Chapter 5: Painful Memories
She walked around pacing back and fourth. "Where the hell is he- damn it I told him to be here at midnight and he's still not here!"
He tapped her. "Hi."
She jumped up. "DON'T EVER DO THAT SIRIUS!"
He grinned "Sorry babes..." He grabbed her and pushed her against the tree kissing her neck.
"Sirius... I love you-"
"I love you too Magica."
She smiled. "Why are you late?"
"I had to get past Hagrid... his dog kept following me."
"Aww poor baby." She nibbled on his ear.
He grinned and nibbled on her neck. "Magica..."
"Hmm?"
"I want you..."
She looked at him. "I want you too."
He picked her up and carried her over to the hallow of the tree. He laid her down on the sheets that he placed there a long while back. "Nice and comfy?"
"Yeah Sirius."
"Look over to your right."
She looked over to the right and saw a black velvet ring box. "Oh my God."
He opened it. "Will you, Magica Anelise Potter, marry me?"
"Yes I will!" She pulled him down to her as he put the ring on her finger. She closed her blue eyes then opened them to find she was in her soft black bed. She started to cry as she looked at the white gold engagement ring the hung around her neck. "Sirius... Come home soon..." An owl came in and handed her the paper. "Thank you Hedwig-" She opened the paper as the owl left. "Oh my God! He's escaped! Sirius my love... maybe you'll be home after all!" She cried and held the paper close. "Sirius my dear sweet, Sirius. How I miss you, but how does Harry know about Sirius, he was just a baby when it all happened." She closed her eyes.
"B-But Sirius wait!"
"I have to go Magica..."
"NO!" she cried as she clung onto him. "You're just going to leave me by myself- knowing that I'm pregnant by you!?"
He sighed and looked away. "I have to Prima... I love you."
"So you're going to leave me, because you love me?"
"I don't want you to be on the run with me."
"But you were with me when my brother died, they can't blame you, if you go they will!"
He looked away then at her tummy that carried his child. He kneeled down. "I'll come back someday little one, promise you'll take care of your mom when you're big and strong in the mean time." He stood and looked at her with sad eyes. "I love you, wait for me Magi." He kissed her and ran off.
She watched his retreating back as she screamed his name. "SIRIUS, SIRIUS NO!" she opened her eyes as tears fell. "Why, why did you run?" she got up and got dressed after a while she went over to Hagrid's hut.
"I can't believe it- it ain't right how did that dog get out of Azkaban!" Hagrid exclaimed as she walked in.
"Hagrid how dare you speak of Sirius that way!"
He turned and saw her, the tears that brimmed her eyes. "Magica- I er- didn't mean not'ing by it."
"He didn't kill my brother, he was with me the whole time."
"I believe ya Magica."
She left, closing her eyes.
"Miss, I hate to inform you- that... you had a miscarriage."
She cried. "No... NO!" she screamed as blood formed around her. She opened her eyes as Harry called her name.
"Are you alright?"
"No- I'm remembering the past to much."
"What is it that you remember?"
"The baby I lost... after your God father left me alone, to be on the run."
"What?"
"I had a miscarriage you were only two years old. Sirius Black was with me the night your parents died, but people seemed to thing it was him..." She sniffed back tears.
"Magica... you mean the guy that got out?"
"Yes Harry... The very same, he's your godfather... and wanted to kill that basterd Pettigrew, Peter destroyed my life... and Sirius proposed to me, again." She closed her eyes once more. "I HATE YOU DAMN IT SIRIUS!"
"It's not what it looks like!" He looked at her.
"LIKE HELL IT ISN'T!" She took off the ring and threw it at him. She ran off, her long black messy hair traveled behind her.
"MAGICA!" he ran after her, he had missed a step and fell.
She turned hearing him scream. "No..."
He flew onto her.
She fell hard onto her back. She opened her eyes. "Oh God..." Tears fell from her once shiny blue eyes, that now seemed to be gray.
"It'll be ok Aunt Magica..."
"C-call me Magi."
"Well I'll see you later Magi..." He hugged her tight and left.
She went over to the forbidden forest. she felt a presence. "Who's there?" she looked around and saw a black dog. "Sirius?"
He went over, still in dog form and licked her hand.
"If you are Sirius follow me." she walked towards her cottage, the dog followed her. She opened the door and let him in, she closed the door behind her. "Oh god... you are Sirius."
He transformed in a blink of an eye as his normal self. "Prima..." He grabbed her and hugged her tight.
She hugged back, tears falling.
"Where's are child?"
She pulled away and looked at the ground. "I- I had a miscarriage, I was weak after you left me alone. I blamed you for it for a long time, but I realized it was because of my own weakness."
He looked at her with tears in his eyes. "Me- you blamed me, and I don't blame you... I would blame me too."
"Sirius, what did you come here for?"
"To get Pettigrew and clear my name."
"Pettigrew!?"
"Yes- remember- he could transform into a rat... he's here, and I have to get him before he gets to Harry!"
"Oh no... then- he faked his death?"
"Yes- and he was the one who put that curse and killed those muggles."
"Oh, Sirius, I almost forgot..." She took the chain off and the ring slid. "Here, give it back to me when this is all over, you can purpose to me... again."
He smiled taking it in his hand and putting it in his pocket. "Magica- I love you."
"I love you too-"
He hugged her tight.
She walked around pacing back and fourth. "Where the hell is he- damn it I told him to be here at midnight and he's still not here!"
He tapped her. "Hi."
She jumped up. "DON'T EVER DO THAT SIRIUS!"
He grinned "Sorry babes..." He grabbed her and pushed her against the tree kissing her neck.
"Sirius... I love you-"
"I love you too Magica."
She smiled. "Why are you late?"
"I had to get past Hagrid... his dog kept following me."
"Aww poor baby." She nibbled on his ear.
He grinned and nibbled on her neck. "Magica..."
"Hmm?"
"I want you..."
She looked at him. "I want you too."
He picked her up and carried her over to the hallow of the tree. He laid her down on the sheets that he placed there a long while back. "Nice and comfy?"
"Yeah Sirius."
"Look over to your right."
She looked over to the right and saw a black velvet ring box. "Oh my God."
He opened it. "Will you, Magica Anelise Potter, marry me?"
"Yes I will!" She pulled him down to her as he put the ring on her finger. She closed her blue eyes then opened them to find she was in her soft black bed. She started to cry as she looked at the white gold engagement ring the hung around her neck. "Sirius... Come home soon..." An owl came in and handed her the paper. "Thank you Hedwig-" She opened the paper as the owl left. "Oh my God! He's escaped! Sirius my love... maybe you'll be home after all!" She cried and held the paper close. "Sirius my dear sweet, Sirius. How I miss you, but how does Harry know about Sirius, he was just a baby when it all happened." She closed her eyes.
"B-But Sirius wait!"
"I have to go Magica..."
"NO!" she cried as she clung onto him. "You're just going to leave me by myself- knowing that I'm pregnant by you!?"
He sighed and looked away. "I have to Prima... I love you."
"So you're going to leave me, because you love me?"
"I don't want you to be on the run with me."
"But you were with me when my brother died, they can't blame you, if you go they will!"
He looked away then at her tummy that carried his child. He kneeled down. "I'll come back someday little one, promise you'll take care of your mom when you're big and strong in the mean time." He stood and looked at her with sad eyes. "I love you, wait for me Magi." He kissed her and ran off.
She watched his retreating back as she screamed his name. "SIRIUS, SIRIUS NO!" she opened her eyes as tears fell. "Why, why did you run?" she got up and got dressed after a while she went over to Hagrid's hut.
"I can't believe it- it ain't right how did that dog get out of Azkaban!" Hagrid exclaimed as she walked in.
"Hagrid how dare you speak of Sirius that way!"
He turned and saw her, the tears that brimmed her eyes. "Magica- I er- didn't mean not'ing by it."
"He didn't kill my brother, he was with me the whole time."
"I believe ya Magica."
She left, closing her eyes.
"Miss, I hate to inform you- that... you had a miscarriage."
She cried. "No... NO!" she screamed as blood formed around her. She opened her eyes as Harry called her name.
"Are you alright?"
"No- I'm remembering the past to much."
"What is it that you remember?"
"The baby I lost... after your God father left me alone, to be on the run."
"What?"
"I had a miscarriage you were only two years old. Sirius Black was with me the night your parents died, but people seemed to thing it was him..." She sniffed back tears.
"Magica... you mean the guy that got out?"
"Yes Harry... The very same, he's your godfather... and wanted to kill that basterd Pettigrew, Peter destroyed my life... and Sirius proposed to me, again." She closed her eyes once more. "I HATE YOU DAMN IT SIRIUS!"
"It's not what it looks like!" He looked at her.
"LIKE HELL IT ISN'T!" She took off the ring and threw it at him. She ran off, her long black messy hair traveled behind her.
"MAGICA!" he ran after her, he had missed a step and fell.
She turned hearing him scream. "No..."
He flew onto her.
She fell hard onto her back. She opened her eyes. "Oh God..." Tears fell from her once shiny blue eyes, that now seemed to be gray.
"It'll be ok Aunt Magica..."
"C-call me Magi."
"Well I'll see you later Magi..." He hugged her tight and left.
She went over to the forbidden forest. she felt a presence. "Who's there?" she looked around and saw a black dog. "Sirius?"
He went over, still in dog form and licked her hand.
"If you are Sirius follow me." she walked towards her cottage, the dog followed her. She opened the door and let him in, she closed the door behind her. "Oh god... you are Sirius."
He transformed in a blink of an eye as his normal self. "Prima..." He grabbed her and hugged her tight.
She hugged back, tears falling.
"Where's are child?"
She pulled away and looked at the ground. "I- I had a miscarriage, I was weak after you left me alone. I blamed you for it for a long time, but I realized it was because of my own weakness."
He looked at her with tears in his eyes. "Me- you blamed me, and I don't blame you... I would blame me too."
"Sirius, what did you come here for?"
"To get Pettigrew and clear my name."
"Pettigrew!?"
"Yes- remember- he could transform into a rat... he's here, and I have to get him before he gets to Harry!"
"Oh no... then- he faked his death?"
"Yes- and he was the one who put that curse and killed those muggles."
"Oh, Sirius, I almost forgot..." She took the chain off and the ring slid. "Here, give it back to me when this is all over, you can purpose to me... again."
He smiled taking it in his hand and putting it in his pocket. "Magica- I love you."
"I love you too-"
He hugged her tight.