Title - Lizzie's Secrets s
Summary - Elizabeth tells Jason her secrets.
Disclaimer - I do not own General Hospital or it's characters.
A/N - I am very sorry about the lack of update, but I have been doing some traveling and I have not had anytime to write. I do hope that all of you forgive me. : )
Chapter 7
Jason kept Elizabeth's hand in his as they walked down the hospital corridor. He wasn't sure where she was leading him but followed her anyway. Looking down into her face he saw the raw determination written all over it so he assumed that this next secret of hers must be important to her to share with him. Gradually he began to notice that they were heading towards to maternity ward, and even though he was not involved with Courtney anymore he still thought about the child he almost had with her. Elizabeth stopped in front of the nursery and looked in at all of the babies before turning to him, she looked up at him with tears glistening in her eyes.
"When I became pregnant I had so many conflicting emotions. I was happy because it was a baby, my own baby. I was nervous because I was going to be having a baby with some one that I apparently did not know at all. I was worried that I would not make a good mother because of what happened with my own parents, but in the end I was thrilled"
Jason was beginning to become very uncomfortable with the topic of her unborn child, the child that she shared with Ric, he knew that he was being hypocritical but he couldn't help but feel jealous of him. Jason felt her thumb start to trace circles on the top of his hand , he found that this helped ease his insecurities. Elizabeth was with him and not Ric, just like he was no longer with Courtney.
"When I would go to sleep at night laying next to Ric I would have dreams about my baby and her future, I always dreamt that my baby was a girl , she would always have brown hair that would be worn up in pig tails that would swing back and forth when she would move, but the thing that was most noticeable were her eyes, she always had her fathers eyes, big bright blue eyes. You see in my dreams you were always my baby girls father"
Jason felt his breath catch in the back of his throat when she told him about her dream, he could not help but be shocked at her revelation. He looked down at her and saw the truth written on her face, she actually wanted her baby to be his. It was a feeling that he also shared, in his own way he had wished that the baby that he almost had with Courtney was Elizabeth's.
"I know that it must sound crazy but it's true. I would have these dreams that we were a family. We would go for walks and we would take our daughter to school and to the park, and you would push her on the swings. I used to have these dreams even before I became pregnant, I would have the same dreams. It was so easy for me to picture myself having a family with you and when we walked away from each other all of my hopes for that future were shattered, but my dreams never stopped"
Jason was becoming even more excited with every passing moment, he was beginning to realize that Elizabeth wanted the same thing that he did, that she had the same hope that he shared. Jason's hopes for their future were beginning to rise. Elizabeth pushed a lock of hair from his forehead and smiled, he knew that Elizabeth was realizing the same thing. She turned to look at the nursery once more before taking his hand again and said...
"Come on lets get home"
They exited the maternity ward and walked out of the hospital.
TBC....
Ok gonna apologize again and tell you that I hope to continue to update on a more regular basis. Thank you to everyone who has reviewed.
A/N - I am very sorry about the lack of update, but I have been doing some traveling and I have not had anytime to write. I do hope that all of you forgive me. : )
Chapter 7
Jason kept Elizabeth's hand in his as they walked down the hospital corridor. He wasn't sure where she was leading him but followed her anyway. Looking down into her face he saw the raw determination written all over it so he assumed that this next secret of hers must be important to her to share with him. Gradually he began to notice that they were heading towards to maternity ward, and even though he was not involved with Courtney anymore he still thought about the child he almost had with her. Elizabeth stopped in front of the nursery and looked in at all of the babies before turning to him, she looked up at him with tears glistening in her eyes.
"When I became pregnant I had so many conflicting emotions. I was happy because it was a baby, my own baby. I was nervous because I was going to be having a baby with some one that I apparently did not know at all. I was worried that I would not make a good mother because of what happened with my own parents, but in the end I was thrilled"
Jason was beginning to become very uncomfortable with the topic of her unborn child, the child that she shared with Ric, he knew that he was being hypocritical but he couldn't help but feel jealous of him. Jason felt her thumb start to trace circles on the top of his hand , he found that this helped ease his insecurities. Elizabeth was with him and not Ric, just like he was no longer with Courtney.
"When I would go to sleep at night laying next to Ric I would have dreams about my baby and her future, I always dreamt that my baby was a girl , she would always have brown hair that would be worn up in pig tails that would swing back and forth when she would move, but the thing that was most noticeable were her eyes, she always had her fathers eyes, big bright blue eyes. You see in my dreams you were always my baby girls father"
Jason felt his breath catch in the back of his throat when she told him about her dream, he could not help but be shocked at her revelation. He looked down at her and saw the truth written on her face, she actually wanted her baby to be his. It was a feeling that he also shared, in his own way he had wished that the baby that he almost had with Courtney was Elizabeth's.
"I know that it must sound crazy but it's true. I would have these dreams that we were a family. We would go for walks and we would take our daughter to school and to the park, and you would push her on the swings. I used to have these dreams even before I became pregnant, I would have the same dreams. It was so easy for me to picture myself having a family with you and when we walked away from each other all of my hopes for that future were shattered, but my dreams never stopped"
Jason was becoming even more excited with every passing moment, he was beginning to realize that Elizabeth wanted the same thing that he did, that she had the same hope that he shared. Jason's hopes for their future were beginning to rise. Elizabeth pushed a lock of hair from his forehead and smiled, he knew that Elizabeth was realizing the same thing. She turned to look at the nursery once more before taking his hand again and said...
"Come on lets get home"
They exited the maternity ward and walked out of the hospital.
TBC....
Ok gonna apologize again and tell you that I hope to continue to update on a more regular basis. Thank you to everyone who has reviewed.