Let the Circle be Broken:
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused…
I remember myself as a kid, back in Zanarkand… I was always what my teachers would call a "Problem Child," which they would attribute to my father… But, I don't think it was his influence that got me into all those fights. Those fights on the playground with those bullies… I just couldn't let them go unchecked. Jecht, my old man, always told me to stand up for what I thought was right… then he would get drunk and leave Mom and I home for all that time…
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream,
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean…
Now, here I am in Spira… I found myself in those ruins, and almost became fish food… all because of "Sin." Then, Rikku saved me… and Sin attacked her ship… It's a wonder she survived. But ever since that day in Zanarkand, it seems like Sin has been following me. Then I learned that it was Jecht. My old man, accomplished warrior and blitzer, and now, he is a massive engine of death and destruction. Why? Why was my old man causing all this death, hurting so many innocents…?
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again, I hurt much more, Than anytime before, and I had no options left again…
I'm beginning to think that Jecht, being Sin and all, is really my responsibility, my fault people like Yuna have to suffer… I'm drawing him near her, everywhere I go, he's one step behind me… I try to keep my distance, but, its just like him to barge in where not wanted. He's always ruined my life, that's why I hate him… Its my fault they suffer, why Home got destroyed… I'll just have to go, to keep him away from her, so she doesn't get hurt… I'm sorry, Yuna.
I'll paint it on the walls, 'Cause I'm the one at fault…
Go? Where? Somewhere secluded…
I'll never fight again, And this is how it ends…
I know, back to those ruins… no one will get hurt there… I'll just live out my days there, hopping my old man would follow me. But then again… Yuna will probably come looking for me… And so will other summoners… and then, someone else will go through what I'm going through. NO! I CAN'T LET THAT HAPPEN, I WON'T!
I don't know what's worth fighting for, Or why I have to scream…
I'll stay… I have to… even though I don't want to… I'll break the cycle… That's what he wants… isn't it?
But now I have some clarity, To show you what I mean…
He wants me to kill him… so he won't have to hurt those that I care about… who I love… so he won't have to hurt Yuna…
So I'm breaking the habit…
Here that Dad? I'll kill you, so you won't have to suffer...
Breaking the Habit…
The sooner the better too…
Tonight