The Unwanted Saiyan

Part Two

Goku laid on his back with his hands behind his head, thinking. It was early in the morning, just after sunrise. He liked this time of the day--early in the morning where everyone was asleep. At this time and at night when everyone slept, he would think. His wife, Chi-Chi slept beside him unaware of the troubles in his mind. Their son, Gohan was in dreamland. After spending the past month training, Goku told Piccolo that they were taking the next few days off from training.

Having been away from his family in a long time, Goku wanted to take more time off to spend with them in these three years before the Androids. When he was on Yardrat, he had time to think, to let it all settle in and realized how much he missed his family.

When he was on King Kai's planet, King Kai told Goku about the Saiyans, something he discovered he was. Goku didn't like the people known as Saiyans--warriors who plundered planets with their strength either by sending adults to planets with strong inhabitants or children to planets with weak people like the way he was.

Goku realized that if he hadn't suffered that head injury as a child, he would've been a ruthless killer. He would've killed the people whom he called his friends. He would've killed his future wife and thus his son. Goku didn't want to think about it. He liked to think about happy things but he knew he couldn't avoid it forever.

He was after all a Saiyan who no longer denied his heritage when he was training with King Kai but accepted it when he was fighting Frieza. He had to. It was the only way to defeat Frieza. He recalled Vegeta talking to him from his grave urging him to dig deep into his soul, search for his suppressed Saiyan pride and become the legendary Super Saiyan that was in him. Unaware of how to become a Super Saiyan, Goku continued to fight Frieza and used his Spirit Bomb as a last attempt to defeat the tyrant. It was a powerful blow, but it wasn't enough. It wasn't until his best friend Krillin was killed by Frieza that he finally snapped and became the legendary warrior.

Seeing his best friend die triggered something in Goku that he never knew he had. Hate. Pure hatred for someone. Goku never despised anyone like he did with Frieza. He wanted him dead. He wanted to murder Frieza for what he did, but he was also calm about it. He wanted Frieza to pay for what he did to his best friend.

And that's when it happened. He felt some unknown power rising in him. He welcomed the new feeling and it exploded inside him like a powerful rage. His felt unknown strength and speed and his hair kept flickering from black to yellow until the power consumed him completely and it he became a Super Saiyan.

He never felt such power in his life. It was amazing but also dangerous. If not control properly, he would destroy everything in his path. He remembered how angry he was with Gohan, telling him to leave but his son didn't want to leave him. He was going to ruthlessly kill Frieza the way he did Krillin, but Goku didn't. While fighting Frieza, he was fighting a battle inside him, keeping control of himself. If he subjected to Frieza's way of killing, he would've lost himself forever and could never return to the man he was.

That was also part of the reason he stayed away on Yardrat for a year, not only to heal from his wounds, but to also control his Super Saiyan powers and the new dark rage inside him.

Goku heard Chi-Chi mumbled beside him. He looked over and saw Chi-Chi awakened. Chi-Chi opened her eyes and saw Goku frowning. "What's wrong?"

"I'm thinking."

"About what?"

"Who I am?"

Chi-Chi frowned in confusion. "What do you mean?"

"Me being a Saiyan. I didn't want to accept it when I first learned who I was, but I had to accept who I was to defeat Frieza. When I fought Frieza, I was getting pounded from him until I dropped a Spirit Bomb on him. I thought I had defeated him, but Frieza resurfaced, hurt Piccolo and killed Krillin. Something inside me snapped, Chi-Chi. I felt so much rage and hatred for him. I never had that feeling before. All I wanted to do was kill him mercilessly for what he had done. I wanted him to pay and I didn't care how it was done. That's when it happened. That's when I became a Super Saiyan and with that power, I defeated Frieza. I no longer felt shame or hate for the people I came from. Now I'm curious about the people I never knew, the people I come from."

"Those people were nothing but coldhearted warriors who took the thrill of killing people. Just look at Vegeta," Chi-Chi said.

"Vegeta's changed."

"How?" Chi-Chi asked.

"He's not as evil anymore. He helped Gohan and Krillin on Namek. He bought enough time fighting Frieza for me to heal from my injuries after fighting Captain Ginyu."

Chi-Chi sighed. "Fine, but he was mainly looking out for himself I bet. I'm glad that you're not like him."

"I could've been if I hadn't got hit in the head as a child. We're fortunate for a lot of things like Gohan never seeing the moon and turning into a giant monkey."

Chi-Chi looked guilty. "Goku, I have to tell you something. I suspected something about Gohan, especially after you told me that story about not looking at the moon because your grandfather told you not to. I wondered if you looked at the moon and accidentally killed your grandfather. I wasn't going to take a chance because Gohan had a tail and you didn't anymore so I made sure we all went to bed early."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Goku asked.

"I didn't want to hurt you with the knowledge that you might have killed your grandfather."

Goku nodded. He understood her reason, but he didn't like it. "Yeah, but I still like to know about my heritage."

"How are you going to do that?"

"I'm going to talk to Vegeta. He knows all about the Saiyans," Goku explained.

Goku looked as if he really wanted this and Chi-Chi knew she couldn't keep him from this knowledge. It was his heritage. "This isn't how I wanted you to spend your day off from training, but go ahead."

****

Goku flew to Capsule Corp. after breakfast. Mrs. Briefs showed him to the back of the large home where Vegeta trained in the Capsule ship. Goku opened the door to the ship and causally walked in. It had to have been three hundred times gravity and Vegeta was struggling under it to do one hand pushups.

"Hey, Vegeta!"

Vegeta collapsed to the floor in pain and struggled to sit up. Goku walked over to turn the machine off. Vegeta was grateful but he never told Goku that. "What do you want, Kakarot?! I'm in the middle of training!"

"We all have to take a break sometime. Gohan and I are and Piccolo is off on a training session by himself."

"So? It's not like I care."

Goku laughed. "I guess not. I came here to ask you something."

"What?"

"Could you tell me about the Saiyans?"

Vegeta looked surprised Goku asked that. He didn't seem interested in knowing about his race because of the type of people they were and aside from fighting, Goku was the complete opposite. "Why?"

Goku looked serious at Vegeta. "I think its time I know. I had to accept who I was, be proud of my race to be a Super Saiyan. I was sent from Planet Vegeta as a child and I never knew about the people I came from. I never knew my father, mother, their--our culture. I just want to know what kind of people I came from."

Vegeta stood and walked out of the training room of the ship. Goku, curious followed him to the kitchen where Vegeta pulled out a large bottled water and consumed it. He sat in a chair thinking.

"Saiyans were a proud race of warriors. We were the best fighters in the universe. We feared no one. We didn't have to. Other races feared us because of our strength."

Goku pulled out a chair and sat in it. "So, every Saiyan was born with a lot of strength."

"Yes, but it varies. Saiyans are born with a high level of power. That's why we never had to train because we were already very strong. No other race could match our power and fighting abilities. Some generations are stronger than others. My father was very strong and everyone expected me to be stronger than him and I was. Look at your son; I imagine he's stronger than you when you were his age."

Goku nodded. "You're right about that. Gohan is farther than I ever was. Hmm, I wonder if Chi-Chi and I had another kid would he be stronger than Gohan and then we had another kid, he'll be stronger than everyone else. Wow. Imagine all that power from my kids. Amazing."

Vegeta rolled his eyes. "The world--universe doesn't need anymore of your offspring."

Goku shrugged, ignoring Vegeta's comment. "Well, what else about our culture do you know? Our customs?"

"It's rather long, Kakarot," Vegeta said.

"I don't mind. Tell me everything."

****

Chi-Chi scowled angrily as she finished the last of the dishes. Goku had been gone all day. She thought he would be gone for a few hours and they and Gohan would spend the rest of the day together. With the Androids coming in three years and Goku's constant training, the family had little time together.

She heard the door opening and knew Goku had finally returned. She sent him an angry glare and turned her back on him. "I see you decided to come home."

"I'm sorry, Chi-Chi, but I had a lot of questions."

"You were gone all day," Chi-Chi complained.

"Vegeta had a lot of things to tell me and I had a lot of questions. You understand, don't you?" Goku asked taking a seat at the table.

Chi-Chi sighed, giving in. She put the last dish in rack, dried her hands off her apron and sat beside him at the table. "I guess you did have a lot to talk about. You were always curious about everything. Was Vegeta able to answer all your questions?"

Goku took Chi-Chi's hand and pulled her from her seat and on his lap. Chi-Chi was surprised by his action and she hoped Gohan would stay in his room. "Yeah."

"And?"

"And what?" Goku asked confused.

"How do you feel about your heritage?" Chi-Chi asked.

"I don't like some of my people ways or what they did. They were ruthless people, very proud of who they are, but I've accepted that."

"I don't particularly care about the Saiyans. I know you're not like them, and no matter what I'll love you for who you are."

"The Saiyans aren't that bad. I'm a Saiyan," Goku said simply.

"You're an exception," Chi-Chi said and felt Goku pulling the ribbon out of her hair to let it down.

"Why don't you leave your hair down more, Chi-Chi?" Kakarot asked.

"It gets in the way," Chi-Chi answered.

"I want you to leave it down from now on," Kakarot kindly ordered. "I like it much better this way." He maneuvered Chi-Chi so that she was straddling him, a wicked look on his face.

Chi-Chi saw Kakarot unbuttoning her blouse. "Goku, Gohan is here. He's upstairs studying but he could come down at any moment."

"Kakarot," he said as he pulled the blouse from her skirt.

"Huh?" Chi-Chi said confused.

"Call me, Kakarot," Kakarot said.

"But that's your Saiyan name," Chi-Chi said.

"So? I'm a Saiyan," he said irritated with her response.

"I know that, but why do you want me to call you that now? You hate that name," Chi-Chi said confused by her husband actions.

"I don't hate it anymore." A wicked smile curved his face. "Come on. Say it."

"Kakarot," Chi-Chi said as if it was no big deal.

Kakarot smiled. "It's beautiful coming from your lips." He captured her mouth again in another kiss.

Chi-Chi wondered where this aggressiveness came from. It was just like the night he came back a month ago. Chi-Chi pressed her hands on his chest to push Goku off. She tore her lips from his, out of breath.

"Goku…don't you want dinner?" She tried to re-button her shirt as Kakarot kissed her neck but he pulled her hands away. "Stop, Goku. Gohan could come in here."

He pulled away looking irritated. "You really think the child will come? Fine," he huffed and picked Chi-Chi up, carrying her to their bedroom. He laid Chi-Chi on the bed gently, pulling off her shoes and kicking his own off. He laid on top of her possessively and began kissing her neck and moving his hands to remove her blouse and bra. "I want another child, Chi-Chi."

That surprised Chi-Chi. She looked up at him confused. "Goku, we agreed to wait until after the Androids when the world is peaceful again from any threat to have more children. You said you didn't want to expose another child to violence anymore like Gohan."

Kakarot pulled off his shirt. "I did, but I did some thinking. The Androids are going to attack in three years. If we get started now, our child should be two at the time and he will be staying at home with you while I fight. He won't know a battle is taking place. Besides, didn't you say you wanted a big family?"

"I did," Chi-Chi admitted.

"So, why should we waste time? Who knows? By the time the Androids attack, we could have two more kids with you pregnant with another. How about having twins?" Kakarot suggested.

"Goku," Chi-Chi said trying push Kakarot off her but he wouldn't let her. "Please. Give me some space here. I don't want to be popping out babies every year. I want the children to be a few years apart. Do you know painful it is to give birth?"

"So? You're a strong woman--the strongest in the world. The perfect woman to give me strong Saiyan babies."

Chi-Chi blinked. "What?"

"No more talking," Kakarot said and kissed her again.

Chi-Chi pulled pushed his lips off hers and looked at Kakarot questioningly. "No. What do you mean Saiyan babies?"

"I am a Saiyan and our children will have my Saiyan blood so they are Saiyan babies." He smiled persuasively at her and kissed her softly. "Do you really want to wait three more years to have another kid?" He made a gentle trail to her neck, kissing her softly, stroking her gently. "Gohan's growing up. He's not a little kid anymore." He pulled back to look at her softly. "It'd be great to have another baby running around here."

"Another child would be nice," Chi-Chi said and felt Kakarot kissing her neck again. She closed her eyes, feeling herself give in to her husband's persuasions.

Kakarot looked at her in the eyes. Chi-Chi couldn't tell if his eyes were wicked or not. "Very nice," he said and kissed her roughly this time. With his passion and her own passion increasing, Chi-Chi gave into Kakarot's advances.

I wanted to say no for tonight but the feelings Goku was provoking in me and the fact that Goku can be quite persuasive when he really wanted something made me change my mind. He was acting strange about having more children and I thought things would get better. Maybe another child would make things better. Goku had learned about his heritage and was fine with it. He seemed to have been moving on and a child would do that. If only I had known what he was really planning maybe I could've stopped it before things got worst.

To Be Continued

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