Video Princess Blues
Chapter 11
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2 hours later
Just outside Harm's apartment
(Mac's POV)
I can't do this. I thought I could......but I can't.
I can't just pretend like none of this happened. I had to come over here and see him......I can't really explain it. It's just that .....finding out that he loves me...........it changes everything.
But, won't he be kindof suspicious at the fact that I have no reason for being here? ' Tell him you're here to apologize for what you did to Renee." my inner voice seemed to say. "BUT, I'm NOT sorry for that!" I argue back with....Myself??? ....I really have lost it.
What was I thinking......punching Renee? I'll be lucky if Harm even speaks to me right now. ON the other hand, it was very......satisfying. In fact, If I had the chance ....I'd do it all over again!
Does that make me a bad person???
*sigh* Who am I kidding??? I am not ready to face him. I'm not ready to be close to him ...yet know I must stay so far away. I'm not ready to stare into his eyes, and not allow myself to stare too long. I'm not ready to see that smile of his, and not be permitted to go weak in the knees............all because of that little ring on my hand. I resist the urge to take it off and throw it down before knocking.... *sigh*
I see my hand reach up to the door, but I don't remember ever telling it to do so. Before I know it, I'm knocking. *Breathe Marine, BREATHE*................
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