Part 2
Caged Heart: Someone from the shadows
I lie here, waiting. Waiting for you to come and set me free again. I can't say that I miss you; I have been here, in a dark corner, watching you, see all that you've been through. I observed and regretted as you threw away your freedom to get back at that fire demon, even though you heard him say those words: Ai shiteiru. You continued your plan. Damn, stubborn youko! And yet, I was glad… and I was jealous when I heard him utter that phrase: A phrase only I had the right to say to you. And I became even more envious when I saw how you let that goat kiss you… touch you in a way only I am allowed to…
The first time I laid my eyes on you, I knew right then that you were my destiny; that I was yours as well. And I began to think that this would be my entire life – Now, it seems that I am right.
It was in that moment that I opened my eyes, and then ravished the sight of you. The only time when my senses fully opened – my nose only knew the scent of you; my flesh only yearned yours; my mind, my heart and my mouth could only scream one name: Kurama. I was addicted, captivated, and I drowned in the very thought of you… I coveted you in all opportunities, even now, that you locked me up finally, in this… cage.
I desire to break free. So I could finally claim you, and make you mine. Forever. Do not believe the words whispered by your new master – they are but lies. Only I tell you the truth, love, only I can give you true peace. Here in the warmth of my embrace you will find the path to happiness… contentment… and the peace you had longed for so much. You should be with me. Like I should be the one there, embracing you, caressing your supple skin. Do not believe what others tell you – only trust me. Only hear my voice, only feel my touch… Yearn only for my lips, like I painfully want yours…
I cannot wait any longer. I need to be beside you. I need to breathe your scent, need to hear your voice, need to touch you… I NEED YOU, DAMNIT!
Soon… when I am stronger… Soon, when you open this prison for me. I anticipate the time when you will let me go. And I know it's not too far away. I know that the time is near. I know your thoughts… I can hear them… You need me. You're calling out to me.
Don't worry: I am coming.
And no longer shall tears fall from your eyes. No longer shall regrets pass through your mind. Nightmares shall not haunt you ever again. No more hurts, pains, and fire demons to fuck with your life…
Just wait for me, like I am waiting.
Breathe this foul air for now, soon… You will breathe mine. For you will be mine.
Ai shiteiru, Kurama. Forever.
tbc...
Next chapter: Full Bloom