The next morning I felt even worse than before, maybe it was time to see the doctor again.
I raised my head and had a pounding headache. I looked over and only saw Gab as she slept in her bed alone.
I slowly got up wobbly heading to the closet and getting a pretty dress out as I would walk to the practice about a block away.
I walked down the stairs no make-up and my hair everywhere to get something to eat.
I went and got some toast and ate it as I walked up the stairs again to just brush my hair and to help my face from looking old and ugly.
I brushed my hair out of it's curls. I was finally ready I walked down the stairs and out onto the street to go to the doctor. I walked a block and made it there. There were no patience so I just walked and headed to the desk to ask for help.
"Well miss I will tell the doctor and I will show you in." She said with a pretty smile. I took about three minutes.
"So how are you feeling?" He asked as he took my pulse.
"Horrible." I said as I smiled and he checked me over. I told him about the troubles I had before and he agreed.
"Well, I would say your theory is right it's back again." He said as my heart sank, I didn't want it to be back that's horrible.
"So do you want to come in for treatments?" I thought about it and I didn't want to.
"No." He looked at me in surprise. "Why not it would help."
"Obviously it didn't help the last time it came back, so no." I said jumping off the table and heading out the door.
I turned around and looked at him, "I would rather die and see my mom again than stay here in hell."
He just signed some charts and then he just watched me head out the door.
I walked home in misery, some night I would have a date with Ace again and he was so romantic I really didn't want to leave him.
I walked in the house apparently looking horrible. Everyone looked blurry and I just walked up the stairs with the concern of everyone down stairs looking up at me.
I walked into the room without knocking and found Eyeball and Gab under the covers and kissing and all that kissy shit.
"Hey don't you ever knock?" Gab asked as she took the sheet and covered her and Eyeball up.
I just shook my head and laid it down on the pillow and drifted away into the day sleeping as I was shook awake by Gab.
I turned over and looked into her face as she looked at me and smiled.
"I hope you know Ace is downstairs waiting on you." She said as she smiled and started putting make-up on me and picked a dress out for me.
I smiled and sat up a little as she put the make-up on me.
"So what do you two have planned for tonight?" She asked smiling all happy and care free.
"I don't know." I said knowing what I was going to do.
She finally got done and lead me down the long dark hallway as she showed me off in a silky red dress.
I grabbed onto Ace as if I were blind, which I almost was I couldn't see anything.
"So what are we doing tonight?" I asked Ace as he led me to his car. He opened the squeaky door and shut it as I was set.
"Well I thought I might take you and we go dancing." He said as I heard the engine start and off we went down the street heading to Al's Dancing.
All the teen couples went there for a night of dancing, and meals it was to perfect.
As the air grew colder my vision was a little better and I could finally see.
We finally made it as we arrived to a crowded room with raging teens.
He escorted me to the floor and we danced to the hip music as if we would never get old.
We finally sat down late and ate our dinner. I felt so bad I had fallen for this man he was taking me out for romantic diners and I was going to break it off.
I twirled my fork in the noodles as Ace ate his dinner up.
"Aren't you hungry?" He asked with a mouth full as he wiped his mouth and smiled with the nasty smell of garlic on his breath.
"Oh yeah." I said as I felt tears welling up I didn't want to do this. I wiped my mouth, but there was nothing on my face so I cried and threw the napkin down and ran out of the restaurant with Ace screaming behind me.
I cried all the way around the corner of the brick building as I walked and Ace stopped me with his hand on my arm twirling me around to face him with my face of tears.
I didn't want to tell him I didn't want him to know.
"What the hell is your problem?" He screamed throwing his arms up in the air with shock.
"I don't know." I said crying as I walked on a little further.
"I don't know? Why the hell are you crying we were doing perfectly fine till this moment." He said turning to leave shoving his hands in his pockets.
I turned around tears on my face as my make-up wore off.
"Ace!!" I screamed as he turned around and gave me a look. "What?" He asked as he started to walk a little more ways as all I could see was his back going around the corner.
"Ace, I'm sick." He stopped and turned around and started coming toward me.
"What like the flu?" He asked as he leaned against the building. I started crying harder. "No." "Then what the hell kind of sickness would you have that made you walk out on me?" He asked getting ready to leave again.
"Ace, I have cancer!!" I said falling to my knees as he came running as I sobbed on his shirt.
"I'm sorry." He said whispering in my ear. I looked to the side as I felt him pet my hair and comfort me.
"I'm afraid to die I don't want to die." I said quavering a little.
"At least not alone." I said as Ace grabbed me and carried me to the car as I wiped the tears away.
Hey I cried making this, Hey all sorry, but for the next two week I won't be here so it's about one and I'm updating for all the people who read this. Well I'm heading off to Flordia!! It's my first I've never been past Tennessee, which I went to for Vacation last year to the fun water park where I got comletly sun burnt and stung in the head by a wasp it sucked, but I as with my friend so it was fun going down the dark water slides and standing in enormous lines lol.
But thank you all of my 6 reviewers for reading this!! I think it's 6 hell I can't tell and I'm to tired to look and see!!
Well have fun two weeks without me. It's one I'm tired c-ya'll later and have a nice day.
I raised my head and had a pounding headache. I looked over and only saw Gab as she slept in her bed alone.
I slowly got up wobbly heading to the closet and getting a pretty dress out as I would walk to the practice about a block away.
I walked down the stairs no make-up and my hair everywhere to get something to eat.
I went and got some toast and ate it as I walked up the stairs again to just brush my hair and to help my face from looking old and ugly.
I brushed my hair out of it's curls. I was finally ready I walked down the stairs and out onto the street to go to the doctor. I walked a block and made it there. There were no patience so I just walked and headed to the desk to ask for help.
"Well miss I will tell the doctor and I will show you in." She said with a pretty smile. I took about three minutes.
"So how are you feeling?" He asked as he took my pulse.
"Horrible." I said as I smiled and he checked me over. I told him about the troubles I had before and he agreed.
"Well, I would say your theory is right it's back again." He said as my heart sank, I didn't want it to be back that's horrible.
"So do you want to come in for treatments?" I thought about it and I didn't want to.
"No." He looked at me in surprise. "Why not it would help."
"Obviously it didn't help the last time it came back, so no." I said jumping off the table and heading out the door.
I turned around and looked at him, "I would rather die and see my mom again than stay here in hell."
He just signed some charts and then he just watched me head out the door.
I walked home in misery, some night I would have a date with Ace again and he was so romantic I really didn't want to leave him.
I walked in the house apparently looking horrible. Everyone looked blurry and I just walked up the stairs with the concern of everyone down stairs looking up at me.
I walked into the room without knocking and found Eyeball and Gab under the covers and kissing and all that kissy shit.
"Hey don't you ever knock?" Gab asked as she took the sheet and covered her and Eyeball up.
I just shook my head and laid it down on the pillow and drifted away into the day sleeping as I was shook awake by Gab.
I turned over and looked into her face as she looked at me and smiled.
"I hope you know Ace is downstairs waiting on you." She said as she smiled and started putting make-up on me and picked a dress out for me.
I smiled and sat up a little as she put the make-up on me.
"So what do you two have planned for tonight?" She asked smiling all happy and care free.
"I don't know." I said knowing what I was going to do.
She finally got done and lead me down the long dark hallway as she showed me off in a silky red dress.
I grabbed onto Ace as if I were blind, which I almost was I couldn't see anything.
"So what are we doing tonight?" I asked Ace as he led me to his car. He opened the squeaky door and shut it as I was set.
"Well I thought I might take you and we go dancing." He said as I heard the engine start and off we went down the street heading to Al's Dancing.
All the teen couples went there for a night of dancing, and meals it was to perfect.
As the air grew colder my vision was a little better and I could finally see.
We finally made it as we arrived to a crowded room with raging teens.
He escorted me to the floor and we danced to the hip music as if we would never get old.
We finally sat down late and ate our dinner. I felt so bad I had fallen for this man he was taking me out for romantic diners and I was going to break it off.
I twirled my fork in the noodles as Ace ate his dinner up.
"Aren't you hungry?" He asked with a mouth full as he wiped his mouth and smiled with the nasty smell of garlic on his breath.
"Oh yeah." I said as I felt tears welling up I didn't want to do this. I wiped my mouth, but there was nothing on my face so I cried and threw the napkin down and ran out of the restaurant with Ace screaming behind me.
I cried all the way around the corner of the brick building as I walked and Ace stopped me with his hand on my arm twirling me around to face him with my face of tears.
I didn't want to tell him I didn't want him to know.
"What the hell is your problem?" He screamed throwing his arms up in the air with shock.
"I don't know." I said crying as I walked on a little further.
"I don't know? Why the hell are you crying we were doing perfectly fine till this moment." He said turning to leave shoving his hands in his pockets.
I turned around tears on my face as my make-up wore off.
"Ace!!" I screamed as he turned around and gave me a look. "What?" He asked as he started to walk a little more ways as all I could see was his back going around the corner.
"Ace, I'm sick." He stopped and turned around and started coming toward me.
"What like the flu?" He asked as he leaned against the building. I started crying harder. "No." "Then what the hell kind of sickness would you have that made you walk out on me?" He asked getting ready to leave again.
"Ace, I have cancer!!" I said falling to my knees as he came running as I sobbed on his shirt.
"I'm sorry." He said whispering in my ear. I looked to the side as I felt him pet my hair and comfort me.
"I'm afraid to die I don't want to die." I said quavering a little.
"At least not alone." I said as Ace grabbed me and carried me to the car as I wiped the tears away.
Hey I cried making this, Hey all sorry, but for the next two week I won't be here so it's about one and I'm updating for all the people who read this. Well I'm heading off to Flordia!! It's my first I've never been past Tennessee, which I went to for Vacation last year to the fun water park where I got comletly sun burnt and stung in the head by a wasp it sucked, but I as with my friend so it was fun going down the dark water slides and standing in enormous lines lol.
But thank you all of my 6 reviewers for reading this!! I think it's 6 hell I can't tell and I'm to tired to look and see!!
Well have fun two weeks without me. It's one I'm tired c-ya'll later and have a nice day.