Oshiwakeru Watashi wa Yoso Chapter 1: 1: Pushing Me Away, a yu-gi-oh fanfic

MnS: Hi! I'm writing my first Yu-gi-oh Fic!

KnH: What about your Lord of the Rings fic? You have only written one chapter. Leigh is going to yell at you.

MnS; , I know, but I was listening to my Hybird Theory cd, and a fic just kind of popped into my head, and now it won't leave me alone until it's written!

KnH: -_-'

MnS: I know. Oh Yuugi!!

Yuugi: Yes??

MnS: Will you please do the disclaimer?

Yuugi: ^_^ Ok. Megami no Shi doesn't own Yu-gi-oh or the song "Pushing Me Away" by Linkin Park. She does however, own this half-baked plot, that you probably wouldn't want to take anyway.

MnS: O_O!! Yuugi!!

Yuugi: What? I was just reading the paper……::Shows MnS the sheet of neatly typed paper::

MnS: , Hakai!! You meany!! ,

KnH: What?

MnS: ::glares::

Oshiwakeru Watashi wa Yoso (Pushing Me Away)

I've lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Yuugi and Anzu (MnS: ::cough cough:: bitch ::cough cough:: ^_^) were sitting on a park bench together, watching the sunset after a fun day at the park. Anzu is quiet and she looks at Yuugi, who seems to be mentally brooding. Not really caring, but wanting to be at least a halfway decent girlfriend, Anzu asked,

"Yuugi, what's wrong?" Yuugi looked up to her. He had had a bad day at school, and he wasn't in the happiest of moods. He also saw the look in in Anzu's eyes that meant that she really didn't care; she was just being nice. Therefore, instead of telling her about it, he simply lied, saying,

"Nothing's wrong with me Anzu. I'm-" He didn't even get to finish the sentence before Anzu said,

"Great. Want to go to the arcade?" Mentally sighing, Yuugi nodded and stood up to go with Anzu to the arcade, knowing full well that it would be his allowance paying for the tokens.

Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you'll soon find we're out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

Sitting on the bench at the door while his girlfriend played DDR Max 4, he wondered why he put up with Anzu at all. She wasn't really all that nice to him, even though she did preach about friendship all the time. And, her idea of a date, at least, a pattern that was creating itself frequently was something akin to 'who can spend the most money that's not theirs in the least amount of time?". Yuugi had spent every penny of his savings on her, and she still wanted to do more things. What he didn't understand was that she had a job, but she always claimed that she never has any money, while Yuugi made an allowance of about $10 a week from his grandfather, that was nothing compared to what she made. And even with the expense of her dance school, she would still have money, because she made more than minimum wage by a few dollars, and she worked every night of the week except Friday, Saturday, and sometimes Sunday. Sighing to himself, he coughed up a few more bills when Anzu approached him, knowing full well she was out of tokens, as that was the only time she seemed to ever approach him for any reason; when she wanted something……

I've tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Now it was Sunday afternoon, and Anzu didn't have to work, so they went out for lunch at Anzu's insistence. And, suddenly, supposedly on accident, Anzu's drink spilled, and because of the close proximity of the tables in the restaurant, went all over the man sitting next to her. Anzu froze, and Yuugi blanched as he saw the person it spilled on. This could be a large problem. You see, it was the director of the dance school that Anzu went to, and that move she just pulled was anything but graceful. Looking at Anzu, he saw the look, and knew what she wanted him to do. Begrudgingly, he stood quickly, grabbing a few napkins, and said,

"Oh, I'm sorry sir! That was my fault……"

Sitting on his bed Yuugi again questioned his relationship with Anzu. She constantly tested him, constantly looked to see if his affections were good enough. But, that was alright, right? I mean, if he loves her, it shouldn't matter that she tries to make sure that he loved her, right? He used to believe in these philosophies, but now, looking back on the previous events of the day, and yesterday, he wasn't so sure………

Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...

Holding onto his reserve, he walked to Anzu's house on the following Friday evening like normal, to go with her somewhere. Only today, he decided, it was going to be a little different. Ringing her doorbell, he swallowed, going over what he was going to say to her. No matter what though, this ends here, thought Yuugi as the door opened……

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
pushes me away

"Goodbye Anzu." said Yuugi, turning and walking away sadly. Anzu stood at the door for a second before turning and re-entering her house. A single tear could be seen, running down her cheek as she went upstairs to her room, letting realization hit her when she finally closed her door. She had just lost a wonderful boyfriend. Yuugi Mouto, one of the sweetest people in the world, had just dumped her. Laying on her bed, she let out her frustrations in an uncontrollable torrent………

~Owari~

MnS: The bitch got what she deserved, and she cried!! Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!! ::laughs maniacally::

KnH: Yes, this time, I must agree with you my pet. She isn't a very pleasant person.

MnS: Yep, and now he's free for Yami to go and make him all better!! ^_^!! YAY!!

Yuugi: ::huggles Yami::

Yami: ::holds Yuugi protectively::

MnS: How Kawaii!!

KnH: ::warps arms around MnS' waist:: R&R, but be kind to my Goddess, or I'll have to smite you……

MnS: -_-'