Jubilee sat on the bed crying. She stared at every crack in the
cieling trying to figure out what the hell she was going to do. This is
impossible. She wanted children didnt she? She did. All her life she wanted
to be a mother, but it was just all at the wrong time. And....And...she
lost John. Oh god John. She loved him. She let herself realise it awhile
ago. The day of the wedding she knew she wanted him like he wanted her. So
she told him.
~~~FlashBack~~~
Jubilee was running frantically trying to find JOhn. "God Damnit where is he?" All of a sudden Kitty popped out of nowhere. "Jubes? Umm..." "HAVE YOU SEEN JOHN!?" "Uhhh...why are you looking for him?" "Grrr..Kitty I need to speak with him." "Oh well..." "KITTY!" "Ok I dont know where he is." "KITTY!!!" She began to run faster until she ran straight into something hard. She fell on the floor. Wait no she wasnt on the floor. She was on somehting else. She rubbed her head and opened her eyes. She saw a laughing John. She was on top of him and he was laughing his head off. "John...I need to talk to you." He was starting to get freaked. Usually she would jump off of him in a second, but she just stayed on him like she was savoring their skin touching. "Ok Jubes but....," He didnt want to have to say it. He liked being this close to her, "can you get off....please." "Oh Sorry..." SHe got up and he noticed her blush. He smiled. "So what did you wanna tell me?" "Umm...can we go somewhere private?"
They had walked everywhere and everywhere they go there are people. "GOD DAMNIT!" "Settle down Jubes." "Here lets go in here." "The closet?" "Yes." They slowly made their way into hte crowded closet. They were now so close that they could kiss....If they wanted to. Which they did, but Jubilee swore in her head not yet. SHe need to tell him.
"John?"
"Yes..."
"DO you remember a feew days ago you said...that you liked me."
"Yeah Jube..listen im sorry.."
"No dont be...cuase I like you to."
"WHAT!"
She smield and then kisseed him on his lips. First gently then passiontaly. SHe smiled under the kiss realizing that it was being returned. They kissed, And kissed, And kissed. She started to rememerb hat her mission was. Gte eyeliner. All of a sudden the door opens and....
~~~End FlashBack~~~
She sighed. She never got to tell him she loved him. She didnt know if he felt the same way at first. I mean sure he said 'babe i think im falling in love with you' or whatever but he was just being himself in telling her he liked her. He was going to leave soon and she would never be able to tell him.
John laid his last pair of clothes in his suit case. He couldnt believe he was really doing this. I mean he was leaving the women he loved pregnant with his childe. It was his fault. He got her pregnant, and now he was pushing the responsibility off on her. He just hoped that Bobby and Logan take good care of her and.....the baby. He did love her. He loved her so much and he was a fool not tot tell her. He didnt want to leave her but he had to. He couldnt do htis. He couldnt be a father. He zipped the suit case shut and took both suit cases in his hands. He left a note saying good bye to everyone. He couldntdo it himself.
He began to walk towards the last door then he was gone forever. "JOHN!" He turned quickly and saw Jubilee running towards him with osmething in her hands. SHe came as close to him as she thought he liked and stopped. She looked towards hte round. "John..I wanted you to have this..." She put her hand out and he saw Grand Master Teddy. It was her favorite teddy bear thta her grandma had given her before she died. He knew this meant something to her. He shook his head no. She took his hand and put the bear there. "I want you to have it....." He took it and began to walk. "WAIT..." He turned and looked at her. "Say something anything just please let me hear your voice one more time before you leave me." He just turned back and began to wlak faster. He was afraid that if he spoke he would cry. "John....," he took one last look at hre, "I love you.."he stopped dead in his tracks. She loved him. This chaged lots of things. Should he stay? No...He couldnt stay. He was only bad for the child.But shoudl he tell her his feelings. No that would only make it harder on her. He turned and kept walking. He got into his car and glanced at the owmen who waso n her knees rying. His eart broke into a million peices at that moment. He prmised to never let anyone hurt her and he hurt her so much.As he left he left a different man. He would nevr be the same.
TBC.....
*A/N Okies. I kno its sad but still. I also know that its becoming a John/Jubilee ic also. But odnt worry Bobby and Rogue will come soon. Preview:"Your....he got you...then he left...BOBBY KILL HIM!!"
~~~FlashBack~~~
Jubilee was running frantically trying to find JOhn. "God Damnit where is he?" All of a sudden Kitty popped out of nowhere. "Jubes? Umm..." "HAVE YOU SEEN JOHN!?" "Uhhh...why are you looking for him?" "Grrr..Kitty I need to speak with him." "Oh well..." "KITTY!" "Ok I dont know where he is." "KITTY!!!" She began to run faster until she ran straight into something hard. She fell on the floor. Wait no she wasnt on the floor. She was on somehting else. She rubbed her head and opened her eyes. She saw a laughing John. She was on top of him and he was laughing his head off. "John...I need to talk to you." He was starting to get freaked. Usually she would jump off of him in a second, but she just stayed on him like she was savoring their skin touching. "Ok Jubes but....," He didnt want to have to say it. He liked being this close to her, "can you get off....please." "Oh Sorry..." SHe got up and he noticed her blush. He smiled. "So what did you wanna tell me?" "Umm...can we go somewhere private?"
They had walked everywhere and everywhere they go there are people. "GOD DAMNIT!" "Settle down Jubes." "Here lets go in here." "The closet?" "Yes." They slowly made their way into hte crowded closet. They were now so close that they could kiss....If they wanted to. Which they did, but Jubilee swore in her head not yet. SHe need to tell him.
"John?"
"Yes..."
"DO you remember a feew days ago you said...that you liked me."
"Yeah Jube..listen im sorry.."
"No dont be...cuase I like you to."
"WHAT!"
She smield and then kisseed him on his lips. First gently then passiontaly. SHe smiled under the kiss realizing that it was being returned. They kissed, And kissed, And kissed. She started to rememerb hat her mission was. Gte eyeliner. All of a sudden the door opens and....
~~~End FlashBack~~~
She sighed. She never got to tell him she loved him. She didnt know if he felt the same way at first. I mean sure he said 'babe i think im falling in love with you' or whatever but he was just being himself in telling her he liked her. He was going to leave soon and she would never be able to tell him.
John laid his last pair of clothes in his suit case. He couldnt believe he was really doing this. I mean he was leaving the women he loved pregnant with his childe. It was his fault. He got her pregnant, and now he was pushing the responsibility off on her. He just hoped that Bobby and Logan take good care of her and.....the baby. He did love her. He loved her so much and he was a fool not tot tell her. He didnt want to leave her but he had to. He couldnt do htis. He couldnt be a father. He zipped the suit case shut and took both suit cases in his hands. He left a note saying good bye to everyone. He couldntdo it himself.
He began to walk towards the last door then he was gone forever. "JOHN!" He turned quickly and saw Jubilee running towards him with osmething in her hands. SHe came as close to him as she thought he liked and stopped. She looked towards hte round. "John..I wanted you to have this..." She put her hand out and he saw Grand Master Teddy. It was her favorite teddy bear thta her grandma had given her before she died. He knew this meant something to her. He shook his head no. She took his hand and put the bear there. "I want you to have it....." He took it and began to walk. "WAIT..." He turned and looked at her. "Say something anything just please let me hear your voice one more time before you leave me." He just turned back and began to wlak faster. He was afraid that if he spoke he would cry. "John....," he took one last look at hre, "I love you.."he stopped dead in his tracks. She loved him. This chaged lots of things. Should he stay? No...He couldnt stay. He was only bad for the child.But shoudl he tell her his feelings. No that would only make it harder on her. He turned and kept walking. He got into his car and glanced at the owmen who waso n her knees rying. His eart broke into a million peices at that moment. He prmised to never let anyone hurt her and he hurt her so much.As he left he left a different man. He would nevr be the same.
TBC.....
*A/N Okies. I kno its sad but still. I also know that its becoming a John/Jubilee ic also. But odnt worry Bobby and Rogue will come soon. Preview:"Your....he got you...then he left...BOBBY KILL HIM!!"