Okay..... just a funny little weird idea that came to me while feverish and watching Hellsing. It's not my best work, and it's just a one time shot, but I felt like writing it.
From Integra's POV, and contains some spoilers/some assumptions on my part, for Hellsing ends TERRIBLY. Also some assumptions are made on my part as to Integra being related to Abram van Hellsing of Dracula fame. (I'm almost certian it's fact, just they never say it in the series)
So of course, Hellsing doesn't belong to me, neither does Dracula.
Have fun and review!
Mew
~Disgrace~
To the remaining honorable members of the Hellsing family:
For the first time in my life, I have no idea where to begin this wretched tale of the disgrace I caused myself and our family name. My father, the honorable Sir Hellsing before myself, decided that I, out of all our relatives, was the rightful heir to his position.
But father, I am sorry for not being strong enough.
I should have just ran from my uncle and waited for him to die before returning with the documentation saying that I was the heir to the Hellsing Organization. It would have worked.
I should never have trusted a bloody vampire to do my duty. They are foul demons that belong in the lowest pits of hell. They are filth that has come to pollute the earth with their vile ways and turn all of the righteous away from God in order to increase their hellish powers-
And I am becoming carried away with those sentiments. YOU all know my feelings toward the undead, for you helped raise me or knew me as a child. They are the sentiments of all Hellsing family members, whether you remained in England where we have been revered, escaped to America during the wars on the continent, or still exist in Holland as our ancestor Abram van Hellsing, the original vampire hunter, did centuries ago.
Yet I was foolish enough to allow our pet vampire meddle with my thoughts and allow myself to be changed in to one in the ranks of the undead.
Yes, I Sir Integral Wingates Hellsing allowed the unthinkable to happen to myself.
But not only was I turned, I was turned carnally..... so you all know what I've become. I'm worse than Alucard ever could imagine to be.
It wasn't what I really wanted either! I was hoping to produce an heir to our family line, NOT turn in to a fledgling hellish beast!
God, it was worth it though. Though I despise being a monster, Alucard is the only man that has ever cared about me as more than just a daughter. He admitted to lusting after me since the day I freed him from the imprisonment father sentenced him to.
Secretly, I had been lusting after him as well. Just not openly.
But vampires don't need to hear spoken words. Alucard gleaned these impure thoughts from my mind, knowing that I'd never been with a man and longed for the day anyone would even offer me the chance to know the true pleasures of the flesh.
It was far too easy for him to seduce a naive woman such as myself. As soon as he'd noticed that the organization was crumbling in my hands, he reminded me of how I'd wondered what it was like to be undead, and what it would be like to be with one of the undead.
When I felt as if there was nothing more to lose, I caved in to the thought of becoming immortal and having a companion that was the same as me, not once thinking about the future of our family or our organization.
Technically, I was, for when I agreed to lay with Alucard, I was not fully expecting for him to turn me the first time. I was hoping to possibly conceive a child, carry it to term, then allow him to turn me.
But he didn't understand that part of the deal. He just took my virginity and then my mortality.
I love him. God, I could never leave his side. I am his servant now, but I am his master still. But apparently, that is what love does to a woman. Or is that only something that happens to monsters? I don't know how a woman experiences love in order to compare the two.
Maybe I still can produce an heir.... but then the child would be a monster like its parents. And that is what I do not approve of.... the Hellsing Organization being run by a monster.
Mother, I know you're still alive..... please contact me if you wish to see me once again. I've been tracking your thoughts and I know you are worried to the point of tears after seeing how our glorious family was branded as traitors because of my incompetence. The same goes for all of you, that is if you wish to see me and not just mock what I have become.
But I write not to tell of how I became part of the living dead, but to let you know that I am in dire need of an heir, because as a monster, I do not deserve the honor of leading the Hellsing Organization.
Granted, I will continue on as the leader throughout the rest of this traitor nonsense with Walter to help me because I cannot ever see sunlight again and you know that trials will be held during the daylight hours, but as soon as an appropriate heir of Hellsing blood is located and trained, I will step down from my position.
Sincerely Yours For Eternity,
Sir Integral Wingates Hellsing
From Integra's POV, and contains some spoilers/some assumptions on my part, for Hellsing ends TERRIBLY. Also some assumptions are made on my part as to Integra being related to Abram van Hellsing of Dracula fame. (I'm almost certian it's fact, just they never say it in the series)
So of course, Hellsing doesn't belong to me, neither does Dracula.
Have fun and review!
Mew
~Disgrace~
To the remaining honorable members of the Hellsing family:
For the first time in my life, I have no idea where to begin this wretched tale of the disgrace I caused myself and our family name. My father, the honorable Sir Hellsing before myself, decided that I, out of all our relatives, was the rightful heir to his position.
But father, I am sorry for not being strong enough.
I should have just ran from my uncle and waited for him to die before returning with the documentation saying that I was the heir to the Hellsing Organization. It would have worked.
I should never have trusted a bloody vampire to do my duty. They are foul demons that belong in the lowest pits of hell. They are filth that has come to pollute the earth with their vile ways and turn all of the righteous away from God in order to increase their hellish powers-
And I am becoming carried away with those sentiments. YOU all know my feelings toward the undead, for you helped raise me or knew me as a child. They are the sentiments of all Hellsing family members, whether you remained in England where we have been revered, escaped to America during the wars on the continent, or still exist in Holland as our ancestor Abram van Hellsing, the original vampire hunter, did centuries ago.
Yet I was foolish enough to allow our pet vampire meddle with my thoughts and allow myself to be changed in to one in the ranks of the undead.
Yes, I Sir Integral Wingates Hellsing allowed the unthinkable to happen to myself.
But not only was I turned, I was turned carnally..... so you all know what I've become. I'm worse than Alucard ever could imagine to be.
It wasn't what I really wanted either! I was hoping to produce an heir to our family line, NOT turn in to a fledgling hellish beast!
God, it was worth it though. Though I despise being a monster, Alucard is the only man that has ever cared about me as more than just a daughter. He admitted to lusting after me since the day I freed him from the imprisonment father sentenced him to.
Secretly, I had been lusting after him as well. Just not openly.
But vampires don't need to hear spoken words. Alucard gleaned these impure thoughts from my mind, knowing that I'd never been with a man and longed for the day anyone would even offer me the chance to know the true pleasures of the flesh.
It was far too easy for him to seduce a naive woman such as myself. As soon as he'd noticed that the organization was crumbling in my hands, he reminded me of how I'd wondered what it was like to be undead, and what it would be like to be with one of the undead.
When I felt as if there was nothing more to lose, I caved in to the thought of becoming immortal and having a companion that was the same as me, not once thinking about the future of our family or our organization.
Technically, I was, for when I agreed to lay with Alucard, I was not fully expecting for him to turn me the first time. I was hoping to possibly conceive a child, carry it to term, then allow him to turn me.
But he didn't understand that part of the deal. He just took my virginity and then my mortality.
I love him. God, I could never leave his side. I am his servant now, but I am his master still. But apparently, that is what love does to a woman. Or is that only something that happens to monsters? I don't know how a woman experiences love in order to compare the two.
Maybe I still can produce an heir.... but then the child would be a monster like its parents. And that is what I do not approve of.... the Hellsing Organization being run by a monster.
Mother, I know you're still alive..... please contact me if you wish to see me once again. I've been tracking your thoughts and I know you are worried to the point of tears after seeing how our glorious family was branded as traitors because of my incompetence. The same goes for all of you, that is if you wish to see me and not just mock what I have become.
But I write not to tell of how I became part of the living dead, but to let you know that I am in dire need of an heir, because as a monster, I do not deserve the honor of leading the Hellsing Organization.
Granted, I will continue on as the leader throughout the rest of this traitor nonsense with Walter to help me because I cannot ever see sunlight again and you know that trials will be held during the daylight hours, but as soon as an appropriate heir of Hellsing blood is located and trained, I will step down from my position.
Sincerely Yours For Eternity,
Sir Integral Wingates Hellsing