Artist: Boxcar Racers
Requested by: Mara Kraus
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Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
Vegeta felt the same anger rise up in him that he had felt in the gravity room. All the regret, all the pain of not being what he wanted to be…
He thought back on when he was little. He closed his eyes, feeling the breeze as he took off. He looked down and saw a woman pushing her baby in a stroller.
"That baby is so lucky," he though. "It has made no mistakes yet, it has no regrets yet. It has a clean slate on which to write on."
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
He flew around in the sky, contemplating his feelings. He had no idea why he felt so angry. He had no idea why he was so unhappy with his life.
A thought occurred to him, looking at that baby. If he could only start from the beginning, and redo all the wrongs he had done, and even further improve the good things he'd done.
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
Finally deciding that he had figured it out, he landed back on the familiar backyard of Capsule Corp. He made his way to his room (or in other words, their room) and stuck his head in to see if Bulma was there. She was sitting in front of her vanity, combing her silky, blue hair. He took a deep breath and walked in.
Seeing his reflection in the mirror, she smiled.
"Hi Vegeta. Where've you been?" she asked perkily.
"I've… uh. I've been thinking," he said.
"About what?" she asked curiously, obviously just trying to start a conversation.
"About you and me," he said. "And my feeling for you."
She turned around, looking concerned. "Vegeta are you feeling okay? You never talk about 'feelings'."
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
"I've been going over how I've acted ever since, well, we started. And I realize that my behavior was completely unacceptable," he said gruffly.
Bulma just stared at him blankly, wondering what on earth he was talking about.
"So, I want to make it up to you. Let's start over."
'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Bulma laughed. "Vegeta, you've been fine. I've never been happier in my life. If there's something bothering you, it shouldn't be, because you haven't done anything wrong," she reassured him.
"But
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over"
He said. He looked at her questionably, wondering how she was going to react to what he'd just said.
.
Let's start over
Bulma smiled knowingly. "I know how you feel, Vegeta, and I'm so glad you told me."
"I don't know what's going on in that head of his, but I guess I'll just have to help him get through it," she thought, laughing inside.
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Well, I personally felt like I didn't do this chapter justice. Well, might be in my head. Please review, telling me if it's just me or if the chapter really wasn't good. Next chapter, next Sunday.