Disclaimer: Don't own POTO.
A/N: A poem in Erik's point of view, to Christine. He has some unanswered questions in his mind and can't help but wonder…
Sometimes I Wonder…
Erik
Sometimes I wonder…
What you see when you look at my face,
What you think when your faced with my mask,
What you feel when you know you mask me from harm.
Sometimes I wonder…
If I harm you when I tell you how I feel,
If you feel what I can see in your beautiful eyes,
If your eyes can actually see my scars.
Sometimes I wonder…
Do I scar you with the love of a monster?
Do I seem like a monster in your eyes?
Do you see me at all?
Sometimes I wonder.
Then I see my wedding ring on your finger
And that ever-present smile on your face as I kiss you
And I know that you love me like you say
Sometimes I know.
But I have been so hurt in my life, Christine…
Forgive me that I will always wonder…