Recess came quickly, Buffy felt a churn inside her, it was guilt, she felt
bad about what she said to Spike, she waited at the cafeteria for him, she
told Willow, Xander, Angel,
Anya, Tara, Oz and Andrew she would come to the park after she talked to him, he didn't turn up, in a way Buffy felt her heart slowly break, "could I actually have feelings for
him?" she whispered to herself. She came back to earth and realized he wasn't going to come. She walked away, down the hall, out the front doors to Sunnydale high and across
the road to the park, everyone was coupled up, Willow with Xander, Angel with Anya, Oz with Tara, the only person left was Andrew but that was only because Faith was away.
Buffy had a flashback: it was the day that the gang all went to Happy Land, Buffy was scared to go on the Devil's Horn, Spike gave her a hug, he pulled away, held her hand and
said "Come on Buff, I'll be there." She walked along with him and waited in the cue. [END FLASHBACK]
She unfroze and sat down next to Andrew, him and her had been friends for a long time, the same with her and willow and Anya, the four had grown up together, Oz came from LA
in junior high, Tara's Dad was in the army so he got transferred a lot, but for some reason he has been stationed there since the 9th grade, Buffy overheard him talking about
something called the "Initiative", Faith is Xander's cousin and they both came from Chicago in the 5th grade and Angel was from England. Spike used to be in the gang as well,
until he and Buffy broke up for the 3rd time, their bickering made things uncomfortable for the others. Spike was also from England, Buffy had always though his accent was sexy, it was like slang English but Angel had an American accent, basically everyone in the group were "good looking".
[FLASHBACK]
Buffy's walks up to the door to, she has her hand on the knob, "Spiky, oh Spiky, the door was open and your parents aren't here, I thought we could.do something!" She opens
the door, her ear to ear grin is turned upside down, there Spike is, his hand through with his hand in a brunettes head, kissing her passionately, their lips unlock, "Buffy! Buffy!
Don't run away, Buffy I can explain!" Buffy stumbled down the stairs, "Cordelia? You are cheating on me with my ex best friend? How could you?! Jerk!" Buffy shouted as she
slammed the front door. Meanwhile, Cordelia was sitting in his room looking very worried but trying not to, her and Buffy had been very close until she turned over to the "Beautiful people" group. [END FLASHBACK]
"Buffy? Earth to Buffy!" Andrew's voice screamed in her ear, Buffy jolted "...Wuh? Huh? Sorry did you say something?" She said dazed and confused, "No, which planet have you
been on?" Andrew asked, "Buffy is something wrong?" Anya asked worriedly, "Uh.what? No, I'm fine." She replied untruthfully.
[FLASHBACK]
Spike walks up to Buffy, two weeks after she saw him with Cordelia, "Buffy can we talk?" He asked, she gazed into his deep eyes, she couldn't say no to them, they are hypnotic or
something, "you have 5 minutes, hurry up I have English." She said angrily, "I want you to know that I know what I did with Cordelia was a huge mistake, if I wanted a yuppie I would have gone for her at first, but I don't, I wanted you and I still do." He said with real sorrow in his voice, "It's just
a little late now, don't you think?" She said throwing some books from her locker into her bag. "Buffy give me one more chance just one, I swear you won't regret it, we'll take it
slow, things will be like they used to be, I promise." She looked into his eyes again, "Meet me at the Bronze tonight and we'll talk." She said back at him, "7:30 okay?" he asked, she nodded and walked away. [END FLASHBACK]
"Spike didn't show up did he?" Willow asked truthfully and sympathetically, Buffy shook her head as a tear began to roll down her cheek, "Buffy maybe this is a sign that he isn't
meant for you, or it could also be a sign that he is playing hard to get and that you have to chase after him." Andrew said pulling her closer to him. She leaned closer to him, she always told Andrew everything, he knew what happened
with Spike and Cordelia and everything, she knew she could trust him. "Hey how about we all go to the Bronze tonight? We'll go have fun, get stupid, go home and get in a lot of
trouble from our parents for breaking curphew?" Buffy laughed, she sat up straight and said, "Ok, but only if I can dance with every single person!" "It's a deal!" the rest of the
gang said in unison. Oz said "I bags first dance!" Even though she hasn't know Oz for as long as Willow, Anya and Andrew she felt a mutual connection with him and Tara. They were close and it was hard for the hole gang when
spike left because everyone was close to everyone, Buffy loved her hole gang equally, every single on, and she used to Spike as well and Cordelia but stuff happened. "I bags the 2nd dance, you're all mine Buffy for the 4 minutes of Dingoes ate my baby. Tara said enthused.
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That night everyone went to the bronze including Faith who was sick that day but Andrew dragged her along. They all danced and had their fun. Dingoes ate my baby was taking a
break so the group sat down panting after their dancing experience with Faith coughing like mad.
[FLASHBACK]
I'm going under Drowning in you yeah I'm going forever I've got to breakthrough
Spike and Buffy were dancing, the song ended, "I'm going to go to the ladies room." Buffy said "Ok" Buffy returned, "Have you guys seen Spike?" She asked Anya willow and
Angel, they shook their heads, she went out back to look for them, she heard ramblings behind the dumpster, she went to check it out, their stood a blonde Spike making out with a
Blonde brained Harmony. "Spike?" Buffy said starting to cry her lips were pouting. He turned away, "Blondie bear, what's the matter?" Harmony asked as she massaged his
shoulders, "Buffy, she was choking, I was giving getting the piece of.chicken out!" Spike said, "With your tongue?" Buffy said independently, Buffy thought to herself, Don't start
crying be strong act like you don't care about him anymore and walk away. But he actions weren't as her thoughts told her, instead she ran away sobbing. [END FLASHBACK]
Anya, Tara, Oz and Andrew she would come to the park after she talked to him, he didn't turn up, in a way Buffy felt her heart slowly break, "could I actually have feelings for
him?" she whispered to herself. She came back to earth and realized he wasn't going to come. She walked away, down the hall, out the front doors to Sunnydale high and across
the road to the park, everyone was coupled up, Willow with Xander, Angel with Anya, Oz with Tara, the only person left was Andrew but that was only because Faith was away.
Buffy had a flashback: it was the day that the gang all went to Happy Land, Buffy was scared to go on the Devil's Horn, Spike gave her a hug, he pulled away, held her hand and
said "Come on Buff, I'll be there." She walked along with him and waited in the cue. [END FLASHBACK]
She unfroze and sat down next to Andrew, him and her had been friends for a long time, the same with her and willow and Anya, the four had grown up together, Oz came from LA
in junior high, Tara's Dad was in the army so he got transferred a lot, but for some reason he has been stationed there since the 9th grade, Buffy overheard him talking about
something called the "Initiative", Faith is Xander's cousin and they both came from Chicago in the 5th grade and Angel was from England. Spike used to be in the gang as well,
until he and Buffy broke up for the 3rd time, their bickering made things uncomfortable for the others. Spike was also from England, Buffy had always though his accent was sexy, it was like slang English but Angel had an American accent, basically everyone in the group were "good looking".
[FLASHBACK]
Buffy's walks up to the door to, she has her hand on the knob, "Spiky, oh Spiky, the door was open and your parents aren't here, I thought we could.do something!" She opens
the door, her ear to ear grin is turned upside down, there Spike is, his hand through with his hand in a brunettes head, kissing her passionately, their lips unlock, "Buffy! Buffy!
Don't run away, Buffy I can explain!" Buffy stumbled down the stairs, "Cordelia? You are cheating on me with my ex best friend? How could you?! Jerk!" Buffy shouted as she
slammed the front door. Meanwhile, Cordelia was sitting in his room looking very worried but trying not to, her and Buffy had been very close until she turned over to the "Beautiful people" group. [END FLASHBACK]
"Buffy? Earth to Buffy!" Andrew's voice screamed in her ear, Buffy jolted "...Wuh? Huh? Sorry did you say something?" She said dazed and confused, "No, which planet have you
been on?" Andrew asked, "Buffy is something wrong?" Anya asked worriedly, "Uh.what? No, I'm fine." She replied untruthfully.
[FLASHBACK]
Spike walks up to Buffy, two weeks after she saw him with Cordelia, "Buffy can we talk?" He asked, she gazed into his deep eyes, she couldn't say no to them, they are hypnotic or
something, "you have 5 minutes, hurry up I have English." She said angrily, "I want you to know that I know what I did with Cordelia was a huge mistake, if I wanted a yuppie I would have gone for her at first, but I don't, I wanted you and I still do." He said with real sorrow in his voice, "It's just
a little late now, don't you think?" She said throwing some books from her locker into her bag. "Buffy give me one more chance just one, I swear you won't regret it, we'll take it
slow, things will be like they used to be, I promise." She looked into his eyes again, "Meet me at the Bronze tonight and we'll talk." She said back at him, "7:30 okay?" he asked, she nodded and walked away. [END FLASHBACK]
"Spike didn't show up did he?" Willow asked truthfully and sympathetically, Buffy shook her head as a tear began to roll down her cheek, "Buffy maybe this is a sign that he isn't
meant for you, or it could also be a sign that he is playing hard to get and that you have to chase after him." Andrew said pulling her closer to him. She leaned closer to him, she always told Andrew everything, he knew what happened
with Spike and Cordelia and everything, she knew she could trust him. "Hey how about we all go to the Bronze tonight? We'll go have fun, get stupid, go home and get in a lot of
trouble from our parents for breaking curphew?" Buffy laughed, she sat up straight and said, "Ok, but only if I can dance with every single person!" "It's a deal!" the rest of the
gang said in unison. Oz said "I bags first dance!" Even though she hasn't know Oz for as long as Willow, Anya and Andrew she felt a mutual connection with him and Tara. They were close and it was hard for the hole gang when
spike left because everyone was close to everyone, Buffy loved her hole gang equally, every single on, and she used to Spike as well and Cordelia but stuff happened. "I bags the 2nd dance, you're all mine Buffy for the 4 minutes of Dingoes ate my baby. Tara said enthused.
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That night everyone went to the bronze including Faith who was sick that day but Andrew dragged her along. They all danced and had their fun. Dingoes ate my baby was taking a
break so the group sat down panting after their dancing experience with Faith coughing like mad.
[FLASHBACK]
I'm going under Drowning in you yeah I'm going forever I've got to breakthrough
Spike and Buffy were dancing, the song ended, "I'm going to go to the ladies room." Buffy said "Ok" Buffy returned, "Have you guys seen Spike?" She asked Anya willow and
Angel, they shook their heads, she went out back to look for them, she heard ramblings behind the dumpster, she went to check it out, their stood a blonde Spike making out with a
Blonde brained Harmony. "Spike?" Buffy said starting to cry her lips were pouting. He turned away, "Blondie bear, what's the matter?" Harmony asked as she massaged his
shoulders, "Buffy, she was choking, I was giving getting the piece of.chicken out!" Spike said, "With your tongue?" Buffy said independently, Buffy thought to herself, Don't start
crying be strong act like you don't care about him anymore and walk away. But he actions weren't as her thoughts told her, instead she ran away sobbing. [END FLASHBACK]