?"Goten asked.
"What?"Gohan asked not rolling over to face him.
"Guess whos here?" Goten replied.
"Just tell me Goten. I really dont feel good right now"Gohan answered.
"Videl. She's here!"Goten said excitedly,hoping Gohan would get up to see her.
Gohan rolled over and sat up as he looked to Goten. He let out a sigh.
"Thats nice Goten." He said lying back down. He could fee the tears in his eyes.
"She's here because she misses you Gohan. She misses me too."Goten continued.
"Goten, do me a favor and go make her feel better. "Gohan began swallowing hard."Go hang out with her for me."
"Why did you be mean to her ? And why did you hurt her with that other girl?"Goten asked his smile fading.
"I dont know Goten."he answered as tears fell from his eyes.
"She's here because she misses you Gohan. She misses me too."Goten continued.
"Goten, do me a favor and go make her feel better. "Gohan began swallowing hard."Go hang out with her for me."
"Why did you be mean to her ? And why did you hurt her with that other girl?"Goten asked his smile fading.
"I dont know Goten."he answered as tears fell.
"You make her cry Gohan, she says you hate her now."Goten added.
That was all it took,the tears fell harder and he choked them back. He let out a sigh as he spoke.
"Just go away. Go play or something." he replied.
"I think you should tell her you are sorry."Goten said leaving the roon and closed the door behind him. *I should tell her Im sorry. I do love her more than anything in the world. I'm so sorry for ever hurting her. Kami, I miss her so much.* He let out another sigh and wiped the fallen tears from his eyes. Feeling this bad wasnt what he wished for. Now he only wanted Videl back in his arms. To hold her . But now he couldnt face her.