A/N: Okay, please don't ask me about seizures and other medical problems, I don't know i am not a doctor, I do apologize if I am totally of the mark with them, but I just looked at Max (dark angel) having a seizure, and that's all i know about them. Anyway Leo fans, I promise he will be making a appearance so keep reading, but it won't be until the next chapter! Please comment!

A/N2: Okay shell in answer to your questions, i am not sure which chapter cuz i wrote it a while back, but one of them does explain how long ago it was and how everyone found out, it was a someone she thought was a therapist who she told her secret too, who was actually trying to get a story out of the accident, but this was more interesting so she got front page story! I hope that helped a bit :) Okay everyone one more thing I am currently taking exams so sorry I have been slow with the updates

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters apart from the ones I have created myself.

Chapter 2

I don't know why I cried; it wasn't like I had a boyfriend, fiancé or husband. I wasn't in the right place of my life to be upset about it. Its just I always believed I would find my perfect partner and we would live happily ever after. We would have a family; I would have 2 beautiful children. Of course all this was a dream, which everyday I felt had less chance of happening now I would never have those beautiful children I dreamed of, I would never be a mom.

"What happened?" he said quietly.

"Its nothing." I sniffled my back turned.

"It's not nothing Phoebe, you're crying." He said placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Why do you care, about me? No one else does." I sobbed.

"Because you're a sweet, loving person Phoebe and I know you only want to help people. But no one stops to help you and for a change I want to because you deserve it."

"Hold me." I mumbled.

He pulled me into his loving arms and held me against him, as I continued to cry. He stroked my hair and said it would be okay. It was the first time I had felt safe and loved for months.

"Do you want to tell me about it?" he asked.

"No…because you will hate me just like everyone else does."

"They don't hate you."

"Cole what the hell are you doing?" Cindy's annoyed voice came from behind.

"I was just comforting Phoebe, she was upset."

"Cole you shouldn't be comforting anyone but me, I am your soon to be wife and she…she is." Cindy stuttered.

"It wasn't like I was cheating on you, I was just helping a friend." He replied.

"How can you call such a person a friend Cole?"

"Just because she is different, doesn't mean she doesn't need people to help her through things, especially when she is hurting."

"She is mad Cole, she thinks, she can see the future, claims she can help people. She is a freak!"

"I am not a freak!" I suddenly screamed I had suppressing my anger for to long now. "I am a person, a person with feelings, I hurt, I cry, I'm happy and I love…I am not a thing."

"You can't love, you don't even know what love is." She spat back.

"Is that what you think? I can't love you know my family, god bless their souls are all dead…apart from my poor sweet sister Piper, who is lying in a comma because of that accident. You have no idea how much I love my family, so don't you dare say that I can't love! You may be right no one cares about me, but it doesn't mean I can't be upset. I…I just found out that I can't have children, do even know how that feels?"

"No I don't know how that feels, and I don't care, you know what it's a good thing you won't have any little brats like you!" She said cruelly. "Not that you would ever find anyone to love you, anyway!"

I touched a picture on the shelf of Cindy and Cole while she was ranting at me, then all of a sudden I felt strange. "Oh god!" I said as I placed my arm on my lower stomach as pain tore at my insides, stress made it worse it always did. "No please stop! Please!" I begged the pain inside of me. "My medicine." I coughed as I fell to the floor "Its in my bag."

"Cindy, help me!" Cole called desperately searching for the pills in my bag.

"No! If you like her so much, you can stay with her, take your stupid ring back I don't want it! I don't want to be any part of her." She screamed as she pulled of her engagement ring and threw it on the floor.

"What!" he shouted "Because of this? You're the person who is mad Cindy! You need help! I think she is having a seizure can't you find it in you heart to help me."

Seizure…I have never had a seizure before! But I think Cole's right, explains the shaking and the flashes. I could feel my body shaking violently as I struggled to breath through it, I was in pain and experiencing a seizure, images flashed into my mind horrible violent images but I couldn't work them out, they flew by so fast.

"I can't marry someone who respects such a person. I'm sorry but its your loss." She replied "And before you ask, I am not going to help her, she just ruined our relationship, this is your mess you clean it up Cole." She said before storming out of her office.

"Got them." Said Cole pulling the tablets out of my bag and reading the label. "These are only for pain, she's never had a seizure before…Uh no!" Cole picked up the phone on the desk and I listened as he asked for an ambulance. He asked if I could take the pills with seizure and they obviously said no because he sighed annoyed whilst running his fingers through his hair. "But she's in pain, please, please hurry." He hung up the phone and ran towards me, I was no curled up in a ball hugging myself. "I'm so sorry there on there way." He said as he kissed me lightly on the forehead, his touch felt like a balm on my skin and helped me to relax a little. As I smiled weakly and held his hand until the paramedics came. They gave me the correct medicine, but took me to the hospital anyway.

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I was feeling better now relaxed even; it felt good to get that out of my system. The doctors said it was probably caused by my anger and depression kicking in at the same time and making me very stressed. Although I don't really know, maybe it could be something to do with my premonition, I felt as if my power was growing. I felt my visions were getting stronger and it was such a strong and violent connection, that its difficult to connect to concentrate, to see what I could help.

"Can I come in?" he said

"Cole." I replied "Sure…I'm sorry about you and Cindy its my fault I can fix it if you like, explain to her…not be around you."

"No…its okay I meant what I said Phoebe, you are a good person, and I will stick by you and if Cindy doesn't like that I guess we just weren't meant to be…all those horrible things she said to you how to do you take that everyday? I never knew she was so cruel."

"I'm used to it…and thanks for saving me again, its beginning to become a habit." I said.

"A good habit." He replied with a smile. "I'm sorry about your family, I didn't know Cindy never told me, and about not being able to have children."

"Me too." I sighed, "The doctors say there is a very low chance that I could conceive, but I would probably miscarry, I don't know why I am telling you this…you don't want to hear this."

"Its okay, I'm a good listener."

"Its doesn't matter anyway, Cindy may say some horrible things but I believe she's right no one could ever love me…I am a freak…I just wish my sister would wake up, so I don't have to live this hell alone."

"You don't mean that?"

"What?"

"Life's not hell, sometimes it may feel like it, but life's a gift."

"Yeah! Well not all gifts are that great." I replied.

"You know having premonitions means you can help people, that you couldn't help before, it makes you special."

"Yeah, but to who?"

"To me." He said.

I didn't know what to say, I felt a little stunned that someone cared about me and thought I was special, that they weren't scared of my gift.

"I don't want to go through life alone either, so maybe I can help you out, make what Cindy believes wrong."

"Be my friend?" I asked eagerly.

"To be your friend, and not just because of what Cindy said because I want to…and maybe one day we might be more than that."

"Friends for now." I said.

"Friends." He replied as I smiled at him, I felt myself relax, and my eyes close, as I allowed myself to get some well-needed sleep.

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When I woke up he was still there asleep in the chair next to my bed, I carefully slipped out from under the covers, and went to talk to Piper, I didn't care what the nurses and doctors wanted me to do. I wanted to see my sister and I was going to. I walked down the dimly lit corridors, to Pipers ward. I opened the door, praying that maybe she was awake, but no such luck. I sat beside her, and as always did and told her about my day. I told her of how Cindy had gone mad, how I had found a friend. How I think my seizure was caused by an over welling vision. How I could never have children. I stayed with Piper for the rest of that night. I slept in the chair next to her, just happy to be in her presence.

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Things with Cole were great; I did truly believe I had found a friend. But as days passed by I could not find away to tell him about what I saw. But I just knew it wouldn't be to day or tomorrow, I could sense that he wasn't in danger. Cindy had tried to get back with Cole, but Cole didn't want that. She grew envois of me I could see it in her eyes, every time she saw us together. I felt guilty for giving her pain, but then stupid for thinking that, because god knows she deserved to feel pain every once in a while, just to prove she was capable of emotions. I have never had a seizure since, and so therefore I believed it was to do with a vision but however hard I try I can't connect again.

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A couple of weeks later, I was on my way to work again, as usual I wasn't looking where I was going, I was self absorbed, and I flew right into an old women. "Oh…I'm sorry." I apologised sincerely. "I didn't see you. Are you okay?" I said I then turned around to see if she had dropped anything.

While my back was turned she said the strangest thing "You possess great power, you are one of them, one of the powerful three, your destiny awaits you. You are a seer you're worried you won't be able to stop something from happening, you don't know who could commit such a crime, look deeper Phoebe think. Humans can go of the deep end, commit horrendous crimes. You know her, she despises you she wants you dead, but if she can't have that because its to obvious, she will kill one of the only people you have grown to love and trust lately. Watch your back Phoebe she has a guardian with her today, she wears it round her neck. Tomorrow take the guardian it is your key to opening the door Phoebe!"

"Who? What three? What power? What destiny? How do you know my name? Who are? What do you mean?" I said as I turned around, but she was gone I looked both ways down the street but not a trace of her even being there was left behind.

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I kept thinking about the strange old lady, as I entered the office, I checked my watch and luckily I wasn't late this time. When I got to the desk Cindy was signing in. She looked at me and scowled. "You don't deserve him, and he will realise I am the one for him."

I almost laughed but managed to suppress it as something gold glinted in the light. A necklace was hanging around her neck a gold angel. "A guardian… an angel is a guardian." I mumbled. "The key…she has the key, she is going to kill Cole." I trailed off.

TBC…