MysticalDreamer: Ack!! this chapter took a longer update than i expected!!
but i have been busy..sadly.. but, well.. uh, okie i will stop my nonsense
rambling. you have waited long enough for chapter six! ^______^
disclaimer: i do not own inuyasha.. i do not own miroku .. *cries* i do not own good charlotte *cries again* heck, i dont even own the computer I use!!
"there's a fine line between sane and insane. and its BACON."
chapter six: what am i doing here?
I passed through time normally. Nothing went wrong. Its not like I expected it to.. but I guess I was hoping something would happen.
A part of me still wonders what the hell I'm doing here.
The other part says go foward and find her.
I jumped up and leaped over the side of the well. I landed and went up the stairs one at a time. I peaked through a small crack in the door and saw it was just starting to get dark outside. I smelt the air. I still smelt Kagome nearby. She must be in her house.
And there is no way I'm going in there.
I would just wait here until she left. If she left. Then I'd follow her.. and see. If Houjo didn't show, yeah! That would be great. If he does.. dammit!
Now I'm lost again.
This is so fricking confusing. Why the hell did I fall in love with someone from a different time? Wait.. I vaguely remember hearing myself say that already.. Ack! Drifting off the subject again. Like always.
Should I just sit here and wait? Should I go sit in the tree by her bedroom and see what she's doing. No! No, no. Don't go there. If she catches you, you'll be seeing dirt for the next five weeks, Inuyasha. I think I'll just wait here.
I sat down and leaned against a wall. Not the door, in case someone should decide to come in. If that happened.. yup, I'd be seeing dirt for SIX weeks.
I have no idea how much time passed, but it got really dark outside. I looked up and could see the lights from her 'ci-tee' shining through the door.
I stood up and looked out the little cracks in the same door. There was no movement outside and I still smelt Kagome's scent from inside her house.
Maybe things wouldn't be so bad and she would just stay home. Then this trip will have been for nothing and I don't have to worry about that stupid half dead miko coming after me. I could say that Kagome didn't go out.
I heard a door slam and looked outside.
Oh damn. Fate doesn't seem to favor me, thats for sure.
There she was, all dressed up. She looked really gorgeous. Really gorgeous. I had no idea where she would be going, date or no date, but she looked nice. REALLY nice.
She had on a long black skirt thing and a light blue shirt. Wait a minute.. there was a slit in her skirt! Up to her thigh!! Oh gods when she gets back, I will - oh crap. She can't know I was here. Which means I can't yell at her for wearing something like that.. DAMN!
Her hair was nice too. Combed and clean. I mean, its never bad, but when you're fighting demons and collecting Jewel Shards everyday, how nice can your hair stay?
She started walking towards the steps. It was warm out and she had no coat on. I waited until her head disapeared as she walked down the stairs and opened the door a crack.
I sniffed the air, for traces of anything unusual. Nothing. I looked around. Nothing. I leaped over the side of the deck thingie thats around the thing where the well is.. (what do they call these things? (oh well.. who cares. I don't need to know at the moment.) Landing on the ground, I dashed over and jumped into a tree.
I could see her again. She was almost at the bottom of the stairs. I looked around the street and saw lots of people, but no Houjo. Thank the gods.
She turned left and walked down the 'side-walk' thing and I leaped into the next tree. To a random person seeing me in her time, this might seem a bit odd. But for me, its normal.
She made another turn and I almost fell out of the tree. Trying to hide, I mean. Where the hell is she going?
Well, where ever she was headed, it sure got a lot busier and noisier and the trees were becoming more scarce. I just might have to follow her by foot. Which I hope will not happen. I don't exactly fit in with all these people. My hair. My clothes. They stick out like a sore thumb. She'd most likely see me and I do no even wanna go into the details.
Now it seemed like she was in the center of it all. Everywhere I looked, there was lights and people and these large things in different colors and sizes. That made noise. What the hell?!
I nearly fell out of the tree when one gave off this beeping sounds. It was a long and loud screech. Beeeeeeeeeeeep. Kinda like that. Damn, there's so much about her time I still don't know yet.
I looked around, and saw no trees around. Except the one I was in. And Kagome had just turned another corner. I sighed. I had no choice.
I jumped out of the tree.
Two people gave off a scream. I guess they're not used to people randomly jumping out of tree and landing in front of them.
"Look at his ears!"
"That oufit's pretty strange too."
I growled a low growl and sniffed the air. I walked in the direction Kagome had gone, and looked around the corner. Still hearing the whispers of people.
There she was. And what luck! This street seemed less busy and there was TREES! Thank you gods!
I leaped into one, and just in time too. Kagome turned around and looked behind her suspiciously. I tried not to make a sound.
Then she shrugged and kept walking. I sighed. I leaped into the next tree and still watched her.
I still can't believe I'm doing this.
She reached the end of the street and I reached the last of the trees. I was running outta luck here. Not good. If I jumped out, she'd see me. If I didn't, I might lose sight of her.
Geez, I sound like a fricking stalker.
Then my luck changed. She stopped outside a building and waved in the window. I raised an eyebrow. Strange...
Kagome went over and opened the door. She went inside. I couldn't see! Damnit! I moved around in the tree, until I found a spot where I could see inside.
After a few minutes, I was compfortable and I could see inside.
Oh shit.
She went inside and sat at a table. There was one other person sitting at the table. And of course, it had to be the cocky bastard.
Houjo.
My eyes narrowed into little slits as I glared at him. How dare she! She sat across from him and they both grinned.
I watched them for a while, staring. Trying to figure out what I saw in Kagome's eyes. And in his.
A waiter person came and they spoke to her, ordering their food. She nodded and walked away. A few minutes later she came back with two cups and placed them in front of Kagome and Houjo. I cocked my head. Kagome's restaurants were sTrAnGe.
In a while, as I continued watching them, the waiter person came back with two plates of food. She placed one in front of Kagome and the other in front of him.
Kagome looked thrilled as she began to eat furiously.
I almost laughed. She must have been really hungry.
Then HE laughed and my face lost the happiness I had for a moment's time.
I continued watching them eat and drink, until they finished. Then they started talking again. If only I could hear what they were saying.
Stupid Kagome's time and its noisiness. Its very loud noisiness. Not to mention the clear walls that were on the outside of the building. Why would someone build walls that could be seen through? Unless they were windows. But why would they have a wall thing in them? Oh well. I said it before, I'll say it again. Kagome's time is weird.
The waiter came back again, and Houjo gave her this weird paper thing. She nodded and walked away.
Then Kagome and Houjo stood up and pushed in their chairs. They headed over towards the door and I made sure I was completely hidden from view.
They came out and grinned at each other.
"That was great, Houjo-kun." said Kagome. "I'm glad you told me about it! And I still can't believe I've never even heard of it before!"
"I told you Kagome." he replied. I cringed hearing him speak. "Should we go to that party now?" he asked.
"Nah." said Kagome. "Lets just go walk around the park. The party'll be loud and stuff. I just wanna spend the night in a quiet place, if you don't mind."
"Of course not!" grinned Houjo.
"Then lets go!" grinned Kagome.
The two headed off down the street that Kagome had come. Which was good for me, because I had trees to jump around in and hide.
I watched them angrily. Then it happened again. It felt as if someone stabbed me in the chest a thousand times.
Their hands clasped.
Why, dammit?! WHY!?!?!?!
I still continued to follow. Maybe she was just being nice and stuff. Yeah. Maybe.. or maybe not.
Then trouble came.
They started to cross the road. And the large things that went Beeeeep all stopped for them. Them and a buncha other people! And there were no trees.
I quickly jumped down and crouched down low behind the crowd, following them. I got strange looks from people and thank the gods, no one made any weird comments.
As soon as we all reached the other side, I saw a tree and leaped into it. I could not be seen by Kagome. Especially now that she was with ... him.
The two walked down the street and thank you, it was a tree street.
Going from one to the next, I still followed them.
"This one!" said Kagome. "This park, Houjo." she said.
They stopped outside the entrance to a park and Houjo read the sign. "City Park." he said. "Shall we go?" he asked.
"Yeah!" grinned Kagome.
(a/n: ok ok.. not a very original name for a park but it was the 1st thing that popped in my mind.. & i didnt wanna spend time thinking of a name, cuz i'm on a roll typing this chapter!)
The two walked into the park and I leaped from the tree I was in, into the next one inside the park. I watched them. They were still holding hands. Dammit.
They didn't do much. All they did was just walk around the park a few times. It was kinda boring to tell ya the truth. The only thing that really pissed me off about it was the fact that they held hands the whole fricking time.
"Maybe I should get home now." said Kagome, as they neared the exit.
"Yeah." said Houjo. He looked at his wrist. Why the hell did he do that? Then I remembered Kagome saying something about telling time through a 'clock' around a person's wrist. Kagome had one... a 'watch'? "Its nine fifty two." he said.
"Yeah, maybe I should get home." said Kagome.
They started walking again and I looked around for trees. Seeing one in their path, I quickly leaped into it and continued to watch.
It didn't seem like she loved him.. but you never know...
They walked out of the park and I continued to follow them. Tree to tree, limb to limb. All the way back to Kagome's house.
Sitting in the tree near the bottom of the shrine stairs, Kagome hugged him and he hugged back. I cringed.
She waved good bye then headed up the stairs. I followed, one tree at a time. One step at a time. She shivered a bit and I wanted to jump down and her her my top part of my kimono. It would keep her warm.
As she turned and headed for her house, I sighed.
She opened the door and I heard her shout, "I'm home!" and the door closed behind her. I stared blankly at it, begging it to open again.
It didn't.
It was at least a half an hour that I stared at the door. At her house. What I had seen.. it didn't tell me anything. All I found out was that they got along well and were nice to each other. I still have no idea if she loves him...
Damn you, Kikyo! You just have to go and screw up my thoughts again, didn't you? You always do. Always ruining my life... my already messed up life.
I quickly leaped out of the tree, with a fast glance at the Higurashi house to make sure no one could see. I ran over to the well and dashed inside the building around it.
Now should I stay here? Or should I go back to my own time?
If I stayed here in the well, er, not *in* the well, but near it, there was the chance I would be caught. And then Kagome would do what else, but s-word me and I'd never hear the end of it.
On the other hand, going back to my time would mean facing the rath of Miroku earlier than I wanted too.
This is not turning out to be a good week for me at all.
I decided I would stay here. But I would hide. I walked down the steps and looked around. I found the perfect spot.
Under the steps! Perfect!
Under them, I could hear when people were coming, even see them. Plus, they wouldn't see me! Unless they looked for me of course. But no body knows I'm even here. Which is a good thing, of course.
I walked around them and looked around. Wasn't so bad. I would have to sleep sitting up, but I did that often so it didn't matter.
I sat down and and crossed my arms and legs. I stared mindlessly into the black space in front of me. I sighed.
What had I seen tonight? Nothing to prove that Kagome loved him. But nothing to prove that she didn't either.
She got all dressed up for him. She's never done that for me. Well, I couldn't exactly blame her. We're all running all over the place, chasing down jewel shards, trying to escape and/or kill Naraku.. the bastard...
As I was saying..
She went out and had a meal with him. Ha! Betcha I've eaten with her more times than he has! Oh wait.. it was never really just the two of us.. and she never got dressed up for it..
She seemed so happy. She looked so peaceful too. I wonder if she even thought about me once the entire time. Or maybe she's just happy being normal. Well, normal for a girl her age, she says.
Ok.. I admit it. There have been times when it seemed like we were mates or something. Personally, I didn't mind it when people mistook us for that. But I couldn't let them know that, now could I?
But over the passed couple weeks.. those moments became less and less. It was strange. I mean.. they just seemed to stop.
Did I push her away? Did she push me away?
No. If she did push me away, I certainly wouldn't be right here, right now thinking about this. Following her like a psychopath.
Oh great! I've turned into Kikyo now!! A pyschopathic, derranged person in love! With a person she can't have! Or he.. in my case...
No, no, no Inuyasha... Get OFF the subject of Kikyo.. You do NOT want to think of her right now. More important things to think about. Like Kagome...
Gods. Why... why did the stupid well lead to MY time. Why not before me. Or after I died. Or even a different country! But as you can guess... fate hates me.
Sure, I have luck. But its bad luck.
I sighed. There wasn't much light from the moon. That meant my demon powers would be gone for a night in a few days. Soon...
It figures. When I'm going through an already tough time, I'm gonna be human for a night. Just perfect..
So tonight was a waste. The entire thing. I learned nothing. Nothing! For crying out loud, I don't know anything!! I can't think!
I messed up my hair furiously. Dammit all....
There's only one clear thing I know at the moment, and that is the fact that I love Kagome. I love her. And I'm too much of a fricken coward to tell her.
Damn, damn, damn...
I need sleep. When I wake up in the morning, I'll set everything straight. And in the morning is when I'll figure out what I'm going to do next.
I took a heavy sigh. Damn, things weren't looking so good for me, were they?
I cracked my neck. My mind is a scramble of thoughts. A mixture of feelings. Hell, I don't even know what the stupid guy who made the Tetsusaiga's name is at the moment! And I should remember, as he's a crazy- ass lunatic who can't remember what he ate for dinner five minutes ago! Ok.. when did my thoughts drift to him?
No wonder people get scared when I act like this. I'm starting to scare myself. Yeah.. I definitely need to get some sleep. Then hopefully I can think clearer, and plan exactly what I'm gonna do next. Or tomarrow.. or whenever it is...
See, I can't even get that right. I'm going to bed.
I closed my eyes, and fell into a deep sleep..
MD: fear the.. uh.. cliffhanger? ::dodges all the mushrooms, batteries, pillows and frogs thrown at her:: GOMEN!! things will be getting more interesting soon.. but i dont wanna spoil it for ya! ^.~ besides.. its based off the song... so if you like G.C. then you should have an idea as to what is gonna happen, right? ^____^
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disclaimer: i do not own inuyasha.. i do not own miroku .. *cries* i do not own good charlotte *cries again* heck, i dont even own the computer I use!!
"there's a fine line between sane and insane. and its BACON."
chapter six: what am i doing here?
I passed through time normally. Nothing went wrong. Its not like I expected it to.. but I guess I was hoping something would happen.
A part of me still wonders what the hell I'm doing here.
The other part says go foward and find her.
I jumped up and leaped over the side of the well. I landed and went up the stairs one at a time. I peaked through a small crack in the door and saw it was just starting to get dark outside. I smelt the air. I still smelt Kagome nearby. She must be in her house.
And there is no way I'm going in there.
I would just wait here until she left. If she left. Then I'd follow her.. and see. If Houjo didn't show, yeah! That would be great. If he does.. dammit!
Now I'm lost again.
This is so fricking confusing. Why the hell did I fall in love with someone from a different time? Wait.. I vaguely remember hearing myself say that already.. Ack! Drifting off the subject again. Like always.
Should I just sit here and wait? Should I go sit in the tree by her bedroom and see what she's doing. No! No, no. Don't go there. If she catches you, you'll be seeing dirt for the next five weeks, Inuyasha. I think I'll just wait here.
I sat down and leaned against a wall. Not the door, in case someone should decide to come in. If that happened.. yup, I'd be seeing dirt for SIX weeks.
I have no idea how much time passed, but it got really dark outside. I looked up and could see the lights from her 'ci-tee' shining through the door.
I stood up and looked out the little cracks in the same door. There was no movement outside and I still smelt Kagome's scent from inside her house.
Maybe things wouldn't be so bad and she would just stay home. Then this trip will have been for nothing and I don't have to worry about that stupid half dead miko coming after me. I could say that Kagome didn't go out.
I heard a door slam and looked outside.
Oh damn. Fate doesn't seem to favor me, thats for sure.
There she was, all dressed up. She looked really gorgeous. Really gorgeous. I had no idea where she would be going, date or no date, but she looked nice. REALLY nice.
She had on a long black skirt thing and a light blue shirt. Wait a minute.. there was a slit in her skirt! Up to her thigh!! Oh gods when she gets back, I will - oh crap. She can't know I was here. Which means I can't yell at her for wearing something like that.. DAMN!
Her hair was nice too. Combed and clean. I mean, its never bad, but when you're fighting demons and collecting Jewel Shards everyday, how nice can your hair stay?
She started walking towards the steps. It was warm out and she had no coat on. I waited until her head disapeared as she walked down the stairs and opened the door a crack.
I sniffed the air, for traces of anything unusual. Nothing. I looked around. Nothing. I leaped over the side of the deck thingie thats around the thing where the well is.. (what do they call these things? (oh well.. who cares. I don't need to know at the moment.) Landing on the ground, I dashed over and jumped into a tree.
I could see her again. She was almost at the bottom of the stairs. I looked around the street and saw lots of people, but no Houjo. Thank the gods.
She turned left and walked down the 'side-walk' thing and I leaped into the next tree. To a random person seeing me in her time, this might seem a bit odd. But for me, its normal.
She made another turn and I almost fell out of the tree. Trying to hide, I mean. Where the hell is she going?
Well, where ever she was headed, it sure got a lot busier and noisier and the trees were becoming more scarce. I just might have to follow her by foot. Which I hope will not happen. I don't exactly fit in with all these people. My hair. My clothes. They stick out like a sore thumb. She'd most likely see me and I do no even wanna go into the details.
Now it seemed like she was in the center of it all. Everywhere I looked, there was lights and people and these large things in different colors and sizes. That made noise. What the hell?!
I nearly fell out of the tree when one gave off this beeping sounds. It was a long and loud screech. Beeeeeeeeeeeep. Kinda like that. Damn, there's so much about her time I still don't know yet.
I looked around, and saw no trees around. Except the one I was in. And Kagome had just turned another corner. I sighed. I had no choice.
I jumped out of the tree.
Two people gave off a scream. I guess they're not used to people randomly jumping out of tree and landing in front of them.
"Look at his ears!"
"That oufit's pretty strange too."
I growled a low growl and sniffed the air. I walked in the direction Kagome had gone, and looked around the corner. Still hearing the whispers of people.
There she was. And what luck! This street seemed less busy and there was TREES! Thank you gods!
I leaped into one, and just in time too. Kagome turned around and looked behind her suspiciously. I tried not to make a sound.
Then she shrugged and kept walking. I sighed. I leaped into the next tree and still watched her.
I still can't believe I'm doing this.
She reached the end of the street and I reached the last of the trees. I was running outta luck here. Not good. If I jumped out, she'd see me. If I didn't, I might lose sight of her.
Geez, I sound like a fricking stalker.
Then my luck changed. She stopped outside a building and waved in the window. I raised an eyebrow. Strange...
Kagome went over and opened the door. She went inside. I couldn't see! Damnit! I moved around in the tree, until I found a spot where I could see inside.
After a few minutes, I was compfortable and I could see inside.
Oh shit.
She went inside and sat at a table. There was one other person sitting at the table. And of course, it had to be the cocky bastard.
Houjo.
My eyes narrowed into little slits as I glared at him. How dare she! She sat across from him and they both grinned.
I watched them for a while, staring. Trying to figure out what I saw in Kagome's eyes. And in his.
A waiter person came and they spoke to her, ordering their food. She nodded and walked away. A few minutes later she came back with two cups and placed them in front of Kagome and Houjo. I cocked my head. Kagome's restaurants were sTrAnGe.
In a while, as I continued watching them, the waiter person came back with two plates of food. She placed one in front of Kagome and the other in front of him.
Kagome looked thrilled as she began to eat furiously.
I almost laughed. She must have been really hungry.
Then HE laughed and my face lost the happiness I had for a moment's time.
I continued watching them eat and drink, until they finished. Then they started talking again. If only I could hear what they were saying.
Stupid Kagome's time and its noisiness. Its very loud noisiness. Not to mention the clear walls that were on the outside of the building. Why would someone build walls that could be seen through? Unless they were windows. But why would they have a wall thing in them? Oh well. I said it before, I'll say it again. Kagome's time is weird.
The waiter came back again, and Houjo gave her this weird paper thing. She nodded and walked away.
Then Kagome and Houjo stood up and pushed in their chairs. They headed over towards the door and I made sure I was completely hidden from view.
They came out and grinned at each other.
"That was great, Houjo-kun." said Kagome. "I'm glad you told me about it! And I still can't believe I've never even heard of it before!"
"I told you Kagome." he replied. I cringed hearing him speak. "Should we go to that party now?" he asked.
"Nah." said Kagome. "Lets just go walk around the park. The party'll be loud and stuff. I just wanna spend the night in a quiet place, if you don't mind."
"Of course not!" grinned Houjo.
"Then lets go!" grinned Kagome.
The two headed off down the street that Kagome had come. Which was good for me, because I had trees to jump around in and hide.
I watched them angrily. Then it happened again. It felt as if someone stabbed me in the chest a thousand times.
Their hands clasped.
Why, dammit?! WHY!?!?!?!
I still continued to follow. Maybe she was just being nice and stuff. Yeah. Maybe.. or maybe not.
Then trouble came.
They started to cross the road. And the large things that went Beeeeep all stopped for them. Them and a buncha other people! And there were no trees.
I quickly jumped down and crouched down low behind the crowd, following them. I got strange looks from people and thank the gods, no one made any weird comments.
As soon as we all reached the other side, I saw a tree and leaped into it. I could not be seen by Kagome. Especially now that she was with ... him.
The two walked down the street and thank you, it was a tree street.
Going from one to the next, I still followed them.
"This one!" said Kagome. "This park, Houjo." she said.
They stopped outside the entrance to a park and Houjo read the sign. "City Park." he said. "Shall we go?" he asked.
"Yeah!" grinned Kagome.
(a/n: ok ok.. not a very original name for a park but it was the 1st thing that popped in my mind.. & i didnt wanna spend time thinking of a name, cuz i'm on a roll typing this chapter!)
The two walked into the park and I leaped from the tree I was in, into the next one inside the park. I watched them. They were still holding hands. Dammit.
They didn't do much. All they did was just walk around the park a few times. It was kinda boring to tell ya the truth. The only thing that really pissed me off about it was the fact that they held hands the whole fricking time.
"Maybe I should get home now." said Kagome, as they neared the exit.
"Yeah." said Houjo. He looked at his wrist. Why the hell did he do that? Then I remembered Kagome saying something about telling time through a 'clock' around a person's wrist. Kagome had one... a 'watch'? "Its nine fifty two." he said.
"Yeah, maybe I should get home." said Kagome.
They started walking again and I looked around for trees. Seeing one in their path, I quickly leaped into it and continued to watch.
It didn't seem like she loved him.. but you never know...
They walked out of the park and I continued to follow them. Tree to tree, limb to limb. All the way back to Kagome's house.
Sitting in the tree near the bottom of the shrine stairs, Kagome hugged him and he hugged back. I cringed.
She waved good bye then headed up the stairs. I followed, one tree at a time. One step at a time. She shivered a bit and I wanted to jump down and her her my top part of my kimono. It would keep her warm.
As she turned and headed for her house, I sighed.
She opened the door and I heard her shout, "I'm home!" and the door closed behind her. I stared blankly at it, begging it to open again.
It didn't.
It was at least a half an hour that I stared at the door. At her house. What I had seen.. it didn't tell me anything. All I found out was that they got along well and were nice to each other. I still have no idea if she loves him...
Damn you, Kikyo! You just have to go and screw up my thoughts again, didn't you? You always do. Always ruining my life... my already messed up life.
I quickly leaped out of the tree, with a fast glance at the Higurashi house to make sure no one could see. I ran over to the well and dashed inside the building around it.
Now should I stay here? Or should I go back to my own time?
If I stayed here in the well, er, not *in* the well, but near it, there was the chance I would be caught. And then Kagome would do what else, but s-word me and I'd never hear the end of it.
On the other hand, going back to my time would mean facing the rath of Miroku earlier than I wanted too.
This is not turning out to be a good week for me at all.
I decided I would stay here. But I would hide. I walked down the steps and looked around. I found the perfect spot.
Under the steps! Perfect!
Under them, I could hear when people were coming, even see them. Plus, they wouldn't see me! Unless they looked for me of course. But no body knows I'm even here. Which is a good thing, of course.
I walked around them and looked around. Wasn't so bad. I would have to sleep sitting up, but I did that often so it didn't matter.
I sat down and and crossed my arms and legs. I stared mindlessly into the black space in front of me. I sighed.
What had I seen tonight? Nothing to prove that Kagome loved him. But nothing to prove that she didn't either.
She got all dressed up for him. She's never done that for me. Well, I couldn't exactly blame her. We're all running all over the place, chasing down jewel shards, trying to escape and/or kill Naraku.. the bastard...
As I was saying..
She went out and had a meal with him. Ha! Betcha I've eaten with her more times than he has! Oh wait.. it was never really just the two of us.. and she never got dressed up for it..
She seemed so happy. She looked so peaceful too. I wonder if she even thought about me once the entire time. Or maybe she's just happy being normal. Well, normal for a girl her age, she says.
Ok.. I admit it. There have been times when it seemed like we were mates or something. Personally, I didn't mind it when people mistook us for that. But I couldn't let them know that, now could I?
But over the passed couple weeks.. those moments became less and less. It was strange. I mean.. they just seemed to stop.
Did I push her away? Did she push me away?
No. If she did push me away, I certainly wouldn't be right here, right now thinking about this. Following her like a psychopath.
Oh great! I've turned into Kikyo now!! A pyschopathic, derranged person in love! With a person she can't have! Or he.. in my case...
No, no, no Inuyasha... Get OFF the subject of Kikyo.. You do NOT want to think of her right now. More important things to think about. Like Kagome...
Gods. Why... why did the stupid well lead to MY time. Why not before me. Or after I died. Or even a different country! But as you can guess... fate hates me.
Sure, I have luck. But its bad luck.
I sighed. There wasn't much light from the moon. That meant my demon powers would be gone for a night in a few days. Soon...
It figures. When I'm going through an already tough time, I'm gonna be human for a night. Just perfect..
So tonight was a waste. The entire thing. I learned nothing. Nothing! For crying out loud, I don't know anything!! I can't think!
I messed up my hair furiously. Dammit all....
There's only one clear thing I know at the moment, and that is the fact that I love Kagome. I love her. And I'm too much of a fricken coward to tell her.
Damn, damn, damn...
I need sleep. When I wake up in the morning, I'll set everything straight. And in the morning is when I'll figure out what I'm going to do next.
I took a heavy sigh. Damn, things weren't looking so good for me, were they?
I cracked my neck. My mind is a scramble of thoughts. A mixture of feelings. Hell, I don't even know what the stupid guy who made the Tetsusaiga's name is at the moment! And I should remember, as he's a crazy- ass lunatic who can't remember what he ate for dinner five minutes ago! Ok.. when did my thoughts drift to him?
No wonder people get scared when I act like this. I'm starting to scare myself. Yeah.. I definitely need to get some sleep. Then hopefully I can think clearer, and plan exactly what I'm gonna do next. Or tomarrow.. or whenever it is...
See, I can't even get that right. I'm going to bed.
I closed my eyes, and fell into a deep sleep..
MD: fear the.. uh.. cliffhanger? ::dodges all the mushrooms, batteries, pillows and frogs thrown at her:: GOMEN!! things will be getting more interesting soon.. but i dont wanna spoil it for ya! ^.~ besides.. its based off the song... so if you like G.C. then you should have an idea as to what is gonna happen, right? ^____^
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Kittydemon: hey thanks for the reivew!! and ya got what ya asked for.. more! ^^
Higurashi Kagome: yes! i agree! death to that stupid miko!! i HATE her!! i consider myself Anti-Kikyo! *cheers* and i shall try to put some mir/san if i can figure out a good thing to have... *thinks about the oddity of her last sentance*
Little Washu Chan: *dodges the poisoness mushrooms thrown at her* NOO! Don't burn my waffles!! I UPDATED!! ^__^ wait.. i dont like waffles too much...
animegurl: many thanks! and yes! Inu + Kag forever and ever! DEATH TO KIKYO!! mufufu
Lonely Angel of Sadness: good question.. can mikos swear? well in this fic they do!! ::evil grin:: well... i'm TRYING to think of something bad to happen to her.. i might kill her .. i just havent made up my mind yet... *insane cackle*
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