A/N: Thanks to everyone who have reviewed by now!!

Azkaban_Canuk: I dunno….. As long as the first? I really just have to write as long as the plot I've chosen allots. Thanks for the review!

Carolyn (piano princess): It's okay… I won't hunt you down by your first name and whip you with wet noodles if you don't review…. Though it might be fun…. In the first one, I tried to make at least one incredibly long sentence-paragraph full of Mia's paranoid delusional ramblings… I'm glad you liked it. I only have a shady view of where I'm going with the sequel, too, so I hope we both find out soon! I have a feeling it might have something to do with a stalker, though…. *the plot thickens* Thank you for reviewing!

Michelle: Heylo! You mean you aren't related to Avril? *shocked gasps all around* LOL! Thank you for all your support, and your review!

Sorry to any reviewers that haven't shown up on my screen yet because of the stupid delay between submitting a review and seeing a review and, therefore, will not receive mention in this chapter…

And away we go!

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October 11, 2002 G&T

I hate my grandmother.

She sucks.

Why did she have to say all that stuff about Michael? And mom?

Now I'm thinking, and it's bad!!!

Wait. No. It's not bad that I'm thinking just bad that I'm actually thinking about what Grandmere said.

Of course Michael loves me. I know he loves me.

But Grandmere said that love doesn't count….

I'm gonna write about something else now…. All of this has just been playing chase inmy head since she yelled at me for being happy.

Okay.

This is me writing about something else.

Isn't it fascinating???

Okay, what to write, what to write, what to write, wh-

GOT IT, conversation with Lilly… Here goes, writing about something else!

Lilly: Hey Mia!

Me: Humph.

Lilly: Did you just 'humph' at me?

Me: No.

Lilly: Yes you did, I heard you. What's wrong?

Me: I'm miserable.

Lilly: Miserable? Why?

Me: Shurlpf.

Lilly: School?

Me: Shurlpf.

Lilly: Family?

Me: Shurlpf.

Lilly: Michael?

Me: Pfft.

Lilly: Okay, it's Michael. What'd he do? I can put a frog in his bed!

(Okay, now that I think about it, Lilly's being REALLY nice to me in during this conversation….I didn't notice, before…)

Me: He didn't do anything!!!

Lilly: So you're mad at him for being?

Me: Yes.

Lilly: Seriously? That's weird, Mia… Even for you.

Me: No. Yes. Wait, why even for me? I'm not weird.

Lilly: Yes, you are. I thought you wanted him to be your boyfriend. I was there; you two were slobbering all over my bedroom.

Me: Ew. Gross.

Lilly: Hey, truth hurts.

Me: He loves me.

Lilly: Don't you love him?

Me: Yes.

Lilly: That's bad?

Me: Of course!

Lilly: Whatever. Come to think of it, Michael's been acting kinda weird lately, too.

Me: Of course! He's in stupid love! But love doesn't count, does it? So he's been acting weird for something that completely has no meaning in the world. Love sucks!

Lilly: You really should lay off the cough syrup for a while, Mia.

Me: WHAT IS WITH YOU AND COUGH SYRUP?!?!?! You ALWAYS go back to the syrup! I am NOT, contrary to popular belief, a COUGH SYRUP ADDICT!

Lilly: Geez. It's not my fault you have a problem. You know, the first step to getting better, Mia, is admitting you have a problem. Maybe you should work on that.

And than she, like Grandmere, left.

People suck.

October 11, 2002 The Loft

I am SOOOO happy! So happy so happy so happy so hoppy!

Did I just write so hoppy?

Stupid bunny wabbits.

Okay, well anyway…. Lilly was just over here, and she, like, told me that she was gonna, like, tell the press some lie, like that I'm pregnant, or something, if I didn't tell her exactly what was wrong.

I know, I know, that doesn't really SEEM like a good thing, but it SO totally was!

Cuz I told her about what Grandmere said, and why I'm so miserable, and she came up with the most WONDERFUL idea!

What she's gonna do is, she's gonna go into Michael's room, with a video camera, and refuse to leave until he answers all the questions she asks, truthfully.

And the questions are gonna be, like, ARE YOU WILLING TO CHANGE YOUR LAST NAME? And, WOULD YOU MOVE OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU GREW UP IN TO BE WITH THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMS?

Than I'll finally be able to know the answers to the STUPID LITTLE QUESTIONS that have been RUNNING THROUGH MY STUPID LITTLE HEAD ALL DAY!!!!

Of course, there's always the possibility that Michael will say no to my questions… You know, the questions he's supposed to say Yes to?

But I'm not thinking about that right now.

Because I'm happy! And hoppy! And happity-hoppity!

That and I have a cough, so I'm kind of hyped up on cough syrup.

I don't see why Lilly's always telling me I'm on cough syrup all the time. I'm not, and when I am, I'm perfectly normal!

Right now I feel the same way I feel EVERY day!

Just because I'm noticing things I've never noticed before- like how the paint on my rooms swirls around, and how Fat Louie makes dog noises when he sleeps- doesn't mean I'm, like, high or something. I mean, if anything, it's made me more observant!!!!

Let's see what else I can observe!!!!

Ow. I ran into my door. How long has that been there?