Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing nor any of its respective characters.
Nor do I own Cool-Whip. But I do have a nice strawberry patch in my
backyard. ^o~
Warning: Cool-Whip and strawberry fight 12 o' clock. It gets silly, but
none of the Characters are ooc. Heero reveals what he truly feels about
Relena.^o^
Chapter 2: Reminiscing By: tojot
(Heero)
I had gotten used to her being around, my heart ached just to be with her, just to have my arms around her to comfort her from her pain and sorrow. In the past I told her that I would kill her many a time, but she ignored my empty threats. Those beautiful eyes stared into mine own almost ripping at my heart and seeing what lay inside. I tried to keep them cold as best as I could. She had pierced a hole in my icy armor of the perfect soldier; she alone was my only soft spot. I could never hurt her. When I truly looked into her eyes in my room the night of the Party, I felt emotions take over me that I had to hide, I felt the urge to kiss those lips but didn't want to give in to those primal emotions. I did give in that night though. I danced with her, just so I could stare into those beautiful eyes, to feel her heart beating so close to mine. But I was pulled away too soon, to fulfill a mission that I had been sent on. She had wandered out onto the battlefield as a MS attacked. I saw her and just had this urge to protect her from the cruelties of society and war. I don't know why I prevented her from getting crushed underneath those falling stones. "What is happening to me!" I thought aloud. Wasn't she the one that I wanted to kill? That was the time I had truly fallen for her.
Also just before I went to go fight her bother. She tried to stop me from going. I so wanted to go about the matter her way, but I realized there was no way if it was going to work. But during that close quiet moment, I really wanted to kiss her, but the fact that she was arguing with me about the matter prevented me from doing very much. Her scent filled the cockpit of the Zero, made me want to take her with me, but she would have burdened me from fighting the way I wanted. I pushed her away and tried to tell myself to forget her. But when she hailed me, I knew that she cared not to let me go and lose my life. I told her to forget me. I guess she had so much of an impact on my life that even during the battle with Zechs, I thought I smelled her, causing me to remember her once more. And after we had defeated the Mariemaia Army, I found that I had fallen unconscious. I smelled her scent just before I awoke; I stared into those beautiful eyes once again for minutes not wanting to break the moment after I did wake. I could hear the thrum of her heart. I felt her soft palm caress my cheek. But I like to stare into her eyes more than anything else. To stare into those eyes that equaled mine own in painful memories. They too, stared back with a gentle warmness. I remember that I brought my hand up to touch the soft warm skin of her cheek and the tears spilled from her azure eyes. I realized something then. Relena was the one who had recovered my lost humanity, but it was I who brought her to reality. War was never good thing, but it did bring so many people to realize that it can have devastating effects. That night she brought me home with her. I awoke in the same room I am in now; the wounds I had received through the battle were bandaged up, oh how they stung me. But my heart stung me more; I no longer could hide what I thought of her. I tried to ice my heart over, but it didn't work. Every thought of her made me tremble; to feel emotions that I had never felt before. I tossed and turned in my bed, unable to sleep. I walked into the kitchen only to find her crying. Her tears fell into her tea that she had made for herself. She hadn't seen me nor heard me walk in behind her. The sound of her crying made my heart wrench.
"Relena. Please don't cry." I comforted as I put my arms around her for the first time willingly. I wiped a falling tear from her face with my thumb. She seemed startled as she looked at me, her face was tear stained, it was obvious that she had been crying for a while. She stroked my jaw and I smelled her intoxicating smell again, it filled my senses and almost consumed me. Our eyes met again, our lips only inches away from each other. I could no longer suppress my feelings for her anymore. I wanted to kiss her, I had to kiss her, and I kissed her. It's impossible to explain the feeling I got but it changed me and I found that she willingly accepted that kiss. She melted into my arms; her tears were gone now and were replaced by an amused look on her face. It looked a little silly.
"Heero." She said softly. We sat on the kitchen floor with our arms around each other as we looked into each other's eyes. It felt wrong and yet so right. I wanted to make her smile, to make her laugh. I got up and opened the fridge looked for something she liked, but Pagan had been negligent of the grocery shopping. I did find something though, strawberries and a tub of Cool Whip. I sat on the floor in front of her and opened the strawberry carton and removed the lid to the Cool Whip. An eyebrow lifted and grin was spreading across my face as I picked out an oversized strawberry dipped it in the whip cream and held it up between us. She just looked at me as if I had gone mad. Then she just laughed.
(Relena)
He had a funny look on his face as he held that Cool-Whip covered strawberry up between us.
"Open your mouth." He told me. It was kind of a kinky situation, that the perfect warrior who sat in front of me holding a Cool-Whip covered strawberry and was intent on feeding me. I did as he asked and he shoved the strawberry in, making sure that I got covered in Cool-Whip. I didn't wipe the whip cream off my face for some weird reason. "Heero, you twerp!" I told him and Heero started to laugh at the mess he'd made. To exact my revenge for making me messy, I myself picked out a strawberry. Making sure it had a lot on it, I shoved it in his mouth. This went on until we ran out of strawberries. We still had the cool whip left. We started to grab handfuls of the white topping and smeared it on each other's faces. We tried to dodge each other's incoming attack, giggling as we did it.
"Look at the mess that we have made." Heero commented with a full- blown grin on his face and an eyebrow raised. We both seemed to be enjoying ourselves. "I guess we'll have to clean it up now." I added.
"Yes." He said as he came close to me and started licking the cool- whip off my face. Lets just say that it ended in a full make out session. Who knew Heero could be so playful when his guard is let down.
(Heero)
That was a memory that neither of us would forget. She licked the cool-whip of my face and the feel of her tongue against my face sent shivers up my spine. We never succeeded in licking the Cool-Whip all off. She was so tempting and all, how could I refuse not to kiss her. That was the most kissing that I have ever done in my life, and I had never kissed anyone before. It was an incredible feeling. Relena now knew how I felt for her. That message was sent when I kissed her. After the whole experience happened, we told each other not to speak of this, we both had an image to keep intact, Relena the Vice Foreign Minister and I the Perfect soldier. What would happen if this ever got out to the public? Relena's authority would be questioned and Duo and the others would constantly tease me. Pagan did question us both about what happened to the strawberries and Cool-Whip. I told him that I got hungry the night before. Relena contributed that I was still a growing boy, and he believed us. Those were my favorite memories.
Dorothy decided to come visit. Pagan told her that no one was home. "Ah, such a pity, that little ol' me would come all the way out here and have nobody to talk to. " She pouted, as she pushed her way in. She noticed that Heero was sitting on the couch, deep in thought. "Go away Dorothy." He tensed as she sat by him. He scooted away from her but she scooted in his direction. This went on till he ran out of couch, she placed her hand on his thigh and squeezed. He jumped up from the couch but she brought him back down to sit with her. He managed to slip out of her grasp. "Omae O Korosu!" he yelled, clutching at his gun and pointing it at her. He was reminding himself over and over in his mind, 'she will not take me away from you, Relena.' "You really would shoot me would you?" as an answer, Heero shot it at Dorothy's head; Dorothy managed to evade it by ducking. She then realized that she was messing with someone she shouldn't if she were to keep her life.
"Get out!" Heero yelled as Dorothy started to back off and out of the mansion. Pagan was completely surprised that Heero had found the gun. Heero placed the gun into Pagan's hands and left for his room.
(Heero) I needed to hear Relena's voice again. I knew Dorothy wanted something more than friendship, which sickened me. I listened to the taped recording that Relena gave me. It turned out that it was a list of numbers that I could call to get a hold of her. I called her hotel knowing that she would be out of her conference by then.
"Hello?" she said as she answered the phone.
"Relena." I said in a monotone voice, but my heart ached to be near her.
"Heero. So how was your day today?" she asked over the phone.
"Dorothy just came over, she started to flirt with me. She is gone now." I told her.
"I'm sorry. Mine was just as awful. By the way does she know?" she spoke.
"No, I scared her out of the house with my gun."
"Thank goodness." She giggled over the phone. I could picture her face laughing as it did the night of the strawberries and whip cream fight.
"I was thinking about that night again." she continued.
" So was I." I was glad to know that she also held that memory so close to her heart. We talked a little longer and then I took a shower and went to sleep. Little did I know that my dreams were going to be awful that night. Relena and I where walking in snow covered forest. A shadow distracted me and I realized that she wasn't by my side. I saw footprints leading away and I followed them until I came to a snow covered meadow, where I found her lying on the blood soaked snow in a crumpled up mess, looking like an angel that had just lost her wings. Her face was clammy when I touched her skin.
"Relena, no, who did this to you." I cried.
"Heero." She said as she opened her eyes and then closed them again and died.
"NOOOOO!!" I yelled as I looked to the sky, holding her close to me. She then disintegrated into dust in my arms. Then I saw him, hiding along the bushes in a baby blue Jacket and Coke-bottle glasses, his hair was blonde and he had an evil smirk on his face when I caught him that said to me that he did it and he was proud to do it. He pulled out the bloodstained knife that had killed Relena and stabbed me in the heart with it.
I woke up in a cold sweat; I shivered intensely unable to stop this fear I had for Relena's life. I decided to call her.
"Heero, what is it?" she asked sleepily over the phone.
"I am worried."
"And I am tired, go back to sleep." She said as she hung up. It was obvious that the meetings and conferences had completely wiped her out. I knew for the time being that she was safe, but for how long? I called room service and talked to the manager and asked him to write Relena a note. What I said the manager copied down word for word. The manager made a comment that the man that I had explained had come in earlier that day and checked into a room and that he was also interested in knowing where Relena's room was. The letter was sent immediately after he wrote another note, which made my story true. I now knew what trouble Relena was in; I couldn't sleep the rest of the night because of it.
Chapter 2: Reminiscing By: tojot
(Heero)
I had gotten used to her being around, my heart ached just to be with her, just to have my arms around her to comfort her from her pain and sorrow. In the past I told her that I would kill her many a time, but she ignored my empty threats. Those beautiful eyes stared into mine own almost ripping at my heart and seeing what lay inside. I tried to keep them cold as best as I could. She had pierced a hole in my icy armor of the perfect soldier; she alone was my only soft spot. I could never hurt her. When I truly looked into her eyes in my room the night of the Party, I felt emotions take over me that I had to hide, I felt the urge to kiss those lips but didn't want to give in to those primal emotions. I did give in that night though. I danced with her, just so I could stare into those beautiful eyes, to feel her heart beating so close to mine. But I was pulled away too soon, to fulfill a mission that I had been sent on. She had wandered out onto the battlefield as a MS attacked. I saw her and just had this urge to protect her from the cruelties of society and war. I don't know why I prevented her from getting crushed underneath those falling stones. "What is happening to me!" I thought aloud. Wasn't she the one that I wanted to kill? That was the time I had truly fallen for her.
Also just before I went to go fight her bother. She tried to stop me from going. I so wanted to go about the matter her way, but I realized there was no way if it was going to work. But during that close quiet moment, I really wanted to kiss her, but the fact that she was arguing with me about the matter prevented me from doing very much. Her scent filled the cockpit of the Zero, made me want to take her with me, but she would have burdened me from fighting the way I wanted. I pushed her away and tried to tell myself to forget her. But when she hailed me, I knew that she cared not to let me go and lose my life. I told her to forget me. I guess she had so much of an impact on my life that even during the battle with Zechs, I thought I smelled her, causing me to remember her once more. And after we had defeated the Mariemaia Army, I found that I had fallen unconscious. I smelled her scent just before I awoke; I stared into those beautiful eyes once again for minutes not wanting to break the moment after I did wake. I could hear the thrum of her heart. I felt her soft palm caress my cheek. But I like to stare into her eyes more than anything else. To stare into those eyes that equaled mine own in painful memories. They too, stared back with a gentle warmness. I remember that I brought my hand up to touch the soft warm skin of her cheek and the tears spilled from her azure eyes. I realized something then. Relena was the one who had recovered my lost humanity, but it was I who brought her to reality. War was never good thing, but it did bring so many people to realize that it can have devastating effects. That night she brought me home with her. I awoke in the same room I am in now; the wounds I had received through the battle were bandaged up, oh how they stung me. But my heart stung me more; I no longer could hide what I thought of her. I tried to ice my heart over, but it didn't work. Every thought of her made me tremble; to feel emotions that I had never felt before. I tossed and turned in my bed, unable to sleep. I walked into the kitchen only to find her crying. Her tears fell into her tea that she had made for herself. She hadn't seen me nor heard me walk in behind her. The sound of her crying made my heart wrench.
"Relena. Please don't cry." I comforted as I put my arms around her for the first time willingly. I wiped a falling tear from her face with my thumb. She seemed startled as she looked at me, her face was tear stained, it was obvious that she had been crying for a while. She stroked my jaw and I smelled her intoxicating smell again, it filled my senses and almost consumed me. Our eyes met again, our lips only inches away from each other. I could no longer suppress my feelings for her anymore. I wanted to kiss her, I had to kiss her, and I kissed her. It's impossible to explain the feeling I got but it changed me and I found that she willingly accepted that kiss. She melted into my arms; her tears were gone now and were replaced by an amused look on her face. It looked a little silly.
"Heero." She said softly. We sat on the kitchen floor with our arms around each other as we looked into each other's eyes. It felt wrong and yet so right. I wanted to make her smile, to make her laugh. I got up and opened the fridge looked for something she liked, but Pagan had been negligent of the grocery shopping. I did find something though, strawberries and a tub of Cool Whip. I sat on the floor in front of her and opened the strawberry carton and removed the lid to the Cool Whip. An eyebrow lifted and grin was spreading across my face as I picked out an oversized strawberry dipped it in the whip cream and held it up between us. She just looked at me as if I had gone mad. Then she just laughed.
(Relena)
He had a funny look on his face as he held that Cool-Whip covered strawberry up between us.
"Open your mouth." He told me. It was kind of a kinky situation, that the perfect warrior who sat in front of me holding a Cool-Whip covered strawberry and was intent on feeding me. I did as he asked and he shoved the strawberry in, making sure that I got covered in Cool-Whip. I didn't wipe the whip cream off my face for some weird reason. "Heero, you twerp!" I told him and Heero started to laugh at the mess he'd made. To exact my revenge for making me messy, I myself picked out a strawberry. Making sure it had a lot on it, I shoved it in his mouth. This went on until we ran out of strawberries. We still had the cool whip left. We started to grab handfuls of the white topping and smeared it on each other's faces. We tried to dodge each other's incoming attack, giggling as we did it.
"Look at the mess that we have made." Heero commented with a full- blown grin on his face and an eyebrow raised. We both seemed to be enjoying ourselves. "I guess we'll have to clean it up now." I added.
"Yes." He said as he came close to me and started licking the cool- whip off my face. Lets just say that it ended in a full make out session. Who knew Heero could be so playful when his guard is let down.
(Heero)
That was a memory that neither of us would forget. She licked the cool-whip of my face and the feel of her tongue against my face sent shivers up my spine. We never succeeded in licking the Cool-Whip all off. She was so tempting and all, how could I refuse not to kiss her. That was the most kissing that I have ever done in my life, and I had never kissed anyone before. It was an incredible feeling. Relena now knew how I felt for her. That message was sent when I kissed her. After the whole experience happened, we told each other not to speak of this, we both had an image to keep intact, Relena the Vice Foreign Minister and I the Perfect soldier. What would happen if this ever got out to the public? Relena's authority would be questioned and Duo and the others would constantly tease me. Pagan did question us both about what happened to the strawberries and Cool-Whip. I told him that I got hungry the night before. Relena contributed that I was still a growing boy, and he believed us. Those were my favorite memories.
Dorothy decided to come visit. Pagan told her that no one was home. "Ah, such a pity, that little ol' me would come all the way out here and have nobody to talk to. " She pouted, as she pushed her way in. She noticed that Heero was sitting on the couch, deep in thought. "Go away Dorothy." He tensed as she sat by him. He scooted away from her but she scooted in his direction. This went on till he ran out of couch, she placed her hand on his thigh and squeezed. He jumped up from the couch but she brought him back down to sit with her. He managed to slip out of her grasp. "Omae O Korosu!" he yelled, clutching at his gun and pointing it at her. He was reminding himself over and over in his mind, 'she will not take me away from you, Relena.' "You really would shoot me would you?" as an answer, Heero shot it at Dorothy's head; Dorothy managed to evade it by ducking. She then realized that she was messing with someone she shouldn't if she were to keep her life.
"Get out!" Heero yelled as Dorothy started to back off and out of the mansion. Pagan was completely surprised that Heero had found the gun. Heero placed the gun into Pagan's hands and left for his room.
(Heero) I needed to hear Relena's voice again. I knew Dorothy wanted something more than friendship, which sickened me. I listened to the taped recording that Relena gave me. It turned out that it was a list of numbers that I could call to get a hold of her. I called her hotel knowing that she would be out of her conference by then.
"Hello?" she said as she answered the phone.
"Relena." I said in a monotone voice, but my heart ached to be near her.
"Heero. So how was your day today?" she asked over the phone.
"Dorothy just came over, she started to flirt with me. She is gone now." I told her.
"I'm sorry. Mine was just as awful. By the way does she know?" she spoke.
"No, I scared her out of the house with my gun."
"Thank goodness." She giggled over the phone. I could picture her face laughing as it did the night of the strawberries and whip cream fight.
"I was thinking about that night again." she continued.
" So was I." I was glad to know that she also held that memory so close to her heart. We talked a little longer and then I took a shower and went to sleep. Little did I know that my dreams were going to be awful that night. Relena and I where walking in snow covered forest. A shadow distracted me and I realized that she wasn't by my side. I saw footprints leading away and I followed them until I came to a snow covered meadow, where I found her lying on the blood soaked snow in a crumpled up mess, looking like an angel that had just lost her wings. Her face was clammy when I touched her skin.
"Relena, no, who did this to you." I cried.
"Heero." She said as she opened her eyes and then closed them again and died.
"NOOOOO!!" I yelled as I looked to the sky, holding her close to me. She then disintegrated into dust in my arms. Then I saw him, hiding along the bushes in a baby blue Jacket and Coke-bottle glasses, his hair was blonde and he had an evil smirk on his face when I caught him that said to me that he did it and he was proud to do it. He pulled out the bloodstained knife that had killed Relena and stabbed me in the heart with it.
I woke up in a cold sweat; I shivered intensely unable to stop this fear I had for Relena's life. I decided to call her.
"Heero, what is it?" she asked sleepily over the phone.
"I am worried."
"And I am tired, go back to sleep." She said as she hung up. It was obvious that the meetings and conferences had completely wiped her out. I knew for the time being that she was safe, but for how long? I called room service and talked to the manager and asked him to write Relena a note. What I said the manager copied down word for word. The manager made a comment that the man that I had explained had come in earlier that day and checked into a room and that he was also interested in knowing where Relena's room was. The letter was sent immediately after he wrote another note, which made my story true. I now knew what trouble Relena was in; I couldn't sleep the rest of the night because of it.