Hola! Chapter three!

Notes: okay this chapter is done as a song fic, I couldn't resist it was the first part of the sequel I wrote. I just love the song with the situation. The chapter is all about Bakura and Kinta. It's angst-y and Bakura is kinda ooc for awhile but with reason, don't worry, I love him best as a psycho. He'll be back to normal soon enough.

This chapter is as Anthy Kilik said.. "Sap! it's sap"

Me "but necessary sap, you read the end of it…"

"true, okay, it's good sap..but it's still sap."

 Enjoy. I like it. Hope you do too.

Disclaimer- don't own yu-gi-oh or the Evanesce song Bring Me To Life.

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How can you see into my eyes
like open doors
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Kinta sat awake in her dark; seeing the memories, again and again. She saw memories that she'd try to forget using the band, she'd been so selfish, wiping their memories clean of each other... she'd meant it so they could be peaceful, but now, they both remembered, and they remembered everything. She couldn't face Bakura anymore; he probably wanted to kill her. The problem was she wanted to see him, needed to. She knew that much. But facing it…not what she wanted... she shoved the voice aside.

/ If he wants me he'll come. Doesn't matter anymore what he thinks, I'm dying from the guilt. No I'm dead. Nothing he can do. Let him come, kill me anything. I don't give a fuck anymore. /

Wake me up
Wake me up inside
I can't wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark

"Kinta?" Bakura called into the dark room, Kinta lifted her head but didn't speak; he couldn't see her, he didn't seem angry so she spoke.

"I'm here."

"I've been looking for you."

Silence.

Bakura moved to find the light switch; he flicked it on, "Kinta, I don't hate you."

"You should. I'm a bitch and I messed with your life and hurt you so I wouldn't feel guilty."

"Doesn't matter. The memories… you see, you never saw everything from my view, I knew that you didn't feel that way and I did everything knowing I was hurting myself, but I didn't care, you were in pain and if it helped I would do it. I'd do it again in an instant."

"Don't kill yourself for me, I don't fuckin' deserve it."

"Yes you do, can't you see it? You deserve to be happy and cared for just like everyone else. Just because we aren't the good guys doesn't mean we don't deserve our own version of a happy ending."

 
Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can't wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I've become

"Maybe you but not me, Bakura, I don't even know how to care anymore, me myself and I that's what's been on my mind for the past 5 thousand years. No one else."

"I haven't been much better. Just let me help. You still have enough humanity in you to give a damn about hurting me so obviously you deserve to have someone give a damn about you." Bakura said a little to sentimentally for his tastes.

"Doesn't mean you have to take the responsibility." Kinta responded harshly.

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

"Who else then?" Kinta didn't have an answer for him.  He continued. "No one; exactly, there's just me. I can help you if you let me in."

"I won't hurt you again. Using you like that-"

"Are you sure of who was using who? What if I was taking advantage of you in grief? Ever think of that?" he demanded, an edge to his voice she was very aggravating.

"Guess I haven't. But that's not what happened, so it doesn't matter."

"I think that what really happened is we both used each other to help ourselves that night. I got you and you got your comfort.  We were both being selfish."

"I'm too dead to be anything but selfish anymore."

"You're not dead, just resting, sleeping. Wake up your heart and you'll be surprised."


Wake me up
Wake me up inside
I can't wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark

"I don't think I can."

"May be not by yourself, but you can."

" When'd you become the philosopher Bakura? How do you know all this, how can you promise me these things?"

"Because I lo-."

"Don't say it, don't tell me you love me I can't stand to hear it."

"Why?"

Kinta looked at him questioning "huh?"
"Why don't you want to hear it? Your denying something to yourself I can tell, why does me caring set it off?" he demanded, he wanted answers not this crap.

AH hung her head in response, "You make me see what I don't want to. I have to look if you say it, I don't want to."

Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can't wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I've become

"What is it? Face it, you can do that, it's cake compared to what you've done before."  He softened his vice; she was starting to waiver.

"No. I can kill and fight but this is different, my one weakness."

"At least you know and can admit that. C'mon say it."

"I can't." she turned away from him again. She saw it in his eyes, he loved her.. no! No no no no. She couldn't listen to that.


Bring me to life
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

"You can, I love you."

"Damn you had to say it."

"Yeah I did." He smirked.

"Fine, fine Bakura. I'll tell you."

Frozen inside without your touch
without your love darling
Only you are the life among the dead

"I…I love you. Damn it Bakura, I do and I can't."

"You're not making a lot of sense."

"I love you back. How could I not? But, I can't, not allowed to, love gets people killed."

Bakura held Kinta's face and made her face him. He gave in and let his emotions take control.  "I'm not going anywhere, caring for me isn't going to get me killed, this isn't Egypt and I'm not your mother. If anything it makes us stronger not weaker."


All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

"Sounds to good to be true."

"But this time it isn't. Kinta accept my love let me in, you'll be better for it."

"I don't want to hurt you. I couldn't live with myself if I did."

"You'll never hurt me. I'm not glass you know, I don't break easy."

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems
I've got to open my eyes to everything

"I can try, but gods Bakura The last person I genuinely admitted caring for was my mother-that was 5,000 years ago. I don't care anymore about anyone. Not my Hikari, hell even you give a damn about Ryou. . . . Not even for myself."

"Then I'll have to change that." He watched her for a second; then Bakura leaned forward and kissed her gently, he pulled away after a second. "See? I'm still here, no harm done. You're not going to hurt me Kinta."

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul


She was silent, head processing what was happening, he'd kissed her, and she was damned if she hadn't enjoyed it. She leaned against Bakura and reached for his hand. She had made her decision.  As she entwined their fingers she spoke; "Just don't hurt me ok?" she looked up at him, trying to say what she couldn't.

/please, tell me I'm not dreaming, this feels so right../

"Never, wouldn't dream of it." He kissed the top of her head and put his free arm around her holding her.

 She sighed in relief. "Stay with me?"

"Forever."

 
Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong
Bring me to life

They sat in silence for a few minutes, not strained silence though, both had want they wanted, They where content for the moment.

"What's gonna happen to us?"

"What'd you mean Kinta?"

"Everyone else, I mean they don't exactly love me. Even if they did, they think I'm trapped in that dagger! And really, we did kinda try to kill them all. . ."

"Who says we hafta stop? They'll deal when they find out. You're here to stay. I say so. "

Wake me up
Wake me up inside
I can't wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark

"love you, 'kura."

"I love me too."

"bastard." Kinta said smiling, "you're supposed to say you love me."

"says who? I don't like rules." He grinned evilly.

 Kinta smirked "Shut up and kiss me bastard."

He did just that.

Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can't wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside

Bring me to life

And so the night passed. Dawn came and the two lovers watched it come, both knew this was just the beginning, they would have a lot to deal with that day, but for now they could just be. Be happy. Be together. Bakura wondered how they could do this without everyone realizing Kinta was back, how to hide her. Kinta was thinking of how to kill her hikari.

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now that was an evil cliffhanger.

I hope you enjoyed my song fic chapter. And I must tell you

The problems are only beginning in the fic. This is nothing, wait til the surprises come out.

Luv ya. Review for me.