The Unwanted Saiyan
Part Four
I held Goku in my arms for twenty minutes before we went inside. Goku was very quiet. He didn't say a word. When his eyes fell on Gohan, he was horrified at how Gohan looked. He dropped to his knees in front of our son and apologized. Gohan cringed and looked at me worried. I took it upon myself to take Gohan out of the room and in the bathroom where I fixed his wounds and fixed him a hot bath.
Dinner was eaten in silence. Goku slowly ate his food, which was definitely odd while Gohan quickly ate his. He asked if he could be excused to do some studying before he went to bed. I knew Gohan was still nervous being near his father and wanted to leave the room as soon as possible so I let him. He said goodnight to me and mumbled it to his father before leaving for his room. I thought with our son gone for the night I could finally talk to Goku.
Chi-Chi finished washing dishes while Goku just sat at the dinner table, not uttering a word. Usually any silence between Goku and Chi-Chi were comfortable but now it was just jittery. Chi-Chi dried her hands, finished with the task of washing dishes. She turned to look at Goku.
How was she going to approached him? Chi-Chi removed her apron, hung it up and rested her hands on Goku's shoulder. He jumped as if in intense concentration. He looked up at Chi-Chi.
"Ready to go to bed or are you going to stay down here?" Chi-Chi asked.
"What do you want?" Goku asked not sure if he should go with Chi-Chi.
"I want to sleep with my husband by my side."
"Are you sure?" Goku asked.
I wasn't too sure myself but I didn't want Goku to think that. I wanted him to see me being comfortable with him so he'll tell me what's going on with him so I could help.
"Yes," Chi-Chi said and helped Goku out of the table. He was reluctant to touch her, but Chi-Chi took her hand in his. They walked to Gohan's bedroom. Chi-Chi opened the door slightly to see Gohan at his desk studying. She closed the door and the two made their way to their bedroom.
Chi-Chi changed into her nightgown while Goku quickly pulled off his clothes and got in bed. He had his back to Chi-Chi. Chi-Chi climbed in after him. "Are you ready to tell me what happened to you today? You never lost your temper around Gohan or me."
For a moment, there was nothing but silence. Then Goku rolled over and looked at Chi-Chi with pleading eyes. "Chi-Chi, I'm sorry with what I did. I don't know what came over me. You know I would never hit you or Gohan."
"I know that, Goku, but you did. What's the matter? I know you're hiding something from me. Please, tell me. I want to help."
"Chi-Chi, I don't know what happened. All of a sudden I was angry and then I saw your face, how scared you looked and I snapped out of it. I don't know what happened." He looked at her with worried eyes.
"Goku…"
Goku just hugged Chi-Chi close to him suddenly. "I don't want to lose you."
"You won't." Chi-Chi told him gently. "You won't. Why would you think that?"
"Because of how I acted today. I saw how scared you were of me. You've never been scared of me. You shouldn't. I would never hurt you."
Chi-Chi just held Goku as she gently stroked the muscles on his back. "I know that, Goku. I know."
Goku and Gohan took a break from training. Gohan had to because I wasn't going to send him out still bruised as he was. He had to stay home for at least a week. He was half Saiyan but he was also half human and my child. It took some time, but Goku was able to talk to Gohan and got him to forgive Goku for attacking him in training the way he did and hurting him.
When Goku and Gohan finally went back to training, I had to go to my doctor to get more birth control pills. I wish I had went yesterday morning like I planned but I couldn't because Goku wanted to stay in for the morning and train that afternoon. So, I had to reschedule it for the next day. I don't know if what happened days after I left the clinic was a blessing in disguise or not because I had suffered a lot but it brought things out in the open faster than I had expected.
"Chi-Chi, hi!"
Chi-Chi stopped, inwardly groaning as she recognized that voice. Of all the people to run into at a time like this. Chi-Chi forced a smile and turned around. "Hello, Bulma."
Bulma parked her car near the sidewalk and got up. "I saw you coming out of the clinic and almost didn't recognize you. What are you doing here?"
"I just had to pick a prescription," Chi-Chi explained.
"A prescription. Who's sick?" Bulma asked.
"No one. It's for myself."
"What is it?" Bulma asked curiously.
"It's something for myself. If you would excuse me, I have to get home."
"Comin' through!" A teenager yelled as he flew by on his skateboard, bumping into both women causing them to fall down. Chi-Chi's bag fell out of her hand and near Bulma.
Bulma picked it up and looked inside. She looked at Chi-Chi surprise. "Birth control pills?"
Chi-Chi took the pills from Bulma. "I have to go home and fix dinner."
"Chi-Chi, wait!" Bulma said and got in front of her. "So, you're on the pill. What's the big deal about that?"
"Nothing. I find it personal and I don't need to tell anyone what goes on in my private life," Chi-Chi said. "Now if you will excuse me, I have to get home."
****
After another vigorous day of training, Chi-Chi had warmed up a bath for Gohan. The boy played in it happily as Chi-Chi gathered his clothes and put them in the hamper.
"Mom?" Gohan said suddenly. "I think something is wrong with Daddy."
Chi-Chi looked at him with an impassive expression. She didn't want to alert her son to her own feelings. "What do you mean?"
"When he's fighting, he's so tough and angry. Daddy used to smile a lot when we started training but now he doesn't do that anymore."
"Maybe your father is concentrating hard on these Androids. They will be tough opponents."
"I don't think that's it Mom. I think something is wrong with him. When he gets that look, it's scary."
"What look?" Chi-Chi asked curiously.
"When Dad first transformed into a Super Saiyan, he was madder than I have ever seen. It was like something snapped in him. He even got mad at me, yelling at me to leave the planet. I knew he had to do it so I can leave, but there was something else about it Mom. There was a dark look in his eyes. It likes he wants to kill and would take great pleasure in it. I never seen it before and it scared me. I'm seeing it now that we are training, especially when he spars with Piccolo."
Chi-Chi knew this wasn't good. Gohan was noticing something wrong and she didn't want Gohan to worry or think anything was wrong with his father. "Just relax, sweetie. Your father's not thinking about hurting anyone but the Androids. Enjoy your bath." She patted Gohan on the head and left the room.
Chi-Chi was startled to see Kakarot standing outside the door.
"So he thinks something is wrong with me, does he?" Kakarot snarled. "He's going to be a lot more scared of me when I'm through with him."
"No," Chi-Chi said suddenly stopping Kakarot from entering the bathroom. "Gohan's taking a bath and he's tired from training. He'll understand later that you don't mean to be tough but that you're prepping him for the Androids."
Chi-Chi put a hand on his arms, trying to think of anything to keep Kakarot from going in that room. "Look at you. This training has made you tense. Come on. Let me give you a massage. You like those, remember?"
Kakarot smirked. "I do. Let's go."
Chi-Chi sat beside Kakarot as she massage the muscles on his shoulder and back gently. "How is that?"
"Wonderful," he moaned.
"Soon, you'll be as good as new. We don't want Vegeta getting stronger than you," Chi-Chi teased.
Kakarot laughed arrogantly. "As if Prince Vegeta could catch up with my strength."
Chi-Chi stopped rubbing his shoulders. 'Prince Vegeta? Goku never called Vegeta that.' "What did you say?"
"I said Prince Vegeta can't catch up with me."
"Since when do you call Vegeta Prince Vegeta?" Chi-Chi asked.
"I think I should. I am stronger than him but he is the Prince of all Saiyans."
"He is," Chi-Chi admitted.
If all the past events didn't tell me something was wrong with my husband, then I knew now something was. No way would Goku use formalities. He always called anyone he knew by their names and I knew he would never call Vegeta Prince Vegeta. Something was wrong and I didn't know what to do. There was only one person I could turn to that might know what's wrong with my husband and help him and that was Vegeta.
****
"What now?" Vegeta asked annoyed when he saw Chi-Chi standing at the gravity door.
"I know you said that Goku's behavior isn't strange because he's preparing for the Androids, but he's not acting normal. Something is seriously wrong with my husband."
Vegeta turned the machine off and Chi-Chi walked in. Vegeta closed the door again when he saw Bulma looking on curiously. "What are you babbling about now?"
"Goku hurt Gohan again. It was worse this time. Gohan had a black eye! He almost went after me. If it wasn't for Piccolo, I could be in crutches right now and he even addressed you as Prince Vegeta! If you don't think something is wrong then something is wrong with you!" Chi-Chi shouted.
Vegeta was surprised. Goku striking his wife? Goku calling him Prince Vegeta? Chi-Chi was right. Something was wrong with Goku. "Perhaps you're right."
"Perhaps? I know I am," Chi-Chi argued.
Vegeta rolled his eyes. "Whatever. How else is Kakarot acting strange?"
"Like I said before there are times he wants me to call him Kakarot. I still call him Goku most of the time but lately, I think he's getting annoyed by that. His moods shift from light to dark and sometimes I don't think it's Goku I'm talking to."
"Has Kakarot ever been like this?"
"No. Never."
Vegeta frowned as he thought. "When did you notice Kakarot's odd behavior?"
"It had to have been when he came back from Yardrat."
"After his battle with Frieza, after he became a Super Saiyan," Vegeta noted.
"Gohan told me he was scared of his father when he transformed into a Super Saiyan."
"What do you mean?"
"When Goku transformed, Gohan said it was like a metamorphosis. He was so angry that it scared him. He never saw his father so angry. Gohan said after Krillin was killed by Frieza it was like Goku snapped and he started transforming. That was the first time Goku raised his voice at Gohan."
"Maybe it was too much for him," Vegeta thought aloud.
"What are you talking about?" Chi-Chi asked.
"Transforming into a Super Saiyan. It might've been too much for Kakarot. When baldy was killed and Kakarot snapped as you say, it might have triggered something he thought he had forgotten."
"Forgotten what?"
"His dark Saiyan side."
Chi-Chi blinked. "Darker…Saiyan…side?"
"Kakarot isn't an ordinary Saiyan. No true Saiyan is cheerful, happy and positive as him and fight for good. That hit on the head as a child scrambled his programming and he lost the dark, evil true Saiyan he was. When he became a Super Saiyan, that darker side of Kakarot was revived."
Chi-Chi swallowed hard taking it in. "That can't be," she said but knew it was true.
Vegeta glared at her. "You know it's true."
"But I don't want Kakarot. I want my sweet Goku. There must be some way to get him back."
"There's a way, but you can't do it."
"Why can't I? I can do it. Just tell me," Chi-Chi demanded. "I must get Goku back."
"Tell me, who is more in control--Goku or Kakarot? Who do you see more?"
Chi-Chi thought for a moment. "Um, at first it was Goku but more and more Kakarot is out. It just happens you know? One moment, I'm talking to Goku and another moment I'm talking to Kakarot. The day he almost attacked me and Piccolo punched him out, he suddenly snapped out of it and was Goku again."
"There's a war inside Kakarot's mind. He's struggling with his evil and good counterparts and so far the evil counterpart is winning. Still his good side is fighting. If you and Kakarot share a true bond then there is a slim chance you could reach him."
"A true bond? Goku and I have that. We have true love."
Vegeta rolled his eyes. "You and every couple on this ridiculous planet thinks they do. The bond is very powerful. It's the strongest connection a couple can feel for one another, whether it's telepathy or knowing one need the other. Many Saiyans in the past thought they had this and had to be tested. Very few succeeded. When it was perform and didn't work, one of the mate's died or went insane. It showed they didn't have true love."
"How is this test performed?" Chi-Chi asked. "I must know. I know I could reach Goku this way."
"Didn't you hear what I said? You can't do it."
"I can!" Chi-Chi argued. "Goku and I have true love. You must show me how to perform this test. It's the only way I can get my husband back," Chi-Chi pleaded with Vegeta.
Vegeta sighed. "Foolish human. Fine. I'll show you."
"Thank you, Vegeta, but I have to ask. Why are you helping me? At first you wanted me to go away, you were rude to my son, tried to kill my husband so why are you helping me?"
"Kakarot, Gohan and I are the last of the Saiyan race. It'll be foolish to kill what was left of a very powerful race, and if one needs help, then I should help the last of my race," Vegeta explained. "Now let me show you this technique so you can get out of my face."
****
Bulma drove her car to Goku and Chi-Chi's house. When she didn't find anyone there, she drove around until she saw Goku, Gohan, and Piccolo resting by the river.
"Hey, Bulma!" Goku said cheerfully as Bulma hopped out of the car and walked towards them. "What are you doing here?"
"I came to say hi. Everyone's so busy. I really came to ask you a question, Goku."
"What?" Goku asked innocently.
"Why is Chi-Chi coming to Capsule Corp. to talk to Vegeta?" Bulma asked.
"What?" Goku said surprised.
Bulma noticed the different tone in his voice. "You didn't know?"
"Of course I didn't know. I've been training. How long has this been happening?" Kakarot asked angrily now taking over.
"There was that one time a few weeks ago and today. I meant to ask her why and what she was talking to Vegeta for when she left the clinic to get birth control pills but I never---"
"Birth control pills?" Kakarot questioned angrily.
Bulma was surprised again at his tone of voice. "Yeah. Didn't you know? I assumed you did."
"No, I didn't. I have to go home," Kakarot said and took off, leaving Bulma baffled.
"Where did my Dad go?" Gohan asked Bulma as he approached her.
"He said something about going home. He has to talk to Chi-Chi," Bulma said. 'Hmm, I wonder what that was all about.'
Chi-Chi entered the house with a bag of groceries thinking to herself what she should cook for dinner. To her surprise, she found her husband at home. He was lying on the sofa.
"Goku, what are you doing home early? Did you and Gohan finish your training?"
"Kakarot," he snapped as he rose from the sofa and approached her looking angry. "My name is Kakarot and just where were you?"
Chi-Chi was startled at his rise in anger. What could've happened to have that gotten him angry with her? "I--I--went shopping."
"Before that!" He yelled.
"What are you talking about, Goku?" Chi-Chi asked.
"Kakarot! My name is Kakarot and you will call me that from now on and not Goku! I don't want to be called Goku anymore."
Chi-Chi swallowed hard taking a step back from him. "What's wrong with you? You're scaring me."
Kakarot grabbed Chi-Chi's left arm. "What were you doing with Vegeta today and the first time you saw him while I was training? Were you sleeping with him?"
"Ow. Go--aah!" She screamed as his gripped tightened on her wrist. "Kakarot, what are you talking about? I haven't been sleeping with Vegeta and I never will. I don't want to. Why are you thinking that?" She winced in pain. "Please, let go. You're hurting me."
But he didn't let go. "Why did you see Vegeta?"
"I needed to talk to him about you. Your behavior isn't normal, G-Kakarot. I thought he could help me find out what is wrong with you."
"Nothing is wrong with me. I'm fine! And just so you know in case you were thinking about sleeping with Vegeta, you can forget it. He's Bulma's. He and Bulma will have a child. That kid that told me about the Androids and the virus--that was Bulma and Vegeta's child. So if you're thinking about sleeping with him you can forget it."
That was when I discovered why Bulma was questioning me talking to Vegeta. Was she actually jealous that I was talking to Vegeta and he allowed me in the gravity room when he was ignoring her? I felt sick to my stomach thinking Bulma thought that but I knew it was true.
"I don't want Vegeta," Chi-Chi said, still trying to get out of Kakarot's grasp.
"Then why did you buy birth control pills!" Kakarot roared.
Chi-Chi's eyes widen in horror. 'How did he know?'
"Why?!" Kakarot yelled at her and grabbed hold of the other arm, nearly shaking her. "You better tell me," he threatened.
"I only did it because I think something is wrong with you, Kakarot. Your personalities keep switching from light to dark and I don't want to bring a child in that environment. Please, let me go. You're not well. If you were my husband, Goku, you wouldn't do this. Goku would never do this to me."
"I'm not Goku. My name is Kakarot! Kakarot! There is nothing wrong with me! I'm fine! How could you betray me like this, Chi-Chi? I'm your husband. You're my wife. You should obey me. I trusted you and you betray me by taking birth control pills when you know I wanted children!"
"I don't know what your purpose is for having kids, but it can't be good. We can't have children when you're like this!" Chi-Chi yelled trying to knock some sense in him.
It didn't work on Kakarot. "Where are these pills?" he asked angrily.
"In…in our bathroom."
Kakarot released Chi-Chi's right hand and pulled her along, nearly dragging her to their bathroom. Kakarot slammed the door open and finally released her. "Get it."
Chi-Chi felt she had no choice. If she didn't get it, who knows what Kakarot would do to her. She was no longer talking to Goku but a complete stranger who was the opposite of her husband and more dangerous. She went into the medicine cabinet in the back to get out. Goku never went in there so she never feared him discovering it but she still didn't know how he found out.
Kakarot snatched it out of Chi-Chi's hands, tossed the pills in the toilet and flushed it. "How long are these in affect?"
"Until I stop using them."
"When was the last time you used it?"
"Today," Chi-Chi answered and saw Kakarot's face contorted in anger. She didn't see Goku anywhere in the eyes only Kakarot. She gasped as he grasped her suddenly. "Stop it. What are you doing?"
"So it will wear off later today or tomorrow. In that case, I have to make sure I get you pregnant before I leave to train again. I can't trust you." He dragged her off to their bedroom.
"What do you plan on doing? Let me go! Kakarot, you must get help! This isn't you." Chi-Chi shouted trying to get out of Kakarot's death grip grasp.
"What does it look like I'm going to do? I'm going to make sure you don't betray me again. I'm going to get a child out of you." Kakarot pulled Chi-Chi towards him and kissed her roughly. Chi-Chi tried pushing him off but he continued to be more forceful, pulling on her clothes, tearing it, moving them closer to the bed. This worried Chi-Chi.
"I don't know what you are planning but I want you to stop it," Chi-Chi said trying to break free.
Kakarot chuckled wickedly as he tightened his hold on her. "I'm going to make you pregnant and this time I'm going to make sure you are pregnant."
"What do you mean?" Chi-Chi asked worried.
"Don't you get it? I'm going to make love to you night and day until I know for sure you are pregnant and you're going to enjoy every minute of it." He kissed her softly this time but his hold on her didn't lessen. He kept pushing her back until they were on the bed with Kakarot on top of her, his kisses growing more hot and passionate.
"No!" Chi-Chi trying to push Kakarot off her. "I don't want this. I want Goku. Goku, please come back to me."
Kakarot growled looking at her. "There is no Goku only Kakarot."
Looking into his eyes, I only did see Kakarot and his hands and mouth were all over me. I even felt my body responding to him. I didn't want this. I didn't want to bring a child in the world with my husband like this. Not when I'm like this, but this time I couldn't stop him. I knew then that Kakarot had completely taken over. Whatever battle was going on between Goku and Kakarot, it was over. Kakarot won and I felt Goku was lost to me forever.
To Be Continued
AN: Now you see why I'm not posting the R-rated version. I told you
it was a dark story and a little violent.
Sammi: So, you like evil Kakarot. I'm not sure if you do now.
Piccolo has a good point. Why walk when you can fly.
Nisha: I think you might be freaking out at Kakarot now in this
chapter.
Goten's Guardian Angel: Thanks. It just gotten worse for them now, especially for Chi-Chi.
Moon Girl: I don't think you like Kakarot now. He's getting a little crazy.
*_*: Thanks.
Leigh: LOL! Well, I think Vegeta made up for it in this chapter. I guess.
Agent182: Yeah, Chi-Chi knows why Goku is acting the way he is.
Oninu: Hmm, I don't think you like Kakarot now. Tough on Gohan. I'm glad GD isn't reading it. She may pound you for that. Hee. Hee.
Jessica C: No. Poor guy gotten worse. Now Kakarot is in full control.
Jade: No, Vegeta doesn't have any feelings for Chi-Chi in this story. He's only helping her out because Goku is a Saiyan and in a strange way, there is a unique sense of brotherhood among them and since they are the last of their kind they help each other out.
Lady Athena: LOL! He's one now that's for sure. Chi-Chi's always been strong. Remember her throwing Mr. Shu out the window. Heh. Heh. That was fun. Piccolo's always cool!
Chuquita: Yep. You guessed it. It's a little bit of both really. LOL! I don't think a doctor can help Goku/Kakarot now. Please don't tell me any spoilers. I'd like to wait and see for myself what will happen.
Brios201: Thanks, but I don't think you like Kakarot now.
Ultimate Seto Fan: Gohan'll recover once he learns the truth. That frying pan won't work on Kakarot now, not that it ever would. Nope. Wrong on the Piccolo thing.
DBZ Chick: Thanks.
Gogirl: Yep, and he's getting worst with what he is doing to Chi-Chi. Yep, you're right about Goku hitting Gohan but not really mean to in the Android Saga.
Ssjchika: Thanks.