What Its Like To Be Me
Summary: Ruthie writes her feelings in her diary.
AN: this is my first shot at angst please be kind in your reviews
Dear Diary, I hate my life so much. I never wanna go back to school again. Or I will have to go trough all of that junk again. Everyday I come to school I stand alone, sure I have a few friends but not a lot. I'm always shadowed over by my fellow peers, its like being their prisoner and there's no escape. That is why I love the summer so much I am free and I can be alone, no one to torture me. I can just run alone and be free. I always felt that I liked being alone I could just be off in my own little world. I feel like my life is pointless every day the so called "popular" groups picks on me I'm bullied around by many people. Sometimes I really hate my stupid life all of the names they call me. Names like "monkey lover", "loser", and a "nobody" make me just wanna crawl in a hole and die cause of what they said. Cause words can hurt really bad. Every night I lay awake in my bed wondering why God put me on this earth I feel so useless. No one seems to care, there is no one to talk to on how I feel. I wish that some one would understand how I feel I wish there was some one, just one person who knew what its like to be me.
Ruthie
Summary: Ruthie writes her feelings in her diary.
AN: this is my first shot at angst please be kind in your reviews
Dear Diary, I hate my life so much. I never wanna go back to school again. Or I will have to go trough all of that junk again. Everyday I come to school I stand alone, sure I have a few friends but not a lot. I'm always shadowed over by my fellow peers, its like being their prisoner and there's no escape. That is why I love the summer so much I am free and I can be alone, no one to torture me. I can just run alone and be free. I always felt that I liked being alone I could just be off in my own little world. I feel like my life is pointless every day the so called "popular" groups picks on me I'm bullied around by many people. Sometimes I really hate my stupid life all of the names they call me. Names like "monkey lover", "loser", and a "nobody" make me just wanna crawl in a hole and die cause of what they said. Cause words can hurt really bad. Every night I lay awake in my bed wondering why God put me on this earth I feel so useless. No one seems to care, there is no one to talk to on how I feel. I wish that some one would understand how I feel I wish there was some one, just one person who knew what its like to be me.
Ruthie