Neko Yasha: Hello every one! i'm back! (finally) sorry it took so long, but my comp crashed and i have to use my uncle's until he gets me a new one. -_-' damn piece a' shit. (pardon my french) any who, sorry i didn't get this chapter out sooner, but i was also kinda waiting to see if i'd get any reviews for that chapter since they weren't comin in. well, i did get one. i guess that's ok. but come on! you guys can do better than that!
Hiei: i don't blame them. the last chapter sucked ass.
Neko Yasha: (sticks out tongue) so any way, i'm not on my comp so i have to use word pad which means i don't have spell check or word count so please excuse me if the chapters are a little short and my spelling sucks. so, here's chapter 17! enjoy!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Hiei's P.O.V)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I watched out of the corner of my eye as Kurama continued to stare at me, then proceed to look away every time he caught me looking. he had been acting so strange lately. take last night for example, every 10 minutes or so he'd get up and look at me, then when he realized i was asleep, he'd lay back down and get about another 10 minutes of rest before once again stalking me. but little did he know, i wasn't really asleep. i hadn't been for the whole night, in suspicion that he was still watching me. i began to wonder if he was planning something. but what? was he prepared to turn on me? stab me when i had my back turned? no. Kurama wouldn't do that. but then again, it's in his nature to go to any means necessary in order to get what he wants. although i know he's changed quite a bit, i can't get too close to him. his kind will go so far as to lie and decieve if it means fulfilling their desires. but what exactly is his desire? i have nothing that he wants. no money, nothing. nothing of any value at least. so what could he possibly want from me? i sigh. it's simple. i'm just being paranoid. Kurama doesn't want any thing from me and even if he did, i have nothing to give. is it possible that Kurama hates me with such passion that he'd go so far as to take my life out of spite? no. He's had plenty of opportunities, so if that's what he wants, he could've already done it. Either way, if it's my life he wants, then' as much as i hate to admit it; i'm prepared to give it to him. i'm prepared to leap into hell with Kurama if that's what he wants. i know, i've gone soft. but i can't help it. i'm afraid i've grown attatched to him, and the little baby that i held in my arms. what is this warm fuzzy feeling i get in the pit of my stomach every time i'm around them? it's as if no matter how bad things get, the moment i look at the both of them, every thing's right in the world and nothing else matters. could it be love that i'm feeling? or maybe i've just gone soft. no, i can't lie to my self. i love Kurama. but i get the feeling that he doesn't love me back. how could any one love me? after all, i'm the forbidden child. no one would or could ever love me. hn. i never thought i'd hear my self talk like that. why on earth would i desire such a silly thing as love? that, i couldn't tell you. but i do, like all those foolish ningens, crave the sinful but delicious forbidden fruit that is love.and Kurama and Kioko are the ones who are responsible for poisoning me with such an emotion. But now, as we track through the thick layer of snow that covered the ground, i begin to wonder if Kurama has been using me all this time. like he had forced his way into my heart, gaining my trust, until he can finally succede in destroying me from the inside out.
i turned towards the said kitsune for answers to my unspoken questions. "Why so quiet fox?" i asked, my usual sneer spread across my features. "Huh?" he turned to me, eyes wide. "Oh, um, just thinking." he said nervously. "Oh. 'Bout what?"
i asked, my curiosity growing by the minute. "Oh, nothing. just stuff." he said, rubbing the back of his neck in a nervous gesture. "I see. like what?" although he tried to change the subject, i pressed on. "Uh..Kita. yeah. Um, speaking of which, are we almost there?" he asked, voice sounding slightly scratchy. "Hn. there's the cave." i said, pointing towards the now visible gap in the peak of the mountain. i nodded, glaring slightly as the sun shone brightly towards the peak, making my eyes water as the light hit my face, as well as Kioko's making her stir slightly in her sleep. i watched and smiled as her crimson eyes slowly fluttered open and she let out a small cry as her nap came to an end. i gently rocked her back and fourth, trying to suppress her sobs as i brushed some stray tears that flowed down her cheeks. she stretched out her tiny arms, reaching for Kurama as a low growl erupted from her tiny throat. i frowned in envy as i handed over to the red-headed fox, her cries instantly coming to a halt. i crossed my arms in frustration and continued to stomp through the snow, water beginning to soak the bottoms of my black pant legs. Kurama followed me as we came to yet another peak to climb. i craned my neck as i watched him strap Kioko firmly to his back, then begin to hike up the mountain, mimiking my previous actions.
i sighed, feeling a bit uncomfortable, due to the awkward silence between Kurama and i so i tried to start a conversation.
"So, um, how are you feeling?" i asked, quickly gaining his attention. "Huh? oh, fine. still a little sore i guess."
he replied. "Oh. well that's good." he muttered a simple 'uh-huh' before his attention returned to the bright scenery before him.
we finally reached the small trail that lead to the cave, walking along before curving around the mountain, where we were both surprised to meet the bright glowing yellow eyes of a snarling wolf, blocking our way to the cave.
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Neko Yasha: ok, i know that was terribly short, but gimme a break! i have writer's block! and *sniffle* i miss my baby!!!!!!!!
Hiei: oh shut the hell up! it was just a computer!
Neko Yasha: yeah. i guess that's what i get for trying to scare all the people in the chat rooms.
Chibi Kurama: but it was so much fun! ^_^
Neko Yasha: finally some one who understands me and my irresistable urge to start shit! *hugs CK*
Hiei: Hn. you're just going to get your self in trouble. that's what i said about that fiance of yours but you didn't listen!
17 is too young to get married!
Neko Yasha: well it's legal! so get off my back, will ya?! besides, every thing's going fine. but that's kinda creepy. a month after i started writing this, i found out i was pregnant my self "O_o"
Hiei: my point exactly. -_-
Neko Yasha: so what's wrong with that? i don't mind, and my soon-to-be-husband couldn't be happier.
Hiei: well fine but don't come cryin to me when you can't figure out how to change a damn diaper!
Neko Yasha: uh! well forget you then! hmph. so any way, you probably don't care about my personal life, so just R&R, k? no flames please.
Chibi Kurama: bye bye!
Hiei: i don't blame them. the last chapter sucked ass.
Neko Yasha: (sticks out tongue) so any way, i'm not on my comp so i have to use word pad which means i don't have spell check or word count so please excuse me if the chapters are a little short and my spelling sucks. so, here's chapter 17! enjoy!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Hiei's P.O.V)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I watched out of the corner of my eye as Kurama continued to stare at me, then proceed to look away every time he caught me looking. he had been acting so strange lately. take last night for example, every 10 minutes or so he'd get up and look at me, then when he realized i was asleep, he'd lay back down and get about another 10 minutes of rest before once again stalking me. but little did he know, i wasn't really asleep. i hadn't been for the whole night, in suspicion that he was still watching me. i began to wonder if he was planning something. but what? was he prepared to turn on me? stab me when i had my back turned? no. Kurama wouldn't do that. but then again, it's in his nature to go to any means necessary in order to get what he wants. although i know he's changed quite a bit, i can't get too close to him. his kind will go so far as to lie and decieve if it means fulfilling their desires. but what exactly is his desire? i have nothing that he wants. no money, nothing. nothing of any value at least. so what could he possibly want from me? i sigh. it's simple. i'm just being paranoid. Kurama doesn't want any thing from me and even if he did, i have nothing to give. is it possible that Kurama hates me with such passion that he'd go so far as to take my life out of spite? no. He's had plenty of opportunities, so if that's what he wants, he could've already done it. Either way, if it's my life he wants, then' as much as i hate to admit it; i'm prepared to give it to him. i'm prepared to leap into hell with Kurama if that's what he wants. i know, i've gone soft. but i can't help it. i'm afraid i've grown attatched to him, and the little baby that i held in my arms. what is this warm fuzzy feeling i get in the pit of my stomach every time i'm around them? it's as if no matter how bad things get, the moment i look at the both of them, every thing's right in the world and nothing else matters. could it be love that i'm feeling? or maybe i've just gone soft. no, i can't lie to my self. i love Kurama. but i get the feeling that he doesn't love me back. how could any one love me? after all, i'm the forbidden child. no one would or could ever love me. hn. i never thought i'd hear my self talk like that. why on earth would i desire such a silly thing as love? that, i couldn't tell you. but i do, like all those foolish ningens, crave the sinful but delicious forbidden fruit that is love.and Kurama and Kioko are the ones who are responsible for poisoning me with such an emotion. But now, as we track through the thick layer of snow that covered the ground, i begin to wonder if Kurama has been using me all this time. like he had forced his way into my heart, gaining my trust, until he can finally succede in destroying me from the inside out.
i turned towards the said kitsune for answers to my unspoken questions. "Why so quiet fox?" i asked, my usual sneer spread across my features. "Huh?" he turned to me, eyes wide. "Oh, um, just thinking." he said nervously. "Oh. 'Bout what?"
i asked, my curiosity growing by the minute. "Oh, nothing. just stuff." he said, rubbing the back of his neck in a nervous gesture. "I see. like what?" although he tried to change the subject, i pressed on. "Uh..Kita. yeah. Um, speaking of which, are we almost there?" he asked, voice sounding slightly scratchy. "Hn. there's the cave." i said, pointing towards the now visible gap in the peak of the mountain. i nodded, glaring slightly as the sun shone brightly towards the peak, making my eyes water as the light hit my face, as well as Kioko's making her stir slightly in her sleep. i watched and smiled as her crimson eyes slowly fluttered open and she let out a small cry as her nap came to an end. i gently rocked her back and fourth, trying to suppress her sobs as i brushed some stray tears that flowed down her cheeks. she stretched out her tiny arms, reaching for Kurama as a low growl erupted from her tiny throat. i frowned in envy as i handed over to the red-headed fox, her cries instantly coming to a halt. i crossed my arms in frustration and continued to stomp through the snow, water beginning to soak the bottoms of my black pant legs. Kurama followed me as we came to yet another peak to climb. i craned my neck as i watched him strap Kioko firmly to his back, then begin to hike up the mountain, mimiking my previous actions.
i sighed, feeling a bit uncomfortable, due to the awkward silence between Kurama and i so i tried to start a conversation.
"So, um, how are you feeling?" i asked, quickly gaining his attention. "Huh? oh, fine. still a little sore i guess."
he replied. "Oh. well that's good." he muttered a simple 'uh-huh' before his attention returned to the bright scenery before him.
we finally reached the small trail that lead to the cave, walking along before curving around the mountain, where we were both surprised to meet the bright glowing yellow eyes of a snarling wolf, blocking our way to the cave.
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Neko Yasha: ok, i know that was terribly short, but gimme a break! i have writer's block! and *sniffle* i miss my baby!!!!!!!!
Hiei: oh shut the hell up! it was just a computer!
Neko Yasha: yeah. i guess that's what i get for trying to scare all the people in the chat rooms.
Chibi Kurama: but it was so much fun! ^_^
Neko Yasha: finally some one who understands me and my irresistable urge to start shit! *hugs CK*
Hiei: Hn. you're just going to get your self in trouble. that's what i said about that fiance of yours but you didn't listen!
17 is too young to get married!
Neko Yasha: well it's legal! so get off my back, will ya?! besides, every thing's going fine. but that's kinda creepy. a month after i started writing this, i found out i was pregnant my self "O_o"
Hiei: my point exactly. -_-
Neko Yasha: so what's wrong with that? i don't mind, and my soon-to-be-husband couldn't be happier.
Hiei: well fine but don't come cryin to me when you can't figure out how to change a damn diaper!
Neko Yasha: uh! well forget you then! hmph. so any way, you probably don't care about my personal life, so just R&R, k? no flames please.
Chibi Kurama: bye bye!