Bitter Memories

A Beyblade Fanfiction

Umm, yeah this is chapter 3. Hope you will enjoy it. Ja ne!

P.S.: This chapter is going to be a bit bloody and violent. Be warned! Bwahaha! Thanks to all my lovely reviewers!

Warning: R, Shonen Ai (Slash), Blood, Drama, Violence, Angst, Incest, OOC?

Pairing: Kai/Tyson, maybe more

Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade

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"Blah" - Speaking

Blah - Thinking

{Blah} - Bitbeast

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-Chapter 3-

In a way, he doesn't want to be loved

What the hell is going on?

The black shape suddenly transformed itself into a form of a black, red-eyed Dragon.

{You?! What are you doing here?? I'm not...}

:::There you are Dragoon!! Where were you?! I searched everywhere for you!! Next time, you're going to me, when you want to go of your merry way!::: Snarled the black dragon, obviously very pissed off.

{Dark Dragoon! You're not my mommy! I can take care of myself!! It's annoying that you are always nagging me. You're practically my own stalker!! I don't need you!} Dragoon growled.

Dark Dragoon snorted :::Hmpf!! But I'm your own brother! Your older brother! You can't tell me, how I should behave! And you! Don't you dare to say that! You need me! I know it!:::

Dragoon glared at his with open mouth, showing his long, intimidating fangs.

{Fuck you!!! I don't need you! I only need Dranzer!}

Dark Dragoon's eyes eyes blazed dangerously with upcoming fury. :::Say that again!!::: {I only need Dranzer!!}

With a scream of rage, Dark Dragoon threw himself at his younger sibling. His razor-sharp claws ripping through Dragoon's skin, making him cry out in pain.

:::Don't you dare to mention that beast's name in my presence!! That lowly nuisance!! He is nothing!::: Yelled Dark Dragoon.

{He is not a lowly beast! He is a good and brave bit-beast, better than you will ever be!}

:::Only you have the nerve to say that! I'm a noble storm-beast. Our kind, the Storm Element, is one of the strongest and most respected in the whole bit-beast-world. And we, Dragoon, are the royal storm beasts! Only two of us are left! Don't you see it? We need to be together!! We are the last of our kind! And you, certainly, don't need such a beast. He is common, a nothing. You need something better!! You should only need me!:::

{I can't! I love him! I need to fulfill my destiny! You can't stop me! And if you won't stop stalking me.... Then we are not brothers anymore!} Dragoon said.

Dark Dragoon froze. :::What did you say?!::: His voice sounded hurt.

{You heard me!!!}

:::Insolent brat! How dare you!::: Dark Dragon roared and he shot a ball full of crackling energy at his younger brother. Dragoon cried out when he was hit by a blow of pure power and he blacked out.

A bright, bluish light surrounded him and after the light had vanished, you could see Dragoon in his Human form. He had long dark-blue hair and pale skin.

He was floating, only a white blanket draped around the lithe body.

'Dragoon!' Tyson shouted, worried about his bit-beast. He wanted to run to his beast, but he couldn't. Tyson looked down on his body. His body was transparent.

Tyson's midnight-blue eyes widened.

'What...?!' He croaked.

::: Didn't Dragoon tell you? You are in your own mind. Your body doesn't really exist here.::: A cold, low voice said, behind him. Tyson turned around.

There stood a tall man, with shoulder-reaching wavy black hair and crimson eyes. He had really pale skin and he wore a black cloak.

'Are you Dark Dragoon?'

The man smirked. ::: Hmm, it seems, you're not so dumb, you appear to be. I am impressed. And yes, I am Dark Dragoon. Dragoon's older brother. The most powerful storm-beast of the world. Now, go out of my way.::: Dark Dragoon swept past Tyson and picked his brother up.

:::Oh and listen closely. I really don't appreciate anyone using my little brother. Especially not that overgrown chicken, Dranzer. Hmpf, what a suck-up bastard. He never will be a good boyfriend. He is not noble. A nothing. Dragoon, needs someone better.::: Dark Dragoon said softly, while narrowing his eyes.

'So, so you really don't like Dranzer??' Tyson asked shyly.

Dark Dragoon's head snapped up and he glared fiercely at Tyson. :::Don't like? I bloody hate him! I despise him!!!::: Wind swirled around the black-cloathed man and his eyes were glowing.

::: Don't ask me so mindless questions!! You're also worthless. Only a human. I wonder why Dragoon picked you! But he was always too kind for his own good.::: Sighed Dark Dragoon.

'So you're saying, I'm only trash?!'

::: Of course. Nobody could ever compare to Dragoon, nobody but me. The only one, who maybe would be good enough for him, would be Black Dranzer. Pah! But I'm the only one for Dragoon. My sweet, little brother.....:::

Tyson stared at the black-haired man, his gaze understanding.

:::What?!::: Sneered Dark Dragoon, tightening his grip on his unconscious brother.

'You love him very much, ne?'

The black dragon, in his human form, blinked at Tyson, then he looked down with sadness in his crimson eyes.

:::Yes, but in a way, he doesn't want to be loved.....::: He whispered, smiling sadly at Dragoon.

:::It's cursed,...but::: The red eyes hardened. :::I won't let it happen... To him....:::

Dark Dragoon walked up to Tyson. He stared for a while at the boy, then he smirked and ruffled his blue hair.

:::You're not so bad, for a stupid human. My brother chose you, be proud of his choice. But an advice. Don't let your guard down! Everybody has his own reasons and everybody has masks. Find them!:::

Dark Dragoon disappeared, taking his brother with him.

Everybody has masks? But....

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_By Kai_

Kai stopped his car and threw the door open. He sprinted to the hospital door and ran towards the elevator. But a hand appeared and held him back.

"What?!" Kai growled, eyes flashing.

A police-man stared back at him, eyes wide. "Please, sir the area is restricted. We are searching the entire hallway for any clues. You know, the bomb...." Stuttered the man, very intimidated by Kai.

"So??! My b--friend lies in the room, where the explosion occurred. I need to see him!" Kai hissed.

"What?" Yelped the police-man. "Please, wait a moment sir!" Said the man and turned

around.

"Officer Ikari! That man claimed, that he is befriended with the boy in room 234."

"What? Is that true?" Asked the elder police-man. Kai nodded, annoyed. "Yes, it's true. Can I go?!" "No, we need your name, sir. And..."

But Kai didn't have the patience to wait anymore.

He tore himself away from the police-officer's grasp and ran to the elevator.

"Hey!"

The door opened, after he pushed the button and Kai quickly stepped in. He pressed the button with the Nr.5 on it and the door closed.

The last thing Kai saw, before the elevator's door closed, were the angry faces of the police-officers.

The pale boy smirked.

Incompetent losers

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Kai POV

After I had avoided 6 more police-idiots and 3 nurses, I finally arrived at Tyson's room.

Hn. Nobody was there. What a crappy security. Really.

I quietly opened the door and went inside. Nobody was inside. I locked the door and stepped up to Tyson's bed.

The walls were a bit burnt and so was the ceiling. But Tyson's bed was untouched. I looked down at Tyson's hand.

There was Dragoon. It wasn't in any way damaged.

So Dragoon, did you protect Tyson? Or not?

"Tyson,... I hope you're alright."

Tyson didn't answer. His face was relaxed. I smiled at his sleeping face. I gently took his hand and stroked it.

"You know, ... I had a nightmare. How you were hit by the car. And.. The bloody corpses of my parents and your father.... Their faces... Horror written in my parents eyes, mouths gaping open, crimson blood gushing out of multiple stabbing wounds,... You could see their organs ....torn and useless. Your father still had the kitchen knife in his throat, and one eyeball was laying on the ground, half mashed.

His arm broken at an uneven angle... His tongue ripped out.... Blood on the curtains, the wall, the lamp, the table and the floor.

Your shocked cry. Your tears. The ticking of the bomb. Our footsteps. The big explosion. My pain. Your horrified eyes. The hit. The sound of your body impacting on the wet round. The satisfied smirk on his ugly rat-face.

The sounds of the ambulance. The beeping of your EKG. I remember everything. And you? Are you in pain? Do you remember? I hope you don't.... "

I sighed and kissed Tyson's eyebrow.

"But I'm not weak. I will have my rightful revenge. I am not weak. I'm not."

So why do you cut yourself off? You're afraid of getting hurt again!You have nearly lost everything you've held dear in one move. You're afraid it will happen again. How pathetic. How weak!

I let my head drop and closed my eyes.

I am not! This is my right! So what if I don't let others close to me? It's my business!! Leave me alone! I don't need anybody!! I can do this myself! I am strong!

I clapped my hands over my ears.

Are you?

_End of Kai POV_

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%Dream%

'So beautiful.... You're mine. All mine. You're my little angel, aren't you? You are mine forever. My sweet little boy. Don't cry. Daddy will make it better.'

A pain-filled cry.

'Please stop! It hurts! Don't hurt me, please Dad!! Ahh!! Stop!!!'

A deranged grin

'Nobody will ever see you. You're mine! My property! I am the only one, who loves you. Your mother left you. But I didn't leave. So love me!! I am your father!! Be thankful!

Show me your gratitude!!! I've claimed you. Mine. All mine.'

Fearful ocean-blue eyes stared at the large man before him.

'No! I don't wanna!! Leave me alone! It hurts so much!!'

A growl.

'Ungrateful brat! You will obey me! I am your father!!! You will only smile for me. You will only scream for me. You will only come for me. You will only bleed for me. Understand??'

Blood gushed down on small, white thighs.

'NO!'

'OBEY ME! I'VE CREATED YOU!!!! I AM YOUR FATHER! YOU ARE MY SON! ! YOU ARE MINE!!! AND IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE MINE.....!!!!'

A huge hand gripping a pale, small neck.

'THEN NOBODY WILL HAVE YOU!!!'

Footsteps

'Daddy..... Why..? Why are you doing this? It hurts....'

Cackling

'My precious!!! You will be mine! Let us die together!! Bonded for eternity!!!'

Orange-red flames dancing around, gleefully consuming everything in their way.

'MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!'

A burning body.

'It's hot.... So hot.. Am I dying??? It hurts....'

A limp hand hitting the ground.

'NO! MAX!!'

%End of Dream%

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"Max!"

Max shot up. "Huh?" Ray stood before him, frowning. "You were asleep. I assumed you were having a nightmare, so I thought it would be better to wake you up. Are you alright? You sounded distressed." Ray asked, worried.

Max smiled at him, but his eyes were tired.

"Yes, yes, I'm okay, ....really. After all, it was just a nightmare. Nothing more." Ray raised his eyebrow, but chose not to say anything. So, he just nodded and walked away.

You liar

Max hid in his face in his hands. "I am okay. I am okay. It was just a dream. A nightmare."

You liar Max. Always hiding behind your happy-go-lucky mask.

"I am not hiding. I am not."

Max sighed deeply and ran his hands through his blond hair.

I am okay

Max looked down at his wrist. There was his watch. His hand hesitated, but then he took the

watch off.

There was it.

A thin, white scar across his wrist. He gently traced the puckered skin.

"My reason...." Max whispered.

Then he looked at the watch. He smiled softly.

"My remedy..."

Max hugged himself, smiling sadly.

"My everything..."

How pathetic

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It's sad. Masks... Everybody has them. We are all weak. We don't want to show our true nature.... Our reasons.... Our sins... Our pasts..... Why we chose to be assassins.... Murdering in cold blood.... Killing others..... I had a choice....Because I wanted revenge.

Because my team was killed. A part was my fault..., but I still blamed others. Or him. Him. I hate him. He betrayed me. My best friend. Bah! Friend!!

He is a slimy, stinking, fucking asshole.

Lee...

I so look forward, to see your death. By my hands. Ripped apart with my bugnuks!! Your blood spilled on the floor!!! And then, I will stand over your prone body!

And only then, you'll finally feel my pain, my suffer, ....my loss. I will take all my pain out on you. The pain, I've felt as Mariah, Gary and Kevin died. Because of you. Your fault! Only yours!!!

Ray smiled. A sinister smile with glinting, golden eyes. Then he threw his head back and began to laugh madly.

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_By Kai_

Kai sat in his car. He somehow managed to avoid the police and got to his car. He started it and drove his car on the street. Switching on the radio, a depressing song began to play.

/All flowers will someday wither

All dreams will someday fade

All love will someday cool

All stars will someday darken

Why do people seek, wearing the silk of fate?

Why do people fade, around the edges of destiny?

Finding the things I hide in my heart,

God hurts me,

breaking the things I hold precious,

And he is laughing at me.

All skies will someday fade to darkness

All wind will someday end

All time will someday rot

All people will someday die

When will people choose to open the door of destiny?

When will people go on a journey where they can't return to peace?

The more my tears are stained with red,

the more I want to blame God,

as he steals the only thing I have in this world

and laughs at me with scorn.

Why do people seek, wearing the silk of fate?

Why do people fade, around the edges of destiny?

Finding the things I hide in my heart,

God hurts me,

breaking the things I hold precious,

and he is laughing at me.

The more my tears are stained with red,

the more I want to blame God,

as he steals the only thing I have in this world

and laughs at me with scorn./

(A/N: I do not own the song. The song is 'God hurts those I love, or God hurts those he loves' By Fujimiya Aya aka Koyasu Takehito. It's from Weiss Kreuz. The lyrics are translated)

Kai's hand gripped the steering wheel harder.

This song.... It described my situation.... So true.... Isn't it? Tyson, ...my precious Koibito

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Kenny sat in his room, typing on Dizzy.

He sighed and leaned back in his chair. He stared at the ceiling. "Is something wrong, Kenny?"

"I have a bad feeling.... I just don't know.... Maybe I'm paranoid...I.... There is something in the air.... Don't you feel it?"

"Yes, the other bit-beasts are also getting restless. Especially Dranzer. Since Dragoon vanished.... Poor Dranzer.

And you don't want to know, what Dranzer wants to do to Dark Dragoon. He hates him with passion and vice versa." Admitted Dizzy.

"Dark Dragoon? The older storm-beast, who has also the Dark-Element? One of the strongest bit-beasts in the whole world?" Kenny asked with awe, while fiddling with his glasses.

"Yes, but this is the only information we have. There are thousands of secrets around that mysterious beast. It looks like Dragoon, only with the color-scheme of black and red. Nobody really knows, what happened to Dragoon. He and Dranzer were mates.

But after -that- happened, we, the bit-beasts, were forcefully separated and imprisoned in the Bit-pieces. Dragoon never reappeared in the world of the Beast. We all are very worried about him.

He is, with his brother, the last of the storm beasts. They both come from a noble line. There are rumors, that Kritiker had examined a Dragon-Bit-Beast, which looked a lot like Dragoon.

A sky-blue dragon. But the scientist, who was the head of the project, was killed in an explosion. All the information about the beast were also destroyed.

Nobody survived. It was a great loss for the world of science.

The scientist was a genius, coming from a famous family. I think her name, was... Wait a moment... It was... Her name was Dr. Hinoko-Granger. Dr. Yui Hinoko-Granger. A serious, hard-working person."

"What?! She is famous here in Kritiker!! She is one of my role-models!"

"Wait a second....." Murmured Dizzy. Suddenly a photo was on her screen.

"What's this?"

"This, Kenny, is a photo of Dr. Hinoko-Granger and her husband. With their child. Her husband was a known archeologist. They both did very good things for Kritiker. The photo had been taken a short time before the explosion."

"Wow! They are both very famous!" Exclaimed Kenny, staring at the picture. There was a woman about twenty-six years, a man about twenty-nine years and a boy, maybe six years old.

The woman had long blue hair, pulled back in a braid. She wore silver-rimmed glasses, had a high-collared red shirt and a knee-length blue skirt on, with a lab-coat over her clothes. Her narrowed eyes were midnight-blue and very serious. She was a very pretty woman.

The man besides her had brown spiky hair and kind brown eyes. He was tall, maybe 6 feet, he wore brown shorts, a T-Shirt and a yellow vest. He was smiling and had a book in his right hand.

An arm was around his son. The boy was laughing, his long blue hair pulled back in a low pony-tail. He had midnight-blue eyes, just like his mother. He was tanned, wore a yellow shirt, blue shorts and his form was petite and small.

He looked a lot like his mother.

"What's the boy's name?"

"Hmm, sadly, I don't remember. I think the name started with a T. Hmm, Tyler?? Tom? Tim? No,..... Ty...Ty... Oh Yes! Tyson! Yes, his name was Tyson!!"

"Was? Is he dead?"

Dizzy's voice became uncomfortable.

"Well, not exactly. He has been in a coma for two years straight. He was hit by a car in the same night his father died."

"Oh. Well, that's.... Terrible."

"Yes." Dizzy's answer was short and clipped.

"But, isn't a permanent hospital stay expensive? Who pays the bill?"

"I do not know. But it isn't our business."

"But it should be! Both were members of Kritiker!!" Yelled Kenny.

"I don't know! Please, just leave it alone!" Pleaded Dizzy.

"You know something, right Dizzy? But why aren't you telling me?? Please, tell me!"

"NO! I don't know anything!"

"Fine, be that way! I'll find it out by myself!"

"Don't do it, please Kenny!"

"Why shouldn't I? I am the researcher of the Bladebreakers! That is my life! My devotion! My meaning of Life! I am the genius here! I should know everything! Only for that I'm good!

I was never good enough to be a human! My parents had said so!! That is my purpose!! I only live for that! So long as people need me for my brain, so long I am welcomed!! Welcomed, but not loved!! My parents sold me for my brain!! That is my existence!! Because I am smart! Only because of that! And if I receive human affection just because of that, so be it!!! I can't change it!!" Shouted Kenny.

He stormed out of the door.

"Kenny... That's not true...." Whispered Dizzy.

"Parents..... They don't have the right to call themselves that.... They treated you like trash...

What should I do? Oh Dragoon, what should I do??"

Nobody answered her.

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(A/N: Warning, humor ahead! ^^)

Tyson was still in his own mind, after Dark Dragoon had left with his brother in tow.

'Hey! Wait a moment! Will somebody tell me what's this all about? Hello?! Anybody here?'

No answer

'Shit!! That's sucks! And of course, Tyson Granger is the one, who is totally clueless.'

Tyson began to pout.

'Let's see. Let's get all the information together.

I'm currently in a coma. That is bad. Kai is somewhere off his merry way, probably doing something stupid [No Shit Sherlock!], someone wanted to kill me and Kai [Die, whoever dared to pull a stunt like that!], my Bit-beast was carried off by his possessive brother, I'm still stuck in a coma and I am talking to myself. So, to sum it up... SHIT!'

Tyson began to pace.

'What to do?? Kai is probably drowning in guilt and I can't wake up. And of course, Dark Dragoon had to go and give me some last-minute advice. Bah! Everyone has masks, find them! Of course and I will figure that out.

Meh.

I am the dumb one. Kai is the smart and good-looking bloke. I'm not the hero!! I don't want to! I'm too lazy!

But noo, the cute and happy-go-lucky guy must be the one, who saves the day. Stereo-typical.

Aww, that's not fair!! Still, I should do something instead of whining. That isn't a good image. Whining is a big No-No! With a capital N.

Hmm, if I only had the family sword..... Wait! Didn't Dragoon say he had sealed himself in the sword! Maybe he can bring it here!!

And because the sword is..... *smirk*'

Tyson looked up and his eyes were cold.

'Hn, fools. They will pay.'

TBC.....

Mwahaha! I am cruel, aren't I? Want to know what will happen? Just push the button in the left corner and write a review! Please!

Thankies to my beta-reader! You're the best Leila! ^^

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