I need to update more sooner because school days are one week ahead of me. This time, it's Hao. Remember, people, R&R!!
(I always forget my Disclaimers…)
~~Hao's POV~~
I can't believe I'm still alive… I know I committed suicide in front of only one person, and he didn't tell it to anybody. I wished he told his friends of what had happened to me, after all Yoh was his friend.
But why does it have to be like this? Do I really still need to live? Did God give me a chance to change? Why do people still have to hate me? And why did somebody save me? I'm already killing myself. I was hurt badly. I was just alone in the middle of the desert when that day happened. I was really supposed to die. If I did die, nobody will ever bother me again. I wouldn't do all this terrible stuff. I'm just lucky, that's all. I have faithful henchmen with me, those who are alive… like Mari. She saved me. She brought me here, took care of me and she didn't even thought of leaving me here. She was nice to me. I hope she would cut off her "Master" expression to me, like I own her or something.
Because of that, I'm here, sitting on a bench, looking to typical humans everywhere and just did nothing. It's BORING. I hope I could do something. Then, a rushing of footsteps attracted my attention. I looked around to se where it was.
Geez, it was only Mari… She was carrying a big radio at her shoulder and she was running towards me.
Mari: HAO-SAMA!! (A/N: That was really hard to type!!!)
She stopped in front of me, panting. She put the radio beside me.
Mari: Sorry, Hao-sama. I took you so long.
Hao: *smiles* It's alright, Mari. Sit here beside me.
Mari: *blushes* No thanks, Hao-sama. I'd rather stand here.
Hao: But you're blocking the foot path, actually…
Mari: Oh sorry… Do I really have to sit beside you, Hao-sama?
Hao: Sure, why not?
Mari smiled and sat down beside me. She turned on the radio.
Hao: Is that battery powered?
Mari: Yup, Hao-sama. What station do you like to listen?
Hao: Where do you usually listen to then?
Mari: Well, 97.1? Their music is cool. (A/N: I just made up that radio station…) Is it OK to you, Hao-sama?
Hao: It's OK, as long as it is cool.
She tuned the radio to the station she mentioned. There was a man talking.
*Voice on the radio*: Hello, dudes out there!! It's your host, DJ Braggy!! (A/N: I told you he's just a make up!!!)
Mari: Yay! DJ Braggy!! …Oh, sorry, Hao-sama…
Hao: It's alright, Mari.
DJ Braggy: We sure have loads of request coming here!! But before we move on, all those people who are listening and haven't requested anything yet, just send your SMS or call up our hot line!! The hot line is 9458-6352 and the SMS line is 09488325!! Get that? Alright, let's start on with the show… This letter comes from Tuesday, one of our listeners!! Hear that Tuesday?! You're on air again! How lucky you are!! Now I'm going to read your letter… "Dear DJ Braggy, Hello! It's me again, Tuesday!! I really like your show, your station and you!! You really rock!!..." Why thank you Tuesday! We hope we rock for other people too! "…I hope I could get on air with you guys. I really hope I can! But my family is short of money so I don't think I could…" How sad… *sniff* don't worry Tuesday!! We'll help you with that!
Hao: What a guy…
DJ Braggy: "…Something I would really want is a request granted from you guys! I wish you could play "In The End" by my favorite band LP!! I love them so much!! Please play it!! I hope you will do that for me, guys! I LOVE YOU!!! Loves and kisses, from Tuesday, your no. 1 listener…" Thank you very much, Tuesday!! We love you too! Because of that, we're going to play your request from our hearts. Here is your request, Tuesday!!
(It starts with)
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
Yes, he was right… I tried and tried… I tried to become the Shaman King… I was so confident… I even killed people who might get in my way… I helped time get people away from this world… But I wasted it… In fact, it helped many people… They were saved because I had lost everything… My dreams… My powers… my henchmen which I consider as friends… Even my one true love…
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I really tried… It was so hard and got so far I was almost an inch away from my victory… But someone took it away… Not Yoh… But his friend… I didn't now he can beat me in a pulp… He made me kill myself, for good… In the end, I lost… I had to fall, to lose it all… Because I was defeated… I'm no longer powerful… If I went on I could have been hurt more by the truth that everybody hates me… But maybe it doesn't really matter, with somebody around?...
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
Maybe he wasn't mocking me, or like he owns me… He made me feel worse… It might be worst… I've never had fallen like this throughout my whole life… But Mari and the others helped me… They gave up their lives in order to reach my dreams… Then I accidentally faked my death just because I didn't know I was still alive, even though I was badly injured… Now I live a normal life, like what humans do… It was nicer than I thought… My enemies didn't even bother me anymore… Even Mari was surprised that I was actually enjoying my life… Now all my failures are coming back to me like nightmares whenever I sleep…
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I had laid my trust to only one person and only one… It was Mari… She cared for me, like she loved me… She helped me to fulfill my dreams… She did more than my henchmen… She saved my life… And because of that, I'm here… Enjoying my life…
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Maybe it really doesn't matter… Living a life like this is more enjoyable… Even though it's boring, but I'm safe and sound… With Mari
DJ Braggy: Wow, LP sure rocks!! Tuesday has a good taste for music!! Now let's move on to the next request…
Mari: Did you like it, Hao-sama?
Hao: Yeah, it was a nice song. I feel better.
Mari: Good to hear that, Hao-sama! Breathing some fresh air is really good for you!
Hao: I think so. I just remembered Yoh and his friends.
Mari: Hao-sama, is it bothering you again?
Hao: No, Mari. I just feel like I miss them.
Mari: Really? You're such a nice guy, Hao-sama. I feel like I even miss them too!
Nice guy? Very funny, Mari.
That ends his POV. Just to remind you guys that those numbers are just made up. Don't call them, alright? See ya.