......he would have came sooner.
As I set and listen to the people around me talk I feel more alone. I feel like the world
doesn't want me here.
My only love died when I was 16. He raised his cold gray eyes to the evil that stood
before him. Then as his life was slowly drifting away he cried one single tear in my arms.
Not because he was sad but because he feared his arms would never get to hold me again. But
I was helpless and could not save him.
So now 2 years later my life has finally come down to this. Come down to the razor in my
hand. It looked like it couldn't do much for a person but to me it was going to relive me
of all my pain.
I laid my suicide note on my bed with a single black rose. I hated roses but he always
insisted that roses made my beauty fade because they were so plain against my face and
well I didn't want my death to be glamorous. Then the color black had become my favorite
ever since he died.
Not wanting to take any longer I raised my razor and cut through the veins in one arm
then the other. Blood immediately filled my hands and my strength disappeared. I closed my
eyes because the blurriness was hurting too much then I heard it. It was someone calling my
name.
"Draco?" no it couldn't be he's dead.
When the figure got closer I realized that the hair was not bleached blond but instead raven
black. Green terrified eyes where looking at me
"What have you done?" he asks. He grabs me in his arms but I fight to get out of them.
"Why are you doing this? I love you!! I have always loved you."
I stopped moving to look up at him. His eyes were always readable but this time they
were undecided. It looked like love, sadness, fear and tears were all in them. The feeling
of my blood pouring out was gone and I became numb and cold.
I choked out a "sorry" before my red hair covered my face and I floated way from the
world. Away from the boy who was always there but set in the back seat of my mind
since my 5th year when my love took the front seat.
"I'm sorry Harry, I really am sorry."
************
The next chapter we will get to see the suicide note and Harry's POV.
As I set and listen to the people around me talk I feel more alone. I feel like the world
doesn't want me here.
My only love died when I was 16. He raised his cold gray eyes to the evil that stood
before him. Then as his life was slowly drifting away he cried one single tear in my arms.
Not because he was sad but because he feared his arms would never get to hold me again. But
I was helpless and could not save him.
So now 2 years later my life has finally come down to this. Come down to the razor in my
hand. It looked like it couldn't do much for a person but to me it was going to relive me
of all my pain.
I laid my suicide note on my bed with a single black rose. I hated roses but he always
insisted that roses made my beauty fade because they were so plain against my face and
well I didn't want my death to be glamorous. Then the color black had become my favorite
ever since he died.
Not wanting to take any longer I raised my razor and cut through the veins in one arm
then the other. Blood immediately filled my hands and my strength disappeared. I closed my
eyes because the blurriness was hurting too much then I heard it. It was someone calling my
name.
"Draco?" no it couldn't be he's dead.
When the figure got closer I realized that the hair was not bleached blond but instead raven
black. Green terrified eyes where looking at me
"What have you done?" he asks. He grabs me in his arms but I fight to get out of them.
"Why are you doing this? I love you!! I have always loved you."
I stopped moving to look up at him. His eyes were always readable but this time they
were undecided. It looked like love, sadness, fear and tears were all in them. The feeling
of my blood pouring out was gone and I became numb and cold.
I choked out a "sorry" before my red hair covered my face and I floated way from the
world. Away from the boy who was always there but set in the back seat of my mind
since my 5th year when my love took the front seat.
"I'm sorry Harry, I really am sorry."
************
The next chapter we will get to see the suicide note and Harry's POV.