Saiyuki: Fireflies

With a sigh Gojyo finished wiping off and drying the last of their dinner

dishes; his arms trembled visibly as he placed it in the drying rack.

Slowly he put away the dishcloth, then slumped to the floor, muttering:

'Feels like I washed every damned dish in the house -- how the hell did I

let them talk me into this?' He sighed, loudly enough to flutter his

fraying sleeveless shirt, and wearily got to his feet.

Light and shadow danced faintly together under the door leading to the

house's little den/sitting room, as it did nearly every night -- they'd all

gone to the West together, had faced and beaten countless hordes of Minus

Wave-crazy youkai, had finally settled that divine fiasco from about five

thousand years ago, but the other three on the journey were still addicted

to their creature comforts.

He knew who was behind the door and what they were doing: Sanzou would be

smoking, drinking and reading something out of the tiny library he'd built

up over the years, mostly from presents given to him. Goku would either be

reading over Sanzou's shoulder -- and it amazed everyone that not only did

the irascible blonde put up with his potentially rude behavior, but

actively encouraged him to read in his own contrary manner -- or romping

around the room with Hakuryuu, which was growing sleek and fat with the end

of its endless running along westbound roads.

And Hakkai would be standing in the door to the tiny porch, leaning against

the jamb with his hands in his pockets and a preoccupied look in his good

green eye.

It was one of the things Gojyo found difficult to understand about him --

why he seemed to have withdrawn into himself when he had been their most

outgoing member during that extended road trip -- but then it was a long

list, and the hanyou doubted he'd ever cross off more than a handful of

the items on it.

Tonight, though, he put his ear to the door and heard -- nothing. No

rustle of turning pages for Sanzou, no rapid footsteps moving around the

room for Goku, and certainly no sounds of the porch door opening, no

creaking floorboards to mean Hakkai had taken up his usual position.

Gojyo inched the door open.

The brunette was not even in the room, having moved out onto the porch

with his back turned to the rest of the house. The landscape before him

was utterly silent and the door that led out onto the porch was still

wide open, allowing the redhead an unimpeded view of....

A speck of cool green light flashed suddenly, bright and near in the

starless night, flickering as it moved across the open doors. Hakkai

raised a hand and it moved towards him, and soon it was joined by

another light, and another.

Gojyo blinked and shook his head, wondering if he was imagining things.

What was Hakkai doing to the fireflies? Was it already their season?

In a few more moments a loose knot of blinking green light had formed

above the palm of the converted youkai's hand, and the room seemed

somehow alive with the flashing of the fireflies.

'I know you're there,' Hakkai's voice said quietly. 'Come here if you

want, but please don't frighten the fireflies.'

Gingerly he crossed the room to the other man, bracing his shaking arms

on the porch railing; he looked at Hakkai by the cool green light, and

couldn't make another sound.

Cho Hakkai was transformed by the fireflies, somehow strangely ethereal,

as if he were more spirit than human. The lines and edges in his

travel-worn features were softer, the mismatching of his eyes less

pronounced -- Sha Gojyo shook his head, hardly daring to believe it --

the other man was, suddenly after all, beautiful. As beautiful as the

night around them, and as secretive and protective -- or even more, as he

had shown during the entire Journey to the West.

Gojyo couldn't help himself -- he sighed, took Hakkai's other hand,

and whispered, 'Kirei na.'

As he spoke, a small smile bloomed on the green-eyed one's lips; he

raised his free hand a little higher and blew softly into the knot of

fireflies.

The green lights vanished, the night-shadows deepened even more, and

now dim half-light bathed the two holding hands on the porch.