Painful Scream

I sit and write a song for you
Knowing that you will never see
Just how much of me
Is written on the page
All my pain, anger, and rage
Written out in black and white
And as I write I know it isn't right
For you to treat me the way you do

Believe it or not I am here
And I will remain
Despite all the pain
I feel in my heart
Or how it's tearing me apart
To know that you don't see me
Because in your mind I was never meant to be
And you never wanted me here

To remind you of your ruined life and shattered dreams
A life I stole the moment I opened my eyes
To a mother who would only tell me lies
And cause me extreme pain
That would nearly drive me insane
Please Mama open your eyes and see
What exactly you are doing to me
Every time I hear you scream