Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Trigun characters. Never had, never will. damn it all...

A/N: I wanna know if this is a one shot or if I should continue. please R/R thank you!

It's strange sometimes... How the destiny of one entwines with another. How death always seems to be the last resort for some.. And the first for others. My mother always taught me that death is always your last alternative.

She told me, that no one has the right to take the life of another. No one can choose who lives and who dies. I believed that.. I believed that.. Until.. She died. She didn't have to die.. But she had to save the people on those damned ships.

I would have died to, had my mother not of saved me. She was the only one who knew of my existence. If other people did, I would have been tormented and teased.. Just like the other two. The funny thing was.. She wasn't even my mother.

I was created in an artificial womb, alongside two others. But still, no one knew of me. Only them. And it was one of those damned kids who killed my mother!......... I remember his name well. Knives... Knives killed my mother. But his brother, Vash... He loved my mother as I did.

My mother had put monitors in my room, to keep me updated of the on goings in the ship that she couldn't see. I watched Vash as him and my mother played. He loved my mother with all his heart. Knives once played with them too. But one day something inside of him snapped. I knew Knives needed to die the very instant I set eyes on him through that tiny monitor in my room. His icy cerulean eyes burned into me, though I never sat with him face to face.

I told my mother of my thoughts on Knives, but every time I told her I she repeated the same phrase. "No one ever has the right to take the life of another. You cant choose who lives and who dies." If only her ideals were true... If only she didn't believe in those damned ideals. Maybe... Just maybe she would still be alive.

In my 100 plus years of existence, I have been on a search for that bastard. He spent much time with Vash once we reached the desert planet of Gunsmoke. I sat in the shadows, watching them. I actually fell in love with Vash. He believed in my mother as I did. That is why I need to find him.

Vash doesn't know, but his destiny is intertwined with mine. I have foreseen it in my dreams. My abilities to see the future have become stronger the closer I get to Vash. If only I could find him. He is destined along with me to kill his brother. But I have seen, that along the way to kill his brother. Other deaths will follow. I have seen the deaths of every Gung-Ho-Gun. The death of the preacher in black. And the death of Legato Bluesummers at the very hands of Vash.

I have been sent to stop every death I have foreseen. Legato..Wolfwood.. And Knives. The end of the Gun-Ho-Guns is inevitable. I cannot stop that. I need to stop my future of killing Knives, for as well as Vash, I have vowed not to kill. I believe in the beliefs of my mother. I must reach Vash before our futures are finalized. I must stop the suffering he is going through. I must save him from eternal damnation by the human race..

Vash... I'm coming...

Mother... Rem... I will save him...

TBC.....

A/N: So what do you people think? A one shot or continue? Well, I hope you liked it! R/R Thank you.