Saiyin-jin Lust

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Chapter 2 - The Confrontation Relived

After hearing Goten's stray thought, Pan looked up to see what was wrong. The only thing she saw was his back as he entered the house. She knew what he was thinking about and felt really sorry for him knowing that it was killing him to no end to be in this situation. She remembered that day she came back like it was the other day. "Hell it was the other day" she said aloud. The whole conversation began to play again as it had done over and over again since then.

~Flashback~

Pan landed at her parent's house quite aware that she was being followed. That's what she was counting on, so they could have a chance to talk. She walked in the door and left it open so he could get in. She then proceeded to make some coffee because she knew that they would need it. After that was all done she awaited the arrival of her uncle by sitting on the couch. "We have a lot to talk about Goten" Pan sighed. As if on cue he walked in with a forlorn look on his face.

"Come in and sit I know that you have some questions and I will be happy to answer them." Pan said as she motioned to the chair directly across from her. She asked if he would like a cup of coffee before they continued. He nodded and proceeded to sit. After the cup was filled she handed it to him. "I hope you still like it black?" she said trying to lighten the mood. "Sure!" Goten said with that goofy smile that everyone in her family had inherited from her grand-father. Soon after the normal pleasantries his face was serious again. It was time for questions to be answered Pan realized with a sigh.

"I guess I have no choice but to tell you" Pan sulked. "I would like to know since you seem to know a lot more about that night than I do" Goten encouraged. "I know and I am sorry for leaving the way I did before we could work this out. When I came home for break last year, I was at that point where it was time for me to find a mate. That's how Vegeta put it anyway." Pan noticed the panicked look on Goten's face. "D..did you say mate?" Goten was ready to pass out. Pan nodded and Goten was on the ground.

After a few minutes Goten was back on his feet with the strange feeling that his life had just ended. Pan then spoke through their bond 'No your life is not over..yet' Goten had heard this but saw no lip movement what so ever. "I guess it wasn't a dream" Goten said rather nervously. "Nope" Pan said rather sullenly. They sat there for a few minutes in complete silence.

Pan was the first to speak. "I know this is hard to believe, but we will have to tell them sooner or later. We're mates they are bound to find out, especially with the way Vegeta pick apart every little action we do. I'm sure he will be the first to notice." "I know, but let's get back on the subject of Gotenks" Goten all of a sudden picked his head up thinking that he heard something. He listened for a few more minutes and there was nothing more. He shrugged it off as an animal on the porch or something. Pan broke his thoughts at the moment, "I guess I will start from the beginning."

"It started the morning after we mated. I woke up feeling completely awkward and I had no idea what had happened. Then I looked over and say you lying next to me, the only thing was that you had blood on your neck. Then everything came flooding back into my mind. I freaked out and left. As soon as I got to my parent's house I got cleaned up, and that was when I noticed my own bite mark. After that I got packed and headed for the airport. Nobody knew I left accept for Uub." Goten raised an eyebrow at that. "Don't worry he doesn't know anything. Although I think he saw the bite mark before I put on my jacket. Anyway a few weeks after I got back to the states I started feeling like something was wrong. I was tired all the time and ate even more than Ojisan, it was like all my energy was being drained. I finally went to the doctor and that's when I found out. I was almost 2 months pregnant." Pan looked up to see Goten deep in thought. "I was wondering why I felt like that last year." He said with that goofy smile. Pan rolled her eyes. She knew that he didn't know what the bond was capable of, but she didn't think that the pregnancy would affect him like it did her. "Back to the story" she said with a tone of annoyance in her voice. Goten nodded and let her continue.

"After I found out I did not know what to do. My first thought would be to call you and let you know. Then I figured it would be rather suspicious just to call out of the blue and ask for my uncle in an emergency. So I decided to wait till later. When I called tousan and kasan I made it a point to stay off the subject of when I was going to visit again. After a while I couldn't dance around the subject so I told them that I was working real hard to get out of school sooner. They saw my point and agreed and stopped bugging me about it. After that I worked really hard on getting extra credits and what not. That is how I graduated in October. Anyway as the months rolled by I began to show and my roommate kept asking me about you. I told her the same thing I told everybody else. On September 10, I gave birth to Gotenks. My roommate pleaded with me to tell my parents about him, but I was still afraid. So I kept Gotenks a secret until I got home today." "I see" Goten said like a machine. He was still trying to absorb all the info that was just said, so Pan just left it alone.

"Goten?" Pan asked nervously. He looked at her with a confused look. 'I know this is hard on you right now, but I want you to know that since we bonded that I can not think of any other man right now and never will. I know that it was an instinct thing and all, but I wanted to let you know that I am glad that it was with you. I mean since you were always one of my best friends and my favorite uncle' she said though their bond. Goten thought for a moment and replied 'I know what the bond does and I know that it was a saiyin-jin thing, but I am glad too, besides I am your only uncle' Pan's eyes swelled up with tears, but she held them back. "Goten I wouldn't change any thing if my life depended on it I love our son without question and would never change that and I know you feel the same way, but I think we should keep this between you and me for now. That means until we can figure this out we should keep our selves away from each other for a while."

Goten went wide eyed, he knew her logic made perfect sense then again there was the bond. She knew exactly what it would do to them if they were apart for to long now that they know about it and he wanted to be close to his child. He also knew it was for the best. So he agreed so long as he got to watch and play with little Gotenks often as he liked. How long would it take till he was able to tell his son that he was his father? He stood up with a new look of determination on his face. "I just want to let you know that I will be able to call you my mate and Gotenks my son as soon as possible." "I know that, but lets be able to do that together OK" "OK, but for now I am going to go home and try to keep up appearances. Oh did you know that Bulma is throwing a party in a couple of days?" Pan shook her head no. She figured though that since it was Bulma that there should have been no surprise. "Oh well, I thought I would let you know. Don't say anything though it is supposed to be a surprise." "OK"

I'm headed out now I will have Kasan make you a plate and have Gohan bring it for you." "Thanks Goten and just remember that I love you." Pan said with tears streaming down her face. Goten nodded and walked out the door.

Pan knew it was going to be hell for her and for Goten, but it had to be done for now. She decided at that moment not to think about it and do what she came here to do and that was rest from the trip and the little stick of dynamite known as Gotenks. As she drifted off to sleep she felt a strong ki in the distance, but thought nothing of it since she figured it was Goten blowing off some steam. Then she was asleep.

~End Flashback~

"That is how we came to this point right now. We haven't even spoken to each other than the courteous hello. He hasn't even had the chance to play with Gotenks yet. No wonder he is so out of it. I can't blame him though. I would go nuts if I couldn't be with Gotenks that long. I will make sure that he does tonight. I owe him that much. She told him through their bond not to drink at all because he would need all of his wits about him, and that if he did he would be sorry.

With that she went back to the party. She noticed that Goten was in a better mood and that put her in a better mood. The party went off with out a hitch after that.

Unbeknownst to our couple there was a person hanging back watching the whole exchange rather amused by the whole situation. He decided he would have fun with the two just to spite him. Hell Goten did it enough to him when he was a kid so why not have fun with him now as a sort of revenge.

Who is it that knows Pan & Goten's secret, and what does he plan on doing??????????

Ha ha I am evil I know it.

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