This idea came into my head while writing my last story. I hope that everyone who reads this enjoys it.
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I sit here thing of everything he said. His words go around me and sting. I feel as though everything I have known has been a lie. It has right? A sigh escapes my lips. How could this be? I wish now he would never have told me. He had kept his secret to long though. It was time to let the truth out. But it was hard to believe. What can I believe now?
I get up and pour me some tea. It calms my nerves. Least it used to. Forgive is such a hard word. Most want it and it is easy to ask for. But to give. Yes to give is very hard. I want to try though. I understand he never meant to hurt me. Maybe before but not after. As he told me everything my heart shattered. I have begun to pick up the pieces. My pride is wounded. But I feel a whole in my chest. He can fill it. But do I want him to?
As I go sit down I see a picture of us. I pick it up and stare at it. We look so happy there. Are we not? He could have been lying then. But he said he truly cared. My love for him is still so very strong. He is my world. I touch his face in the picture and feel a sense of hollowness. It has gone on enough I must forgive or move on.
How can I without him? His smile or laughter is what I look forward to. Yet how can I be sure that he is not lying again? I cannot. Trust has to be earned after it is broken. I decide then to give him a second chance. After all I still love him. Love conquers all right? I sure hoped so as I phoned his apartment. My fingers shook and it got hard to breath. Soon I heard his voice. He sounds tired.
" Shuichi, err Kurama this is shoiri. I wanted to know if you wanted to come over tomorrow night for dinner?"
" I would love to." He says so gentle and sweet.
We talk for a few then we say our goodbye's. I want my son back. Tomorrow I will tell him that he is still my son. That I love him. That we can fix our relationship. After all I am his mother.
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I know I might have misspelled her name. Sorry if I did. I tried looking it up but could not find it. Anyways review and let me know what you think. This is a one shot just so you know! Bye
Add disclaimers here*** thank you
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I sit here thing of everything he said. His words go around me and sting. I feel as though everything I have known has been a lie. It has right? A sigh escapes my lips. How could this be? I wish now he would never have told me. He had kept his secret to long though. It was time to let the truth out. But it was hard to believe. What can I believe now?
I get up and pour me some tea. It calms my nerves. Least it used to. Forgive is such a hard word. Most want it and it is easy to ask for. But to give. Yes to give is very hard. I want to try though. I understand he never meant to hurt me. Maybe before but not after. As he told me everything my heart shattered. I have begun to pick up the pieces. My pride is wounded. But I feel a whole in my chest. He can fill it. But do I want him to?
As I go sit down I see a picture of us. I pick it up and stare at it. We look so happy there. Are we not? He could have been lying then. But he said he truly cared. My love for him is still so very strong. He is my world. I touch his face in the picture and feel a sense of hollowness. It has gone on enough I must forgive or move on.
How can I without him? His smile or laughter is what I look forward to. Yet how can I be sure that he is not lying again? I cannot. Trust has to be earned after it is broken. I decide then to give him a second chance. After all I still love him. Love conquers all right? I sure hoped so as I phoned his apartment. My fingers shook and it got hard to breath. Soon I heard his voice. He sounds tired.
" Shuichi, err Kurama this is shoiri. I wanted to know if you wanted to come over tomorrow night for dinner?"
" I would love to." He says so gentle and sweet.
We talk for a few then we say our goodbye's. I want my son back. Tomorrow I will tell him that he is still my son. That I love him. That we can fix our relationship. After all I am his mother.
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I know I might have misspelled her name. Sorry if I did. I tried looking it up but could not find it. Anyways review and let me know what you think. This is a one shot just so you know! Bye